Liang Jinyan listened to my mother's angry scolding, and spread out the wrinkled diagnosis book in his hand. I didn't wait for him to take a second look before he tore it to pieces, and then pointed at his nose and scolded, "Liang Jinyan, you heard it!" My mom is right, I'm very bitter with you, and I don't even know how to laugh when I'm so bitter. With you, I won't be happy......"

With him, I can't give him happiness, so that's the end of it.

"That's what you're talking about?" Liang Jinyan stared at me and barely moved, but his body trembled.

"Yes, that's what I mean. I love you, but I'm not happy with you at all, I have to worry every day, I can't sleep well every day. I often wonder if it wasn't you and someone else I met in the hospital that day, would everything be different? ”

"I see...... It turned out that everything was just wishful thinking on my part. Well, since you feel unhappy with me, then I wish you happiness and I wish you to find someone more suitable for you. Liang Jinyan turned his face away from me, and then waved his hand at Assistant Li.

Assistant Li looked at me helplessly and could only push him out.

My mother saw that he was leaving, and wanted to go up to stop him, but I stopped him, "Mom, don't go!" ”

"But ......"

"It's nothing, just let him go." I've been looking forward to this outcome countless times, and isn't it great to realize it now?

As soon as Liang Jinyan left, my mother couldn't stop wiping her tears and picked up the diagnosis certificate that I had torn to shreds on the ground, "Do you have to force yourself to do this?" Now that Liang Jinyan is gone, you know if your heart hurts or not! You're ......."

"It's better to feel distressed now than to regret it for the rest of your life. I can stay up and endure it alone, and I don't want him to be sad. What's more...... "If he knew that it was Xu Jiayi's masterpiece that I became like this, would he still be able to calm down?"

My mother didn't know how to persuade me when she heard me say this, so after sending me back to the house, she thought about it for a while and said that she would accompany me to the hospital tomorrow. A woman's body should be careful, she said that such a big thing happened to my body is even more reassuring, and she must accompany me to check it tomorrow.

I didn't have any doubts, and I got off the room and rested.

The days that followed were quite peaceful until the thirtieth of the Chinese New Year's Eve, but I could still feel that this year's New Year was different from the past, and there was a lot less laughter.

On the evening of the Chinese New Year's Eve, my mother and I prepared a lot of food and sat by the TV looking forward to the Spring Festival Gala. My mother complained about this year's Spring Festival Gala while picking up vegetables for my dad, and I don't know what it will look like at this year's Spring Festival Gala.

Every year is not as good as a year, but the heart of the Spring Festival Gala does not seem to have changed.

I stared absentmindedly at my phone, thinking that someone was going to call or message me, but it didn't. There was an empty expectation, and it turned out that nothing waited.

In previous years, roommates and classmates in the dormitory would send messages when they arrived for the Chinese New Year, but after graduation, they almost lost contact, and later at work, they would politely send messages to the leader.

I suddenly remembered that I seemed to have sent a blessing text message to Liang Jinyan during the Spring Festival when I first came to the company, which I wrote myself, a long list of hulala, and I forgot what it was written. But now that I think about it, it's quite idiotic, and the blessing messages at that time were all forwarded in the same type. I guess I'm the only one in a league.

I still remember Liang Jinyan replied to me, thank you, and Happy New Year.

That was the first time I "talked" to him. I think about it more than a year ago.

After the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, I let them continue to watch TV, and I cleaned up the table and put my phone aside. By the time I came out of the kitchen, my mom said my phone was ringing all the time.

I picked it up and saw that someone had actually sent me a text message.

Bo Qing, Bai Yu, Fang Yuexi, Li Muyan...... They all remember me. I replied to them one by one. Later, when I logged in to WeChat, I found that I was pulled into a group by Bo Qing, and I went in to see that there was everyone in this group.

They are giving out red envelopes one by one, and every time they grab the money, it is hundreds of hundreds. A local tyrant is a local tyrant, and the red envelopes sent are different. Last year, the red envelopes I grabbed in the WeChat group were a few cents.

After Bo Qing sent more than a dozen red envelopes in a row, he asked who else hadn't sent them, and Fang Yuexi was the first to think of me.

So I was clamoring to send it to me, so I had to send out the hundreds of dollars I had robbed. I don't want to send them out after they're too small.

I made a pretending poor face, and then I couldn't help but laugh along.

This is the first time I have laughed since Liang Jinyan left, but I cried at the screen of my phone when I laughed and laughed. I found that the man who made me look forward to the video every day had completely disappeared from my WeChat friends.

That "just this summer" is completely gone. I left the group and uninstalled WeChat. After washing my face, I went back to the living room to watch the Spring Festival Gala with them, peeling peanuts while watching sketches, and occasionally following my parents to have fun.

The New Year is like this, no matter how bitter your heart is, you always have to taste the flavor of the New Year.

Our family didn't survive the Spring Festival Gala, so we went to bed early. In the middle of the night, I have to open the door of wealth, which was the responsibility of my father in previous years, but this year I have to do it. So before twelve o'clock I went out with a cannon fight.

I don't have much courage to say, especially since it seems to me that things like this are done by men. But now I can only bite the bullet.

With the lighter in my hand, I got a little closer to the core of the gunner, and before I touched it, I subconsciously hid to the side, but I didn't put it up after waiting for a long time.

People near the village set off firecrackers one after another, and the sound of firecrackers rose one after another, and the New Year came.

I looked up at the red night sky, and unconsciously thought of Liang Jinyan again. He should be in the courtyard for the New Year now, there are only two people, him and Grandpa Liang, isn't it very lonely?

Forget it, two people are always much stronger than one.

I sniffed, rubbed my hands together, and went on to light the fire.

This time, I kept my eyes on the core of the cannonball, and as long as it ignited, it shouldn't be a problem to dodge. I thought to myself, and cautiously approached, but this time the point was ignited, but when I ran, I kicked it, and when I was about to fall, a hand suddenly grabbed me.

The next second, he fell into a warm embrace.

I raised my head in astonishment, and saw Liang Jinyan's face against the red light of the cannonball, and watched him suddenly appear in front of me, and I was speechless for a while.

"Are you alright?" He said in concern and pulled me out of his arms.

I shook my head blankly, still not believing he would show up.

He shouldn't have appeared!

It took me a long time to come to my senses and point to his nose, "Am I dreaming?" ”

"Do you think you're dreaming?" Liang Jinyan looked at me solemnly, his eyes were clear and bright, with a hint of gloom.

I pinched my cheek, it hurt so much, I wasn't dreaming!

"I'm not dreaming, why are you here?" yes, if I wasn't dreaming, he shouldn't be here at all.

Liang Jinyan sighed and took off his glasses, "Where do you think I should be if I wasn't here?" Zhong Xia, do you want me to be in a daze with my grandfather this New Year? ”

"I ......" I didn't know whether to cry or laugh when I heard him say that.

"Zhong Xia, if I really believe your words, I will be an idiot or a fool!" Liang Jinyan said as he put on his glasses again and approached me with his wheelchair.

The closer he got to me, the more he dodged back, and I didn't stop until I couldn't hide, but the next second my hand was caught by Liang Jinyan.

He dragged me into his arms, put his big hand on the back of my head, and the domineering kiss directly blocked all the words I wanted to say.

I've never seen him so passionate, no, it's not so much enthusiasm, but this time he vented all his feelings at once. I knew it wasn't possible to get him to leave, but I didn't expect him to come back to me so soon.

The sound of firecrackers in my ears announced the arrival of the new year.

The man who held me tightly in his arms called my name over and over again, "Xiao Xia! Don't you want to force me to leave again, don't think! ”