The lower the head, the lower it gets, and I hate to curl myself up. The calf jumped down and down, and it didn't hurt anymore on the way here, wearing a dress, it was originally meant to be paired with high heels. But my legs only recovered in the end, and I didn't dare to be careless, so today Peng Xia found me a pair of lambskin doll shoes, which were very comfortable.

But at this moment, my leg actually started to hurt.

staring at the skirt on his body, I don't know if it was because my legs hurt, or because I felt uncomfortable, but there were watery traces under my eyes like the ripples on the skirt.

After Peng Zhen scolded me, he was still angry, and said viciously: "Raise your head, look at your depressed appearance!" ”

Frustrated?

Probably frustrating.

I didn't want to raise my head at all, not only did I not want to, but I even buried my head lower.

"Let's go, come in with me." Peng Zhen softened his tone a little.

I stood still.

He had already turned and walked inside, muttering, "Isn't the dress I picked out bad?" Hum! It must be Peng Xia playing tricks! ”

I couldn't hear what he said, and I didn't move.

Peng Zhen walked a few steps and found that I didn't follow, raised his eyebrows and said, "Didn't you hear?" Let's go in. ”

I still kept what I had just done, hanging my head, not speaking or moving.

It was as if the feet were filled with lead, and they couldn't lift them up at all. I want to turn around and leave, but where can I go?

It's not that I can't feel the curious or sarcastic gaze cast around me, and the feeling of being alone in a flashy place, is different from the feeling of standing alone on the edge of a cliff in my dream.

There was a burst of desolation in my heart.

If this is how to live, then what's so bad about dying?

Peng Zhen frowned when he saw my appearance, and walked over to pull my arm in two steps and one step at a time, "What's the matter?" Didn't you say the leg was already healed? ”

It's good that he doesn't touch me, and as soon as he moves, the tears in my eyes fall one after another.

I didn't dare to look up, if I didn't dare to cry like this cry was seen by the people present, I didn't know how to laugh at me. I know that I look incompetent and cowardly, but what can I do, a person like Peng Zhen, if he is angry, he can throw you into a mental hospital, I am scared and cowardly.

It's just that I'm afraid of cowardice, but I still have a heart, and I will be sad and painful.

Today, I was able to walk on my legs, and I wore my favorite clothes, although I was still cold and indifferent on the surface, but I was still a little excited in my heart.

But apparently, God is willing to give me even a little bit of happiness.

Even the skirt on my body seemed to make a laugh, laughing at my incompetence.

Maybe it's Peng Zhen's kindness to me during this time that I forgot that I was just a toy for him, and I couldn't have my own opinions, let alone my own will. Peng Zhen said that it was good, that is, he could wear whatever he wanted for me, I shouldn't have my own likes.

Of course, I shouldn't be sad at this time.

Because toys shouldn't have emotions.

I tried to suppress the bitterness in my chest, but it was too difficult, I couldn't cry if I wanted to, and I had to smile all over my face, it was too difficult.

I shrank my body and didn't let Peng Zhen bring me into the drinking party, I really didn't want to go in.

Why bother adding after-dinner jokes to those people, it's already so pathetic, do you want to entertain others? I can't, really, instinctively resist.

Peng Zhen first thought I was petty, and he snorted, "What's the trouble!?" ”

But when water droplets fell on his arm, he realized that something was wrong, and forced his face to turn my face, only to see that my eyes were red, but there was not a single tear on my face.

"What's the matter with you? Still hurting in your legs?! ”

I nodded indiscriminately, and he said whatever he wanted, as long as he didn't let me in.

Peng Zhen was furious when he saw me nodding, bent down to pick me up, and scolded hatefully: "Didn't you say that you have completely recovered?" Why does it still hurt like this! Those old things ate the bear's heart and leopard gall! Even I dare to lie! ”

I didn't care about anything, I just buried my face in his chest, I didn't want to see anything, I didn't want to hear anything.

Finally, no one could see me, and the tears flowed like the embankment had burst.

