I broke my leg.

Luckily, the sanatorium was full of trees, and my body was blocked by the branches, so the injuries weren't too serious.

It looked like a hospital, but it was different, and when the ambulance drove out of the white gate, I looked farther and farther away at the door, and finally left hell, happy.

The ambulance went all the way to the hospital, and when I was pushed down from the ambulance, I saw Peng Zhen's face in the noisy crowd around me.

It's fleeting, and it doesn't stay long.

This trip to the psychiatric hospital gave me another layer of understanding of Peng Zhen. It's ridiculous that I was moved and soft-hearted because of his care, although I thought that I didn't do anything wrong in Ji Hetong's matter, but I still couldn't help but go to Peng Zhen to give in. Looking back, it wasn't an expression of emotion, but I couldn't have noticed it at the time.

It's ridiculous.

I thought I was just relying on Peng Zhen's favor, although I still don't know where this relationship came from, and how much Peng Zhen's love for me is real. But because of his stubborn possession, I still gave birth to some undeserved superiority, and now that I think about it, I am actually to blame for the tragic result I have today.

Credulous men have always ended up miserable.

My legs were beaten with iron plates to correct my bones, and my whole leg was hung in the air, so I couldn't move.

When Peng Zhen entered the ward, the medical staff had already finished their work and left, and I was the only one in the ward. The numbing medicine on my leg gradually lost its effect, and it hurt from jumping and jumping, and I couldn't sleep at all.

Fake sleep with your eyes closed.

I don't want to face Peng Zhen, I really don't have the previous emotions of anger or anger, I can already do it without sadness or joy, but I feel that I am very scared in the face of him.

Peng Zhen didn't make a sound, sat on the edge of my hospital bed and stared at me for a long time before whispering: "Why are you so bold, and you dare to jump from such a high building." ”

"Aren't you really afraid of death?"

My eyelids moved, but in the end I didn't have the courage to open my eyes to him, and I really didn't have to say anything.

He was the one who put me in a psychiatric hospital, and he wouldn't have understood what it was like. How much better is it to stay in a place like that than to die? As for the question of whether I am afraid of death, of course I am afraid, because of Zhang Xu's matter, when I was forced by Cheng Feiang, I once had thoughts of suicide.

It is only today that I realize my ignorance and cowardice.

It is really infinitely close to death that people will understand the horror of death. When I fell from the upper floor, I told myself that it was a relief, but the feeling of falling infinitely was so terrible that I never wanted to experience it again for the rest of my life.

And the ward for the mentally ill.

I shudder at the thought of the people in it, and I can't imagine that one day, I will be one of those people. With a man like Peng Zhen, anything is possible, isn't it?

I didn't dare to resist Peng Zhen anymore, but I couldn't do it if I wanted to laugh and scold him like before. Once the seeds are planted, something grows infinitely, such as fear, such as estrangement.

The pain in my legs made me unable to sleep at all, but my body had already reached the limit of exhaustion, and I had been highly concentrated and nervous since I entered the mental hospital, in fact, I couldn't stay up, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't wake up, this is my current state.

If it weren't for Peng Zhen, but my mother or someone else, I might still say that I was uncomfortable and hoped to be treated.

But because of Peng Zhen, I didn't dare to say anything.

Really, not only did he not dare to speak, but he was even afraid to look at him.

I'm a little grateful for the injury to my leg, and if it weren't for it, who knows if he would have gone on to send me to a psychiatric hospital.

Gritted his teeth and endured it, no matter how painful it was, he endured it.

If you can't rest, you can't maintain your daily life. Early the next morning, my aunt who had taken care of me was invited to the hospital from the villa, and she made bone broth for me in a different way.

I couldn't drink it at all.

But Peng Zhen stared at the sidelines, and I could only force myself to drink it, no matter how hard it was, I had to swallow it, because I knew that if I didn't drink it, he would be unhappy. So far, what I'm most afraid of is that Peng Zhen is unhappy.

