"The future, ........" I crossed these three words on the tip of my tongue, and instead of feeling relaxed, I felt bitter and dry.

I closed my eyes, and after almost half a year, the problems between us have never really been solved. Even more so than before, it turned out that he was just the grandson of the Peng family, the grandson of the An family, and now he is the executive president of the An family, and he has faintly become the actual ruler. If at that time we couldn't be together because of our family, now there are more identity barriers.

Although it is a universal value that all people are created equal, we all know how mysterious the thing is about equality.

As far as Peng Zhen and I are concerned, he is the one who stands tall and eye-catching, and I, an ordinary junior high school teacher, have been divorced. Originally, recognizing the Ye family seemed to be a plus for me, but because of the entanglement between the Ye family and the Peng family, this relationship was not only not a plus, but became a greater burden.

These are just on the outside, and what is more serious on the inside is that Peng Zhen never planned to get married.

Falling in love without the purpose of marriage is a hooligan.

Without the premise of getting married, when Peng Zhen and I are together, we will become a headless black hole. When is the end? At this point, women are really much weaker than men, especially if the other party is a man like Peng Zhen, he doesn't give you the promise of marriage, he only says he loves you. But I understand so well that love is just a fleeting thing, you can believe in it and enjoy it, but you must take love as a guarantee for your future life.

Too naïve.

Peng Zhen lowered his head slightly and looked at my face carefully, looking at the expression on my face, he couldn't see any marks, couldn't guess my thoughts, and could only say sullenly: "You can do whatever you want, as long as you stay by my side." ”

I chuckled, "As long as I'm not married, I can do whatever I want, right?" ”

Peng Zhen didn't speak.

In fact, I have been mentally prepared for a long time, so knowing such an answer, in fact, there is not much discomfort.

Shook his head slightly.

Peng Zhen was not happy by me, and said a little angrily: "Good and decent, why do you have to get married, what is the difference between us and getting married?" You also know the situation in my family, what kind of life my mother has lived all her life, marrying into the Peng family, your life will never be easy. ”

"And, you've already had the experience of failed marriages, haven't you? What is so good about that kind of thing after marriage! ”

He said it as if we were the best together, and marriage was nothing but a shackle to all evil.

What about the facts?

"So you're going to let me follow you without a name or a share? Even if you love me all your life and don't change your heart, what am I if I don't have a name? And also....... What about children? "I never dared to mention the two words, and at this time I mentioned it as if my heart was torn.

The hand gently covered the lower abdomen, where there is still a device, preventing the possibility of pregnancy.

It's sad to think about it, and even the right to have children is denied.

Peng Zhen waved his hand, "Of course the child has to be born!" When I was with you, I thought about giving birth to you, and it would be good to give birth to ten or eight! ”

"What do you take?" I asked rhetorically.

A nameless mother, a nameless child.

I grew up all the way up and knew too well what a child without a father can go through, and I knew too well what a woman without a husband can go through. To this day, my mother's temper will become so hard and paranoid, it is all forced out.

Who dares to say that Peng Zhen can love me forever, who dares to say that I really gave birth to a child, he can do his best to be a father.

Who would dare to say that there will be no changes in the coming days.

He doesn't have the determination to fight against the family for me now, he just thinks about the side of safety, we just need to ignore those people and live our own lives in peace. But will the people in his family really give up? When my child is born, will he really not meet the elders of the Ye family? took his grandson to raise him by himself, and even turned a blind eye to letting his daughter-in-law go away.

A case by example is in front of us.

Peng Zhen now asked me to forget all this, and just talk about feelings with him, don't you think it's too naïve and ridiculous?

"I'll ask you how long you were with your mother, and how long you were with your grandfather and your grandfather. Don't deceive yourself Peng Zhen, whether it is the Peng family or your grandfather's family, which of them is the one who easily lets go of the child? I don't want my child to be separated from my mother and son when they are born, and I don't want to escape from their tracking with my child and live a life of displacement like my mother took me! ”

Able to foresee the hardships ahead.

Being with Peng Zhen is not only a contradiction in our personalities, but also too many things.

This heavy gloom is pressed, who can easily talk about feelings.

I asked Peng Zhen, "You said you can give me anything, but what can you give me besides money?" What do I want money for? I earn enough for myself. Moreover, Peng Zhen, a woman who is only with you for money, how can you let her raise her head! ”

I haven't forgotten what those women were talking about behind their backs during the Chinese New Year.

They said that Peng Zhen took care of me, which is ugly, and I can also refute that I didn't take Peng Zhen's money, but such a refutation is really pale and weak.

Ask yourself, what else can he give me besides money?

Peng Zhen was speechless by my question, he was angry, anxious, and almost roared: "I gave you my feelings are not enough?" I've never done this to a person, and in the six months you've been gone, I haven't slept well for a day. ”

Feelings, the most priceless thing, are also the most useless things.

If feelings turn into strength, that's the most priceless thing. If feelings are just feelings, then they are the most useless things.

"I haven't doubted your feelings for me, but Peng Zhen, it's just that the feelings are not enough to support us to go on." That's what I mean from the bottom of my heart.

"Why?!" Peng Zhen was completely out of control, "You're just determined not to be with me, right?" You hate the Peng family, and my grandfather doesn't like you, so you treat me like this, right? ”

I was silent.

It is impossible for the people of the Peng family to accept me, this is understandable, not to mention that there is now Peng Zhen left in the Peng family, just look at the last generation, the two daughters-in-law married by the Peng family, Peng Xia's mother was born in a family, and Peng Zhen's mother is the only daughter of the An family. Regardless of the quality of life after marriage, it is this identity, I can't catch up with the horse.