From the broken leg to the present, I haven't cried much, but I can't hold back today, which should be a happy day.

Say whatever I want, I just want to cry out all the grievances in my heart at this moment.

Peng Zhen hugged me and walked to the elevator, and when I was waiting for the elevator, the person in charge of the cocktail party ran over and said excitedly: "Mr. Peng, the cocktail party will officially start soon." Are you preparing in advance, you will be giving a speech later? ”

Peng Zhen's chest was wet, and the wetness seemed to seep into his heart through the skin, bitter and astringent! As soon as the anger in his stomach fell nowhere, someone hit the muzzle of the gun!

"Are you blind? If you don't see me, I'm leaving! Get out of where I came from! Mr. Peng was quite restrained, and he kicked without directly raising his foot, but the tone of his speech was really bad.

They are all people with heads and faces, who don't pay attention to a gentleman's demeanor when they speak, and they are choked like this, and the people who come are unbelievable, and their faces are white and blue.

Peng Zhen carried me into the elevator, Peng Zhen's secretary was naturally there, and Xu Zhi was also there.

"Mr. Peng, today's party is hosted by the old man of the Chen family, and the person just now is the grandson-in-law of the old man Chen, who is very respected, you shouldn't ....... it"

Peng Zhen has never participated in this kind of entertainment since he entered the group for several months, and he can make an exception today, of course, because the organizer of this cocktail party is strong, otherwise Peng Zhen would not have given this face.

But good things turned out to be like this in the end, not to mention alliances, it's good not to make enemies.

Peng Zhen didn't speak, just looked down at the person in his arms, his tone was still not good, and he scolded coldly, "Show your face!" Otherwise, you will be able to suffocate yourself later! ”

I moved, revealing my nose and mouth.

But the eyes are still reluctant to show themselves, let alone look at people.

I heard what they said just now, I'm afraid that Xu Jian and other people have scolded me completely in their hearts at this time. If it weren't for me, Peng Zhen would only be able to handle the drinking party well.

Look, not only Peng Zhen, but even the people around him are the same.

They are all used to my obedience, but if I have a little bit of self-emotion, then I am wrong, and I am unforgivable.

After crying, not only did not relax in my heart, but became even more indifferent.

What's the use? How much pain was in my tears, they wouldn't understand, and no one would want to understand. They only think I'm hypocritical, an eyesore, and even disgusting.

A woman will be soft in front of those close to her, and vulnerable in front of those she loves.

I don't have anyone close to me, and of course, no one I love.

Then my softness and fragility have no need to show it at all.

When I got to the garage and got on the bus, I had already adjusted to it, as if everything was an illusion and I forgot it in the blink of an eye.

The tears dried.

Peng Zhen carried me into the car, and he didn't put me down when he sat in the car, at this time my body was relaxed, and my tears no longer fell, he was naturally the first person to know.

"Better?" He asked me.

Let me laugh at him, I really can't do it, but the answer is already okay, "Go home." ”

Peng Zhen's brows were still furrowed, "No!" Go to the hospital first! I'm going to stare at your legs myself. ”

I said it but didn't say it.

I just don't say anything.

I really feel sorry for recruiting all those old doctors again at night, but the leg pain just now is not fake, and I am a little worried.

The old doctor looked at Peng Zhen, who was not good-looking, and said truthfully: "Even if this leg is broken, no matter how well it recovers, it can't be the same as the original!" Don't say that there is pain now, I'm afraid it's also a problem when you're old, it's cloudy and rainy, you must pay attention to keeping warm and avoid tiredness, otherwise you will have to suffer in the future! ”

I squeezed my hands together, and my fingertips turned white from the exertion.

When I came here just now, these old doctors didn't say anything, but in the face of Peng Zhen at this time, they were serious.

Probably even these people are the same, the pain is on me, but they don't think that the owner of my body is me, so they didn't even tell me at all, but directly told Peng Zhen.

I moved my feet, and it seemed to hurt a little.

Look, the pain is on yourself, only you feel it most clearly, and other people will not feel it personally no matter what they say or do.

