I took a look at the sky today, and it was getting late. I took another look at the time, place, and people around me. I've found that so far I've had enough self-confidence to pretend to be a fool. Although in the eyes of many people, I may be half an idiot. But sometimes that's the case, if the great wisdom is foolish, the extremes of things will be opposed, otherwise the extremes will come.

So we're here to stop worrying about whether I'm a fool or not. As long as you have the confidence to put this fool on the desk table and discuss it with everyone, it only shows that I am certainly not a fool.

How many people in this world are in a suit, they are obviously a bunch of fools, but they show themselves to be extremely smart.

But the really smart people in this world are those who are wise and foolish, because the extremes of things must be opposed, and the extremes are coming, so they look like fools one after another.

This principle can also be applied to emotional intelligence, about the road to upgrade from a small love song to a big love song, there is a word that corresponds to great wisdom and foolishness, that is called great love.

This means that those who sing big love songs and have great emotional intelligence often seem to be lacking in heart.

In fact, we are always struggling with those debt problems. Some people even say that this is a debt-crisis world. There will always be some people who think that they owe a lot of debts and that they don't have to pay them back. And those who rob and steal ill-gotten gains will also think that they can take it for nothing.

But my point of view is that we can indeed take the ill-gotten gains for nothing, because those money are sinful money, ill-gotten gains, money that has been enriched by sin, so it is said that according to the negative and the positive, the ill-gotten gains are to be taken for nothing.

But the most critical sentence I hope everyone can hear, it is the law of nature, that is, Mr. Market has an invisible hand.

The invisible hand of Mr. Market is actually a cosmic force.

As an international student who graduated with a master's degree in economics, I think I still have a certain say in economics.

What is the invisible hand of the market first move? That is to say, this kind of cosmic force, whether it is doing or not doing anything, how to do wrong, or how to do the right thing, in the long run, from the perspective of natural laws, everything will naturally adjust to the most reasonable and just state, that is, it will naturally adjust into a state of labor, a harvest, a labor effect, a harvest state, this fairness and rationality is the invisible hand of the real Mr. Market, it is a cosmic force.

According to the invisible hand of Mr. Market, this cosmic force, as a vampire queen myself, is a creditor, and I feel that there are many people who will go bankrupt and go to the point of no return because they are insolvent, that is, they can't pay off the debts they owe me, and the world will evaporate or even disappear.

It's the cosmic force and my intuition. Since I have this intuition and anticipation, the positive is largely true. Facts do not equal non-dividing thoughts, and I feel that this intuition is not my non-dividing thinking, but an intuition brought to me by a cosmic force.

So doesn't this comfort and untie the knot in everyone's hearts? As long as you believe in God, in the power of the universe, and in the natural law of Mr. Market's invisible hand, then you will find the truth of the power of the universe. In this way, we can comfort those who have suffered injustice, and then we can completely realize the relief of the suffering and the need.

And those who have eaten enough and eaten too much, at this time hearing this cosmic force, that is, this truth, Mr. Market's invisible hand may really scare everyone into danger and tremble.

Therefore, there is a providence in the underworld, and there is a cause and effect in the underworld, and this is the power of the universe, and this is the law of nature. Therefore, what we should believe in is a point of labor effect, a point of harvest, this should be not wrong, just like planting melons and getting melons, planting beans and getting beans. So I thought I'd make this a little more clear in my Vampire Queen diary.

Some people become slaves to work, slaves to money, and so on, and that is obviously not free.

A free society and life is the best.

Because the cosmic forces have told us that Mr. Market has an invisible hand, and this is the law of nature.

If you still can't fully understand this matter, I will write this matter more clearly and more clearly in my Vampire Queen diary.

Because I just love it. Because this is one of my missions, so since I have the idea of doing this, that is, to write this long vampire queen diary, then I have to realize it, everything has its own reason, but I can't completely rely on my own self when doing things, I can do whatever I want, we also have to go through serious thinking and wise judgment to see if this matter is meaningful, what is the meaning? Why? And then decide how much I want to write about this vampire queen diary and how long I want to write.

Sometimes people's willingness and what people really do depend on the strength of the field. If this willingness, that is, the field strength of the true wishing power in the heart, is particularly large, basically accounting for seventy or eighty percent, then it means that this matter, it is estimated that you don't need to judge and think, to proofread, basically one thing you need to do very much, but sometimes the field strength of this willpower may be about 50%, at this time you have to seriously think about and judge, what is the meaning of this thing, what will happen if you don't do it, and carefully judge it with wisdom and punishment.