Peng Zhen suddenly snatched the bowl in my hand, "If you don't want to drink, just say it!" I need you to force yourself so hard. ”

I looked up at him, and I had been half-asleep for a long time, and after he said that, he was silent, and he didn't leave, just stared at me. I didn't dare to look him in the eye the whole time, and I was so startled by his movements that I forgot about it for a while.

Just looking at each other for a second, my heart tightened with fear.

I don't know why, when I saw Peng Zhen's eyes, I thought of those people in the mental hospital and the eyes of that old woman. I was really scared, and I was so scared that my whole body was convulsed.

Peng Zhen saw that my frightened face was pale and trembling, hurriedly threw away the bowl, and stepped forward to hug me, "Okay, okay, okay, I just see that you are as difficult as drinking soup and medicine, and I want to make you comfortable." I didn't mean to scare you, don't be afraid, nothing happens. ”

It's useless.

His comfort was of no use to me, not only was it useless, but it made me even more frightened.

I was so scared of him that I shook my head and kept saying, "I'll drink it, I'll finish it, don't send me to that place, I won't dare to make you angry again." ”

Peng Zhen leaned down with my shoulders, his face was in front of me, I didn't dare to look at his eyes, and I didn't dare to push him, so I could only hang my eyelids and bite my lip, not even the slightest sound in front of him.

"Flails?" He called me by name.

But I was still trembling with fear.

I couldn't see his expression, and I didn't know if he would be angry at my refusal to answer, so I assured him like a bird, "Don't worry, I'm not going anywhere, I'll stay with you." I'll be good, I will eat whatever you let me eat, I will do whatever you tell me to do, please, I don't want to go to a mental hospital anymore. ”

Peng Zhen sighed, I could hear his sighing voice, for fear that what he said was wrong, tears began to fall, "I really won't be running, don't send me again." ”

If it weren't for the injury on my leg, I would really have to kneel down for Peng Zhen, and the whole person would have shrunk up.

I didn't dare to make a sound when I cried.

He let go of his hand, hugged my body instead, and stroked my hair at once, "I won't send you anymore, don't be afraid, I really won't let you go." Were you being bullied there? Shall I avenge you? Don't be afraid. No one will hurt you anymore. ”

I just shook my head, "Nobody bullied me, I'm fine, I'm so good, don't be angry." After saying that, I felt wrong, "I...... I'm just sleepy and want to ...... I want to sleep. ”

"Okay, okay, then go to sleep." Peng Zhen put me down, covered me with a quilt, and kissed me on the forehead.

I thought he was leaving, but no, he suddenly asked me, "Lin Fang, can't you sleep?" ”

Could it be that my previous false sleep was seen through by him? Will he be angry for my pretense? I didn't dare to lie to him, I opened my eyes and looked at my legs, I didn't dare to raise my eyes to look at him, and whispered, "My legs hurt so much, I can't sleep." ”

"Why didn't you say it earlier?" He asked me.

Tears began to fall again, how dare I say, if he didn't ask, I would never dare to say a word.

Peng Zhen called the doctor and said that my leg hurt, and the doctor said that there was painkillers in the medicine for me, and the dose might be a little less, so he added a little more.

After taking the medicine, my pain was significantly reduced, and I fell asleep in chaos.

But I didn't sleep well, and in my dream the bat-like woman in the mental hospital was always there, crying and laughing and reciting poems to me, and then suddenly changed her face and grabbed me and pushed me into the air, and kept saying, why don't you go with my teacher, why don't you go with my teacher.

I was terrified and sat up screaming, you let me go, you let me go!

"Wake up!" Peng Zhen woke me up with a worried look, "What kind of nightmare are you doing?" Scared like this. ”

When I saw him, I suddenly weakened, I didn't know whether to say relieved or happy, with him by my side, I didn't seem to have to be afraid of those people. After all, if those people in the mental hospital are imps, then Peng Zhen is the king of Hades.

It's hard to get close to a hundred ghosts.

I tugged at my lips and smiled, "It's nothing, you don't have to worry. ”

Peng Zhen was panting, I don't know how I made him angry, my whole body suddenly tensed, I was scared to death, and immediately said honestly: "It's just that I dreamed of those people in the mental hospital, they are terrible." ”

Only then did Peng Zhen get satisfied, hugging me and patting me gently, "Don't think about those people, they have nothing to do with you." ”

Didn't you?