A lifetime of pain, Peng Zhen gave.

I don't even have the right to know.

When I went back, I didn't let Peng Zhen hug it, not so much because I was spontaneous, but because Peng Zhen forgot. He looked down and thought about things, and didn't bother to hug me at all, so I naturally didn't say much, and walked out of the hospital after him.

In the back seat of the car, we sat on the left and right.

He didn't say anything, so I stared out of the car.

There's nothing to see, my eyes are empty, even if the outside world shakes the mountains and destroys the world, it doesn't really have anything to do with me.

I'm now in a daze every day for longer and longer, and there's nothing I can do.

"Flails."

"Flails?"

"Flails?"

Peng Zhen called me a few times before I came back to my senses, and I didn't look at him, just said "um".

It's rare that Peng Zhen is a little short of words, and he didn't say anything for a long time.

He didn't say it, and I didn't bother to guess.

Back at the apartment, the two of us still didn't communicate much, and I went into the bedroom to get my pajamas and get ready to take a shower.

Peng Zhen is used to being with me, and I know that he won't listen to me, but I can't help but say, "My legs are fine, I can wash them myself." You're tired from the day, so take a break. ”

See! When I speak now, I don't just say what I think, but I say it from his point of view very considerately.

There are some things that really become natural.

Peng Zhen was unusual, and actually agreed.

Although I was surprised, I didn't say anything, he did whatever he wanted, and if he didn't want to do it, I just obeyed.

The first thing I did when I entered the bathroom was to take off my skirt and throw it in the trash without hesitation! There is no reluctance to linger, just like discarding oneself neatly.

Since you understand that you can't have some things even if you try your best, then give them up quickly, don't hesitate.

After taking a bath, he naturally asked for Peng Zhen's favorite pajamas on the bed, a red satin suspender nightdress, and black lace edges, which looked wild and.

I smile at myself in the mirror, but it's not painful to face myself who has completely abandoned myself.

Without emotion, there is no emotion, no emotion, no pain, and no injury.

That's good.

When I walked out of the bathroom, Peng Zhen was still standing where I had entered, standing upright, motionless.

Laughing, he made himself laugh as he liked, and asked him, "Why don't you wash it?" Isn't it possible to use the outside bathroom? Isn't it unaccustomed to the outside, then I'm done washing, you can go in and wash. ”

Peng Zhen took my hand, stretched out all the fingers, and then interlocked my fingers, "flail ....."

"Huh?" I looked at him with a smile, "What's wrong?" ”

He throbbed his throat several times, but did not utter a word.

I just stood in front of him, smiling, waiting for him to say.

Peng Zhen shook off my hand, "It's okay, I'll go wash up." ”

His person completely disappeared from sight, and the smile on my face disappeared, and I reached out to rub my cheeks, which was very sour.

Peng Zhen couldn't come out, and I didn't dare to sleep.

In fact, I got used to it for the past three months, no matter how busy he was during the day, he would ask me at night, and many times more than once.

There were a few times when I couldn't wait for him to come back, so I fell asleep first, but what I was waiting for was that he wanted me to make more of a desperate attempt to force me to make sure that he would not come back, and that I would never be able to sleep by myself.

So even if it's too late now, I'll hold on and wait for him to come back.

Sitting on the bed at this time, I habitually took out mints to sip, Peng Zhen didn't let me drink coffee at night, there was no way, I could only resist the sleepiness with mints.

It's so cool!

Fortunately, Peng Zhen is not averse to this taste, so I have such a method.

Peng Zhen took a bath, wiped his body with a bath towel, and looked down to see the dress in the trash can.

The blue color was like her tearful eyes.

He doesn't like these sad-looking colors, joy and brightness are the best, but for some reason, at this time, seeing the dress lying quietly in the trash can, he can feel the dress crying, I don't know if the owner of the dress is crying at this time.

When I walked out of the bathroom, I saw me sitting on the bed with my eyes half-down and stuffing sugar into my mouth.