Just like when we build a house, it has an architectural drawing, we have to build a house according to the drawings, so when we have a will, when we have an idea, we need to design, we need to judge, we need to process, we need to have a mature and perfect design plan, so that we can design a perfect country, a perfect building, if each of us is building our own house, we are like a building, So when we have a very strong vision to realize it, we also have to think about the processing and carving of judgment wisdom, embellish this vision, design the style of this house, our own life building, and then see how to do it, in order to build the most perfect, beautiful and wonderful.

So as soon as today's Vampire Queen Diary came up, it said a lot about the economy. also said that this is the most comforting for people with grievances. Because Mr. Market has an invisible hand, this cosmic force. That's why people believe in God and in cosmic forces, because these cosmic forces themselves are natural laws. God's law is the law of nature.

But in "Romance of the Three Kingdoms", Cao Cao is a very suspicious person, we have an idea or answer to something, in fact, we have to repeatedly check and proofread to verify whether the answer is a correct answer or not, whether it is a truth.

Is this God's view of the invisible hand of Mr. Market, that is, that the market will tend to be absolutely reasonable and fair in the long run, is this view of God an absolutely correct truth? Does this matter need to be verified again? Isn't this a matter worthy of the slightest suspicion?

Why does the thinking about the Demon Dao Patriarch think that this human being is animalistic, strong and weak, and there is such a phenomenon that someone eats people? That is, the law of the jungle.

Another point that we need to be skeptical of, and re-validate, is about the Law of Attraction. Newtonian mechanics says that the force acting is equal to the reaction force, is there any assumption about this, and what are the conditions? Is the theory that we now know that force acting is equal to reaction force necessarily a completely unquestionable, completely certain truth? Therefore, it is still necessary to doubt this, to verify and prove it, and to determine whether it is an absolute truth.

So we have two theories that need to be tested for suspicion:

One is the invisible hand of Mr. Market, and the other is the question of force acting equal to reaction.

Therefore, Cao Cao's suspiciousness in "Romance of the Three Kingdoms" has his own suspicious reason, which is also a good way to check and proofread this matter to ensure the perfection of this matter.

Another thing I would like to say is a view of materialism and idealism.

Some people say, of course, this is a sentence from God's perspective, I think that everything is there, this is idealism, that is to say, how God thinks about this thing, how to recognize this thing, this thing will be realized according to God's cognitive ideas, this is the idealist view.

But what is materialism? Generally we say objective materialism, for example, I want to verify what I just said, and I want to find out whether it is a fact or not. If this correct answer is an objective law, then it is a materialist idea.

So in other words, idealism believes that God created the laws of nature, not that the laws of nature are the laws of nature that exist objectively, but that all these things, including the laws of nature, are created by God.

Therefore, I think we should look at materialism and idealism dialectically, respect the natural law of this matter, and let life be full of strength, happiness, and spiritual wealth.

But this is just the concept of the ego, the id, the superego that Freud said, and even some heroism, which is the concept of the superego. Have we put all this aside, let go of all this, and ask the true self, the ego, the animal instinctive ego, and I ask, what do I want to do, what do I want to do most now?

For example, I asked about my own self, my vampire queen Lucy, for example, my self told myself: I want to be X-person. And then my self told myself, why do I want to be X person? It's because I think of the people of X, they are corrupt, they are self-righteous, and they make me seriously unhappy, they are sinful, they are offside, these will make me seriously unhappy, so my real self is thinking about X people.

So I want X people, why can't I X it? It's because there are a lot of obstacles. I just want to clean up all those bastard incidents and villains, and avenge myself and all the normal and good people, the righteous people, and the kind people. So I want revenge, I want revenge, because what I hate most is crime and sin, and what I hate the most is offside, overstepping, not going up or down, usurping, transcendence, those are the source of evil, understand?

So what do I say about heroes, what do I say about wealth, what do I say about the path of happiness, what do I say lead everyone, including myself, how to do it, that is the ego and the superego, my true ego may actually be the most important, because the most important foundation of this person is to do duty.

