Hearing Machima's request, there was a half-silence on the other side of the phone, and finally said:

"Machima, people and dogs can't get married."

"It's not a dog, it's a chainsaw man."

"Ahem, ahem!" There was a violent cough on the opposite side, and in the distant room, several people looked at the picture on the monitor, the wedding version of Machima was holding an animal that looked like a dog, was fat like a pig, and had a chainsaw on its head. Except for a chainsaw, where does it have a relationship with people?

"Machima, no matter where you got a dog, named Chainsaw Man, or if it's really Chainsaw Man, humans and demons can't intermarry, and you are also a 'human' with status in the world, as an example, you must not do such behavior."

"Humans are stupid."

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Those few people thought that they had heard it wrong, but after thinking about it, it seemed that they had not heard it wrong, and if they did, they regarded it as having heard it wrong.

Machima here hugged Pochita tightly, and Pochita was about to be choked by her.

The two parties are deadlocked, Machima is, to some extent, a rather perfectionist and idealized 'human', which is a nice way to say, but it is not good, because the lack of love personality is twisted to the extreme, thinking that "yes, I am right, the world says that I am not right because the world has a problem, I want to change the world, so that the whole world will follow me right".

She really thinks that only the idol chainsaw person is worthy of marrying her, and she will not marry another existence.

Probably out of some understanding of Machima, a certain compromise was made on the other side, "Machima, we have already thought about it, passed the Single Marriage Act. You can be single and get married on the spot. ”

In fact, if it weren't for Machima's official human identity, Machima would marry a dog if she loved a dog and got married, who cares.

In addition, on this recent day, there was really news that a girl who would rather die than marry had self-terminated, which directly caused an uproar in society.

In order to reassure people, ZF urgently introduced the [Single Marriage Act].

[Single Marriage Act]: Your soul marries your body, whether you are rich or poor, whether you are healthy or sick, you will always love yourself until death separates your soul from your body.

In modern times, where demons exist, materialism has long been thrown into the cold, and the theory of God's existence has been deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, and the vast majority of people believe that the soul exists.

When a person dies, the soul goes to a place where there are no demons, heaven.

Hearing that she could be single and get married on the spot, Machima didn't feel happy. The proposal to marry on the spot was still handed in by her, but that was on the premise that she didn't find Chainsaw Man.

With the idea of marrying an idol, I don't know how much worse it is to get married on the spot.

After a tug with the other side, the other party said directly, "Machima, if you really like dogs, just raise a few, remember to be modest." He hung up.

Machima sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of her office with Pochita in her arms, looking pitiful.

Gu Ling, who was smiling on the side, kept pounding the floor, almost breaking his waist.

Originally, Ancient Zero wasn't supposed to be here, but after he helped Machima find Chainsaw Man, Machima treated him as a half ally, and Ancient Zero also knew too much about her, to the point that there were no secrets to reveal. So Machima didn't mind hearing her communicate with the "above".

Pochita pretended to be dead, and Machima directly used it as a face cloth to wipe it on her face.

"Chainsaw Man, why can't I marry you?" Machima is a secluded tunnel.

Pochita: "...... Woof? ”

Soon Machima reacted, did her performance go too far? Is she such a person? Isn't she usually strong, calm, and self-controlled? Now she resembles ......

If Gu Zero knew what she was thinking, he would probably say, this is not normal. Suppose you have an idol that has disappeared, and you have searched for many years and finally found it, and there happens to be a wonderful reason to marry the idol naturally, and this unhappily takes off on the spot?

"It's weird...... Why would I want to get married so much? Machima couldn't figure out the relationship, thinking that she was eager to marry Chainsaw Man.

Why would she want to marry Chainsaw Man so much? Hasn't she been thinking about how to make her idol build a brave new world? Why do you stick to such small things?

Seeing the doubts in Machima's eyes, he immediately understood that Machima was caught in the contradiction between the self and the self.

Ben Ma Kima: I don't know how long I've been in hell, except for fighting and killing is fighting and killing, longing for something different, and the chainsaw man who just killed both the helper and the bully "equally" came into her sight.

She can only fight and kill, and she also uses the method of fighting and killing to contact Chainsaw Man, and as a result, she beats Chainsaw Man into Pochita.

After coming to the human world in a certain way, Machima learned about human beings and the complex relationships between humans and humans.

Unlike in hell, in addition to domination, she fights and kills.

So an ideal appeared in her self: to have an equal relationship, or to have a bond other than domination.

But in the face of the self's ideals, an absolute obstacle arises.

That's Machima herself.

Machima is a demon who dominates and can dominate beings that he subjectively considers to be inferior to himself, including demons and humans. (Excluding the time-traveler who does not belong to this world, the Ancient Zero)

Are humans weak or not? Humans are weaker than demons, and Machima, subjectively, cannot regard humans as an existence that can be equal to herself and communicate with her as equals.

So there is only one relationship left between her and humans, and that is domination.

Because she is too strong, she has no way to have a relationship other than domination.

But Machima does not accept this ending.

She wants change.

So her role as me (the author's own psychological term, don't learn it) appeared.

I don't crave an equal relationship at all. - In this way, the pain of absolutely not being able to achieve the ideal disappears.

I'm going to dominate Chainsaw Man and eat the Demons of War, Famine, Death, and even myself, and the world will be a better place, I'm amazing! - In this way, the hatred of one's identity as the dominant demon disappears.

The ego Machima needs to face two tragedies:

1. The ideal of establishing an equal relationship can never be realized

2. The reason for not being able to realize the ideal lies in oneself and hatred of one's own identity

If a human being had to face the above two tragedies, he would have said goodbye to the world a long time ago.

Machima didn't die, she developed a powerful self-sheriff, a self-embellishment used to hide her true feelings, so powerful that she didn't know anything about her true self.

When she shows intense emotions because she has found her idol Chainsaw Man and wants to marry Chainsaw Man, she can't understand her true feelings, because she has been shielding her true feelings and has been living in a world that hides her inner self.

The asymmetry between the self and the self, and the inability to understand the true feelings of the self with the way of thinking about the self, led Machima to have doubts about herself at this time.

What the hell happened to her?

Hearing Machima's question, he replied, "There is no point in getting married, it's just a product of human self-deception." ”

A question mark popped up in Machima's brain, and she looked at Falling Ancient Zero.