Chapter 149: Can You Forgive Me? Can you forget the past?

The Peng Zhen in front of me is extremely unfamiliar to me.

I haven't been with Peng Zhen for a long time, of course, it's not short, his temperament, I still know a little bit about myself, I've seen a lot of his violent thunder, brushing his sleeves away, and when I'm the most happy, I'm not a stranger to playing a scoundrel or even making a bad look.

Only Peng Zhen, who is so kind and seductive in front of me, calmly speaking reason, is something I have never seen before.

I stared at him blankly, not knowing how to respond to his words.

Peng Zhen snapped his fingers in front of my eyes, "Stupid? After speaking, he looked at his glasses decently, and said proudly: "It's very good, it can make you look obsessed, and it is not in vain." ”

I patted the water in the bathtub, "Where is my obsession with looking, what you have is what people look at and like." ”

It's still indispensable to have a sarcastic tone.

I don't know what's wrong with me, but I just can't control it, thinking about the time he used to be with other women, I can't bear to hate that I can't die with him.

Peng Zhen looked down at me, a little conniving and a little emotional, "It's my fault, the sense of security that I gave you in the past was not enough, otherwise where would you need to be so trembling." ”

He is so abnormal today, he will actually apologize?

In the past, even if he said that he was wrong, he was reluctant, where is there such a sincere time.

Peng Zhen ....... "I said it in vain, but I didn't know what to say next."

Peng Zhen hugged me and murmured, the tone with which he poured out and seemed to be like love, like the softest and strongest silk thread, bound my heart, and even my body lost the strength to struggle.

He said: "During the time you left, I thought a lot, thinking about it before and after, thinking about every smile you had, and thinking about every time you got angry. We didn't start well, I was too aggressive, and although I don't regret it, it's not fair to you. I'm grumpy and a little reckless, and it's my fault. Later, it was my blessing that you were able to accept me like that. It's just that I didn't cherish this blessing. ”

I raised my head in shock, opened my mouth and wanted to say something, but Peng Zhen covered my mouth, "Let me finish, after today, I'm afraid I won't have the courage to say it." ”

Peng Zhen touched my hair with his hand, "Lin Fang, I was busy at that time, I forgot to worry about you, you are with me, I have never given you a word of accuracy, at first you were forced to do so, and then you wanted to stay by my side, but I still couldn't believe you, and even doubted you and intimidated you." I was scared at the time, I didn't know what I had done to you, I was afraid that you would leave me, so I desperately wanted to control you, I wanted to imprison you by my side, and I would always be the only one to see you. ”

Relieved from the initial surprise, I listened to Peng Zhen talk word by word, as if a hand was rubbing my heart and liver, sour, painful, and all emotions.

The time with Peng Zhen, of course, is sweet, but it is more painful.

His domineering desire to control suffocated me, and I couldn't fight for a little more space for myself.

So much so that when I broke up with him, although I felt heartache, I also felt relaxed, that kind of relaxed, able to breathe fresh breath. It's what keeps me going.

Peng Zhen was also sour when he spoke.

When he first broke up, he was full of anger, a force held in his heart, he tortured everyone around him, and watched his colleagues in the company be timid and afraid of him. dragged the brothers around him to accompany him to fight, so that until now, the brothers have avoided him when they see him.

I looked at everything in front of me, but I still felt angry.

Why is there such a woman who doesn't know what to do, he hates, he hates that he can't kill her.

But he really did it, and it wasn't until the last moment that he realized that she was dead, and he would only be the one who was sad.

He began to be afraid, obviously he wanted to get her back, but what he did was keep hurting. Just like those colleagues and brothers around him, they are actually the closest people to him, but what he does is to make everyone afraid of him. It's like she's afraid of herself.

It wasn't what he wanted.

Regret the pain, think about her all night long, think about her laughter, miss her cry.

They began with his forcible seizure, even despicable seizure. She hurt her leg and had been raised like a walking corpse for three months, and she was so lifeless that he felt very distressed when he thought about it now. But at that time, he never thought that she would be lonely and sad, he just felt that she was obediently at home, and he could see it as soon as he got home, which couldn't be too good.

So in the subsequent relationship, he kept wanting to go back to that time and wanted her to continue to be the person who was waiting for him forever, but he forgot that what he mentioned again and again was her most painful experience.