I guess that's one of the reasons I wrote the Vampire Queen diary. I feel like my self tells me that I am a person who must not be unhappy, and that whoever makes me unhappy will disappear, and this is called the meaning of those who follow me and those who disobey me perish. I said such things in "Romance of the Three Kingdoms" thousands of years ago, why didn't anyone take my words seriously?

But what they don't know is that this sentence is actually for me, from this point of view, to everyone, this is an absolute truth. This is the only path that must be carried out. There simply cannot be anything else, and there is no other.

So I turned it over and explained it in my vampire queen diary, making it clear that everything has its own creation, and everything has a cause and effect logic, and everything is reasonable, and it is all principled, it is principled, it is all principled, and it has a reason, so there will be a result.

God is absolutely just, the laws of nature are absolutely just, and the forces of the universe are absolutely just. This is my belief. There is no need to wonder if this is an objective answer?

Actually, I don't think there's any need for that, I just use my idealism, and this natural law is just.

But what exactly does this justice mean? Is it more work and more reward? Or a tug-of-war for dinner?

I said that evil is rewarded with evil, and good is rewarded with good. The tiger ate the sheep, and the lion ate the zebra, so is there any right or wrong? Isn't that the law of the jungle in nature's animal kingdom? Is it also that evil is rewarded with evil, and good is rewarded with good? What is evil? What is goodness? Is eating evil or good? Is hunting evil or good?

When the richest man in the world, is the God of Wealth evil or good? Is it evil or good to win first place? Eating, drinking, prostituting, gambling, smoking, cheating, cheating, stealing, are those evil or good?

Why are those positive words to describe the virtues of human nature, while people conventionally use derogatory terms to describe the shortcomings of human nature?

Good is a positive term, and evil is a derogatory term. So the positive word is good and the derogatory word is bad, so does this necessarily mean that good is good and evil is bad?

So the tiger eats the sheep and the lion eats the zebra, is this good or evil? Have we ever thought that the concept of good and evil may not be accurately recorded by human beings in history? So far, our understanding is still inaccurate, what are the values that will maximize the benefits? Isn't that accurate? What is truth? What is the correct answer?

So we want to be the richest person in the world, that is, the God of Wealth, and happiness is also a kind of wealth.

It is the wisdom of mankind to understand these truths and to summarize these rich ways and methods.

So there are a lot of concepts in the world that we already recognize in general. Shouldn't we start rethinking the right answer? Maybe it will overturn some of the previous ideas.

And things in this world, indeed, some things are contradictory. For example, we don't create more wealth, but take each other's wealth. Then if I take your wealth, my wealth will be more, and your wealth will be less, and there will definitely be contradictions between the two of us. Therefore, contradictions can lead to wars and struggles.

Any set of antonyms, estimated to be more or less, is somewhat contradictory. For example, there may be a contradiction between being beautiful and ugly. Another example is that more and less may be contradictory. Another example is that good and bad are contradictions. Rich and poor can also be contradictory. Of course, this is just a hypothesis.

We say that there is so much to think about in order to achieve our goals. So many questions are being asked, but few are answered.

So I wondered if I should start taking my reading notes now, or should I think about it and find out the answers to these questions.

I think it's important to think about these questions, so let's be clear about what questions I raised.

Question 1: Is the force acting equal to the reaction force?

Question 2: Does Mr. Market have an invisible hand? Will the forces of the universe bring everything to justice? What exactly is justice?

Question 3: What is goodness? What is evil? Is it good? Or is it evil? What does it mean to do well? What does it mean to be bad? Is it better to be poor or rich? Is it good to be born? Or is it better to die? These words: Good and evil, good and bad, rich and poor, life and death, in the process of tens of thousands of years of history, have there been some rumors? Or is there some distorted concept? Is there anything in this world that is contradictory? Why is there a contradiction?

Question 4: Should it be idealism? Or is it materialism?

So about these four questions, I think today I should think seriously in my diary, and personally calculate the answer, prove the answer, verify the answer, instead of listening to some reference books in the past, what has been said or how it is said, and I will absolutely believe in some of the teachings they give, I will only refer to those contents, I will give my own answer, I hope that my own answer is the truth, that is, the correct answer.

In short, it is to solve the problem, that is, to find the correct answer.

Human civilization and language have been established by now. Therefore, it is necessary to use the existing human civilization and language to answer these questions, and find out the right answer, that is, the way to work, the best way.

