Chapter 143: Our relationship is like building blocks
Facing Ji Jie, it is difficult for me to be calm. Although it is a little cautious to say this, she is Ji Hetong's sister, and I really can't smile with her.
And the tone of her words at this time, no matter how you listen to it, it is a little yin and yang.
What do I mean now that I have a family? I've always had it. What she meant was nothing more than that I have now become the daughter of the Ye family, and I have an identity, so I have a family.
This is really annoying, even if I entered the Ye family, I asked myself that I had not received the slightest favor from the Ye family, as for the ward where my mother lived, wasn't it my father's responsibility?
My expression was a little cold, "Teacher Ji is talking so interesting, could it be that I used to jump out of a crack in the stone, and now I have a family?" β
When I said this, the tone of sarcasm was more than ridiculous, and the teachers in the office were all people with a gully, so I couldn't hear the meaning of my words.
Immediately, someone stood up to help me speak, "That's it, Mr. Ji, it's the New Year, what you say is not up to standard." β
Someone helped me, and naturally someone played a round, "Teacher Ji is an English teacher, and her Chinese level is almost paramount, which is understandable....... Extenuating circumstances......."
No matter what you say, it sounds a little derogatory to Ji Jie.
This can't be blamed on the teachers here, sitting at the table opposite me is Jing Xiujing, the math teacher of our class, a female teacher in her forties, with a weak personality, if it weren't for this, she wouldn't be assigned to class (8) to teach. Hearing that I said goodbye to Ji Jie, my eyes lit up, and although I didn't dare to say anything, I still helped from time to time.
I don't know about the others, but I've heard of the lawsuit between Mr. Jing and Ji Jie.
Teacher Jing's family situation is not good, and the elderly above her husband have chronic diseases, plus Teacher Jing's son is now in high school. All the family's expenses are tied to Teacher Jing and her husband. Life is inevitably a little tight, that is, the house, I haven't bought it yet, and I am still renting a house.
For such colleagues, the people in the office are quite considerate.
But where would an eldest lady like Ji Jie understand the days of 'a penny is hard to die a hero'. On New Year's Day, our teachers had a group dinner, and after the meal, Mr. Jing came to pack the rest of the things back, everyone knew about it, no one said anything, and there were even two enthusiastic people who helped Mr. Jing pack.
Who knew that Ji Jie would not die and asked, "These are all leftovers, my dog doesn't eat them, what are you still packing?" β
When he said this, everyone at the scene was embarrassed.
Including me.
No one knew how to take the next sentence, Mr. Jing's face was flushed with shame, and he held back for a long time before he said, "My family also raises dogs." β
Who was present was not sad when he heard this, we know the inside story, Mr. Jing's family even the elderly and children of six people live in one place, where is there a place to keep pets.
At first, everyone was confused by Ji Jie's sudden words, and when Mr. Jing opened his mouth, everyone gave Mr. Jing a round game, and if the conditions were better, they directly ordered two more dishes for Mr. Jing to pack back.
Teacher Jing was embarrassed and his eyes were red.
Of course, some people persuaded Ji Jie to leave, "The car is here, let's go down quickly." β
Everyone is gone, and Mr. Jing is packing, so he won't be so embarrassed, in full view of everyone.
But Ji Jie was really blind, looked at the newly called dishes, and said confidently: "I'm doing this for your good, how dare you pack this fish back and give it to the dog to eat, the fish bones will get stuck in the throat." You'd better buy Aimus dog food, my dog eats that, it's purely imported, and it's especially good for the dog's coat. β
Ji Jie is really a daughter who doesn't know the sufferings of the world, and she can talk about raising dogs endlessly in such an embarrassing scene.
The people present, not to mention how ugly the expression was.
Ji Jie came to the school for a semester and directly took over the best top class, who couldn't tell that she was an airborne troop and a relation. Therefore, her colleagues are very accommodating to her, and those who work don't want to cause trouble when they have nothing to do, how rare it is to have a stable and well-paid job now, and no one wants to cause trouble for themselves.