I leaned on Peng Zhen's shoulder, thinking gloomily, if one day I angered Peng Zhen again, maybe I would go back there again.

That place....... I couldn't help but shudder.

"Cold?" Peng Zhen asked.

I didn't know how to answer, I didn't dare to lie to him, and I didn't dare to say that it wasn't cold, so I could only be silent.

Fortunately, this time he didn't get angry, but asked me softly, "Are you hungry, you haven't eaten in a day." ”

I had no appetite at all and shook my head.

"You can't stop eating, how can you recover if you don't eat, and you tell me what you want to eat?" Peng Zhen asked patiently.

I also knew that it was not okay not to eat, and I couldn't think of anything to eat, so I just said, "It's okay." ”

There was a small table on the hospital bed, and there were a lot of things on it, small dishes and small plates, each of which looked exquisite. I stared at a plate of green greens, uncontrollably remembering the dinner in the asylum that seemed to be a beast's predator.

His chest swelled, he threw himself to one side, and he vomited.

"Flails!" Peng Zhen screamed in pain and came over to help me.

I hadn't eaten in a long time, so even if I vomited, I couldn't vomit anything at all, only bitter sour water.

After a vomit, the person collapses.

Peng Zhen, whose face was blue, settled me on the bed, I knew that I was afraid of making him angry again this time, so I carefully pinched the corner of his clothes, "Don't be angry, I will definitely eat it, I will definitely eat it." ”

Peng Zhen stiffened, then half-squatted and half-knelt beside my bed.

I still didn't dare to look him in the eye, but I heard him say, "If you don't want to eat, don't eat, I'll let the doctor give you a nutrient solution, okay?" Don't be afraid, I'm not angry, and I'm not going to be angry anymore. ”

I was dazed, and my eyes lit up when I heard him say he wasn't angry.

"It's good not to be angry." I muttered, it's a good thing not to be angry, don't send me to that kind of place again.

The body is really weak, and even if the nutrient solution is infused, there is no improvement.

Peng Zhen's face was frosty when he left the ward, and he kicked the medical car parked outside the ward when he raised his foot.

Xu Zhu's body trembled, and he heard Peng Zhen say, "What the hell is going on!" Didn't you ask the dean to find a ward that wouldn't hurt people and didn't have excesses? Why was she scared like this! ”

This is really, Xu Zhi has the heart to argue, that place is a mental hospital, even if there are people with no offensive power around him, but it is different from the outside world! But when the words came to his lips, looking at Peng Zhen's bloodshot eyes, he couldn't say anything.

Peng Zhen himself didn't know what kind of place the mental hospital was, he was crazy at the time, his woman was going to elope with others, it was strange that he could calm down! After thinking about it, I finally decided to send it to a psychiatric hospital, and I have a long memory! Don't you dare to run away after watching it!

It's just that I didn't expect it to be like this in the end, it's not enough if the leg is broken, the whole person is collapsed, not to mention that he dares to argue with him like before, even eating, drinking, and sleeping have become a problem.

Peng Zhen's headache hurt even more, if he knew that sending it to that place would end up like this, he wouldn't do it even if he was angry!

"What now?" Peng Zhen asked Xu Zhu, in fact, he was also asking himself. He really has no choice, let alone communication, his proximity is all repulsed.

Xu Zhizui's heart was even more bitter, when Peng Zhen wanted to do this, he persuaded him, but at that time, Peng Zhen was angry and didn't listen at all, and now it's like this, no one is comfortable.

"I'll pick up my sister."

"Okay?" Peng Zhen raised his eyes, God knows, he can't trade his life for her now.

Xu Zhu didn't dare to guarantee it, and shook his head, "I hope it helps." ”

When I saw Xu Henglai, I was very happy, and it was undoubtedly a great comfort to see a familiar person around me at such a time.

But I didn't forget that Peng Zhen was in the ward, so I didn't even dare to laugh, just looked at Xu Heng and pursed his lips.