I think tonight I can reason about these four questions in one breath. I think the main method is to use some existing examples and phenomena in nature to verify and demonstrate these four problems, which is my main method of solving the problem.

If I go straight to the problem tonight very far-fetched and very quickly, I am afraid that my thinking will not be mature enough, and my thinking will not be comprehensive enough. So why don't we do more homework in the diary of the vampire queen and make some reading notes. Maybe think about it for a week, maybe think about it for a month, and find the answers to these four questions.

In short, the answer to this question will definitely be in the Vampire Queen's diary, giving my conclusion. But you don't have to rush it, you can't eat hot tofu in a hurry. The effect of that kind is not necessarily good, and it may not always be right! And it doesn't always mean that you will find the right answer.

I suddenly remembered that when I was in the EAP psychology doctoral program, I had a dissertation question, which probably said that the use of mobile phones or the Internet will affect interpersonal relationships and daily interactions. And argue why?

The answer, either yes or no, and to give the reason, to demonstrate.

At that time, when I was thinking about this question, I gave the answer to the question, and I argued at length.

Why do you want to take this question out today and say it again? Because I seem to have had a gut feeling lately that I was doubting the question that I had argued myself. Should the answer to this question be yes? And not the negative? Therefore, it seems that since this question has this skeptical intuition, it needs to be re-argued.

As we all know, Marx was a thinker. This thinker is definitely not talking about a braggart concept, or just bragging about being a thinker. In fact, it is not an easy thing to really become a thinker. It's not a very easy thing to do, but it's a very rewarding thing. It's also something that can improve the efficiency of science. A true thinker must be a person full of wisdom. The concept of wisdom is very clear, it must be a human virtue, and this does not seem to need to be demonstrated. If even wisdom should be questioned about human merit, then it may be a bit of a subversion of human civilization, right? That is to subvert the positive and deprecatorative terms that have been given in the dictionary since the spread of civilization.

Why are there so many questions today about the concept of revisionist civilization?

To explain it in terms of current human civilization and current human language, it can only be said that way. Truth and accurate and correct answers, full of wisdom, are the thoughts and paths that guarantee human success. But only when we practice and follow this correct answer, which is the truth, to go through this path, will we be truly successful. Successfully achieve our goals.

This thinker, for a problem, to solve a problem or to achieve a dream, the process is basically to have a dream, a goal. Then come up with the methods and paths to realize this dream, to achieve this goal, those truths, those accurate and correct answers, and then to take this path, to practice implementation, to work, this truth and these correct answers, in the end, is to achieve this goal, to realize the dream, to make the dream come true.

So this three-step process for thinkers must be kept in mind. I think this is the most important wisdom and problem-solving method for human beings, and it is also one of the core essences of the wisdom of human civilization.

So we have to ask questions, find out the right answers to solve the problem, and then do the work to solve the problem.

It's about problem solving, and on the other side it's about the realization of dreams, it's the same thing, it's a similar process.

First of all, we have to have dreams in our hearts, then find out the right way and path to realize our dreams, that is, the truth, and then do the exercises, and finally achieve the dreams and goals.

This is the most basic and simple structure of human civilization step by step, and it is also the core essence structure of human civilization.

So make this thing meaningful. Now that we know the structure of this story, I'm going to ask about five questions for today's diary of the Vampire Queen. Therefore, we must first find out the correct answers to these five questions, and then implement them according to the correct answers, so that we can successfully realize our dreams, solve problems, and achieve our goals.

These things are indispensable, and the answer must not be incorrect, otherwise you will only go astray.

So sometimes you don't think by simple intuition, and you can't come up with an answer very directly. It is necessary to repeatedly study, study, analyze, and solve problems.

Because these questions are not easy, but they are important, so you have to take them very seriously, and if you get them wrong, things will fail, and very important things will fail.

Our existing theories and answers are just a reference, and we are now going to revise this civilization and correct this answer.

So how much time should I give myself to complete these topics? Find out the answers to these five questions?

Is it a week? One month? Or use an entire journal to find out?

I haven't thought about this yet, but I will always give the answers to these five questions in this diary.

At this time, for more convenience, I record the questions and find the answers. I found my notebook, took out my pen, and copied the five questions in my notebook.

I think that before New Year's Day next year, there is about a week to go, and I should at least give a draft of the answers to these five questions, that is, preliminary answers, first.