After recovering from her injury, she began to go to work, gradually gaining a sense of accomplishment and becoming more energetic in her life.

He watched at the time, and instead of being happy for her, he panicked.

She was afraid that she had her own strength, and he was afraid that she would leave once she had wings.

He was afraid, so he escaped, in fact, there was no need to leave for so long to go on a business trip, but he couldn't help but want to get everything done in the fastest time, and then come back to guard her, the fear in his heart was so heavy that when their relationship just warmed up, he chose to leave.

This time, she was left to face everything alone.

Facing the hatred of the two families, facing the arrangement of the Ye family, facing Huo Fangfei, and even facing herself.

I'm really glad that she didn't give up on him at that time, not only did she not give up, but she wanted to do more for him. She chose to return to the Ye family, which had her heart's desire for family, and more for him.

He was not grateful, but felt that she was seeking a better way out.

After Ji Hetong's incident, everything got the deepest outbreak. For him, she doesn't want to forget about hatred, and even is willing to get into trouble with right and wrong, she is right, if it weren't for him Peng Zhen, Qingzi would not have died back then, and Ji Hetong would not have set his eyes on her now.

She obviously gave everything and wanted them to go longer.

But he turned a blind eye, he humiliated her, sarcastically mocked her, and even doubted her relationship with Ji Hetong.

gave her a reason to leave safely, and let her have a breakup without regrets.

These days, every time he thinks about it, he feels heartbroken, and he even left her alone in the hospital for the Spring Festival and Chinese New Year's Eve.

Damn it!

This kind of relationship, let alone husband and wife, is afraid that boyfriend and girlfriend are not qualified. He became so timid that he couldn't even go up to her and say a word, asking for her forgiveness.

He watched her calm and safe after leaving, living a full and happy life every day, as if life without him was an inconsequential thing. Maybe she could have lived a better life without him.

The Ye family is looking for a boyfriend for her, and he knows it.

Scold! What he didn't know, about her, he knew everything.

To his delight, she hadn't been to it once, not only had she not been to the blind date arranged by the Ye family, but she had cut off contact with everyone around him.

Peng Zhen was happy that she couldn't let go of him and didn't quickly enter the next relationship. But she was also afraid of her determination to break with him.

After half a year, he finally waited for the time for her to automatically throw herself into her arms. She threw herself into his arms last night, and this time, he didn't take it by force.

Of course, he would never tell her that the wires in the villa were cut by his own hands.

"I know everything, I apologize to you, can you forgive me?" It was the first time that Peng Zhen was so devout and apologized for his stupidity.

I'm still in a stupid state.

The man in front of me who confessed his true feelings to me was Peng Zhen?

I touched his forehead, "No fever." ”

Hell, can he say such a thing, could it be that he found someone to write a manuscript before?

Peng Zhen was forced to be a little calm by such a tasteless person, grabbed her, and did not hesitate to possess it again, the deepest.

"Anyway, whether you forgive me or not, you're all mine!"

I was so angry and hated by his sudden attack, and it hurts to act like this without warning! But the person who hurts me like this is Peng Zhen.

The gentle man who dug out his heart just now, where is he.

But when he did this, the rejection in my heart was even worse, and I bit him angrily, "You don't touch me less, you have touched other people's, it's dirty!" ”

I still can't help but say the word dirty.

After saying that, I felt that it was going to be bad, and I disliked Peng Zhen's end, I tasted it.

Peng Zhen was not in a hurry when he hugged me, he slowly turned like a grind, stretched out a hand, and flipped it in front of my eyes, "Who said that you have to be like others when you have bad water, you all know it's dirty, don't I know?" ”

He said profoundly, "Although my hand does not taste the same as your soft little hand, I will think, every time I read your name, I think of your body, white and soft, slippery and can't let me bite inch by inch." And then I ....... I've given you all the bad water. ”

I'm still a little skeptical, although I know that the man will rely on his five girls to alleviate the problem.

But obviously, Peng Zhen doesn't have to be so wronged at all.

"Really?"

Peng Zhen squinted, and the slow movements just now suddenly accelerated, and most of the water in the tub splashed out.