Xu Heng was in a wheelchair, the last kidnapping, she was with those people, so she was seriously injured.

"Flails, what's wrong with you?" Xu Heng cried when he saw me, not only crying, but also turning his head to glare at Peng Zhen, "What the hell did you do to her?!" ”

I hurriedly grabbed Xu Heng in a panic, afraid that her disregarding personality would provoke Peng Zhen, the prince of Hades.

"Ah Heng, don't say anything, don't say anything." I grabbed Xu Heng's hand and told her, with fear in my bones.

Xu Heng looked at me for a long time, and suddenly lay on my hospital bed and cried, "Flails, it's all my fault!" It's all my fault! I was so confused at the time, for Xu Zhu, let his boss go to your house, what a sin! ”

The smile on my face couldn't hold it anymore, but Peng Zhen was here, and I didn't dare to talk about the past with Xu Heng.

I could only pull Xu Heng to persuade, "Don't cry, if it weren't for you at that time, I would have died a long time ago." You also protected my mom, and I owe you even more to it. ”

At such a time, what do you say in the first place?

If you want to say it, you can only say one sentence, everything is fate.

Peng Zhen coughed twice, and when he saw me looking over, he said, "The doctor said you need to be emotionally stable." ”

It means that I can't be excited or cry, I hurriedly wiped the tears on my face, pulled Xu Heng and said, "Don't cry, when you cry, I want to cry too." ”

Xu Heng sat up straight and looked at Peng Zhen with red eyes, "Mr. Peng, doesn't she even have the right to cry?!" You're a bully! ”

I wanted to cover Xu Heng's mouth, but my legs were fixed, and my body couldn't move too much, so I couldn't reach her. Hearing Xu Heng directly accuse Peng Zhen, where do I still have the reason not to panic, and hurriedly explained to Peng Zhen, "She is just straight-tempered, she didn't mean to offend you, she really didn't mean to!" ”

Xu Heng was incredulous, "Lin Fart, how did you become such a spineless look!" You're still not the flail I knew. ”

I waved my hand, "That flail is already dead." ”

I said this very smoothly, and the whole room was instantly silent.

I realized what I had said, and then I thought that maybe this was the truth in my heart. When I agreed to follow Peng Zhen, my self-esteem and arrogance had already been discarded by myself, and I already knew what the future would look like for me. And this experience in the neurological hospital has worn out the last bit of backbone and temper in me.

I succumbed, succumbed to fear and fate, succumbed to Peng Zhen.

Xu Heng was speechless in shock, and he forgot to cry when he looked at me.

Peng Zhen had the deepest pain in his eyes, but he couldn't express it, so he came out and said in a low voice, "Would you like to eat with your friends?" She eats with you. ”

I nodded, "Okay." ”

Xu Heng was helped by Xu to sit on my bed, and then ate face to face with me.

I was a little happy and gave Xu Heng a lot of dishes. I drink porridge by myself, I haven't eaten for a long time, I'm afraid that my digestion will not be good.

Peng Zhen was by my side, constantly reminding, "You should eat some meat." "I obediently eat stewed rotten meat.

He also said, "Drink some bone broth, it will be good for your wounds." ”

Naturally, I obediently drank the whole bowl of soup.

In fact, there is a lot to eat in one meal.

Xu Heng looked at Peng Zhen coldly, sarcastically mercilessly, "It turns out that Mr. Peng likes robots, and you can transform a big living person like this, you are really amazing." ”

This Xu Heng, I pulled her, I don't want her to say it again.

Xu Heng hated it, she wanted to say: "I can't see your appearance of the walking dead, I feel distressed when I look at it!" ”

Xu Zhi appeared at the right time and took Xu Heng away.

I was afraid that Peng Zhen would hold a grudge, so I helped her defend herself, "She actually has a good heart, don't be angry with her." ”

Peng Zhen hummed in a low voice, and then hugged me, he stood, I sat on the bed, my head rested on his abdomen, and listened to him: "Lin Fang, can we get the original one back to you?" ”