After that, I may spend a whole year next year arguing, verifying, correcting, and correcting the preliminary draft answers to these five questions.

This is the true meaning of a thinker, not just a braggadocio, a thinker is actually a very great theoretical worker. It's not that easy, it's not so light, and it's not always easy.

As the song goes, thinkers always have the deepest thoughts, and without this thing as a guarantee, they may only be able to rely on their intelligence to find the right answers to some ordinary questions. But some key problems, some difficult problems, it is not enough to rely on direct cleverness. This deepest thinking requires study, analysis, research, design, layout, inference, and verification.

So in order to deepen the emphasis on memory, these things need to be loud, simple, and repeated. I repeat here, what are these five theses? This week, I will give a preliminary answer to the draft.

1Is the force acting absolutely equal to the reaction force? Is the Law of Attraction absolutely true? What is the probability that they will be true? Why?

2Does Mr. Market really have an invisible hand? Will the forces of the universe bring everything to justice? What exactly is justice?

3 What is good and evil? What does it mean to be good or bad? Is it good or evil? Is it better to live or die? Is it better to be poor or rich? What is the true meaning of life? Why?

4 Should humans adopt idealism? Or is it materialist thought? Why?

5Do mobile phones and the Internet affect and change interpersonal relationships and interpersonal interactions? Why?

So, in this way, I wrote down these five theses together. I feel that the questions I have asked myself are very meaningful. They are some of the most important topics in the Success Strategy. It is also convenient for us to be born as human beings and understand the meaning of human life.

Then I remembered the reference books that I was going to take reading notes on. Actually, it's still a lot, it's very rich. I think those reference books can also inspire me and help me solve and answer these questions.

It's late, but my Vampire Queen Diary isn't quite complete today. So I opened the book "Heroes" and started taking reading notes.

I think this afternoon is a mobile office, and in that bookstore, it has a really large collection of books, like a small library and library. However, although the sparrow is small, it has all kinds of organs. And the café is located, the bookstore, the books are still relatively fashionable and avant-garde, and they are also the creations of some writers with more avant-garde ideas.

Sometimes we are always full of self-confidence, very sure of our own thoughts, and give direct answers. But there are times in hindsight when we really should have a spirit of skepticism that will help us to correct, correct, refine, and perfect our thoughts, and the truths and correct answers given.

So I started taking reading notes. There was a boy. He worked for 15 years and gradually rose through the ranks to become an executive. But that's really not something he's really passionate about. What he likes to do is surf. So he made up his mind to resign. He has nothing but dreams. But because he was determined to pursue his true dream of life, he was blessed by the universe.

A well-known local surfboard manufacturer asked him to come to his factory and learn how to make it. Another manufacturer gave him a few lessons for free and showed him how to make surf tools that would save even more money. A graphic designer designed a trademark logo for his newly founded company for free. A supplier who provided him with the items he needed at wholesale prices. His father provided him with equipment, lights, shelves and helped him set up a studio. He also got a piece of land for free to build a studio with stunning views of the ocean and the California landscape that anyone could dream of. Now wherever he goes, people ask him to design a surfboard for him.

All of this happened in a very short time. Therefore, if you make up your mind to chase your dreams, privilege will fall on your head like raindrops, which is the result of the summoning energy of the universe.

Some people say that if you have a dream that is to concentrate on the implementation of plan A, don't make plan B, so that you are not attentive and single-minded. Because distraction is not a good thing.

It has been said that if there is a backup plan, no matter what happens, people will only be lucky, and things may be delayed indefinitely. But that's not the original plan, and if you just focus on it, then it's going to be the go-to plan.

Sometimes you have to learn to soothe yourself. No matter what happens, I'll be safe and sound. Knowing this, I can weave a safety net within myself. But if I make a plan B seriously, I have to take the risk that it will be formed subconsciously and eventually realized, so I should focus all the plans on plan A. That's probably the real thing.

So when I read this, I probably read the true meaning of this book. Especially this one about Plan A and Plan B. My memory is still very clear and clear. As for whether this plan is completely consistent with my heart and original intention? I think it's basically a kind of human synaesthesia. Even if some people can sublimate their souls and some people cannot, since human synaesthesia is called synaesthesia, it should be similar.