So Ji Jie has had a smooth ride since she entered the school, and basically has not experienced any office grievances.
But this dinner on New Year's Day completely changed her situation at school, as a teacher, whether it is old-fashioned or naΓ―ve, there is still some compassion after all, Teacher Jing is like this, everyone wants to help.
After all, the opportunities in life are like this, and when you encounter a hurdle that you can't get over, the people around you can help, it's a hand.
But Ji Jie's rudeness was infuriating, and she even challenged the pain in the hearts of many teachers. The job of a teacher sounds good, 'people's gardener'. But behind the scenes, it is no longer what it used to be, and when it comes to today's capital, there is really nothing to say about the teacher's salary.
Moreover, today's children are also difficult to teach, and one by one is a little more horizontal than the teacher. It's the boundary of the capital again, and it has something to do with going around the mountains, and those who are teachers have to be even more cautious and measured.
It's not that no one is like Ji Jie, she has no worries about food and clothing, and her work is just a pastime.
Who can accept Ji Jie's tone that people are not as good as dogs!
Since then, the atmosphere in the school has changed a little, at least for Ji Jie. Fortunately, the holiday was coming soon, so there was no bigger incident. When she went to work after the year, the original memory had not yet dissipated, and Ji Jie came out again to provoke people, which naturally attracted attacks from all sides.
Ji Jie loves to be in the limelight, and when she talked about me just now, she didn't sit in her seat, but stood in the open space in the middle of the office.
At this time, I choked, and the people around me didn't say a word that I didn't say very well, her face was blue and white, and her lips trembled a little.
Although I have had several conflicts with Ji Jie, they are all behind my back, behind people's backs.
This is the first time in full view of everyone.
She glared at me, "What do you mean?!" β
I don't seem to show weakness, "Literally, I advise Teacher Ji to be cautious in his words and deeds in the future, your Chinese level is really not very good, running out and talking will bring the reputation of our entire X teacher reputation." β
Ji Jie not only spoke to me in a weird way, but also didn't treat other teachers much better.
Sometimes I really think that there is something wrong with her head, how can she be so frank and frank in saying hateful words.
"You....... You wait for me! "It's really more serious, she's not my opponent, and she walked away with high boots in hatred.
After Ji Jie left, Teacher Jing was the first to walk up to me and looked at me with some embarrassment, "Teacher Lin, you used to be the least troublesome, but now you have an argument with Teacher Ji for me, I really can't help it." β
I didn't expect her to say this to me suddenly, and I immediately cried and laughed, "Today, it's really not for you, I just can't get used to her." β
Although it is a bit childish to say it, who made Ji Jie Ji Hetong's sister, love the house and Wu, and there should be a hate and Wu.
Teacher Li, who helped me just now, walked over and grabbed Teacher Jing's shoulder, "That's it, I can't get used to her, relying on the family's money and beauty, her eyes are above the top, and those male teachers in the school promote her!" β
That's right, the male teachers in the school are still good to Ji Jie, young and beautiful and unmarried, isn't it the most popular for men.
After Mr. Li said this, he was indignant, "You take a look at our office, and the winter vacation make-up class has completely become a matter of our group of women's army, and those men are all hiding clean!" β
I don't know if this was intentional or just in time.
In this third year of junior high school, there are really many female teachers and few male teachers, and the most important thing is that I became the head teacher of class (8), and Ji Jie took class (1), so it was so mixed up that the head teacher of the entire third year of junior high school was a woman.
The substitute teacher left after class, and we, the class teachers, had to stay, and now we have become a class of women's soldiers.
I laughed, in fact, it's okay, I'm in one place all day, I have a lot of close relationship with everyone, I haven't been in school for a long time, if it weren't for this experience as a class teacher, I'm afraid I wouldn't have established friendship with these senior teachers so quickly.
