I was really powerless to refute this, and I thought for a long time before I said, "Can you do it?" ”

When you accuse others, you always have a lot to say, but what about yourself. Can it really be done?

Peng Zhen was silent for a long time, and when the red light stopped, he turned his head to look at me and said, "Aren't I working hard?" ”

That's true.

If the words are too full, they are not beautiful.

Who would have thought that the two of us, who were still talking sweet words at this moment, would quarrel on the way back to the Xiagongfu apartment.

The reason for this is that I want to go back to my mom.

When Peng Zhen heard this, where was he still angry, his eyes widened and he roared: "If you don't come with me at night, where do you want to run?" "Naturally, he can't accept that I leave him half a step, this man's domineering has always been like this, so that people have no way at all.

"Can you talk properly, I've been sleeping at my mother's place for so long, and it's no wonder that my mother doesn't worry about this sudden night. You just let me go back for another night, I'll panic, and I'll be able to come out with you tomorrow night." "I didn't expect Peng Zhen to come back early before, so I didn't report to my mother in advance at all, and now I suddenly don't go back at night, which doesn't make sense.

I know that Peng Zhen will never tolerate me moving back to sleep with my mother completely, but I have to give me a little time so that I can go back and talk to my mother clearly.

Who knew that when I said such soft words, Peng Zhen became even more angry, "What do you mean by panicking with your mother, you are ashamed to be with me?" ”

This is quite unreasonable, "Can you be reasonable?" ”

Peng Zhenqi's voice was even higher, "Who is unreasonable!" ”

He said again: "Ji Hetong can go to your mother's place to eat, why can't I put on a name?!" He still cares a lot about Ji Hetong going to my mother's house for dinner.

After all, going to the elders' house to eat is always given an unusual meaning, symbolizing a certain identity.

In fact, this kind of issue is very sensitive between me and Peng Zhen, I didn't want to think about it before, I didn't want to touch it, and I always thought that it would be best to end it so quietly.

But Peng Zhen said it so unrelentingly, and I couldn't hold back the grievances in my heart, "What do you want me to tell my mother about you?" Your engagement to Miss Huo has not only been reported in the financial and entertainment editions, but even in the news, can my mother not know, what do you want me to tell her? Say I'm living with you, but you're already engaged and won't marry me anyway? ”

How much I want to tell my mother that I already have a boyfriend, his name is Peng Zhen, although his temper is not very good, but he is really good to me. But is it possible?

Let's not say that my mother has a natural rejection of rich people and rich people, let's just say that Peng Zhen's current identity, as long as he is not lacking in heart, he will never say it in front of his mother.

Whoever is the mother can stand it, and her daughter has found such a person.

A man who will never marry himself, I will live in the shadow forever, let alone the outside, even if I think about it, I will feel embarrassed.

Now that the conversation has come to this, I seem to have a little bit of courage, and I whispered to Peng Zhen: "Our relationship was not reluctant for me at the beginning, but you have really taken care of me in the past few months, I recognize this, and I am very grateful." Now that the matter between you and Miss Huo has been decided, then let's forget it. ”

"What do you mean?" Peng Zhen stared straight at me, and his tone began to become dangerous.

I actually beat the drum in my heart, but it was a rush of anger in my chest, and it hurt me all at once. There was even a moment when I thought, even if I went to a mental hospital again, I would admit it.

I heard Peng Zhen talk about his father just now, no matter how bad Peng Zhen's father is, he is the husband of Peng Zhen's mother, a righteous husband. Even if it is painful, Peng Zhen's mother can confidently say that I am the same man in my life.

But what about me? What am I?

If Peng Zhen marries Miss Huo, then my identity, saying that the junior is elevating myself.

People who meddle in other people's marriages, women who can't see the light, once because of Maami's affairs, I hated this kind of woman and hated crazy, and now, I seem to have become such a woman.

I don't want that.

Although Peng Zhen's tone is dangerous, although I also understand what the consequences will be if I really anger him, the nature of each thing is different. I used to be scared because I was afraid of Peng Zhen, and I didn't want to be with him at all. But now it's different, I don't reject Peng Zhen, but I hate myself.

Swallowing a mouthful of saliva, I plucked up the courage to say, "Let's break up!" ”

Although we never said that we were together, we really lived together for four months, and it would be a lie to say that there was no relationship. Really said these five words, my heart fell painfully, maybe many things were full of rejection and disgust at the beginning, but when it was really time to let go, I felt very sour in my heart.

Every day with Peng Zhen, everything he has experienced, is something he has never experienced in his life in the past 20 years, it really feels like an adventure, and now this adventure should end.

It's time for me to go back to my old life.

Peng Zhen didn't say anything.

I didn't dare to look at him, so I stared at the handle of the car, and I was prepared that as soon as he got angry, I would jump out of the car and run away.

I was completely panicked, and I was a little incoherent, "You see, you were a little inexplicable with me at the beginning, and now that we are separated, it is also a reasonable thing." Although I have only met that Miss Huo once, I know from her appearance that she is a very capable person, and she will definitely help you in your career. It's not like me, it's only going to drag you back, last time Xu Zhu they said the truth, I really don't understand your things, I'm a junior high school Chinese teacher, my favorite thing is that my students get good grades, I really can't help you anything. So you have to be good in the future, be with that Miss Huo, you have to restrain your temper, she is not me, she may let you bully with your mood. ”

"Flails." Peng Zhen parked the car on the side of the road and suddenly turned his head to look at me.

"Huh?" I couldn't stop babbling and looked at him in a daze.

Peng Zhen asked me, "When have I ever bullied you?" ”

I looked into his eyes, and suddenly there were tears in my eyes, and I was very sad and said, "You threw me into a mental hospital, my leg was broken, and our first time, it was also you...... Strong... Forcing my ..... And also...... And also..... You're domineering..... And also..... And you won't let me wear the dress I like..... And ......"