Immediately frowned, disapproving: "You eat less sugar at night!" Teeth are ruined, there are you who hurt! ”

What is said is the truth.

I got up and stood up straight, "Then I'll go brush my teeth." ”

Peng Zhen hummed and watched as I walked past him to brush my teeth.

When I came out after brushing my teeth, Peng Zhen had already lay down, looking lazy and harmless, but I knew that once I got into bed, Peng Zhen was so brave and perverted, he was simply a tireless beast.

Although I have experienced a lot, I still feel a little weak in my heart.

The footsteps are all fluttering.

Climbed into bed and lay down, not daring to close his eyes, but silently muttered in his heart, faster, faster, everything will pass quickly.

Peng Zhen came over, and I waited with bated breath.

"Sleep." He said suddenly.

I was holding my breath, and I didn't turn it around all of a sudden, and I coughed suddenly.

Peng Zhen patted me on the back and sighed helplessly, "Tell me about you!" Really. ”

I tried my best not to cough, he could easily spare me for one night, and I couldn't destroy it myself.

Hurriedly closed his eyes and went to sleep, whether he slept or not, he finally escaped.

Gradually breathe lightly, adjust the frequency, and lie down as if you are really asleep.

My sleep still hasn't come back.

Insomnia, for a long time.

It was only in the exhausted night when I was tossed by Peng Zhen that I could barely sleep for so many hours, and at other times, I was basically awake until dawn.

Peng Zhen got up very early, and heard that An's Group now has a breakfast meeting system.

It is to have breakfast together and discuss the company's policies and guidelines.

I don't know if others will participate on time, at least in Peng Zhen, they will definitely not be late.

I listened to his footsteps near and far, and finally dropped a kiss on my forehead, "Good morning, flail." ”

Then he left.

As he walked out of the bedroom, my eyes opened, and without him, I wouldn't have had to pretend.

I didn't think about it, so I was lazy in bed, and I didn't get up for breakfast until the nanny aunt called, and after breakfast, Dr. Bai came.

During the time I had my leg injury, he would come almost every other day to give me psychotherapy.

"Did you sleep well?" He asked when he saw me.

I smiled and nodded, not wanting to tell the truth.

"It's not a good habit to lie to a doctor." Dr. Bai was already familiar with me, and although he wanted me to talk about my troubles, I always resisted treatment.

You can't say resist, what do you mean? Every word I say, Peng Zhen knows, I don't need to say it at all.

So the treatment between us has become an interesting story that Dr. Bai said outside, and I listened.

He is still the same today, saying that he has an elder brother who is not married in his thirties, and the people in the family are crazy, so he directly sent the fifteen-year-old girl to his brother's house for foster care.

It is said that in order to cultivate affection, the daughter-in-law started with the doll.

Can it still be like this? I was a little surprised.

"Fifteen? Isn't that as big as my students? That's not going to work! "As a teacher, I am habitually opposed.

Dr. Bai answered my question seriously, "Don't worry, my brother is not the kind of person who is inferior to beasts, he really likes that little girl, and the little girl likes to follow my brother, so I asked my brother to take care of it more, and the family is teasing my brother about this." ”

I still don't agree, "It's not okay to ridicule, the little girl is still young, and if she is said like this, her reputation will be bad." ”

"You're old-fashioned."

I listened to Dr. Bai's words and didn't take it to heart, is it very trendy to be a teacher who is not old-fashioned? That's how to teach children.

When I think about this, I feel a little gloomy.

In the future, I'm afraid I won't be able to stand on the three-foot podium again, just like I am now, what kind of face to teach and educate people.

Looking at Dr. Bai in front of me, I asked him impulsively, "Why did he agree to let you keep coming?" ”

Peng Zhen's domineering does not need to be described too much, the bodyguards at home are all women. As a man, Dr. Bai can still come again and again, which really makes me wonder how often.

Could it be that Peng Zhen has changed his temper in Dr. Bai?

This is unconscionable.

Dr. Bai's face changed a little suddenly, and he looked very unspeakable.

He made me even more curious.