His eyes were red, "You don't look at what you have made me look like, from yesterday to today, I have given you all the inventory!" ”

Speaking of ferocious, he is also really fierce.

Ordinary men, where can they be so endless.

I hugged him, and for a moment there was only gasping for breath, and everything else was completely left behind.

Finally came out of the bathroom, it was dusk outside, I was really speechless to the extreme, counting this day, I really didn't do anything, so I accompanied Peng Zhen crazy.

Poor I just have some fruit in my stomach.

Hungry and crazy.

Fortunately, Peng Zhen knew that I had reached the limit, and when he came out of the bathroom, he asked the assistant to send clothes over, and after thoughtfully putting them on for me, he took me out to find something to eat.

I just can't walk.

He also prepared a sightseeing car, and he threw his big slippers and drove me around in an electric sightseeing car.

I was completely helpless with Peng Zhen, thinking about the look in my eyes when the assistant handed over the sightseeing car to Peng Zhen just now, I really hated to bury myself.

Dinner was finally a full meal.

He asked for steamed seafood, I wanted seafood barbecue. I'm really glad that the barbecue all over the world is probably a taste, spicy and spicy taste, for me who is hungry and will faint the next moment, there is no better, with cool coconut rice, life is the most beautiful but so.

Peng Zhen squeezed the lemon onto the oyster, sneering at the way I ate it.

"What a good seafood has to be grilled on the fire, the meat is tight, and the taste has changed, I really don't know what you mean by eating."

I ignored him.

He eats raw like that, and of course the steamed ones are original, but the seafood is so fishy, and the way he eats it, let me eat it, naturally it can't taste good.

I suddenly discovered that in fact, people have the hardest taste to change.

Even if he confessed a lot of truth to me just now, he can't change it at all in terms of eating.

But as long as he doesn't stop me, I don't care.

After eating and drinking enough to come out of the restaurant, Peng Zhen and I walked hand in hand on the beach, the sea breeze blew, which made people feel a lot better.

Peng Zhen pulled me and hugged me, and asked me in a low voice, "You haven't answered me yet?" ”

"What?" I can't react to it.

Peng Zhen crossed the light of the scenery under the sunset, and behind him was the endless sea, he was silent for a while, and then said: "I said so much in the afternoon, and you haven't answered me yet, can you forgive me?" Can you forget the past? ”

"Can't!" I'm talking about it in the air.

Peng Zhen's face changed, "Why do you hold a grudge like this, I did wrong in the past, I repented with you, can't I change it in the future?" Why don't you forgive me if you don't forgive me? ”

I bit my lip and didn't know what to say for a moment.

Maybe I don't even know what's going on in my heart.

Peng Zhen is still impatient, although he wants to get rid of his past bad habits, but the country is easy to change, and his nature is difficult to change, he is still the same him, even if he has been painful and enlightened in his heart.

"I don't care! If you don't agree, you have to agree, you are mine, and no one can take it away! I told you, the first time I saw you, I knew you were mine, I couldn't run away in this life, and everything I said at that time counted! I see who dares to rob you with me, come one and I'll fight one, come two and I'll unload a pair! ”

Look, this is Peng Zhen, isn't it?

I chuckled lowly.

Peng Zhen was really anxious, "Don't laugh, it's not good if you laugh now!" ”

I watched him jump to his feet in the afterglow of the sunset, and where was the deep and cold I saw on the big screen at the airport.

Touching his earlobe, I could hear my helpless voice, "Peng Zhen, can you forget those things that used to be us?" ”

He thought for a moment and shook his head.

How to forget, if you forget the past, it is equivalent to forgetting the beginning of two people and forgetting the feelings of two people.

"Yes, you can't forget it yourself, why should I forget?"

To say that we have forgotten is to be absolutely self-deceptive, and all these things are like being carved in our minds with a carving knife. Peng Zhen said that he has been thinking about me for half a year, and I, how can I not think about him.

Every time I get angry, the hateful way I grit my teeth, and the way I can't stop being a scoundrel.

There are so many memories, where can I forget them.

Peng Zhen hugged me tightly, not even leaving a little gap, so tight that he didn't even feel good breathing, "Okay, if you say don't forget, don't forget, let those past be there, now, let's talk about the future!" ”