When they were together, they felt that this person was full of crimes, and if he said it, he couldn't finish it for three days and three nights, and he couldn't wait to nail him to the pillar of shame and never let him come down for the rest of his life.

But then he asked me, and I stumbled again.

And the more you talk about it, the more you are poor in words, and you really can't go on.

Peng Zhen looked annoyed, reached out and pinched his eyebrows, and asked me depressedly, "Why are you holding such a grudge, it's wrong for me to throw you in the nursing home, didn't I apologize to you?" Your legs ...... If you don't run around and beg for mercy outside, I'll be able to get you out in less than three hours. As for the first time, I was mad at that time, and I also wanted to start well with you, the first time I went to your house, I could have done something, didn't I hold back from doing it? You forgot the time you were injured later, I didn't touch you, not only did I not do anything, but I also served you well all night. ”

"As for the skirt ......" Speaking of this, Peng Zhen really had a headache, "You are not very old, is it good to wear gray all day long?" Didn't I buy you a couple of dresses that you like?! ”

I was speechless when he refuted it, in fact, Peng Zhen and I had to count it to the beginning, and he really helped me a lot.

If he hadn't stepped in, I wouldn't have been able to escape Cheng Feiang's control. If he hadn't appeared that night, I don't know if I would have survived the night of watching Masami sleep with Zhang Xu.

Our relationship began to deteriorate when Ji Hetong and I went to Marriott for dinner.

At that time, he may have misunderstood.

His violent personality and especially intolerant of betrayal are clear to me.

But having said that, I must not give in, and if I miss this opportunity, I am not sure whether I will have the courage to say that I want to leave him in the future.

I tried my best to make myself angry, "You're bad anyway!" I'm going home now, and you won't let me go back! I'm just going to break up with you! Right now! ”

Some things that don't say it can be a permanent escape from the problem.

I always knew that I wouldn't be with Peng Zhen for long, and I would leave him, but I didn't expect that I would be so sad when this day came. But the more sad I am, the more I have to do this, it's only been a few months, I already have so much reluctance in my heart, if I continue, then how can I leave in style in the future.

I know too well how cheap it can be for women to stalk, and I don't want to be like that, so I'll end it now.

I thought Peng Zhen would be angry and would be as cruel to me as before.

But no, he just watched me quietly, watching my tears fall down my face.

Then he compromised and said, "Okay, I'll send you back to your mom now, okay?" Don't cry, I'm panicking. ”

I turned my head away from him.

At this time, every sweet word of his has become a sharp sword, and I really hurt.

Peng Zhen didn't say anything more, restarted the car, turned around, and sent me to my mother.

I just cried all the way.

I always feel that this is the last part of my journey with Peng Zhen, and even the cold smell of a man on his body in his snort will not be smelled again.

He will have nothing to do with me from now on, and he will belong to someone else.

One part, two wide, each rejoicing.

It's easy to say, but when you really have to pull out, you will know the pain.

Tearing the corners of her clothes with hatred, I really feel that women are too pitiful, no matter the beginning and process, women are too easy to get emotional, and it is so difficult to give up.

Although I can't give up, there will be an end to the road.

The car was parked near my mother's house, and because of the construction, the car couldn't drive too far inside.

I finished crying, wiped away my tears and got out of the car.

As soon as he opened the car door, Peng Zhen squeezed my hand, "I never thought that you would remember so much of my bad in your heart, if I had known that these things would make you remember it for so long, I would never have done that at that time." ”

He said it coldly, and he didn't seem to have any emotion.

I didn't dare to look at Peng Zhen's eyes at all, shook off his hand, opened the door and got out of the car.

Originally, I wanted to run away, as fast as possible, the farther away from him as possible, but the reality is that I can't do it at all, this place is full of construction garbage and bricks or something, not only can I not run, but I have to walk carefully.

Suddenly, there was a bright light under my feet, and when I turned my head to look over, it was Peng Zhen who turned on the headlights in front of the car to illuminate me.

I covered my eyes with my fingers.

knew that Peng Zhen must be looking at me at this time, so no matter how sad I was, I couldn't show it, so I straightened up and tried to make myself more decisive.

Stumbling along the way.

When I entered the unit door, I suddenly couldn't hold back, not crying, but feeling that my whole body had no strength.

I squatted on my knees, originally I thought that it would probably not end with Peng Zhen, after all, his possessiveness was so strong. I also fantasized about how angry he would behave when I broke up with him, forcing me not to leave him.

But at this point, it seems that all the fantasies of the past are nothing more than wishful thinking on my part.

He was calm, did not show any temper, and sent me back like a decent gentleman.

This kind of Peng Zhen actually makes me feel even colder, it seems that he has already thought about the end of our relationship. I began to wonder if he was planning to break up with me from the moment he knew that he was engaged to Miss Huo.

My initiative tonight is not completely in line with his wishes?

Pat yourself on the back and don't think about what you have. Maybe every woman wants to be retained by the other party after proposing to break up, so as to at least prove that she was still in love, but here in Peng Zhen, I should be glad that he accepted all this calmly.

With heavy steps, I began to go upstairs.

Tired, really tired tight.

When I opened the door and entered the house, I even had a dejected voice, "Mom, I'm back." ”

My mom immediately said, "Where have you been?" He Tong waited for you all night at home! ”

When I turned around, I saw Ji Hetong waiting at my house until late at night. He was dressed very casually today, not as formal as usual, sitting in my house as relaxed as he was in his own home.

When Ji Hetong saw me coming back, he stood up, and said with some reproach and some resentment: "Where did you go after meeting Xiao Qi's mother in the afternoon?" When I went to pick you up, why couldn't I find your person? ”