Teacher Li slapped the table, "No, why are we tired and tired, we also have to celebrate the festival!" I propose, how about we go to eat hot pot after work? Just a few of us women, don't bring children and family members, and relax. β
This advice is certainly good.
Everybody willing.
Only Mr. Jing was a little prevaricated, "Go ahead, I have to go back to cooking." β
Teacher Li refused, "You haven't cooked enough after a year?" If you want me to say that our women are really iron King Kong, they are tired and tired at work on weekdays, and they do no less than male teachers, and they have to wash clothes, cook and take care of children when they go home. If you don't make money, you can look at people's faces everywhere, and you will be disliked if you stay at home as a nanny. Let's make money, regardless of the family, the child has something to do. Especially this Chinese New Year, of course the men are happy, the whole family sits together, eats, drinks and brags, and no one is happy! Let's be busy in and out, starting to prepare things and clean up from the years ago, and on Chinese New Year's Eve, we are busy with food without touching the ground, watching the people who have eaten and drunk enough to clean up! Don't laugh at me, when I came to work today, I really felt liberated, and I had to go crazy to stay at home! β
"Listen, listen, this big car, it seems that Mr. Li is not small."
"Aren't you like that? None of us pretend to be big-tailed wolves! β
I saw Mr. Li's angry appearance, and saw Mr. Jing's embarrassed and withdrawn attitude, so I stood up and said, "Don't shirk it, I'll treat you after work, let's go eat hot pot." You should be considerate and considerate of me, a lonely person, and have a meal with me for the New Year. β
When I said this, everyone was silent.
No one here knew about Yami's affair at the beginning, and they all knew that I was divorced.
Even Teacher Jing looked at me with pity, "Teacher Lin, if you are really lonely, come to my house, my house has nothing else, it is lively." β
Isn't it lively when a family of all ages is crowded together?
Teacher Li thought differently, "Oh, yes, the people who used to live a good life are here, and you are really relieved now." No one wants you to serve, how refreshing. It's time for you to treat you, I remember that you won the excellent class teacher bonus last semester but you haven't invited us to eat yet, this meal should have been invited. β
I was hurt by her noise.
If the teacher chatters, it's really not something that a class of people can bear, I rubbed the pain, "Okay, okay, I can still get you to treat me, do I spend money to buy Qingjingcheng?" β
"No!" Teacher Li's eyes widened, and he stretched out three fingers, "Unless you ask for three meals, you write an IOU that owes me three meals, and I will shut up immediately." β
I couldn't laugh when I saw her like that, "You're such a robber." β
In the office, everyone laughed because of Mr. Li's tricks.
I invited for dinner, and I was quite happy to eat, but the year was not over yet, and the teachers here were all class teachers, all of whom were older than me, and there were children at home.
So not long after eating, they left one by one.
On the last round table to eat hot pot, I was the only one left.
The copper pot was steaming hot, and the noisy environment was in my ears, and everything was so hot and lively.
Peng Zhen once scoffed at my love of hot pot, and a person with a light taste like him naturally couldn't understand the beauty of hot pot. He said that no matter how good the ingredients are, as long as they are poured into this red oil pot, there will be no taste at all, and they will all become the same taste, where can they be eaten good or bad.
With his contemptuous tone, I never said why I liked hot pot.
Watching the family reunion on TV since I was a child, with a steaming hot pot in the middle, that kind of warm atmosphere is the most covetous for me in many years.
In fact, what you eat is so important.
As long as you have a home, people you love by your side, and a family together, it's enough.
Home, I want a home so badly.
I sat alone for a long time before I was ready to leave. The figure around me flashed, and when I looked over again, Ji Jieren was already sitting in the seat next to me.
In my favorite setting, I don't want to quarrel with her.
Doesn't make much sense.
I broke off the relationship with Peng Zhen, which is equivalent to saying goodbye to their circle completely, I don't need to be cautious, let alone get involved.
I held on to the table and was about to stand up and leave, Ji Jie said, "I know my brother was injured because of you!" β
Because of her words, I paused.