But I think setting up Plan A and Plan B will help reduce stress and reduce the stress of survival. I don't seem to have a ship, so I always carry some spare lifeboats when I sail, which is also a good way to survive. We can't say that because we are dedicated to the ship or because we are afraid of trouble, we don't bring a lifeboat and don't develop a rescue plan for this lifeboat.

In the process of chasing our dreams, we must learn to have the spirit of perseverance and perseverance. Once you've made a decision, you need to be determined to succeed. Not everyone makes the same determination. When obstacles come, doubt creeps into one's heart, and not everyone has the complete determination to persevere, and we ourselves have the ability to do so.

There are times when people make up their minds to be part of their nature, hidden deep in their hearts, just to really find it.

Do you want to leave yourself a way out in order to achieve a certain goal? This topic has to be discussed and argued further, and my proposition is to leave a way back for yourself to reduce pressure. But this consciousness, this aggressiveness, and this motivation to achieve the goal must be in full swing.

This is in line with the concepts of the self that I said in my Vampire Queen diary this afternoon.

That's why I have the spirit of doubting the questions I've already answered.

Because whether you want to kill or want to commit suicide, it involves the common concept of death in life and death.

Since we all believe that the path of life is good, death is not a good thing. But why now, why do we have such synaesthesia?

So in those five questions, I also asked, what exactly is good? What does it mean to be bad? Therefore, when we are answering those five questions, we will think about them again and again, and even recall these concepts, these reasons.

So we went back and took notes.

Some people say that when you start a business, you can pool your scattered funds together and start a business, but that's very difficult. Banks don't lend easily. If you haven't done anything successful before, no one wants to take risks on entrepreneurs, so you have to roll up your sleeves and find another way.

If we have a strong desire for our dreams, we will be completely determined to make them come true. There will always be times when you feel lost, there will always be times when you doubt yourself, and even think that you have achieved nothing, but a strong desire will carry you through those negative days. A strong desire in the heart, with great energy, can help you to overturn the idea of giving up, and provide yourself with the enthusiasm and determination to overcome all difficulties. We need to be firm in our faith and confident in our desires.

When there is a person at one time, he needs a credit card. So he went to the bank, but the bank staff didn't handle it for him, because he didn't have a credit history, but neither did his mother. So he said to the bank president, "If you don't help me, how can I build a credit history?" You just need to lend me $500 now. I'm going to keep $1,000 in your bank. You just need to give me half of the money. But the president of the bank still did not agree, and the man continued. I'm anxious to do something out of the ordinary at the door of your bank. So the bank president gave him a $500 credit card, and he is still a Wells Fargo customer.

So determination usually comes from the trust you place in yourself. When you believe in yourself, you naturally have faith. has had a positive impact, and if you believe that you can do better, you will definitely do better.

Being urged to keep moving forward, although it makes us believe that we can achieve our dreams, to be determined to believe that we have achieved our goals. In this way, I can become my own dream, I can motivate and push myself, and tell myself that I can do it. I won in the toughest moments. If you get your wish, make up your mind, and the switch of your dreams is in your own hands. In the end we will win, our subconscious will hear every word I say, and I will succeed.

A dream is a seed that takes our time to sow and it doesn't sprout overnight. We forget that we have to work hard to get something. We always see the important benefits in front of us, thinking that we can get expectations by reaching out and getting them for nothing. I always hope to get my hands on it, but in fact, dreams need to be struggled, and the same is true of life. If you want to make your dreams come true, then keep working hard. Never give up, in fact, it is too easy to give up, and giving up is a kind of escape. For example, when I'm old, that's it, that's it, I'm like this. That's just an excuse for not wanting to put in the effort. If you feel that you are finished, then it is over, because you have lost hope, people will never be finished, in the place of despair, there is always a dawn ahead, for us, good things will always come.

Even if you are very determined, there is still a day when you want to give up. But as long as we persist and persist, success lies in a little light after dawn, and success lies in a little bit of persistence after persistence. Therefore, if you never give up your hope, you may be able to continue to succeed in the pursuit of life.

I looked and saw that the time was almost up, and it was time to rest and sleep today. I've finally finished my Vampire Queen diary for today, it's been so hard and it's been a long time, but I feel like it's all worth it all, and it's all worth it.

I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, I got up again to revise my diary, I was very conflicted, I don't know if I have to write a 10,000-word diary every day, I haven't thought about it yet.