In the end, I still care, obviously Jin Ge has taken away the chip of the surveillance video, how did Ji Jie know?
I didn't speak, waiting for her to continue.
Ji Jie's eyes didn't look at me, but stared at the boiling red oil pot on the table, "He broke two ribs, and he is still in the hospital, you can eat and drink with peace of mind, but you really have no conscience." β
Recently, there are many people who say that I have no conscience, Peng Zhen said it, and now Ji Jie is talking again.
But I don't plan to be silent, now, who can make me swallow my anger, I looked at Ji Jie coldly, "That's what he deserves, two ribs, cheap him!" β
That night, Jin Ge was angry, and he didn't restrain his attack at all, and I guessed that Ji Hetong's injury was not light. So what's the matter? Let me sympathize with Ji Hetong? If I'm sympathetic, it's my brain!
For Ji Hetong, I hate it to the core, his atrocities against me make me resentful, but because he directly led to my breakup with Peng Zhen, it made me grit my teeth.
I can't control myself, knowing that Peng Zhen and I will inevitably come to this day, after all, the problem between me and Peng Zhen is only as simple as Ji Hetong.
But reality is reality, if it weren't for Ji Hetong's repeated harassment, I might still be able to live with Peng Zhen deceiving myself.
Anger is something that no one can do.
Ji Jie was still hard at first, but after I said it coldly, she actually started crying, tears pouring down, "How can you be like this, I have followed Fifth Brother Peng for so many years, and I am his most loyal brain-dead fan, so I almost raised the flag and shouted for him, how could he be so cruel to my brother!" Is it just for you? What the hell are you good about! β
Obviously, Ji Jie is the wrong person, she won't think that I broke Ji Hetong's two ribs, I don't have that ability, this matter, speaking of which, is only possible for Peng Zhen.
The discomfort in Ji Jie's heart came from the man he had loved for many years and seriously injured his brother.
I opened my mouth to argue for Peng Zhen, saying that this matter had nothing to do with him. But in the end, he didn't say anything, he didn't want to pull Jin Ge in, this matter had nothing to do with Jin Ge in the first place.
Besides, if Peng Zhen was there that night, I believe that Ji Hetong would not have been as simple as breaking two ribs.
It's no wonder that Peng Zhen didn't want his life.
Obviously, they have broken up, and they are destined to be strangers in the future, but I still firmly believe in my heart that if Peng Zhen was there that night, he would not let Ji Hetong go, or rather, he would not let me have an accident at all.
This kind of trust hurts my heart.
"yes, what's good for me?" It's a question I've thought about a thousand times.
It's just love, who can say clearly, love, it's love, even if the whole world says you can't be with him, how can it be?
I don't want to tell Ji Jie more, although she is innocent, I can't be calm.
After taking a few steps, Ji Jie yelled behind me, "No matter how much a bastard my brother is, he can't compare to Peng Zhen!" I'll never like him again! β
Finally, the power of family affection is still greater than love.
Between her brother and Peng Zhen, Ji Jie chose her brother without hesitation.
What about me? How to choose.
There is no answer.
When I came out of the hot pot restaurant, I was in a trance, my heart was depressed, and I was a little weak and didn't want to take the bus. I took my mobile phone and made an appointment for a car, wanting to go home as soon as possible.
I thought the calm of these few days was really let go.
But it wasn't until Ji Jie said Peng Zhen's name that I knew that there was actually none.
When I hear his name, I still feel sore, and I want to leave a place without him as soon as possible.
The car I made up for was very new, the smell of leather was coaxed by the heating, the man driving was very young, and there was a song by Eason Chan in the car.
Our relationship is like building blocks.
Fragile yet ever-changing.
I tried my best to build it like home.
It could also collapse in the next second.
The expectation of happiness is like building blocks.
The more fantasies you have, the more beautiful you can pile up.
It's a pity that feelings are never obedient.
From love to complexity.......