And the An family where Peng Zhen is now is different, unlike the Peng family, who have pretended to be deaf and dumb and waited to die, Old Man An has already personally attacked me. Zhang Xu, Yami, the people I hated the most, Mr. An supported them all, and even made Yami a star, dangling on TV every day, it seems to be constantly reminding me of what I have experienced.

"Isn't it enough that I love you?" Peng Zhen was depressed after his anger, he hugged me and didn't let go, "Can't I protect you?" Guaranteed not to get you hurt, and....... Child. ”

He himself is a little lacking in confidence.

I shook my head in his arms, and the words that came out were like an elder, "Peng Zhen, I have experienced marriage, and I know too well that it is not just two people who are willing, this is completely a matter of two families." The attitude of your family is like that, and my family doesn't even think about it, my mother was originally very wary of people like you, plus my brother's matter, she is already open-minded if she doesn't hate the Peng family. In the past six months, my father has gradually let go of his desire for revenge because of my separation from you, but if I want to be with you again, he can't guarantee that he won't think about it again. You said that the Ye family died of this heart, so don't pick it up again. And my three uncles and aunts, they ........ I won't agree to it. "I didn't say what the third uncle said, the Peng family specially cheated on their daughter-in-law.

Whether it's a daughter-in-law or a granddaughter-in-law.

Seriously, there are really a lot of Peng's pits.

Peng Xia's mother died early in the previous generation, and her husband still spends a lot of time outside. Peng Zhen's mother, in the words of the third uncle, was also a widow who had been guarding for half her life.

Not to mention Peng Zhen's generation, before he got married, he killed a Xiao Qing first.

Whoever has a little love will send his daughter to the Peng family to spoil it.

I don't say these words, I think Peng Zhen should understand, he knows better than anyone what kind of family their family is. He had been born in it for so many years, and if he hadn't been completely disappointed in his family, he wouldn't have said that we would never get married.

It can be seen that he is also powerless against the family.

After I said this, he had nothing to say, and I had nothing to say.

Things seem to be back to the source, like a Chinese knot that cannot be untied, and it will only get deeper and deeper.

We went back to the room hand in hand, it looked so harmonious and deep, but in fact, it was so rare to love and hate in our hearts.

When I arrived at the door of the hotel room, I said goodbye to Peng Zhen, "Go back, your current identity, how busy you will be, I can think of it, in the past, it was difficult for you to take a day out to go home early to eat with me, and this time it was really a luxury to accompany me out on vacation." I said that I will not forget the past, for me it is the best memory, let us all keep the memories in our hearts. In the future, you have your fresh clothes and angry horses, and I have my peace and security. We live this life to ourselves. ”

With that, I turned my head, not daring to look into his eyes.

I know that there are too many emotions in it that I can't let go, he is Peng Zhen, and it is not easy to let go of him.

Quickening my pace, I wanted to get out of him as soon as possible.

After I ran a lot of steps, Peng Zhen woke up from a dream, and let go of his footsteps without saying a word!

His speed may be exaggerated compared to that of a cheetah, but it was too easy to catch up with me. When he came to me, he grabbed me, and I was pulled back by him and slammed into him.

"What are you crying about!" He spoke sternly.

I crouched down with my legs limp, and God knows how hard it took me to get away from him.

Peng Zhen squatted down with me, wiped my tears, and said in a bad tone: "The words are so beautiful, then you are still crying!" ”

I can't say anything anymore, and the thought of him brings tears to my eyes. How can you meet such a person in life, which makes people miss it, but it will never be rare.

Peng Zhen stretched out his hand and put his arm around me, "Okay, I know you can't bear me." ”

I beat him, obviously I have said so much, my mind has been decided, if he hadn't caught up, where would I have been so out of control. Crying people start to hiccup, "You...... Let me go...... We...... Can't be together. ”

After crying and hiccups, my face was completely red.

It's a shame to cry like this, it's really embarrassing, obviously the last time I said to break up, I was very calm and indifferent, that's what a breakup should look like, isn't it?

Peng Zhen grimaced, "Do you think I want to fucking be with you, I worry about it all day long, and my life will be folded for two years." We've tried, separate ........ He was a little choked up when he said this, but how could Peng Zhen allow himself to be vulnerable, he quickly adjusted, "I've survived one hundred and twenty-three days, and the next one hundred and twenty-three days will be one hundred and twenty-three days after another, but I can't fucking do it!" I couldn't stay up for a minute, if I hadn't believed that I could survive until today, until the day when I could hold you in my arms again, I would have gone crazy! ”

I couldn't stop crying.

In his bosom, this bosom that makes me covetous, this bosom that disturbs me.

Peng Zhen hugged me tightly and ran my hair down, "Lin Fart, if you really ....... If you want to get married, then we will get married. Child, as long as you want to, I will do my best to protect you, do you believe me? ”

I shook my head, then I nodded.

Completely confused reaction, Peng Zhen fixed my head, "Do you think you are a rattle?" ”

My whole body shook from crying, "I feel sorry for you, how difficult it is for you." ”

It's not the first time I've been distressed today, I know him about it, he is the owner of the club when he hangs his son, and it's enough to laugh and scold all day long. Nowadays, he is the executive director of Ann's who is busy with arrangements at every moment, not only does he not have half a minute of leisure, but even in front of the media, he makes me feel strange.

You can completely change yourself into someone else.

It's a lot of effort and dedication, and I really feel sorry for him.

Jin Ge said that I was thin and out of shape, so what about Peng Zhen? He's really a lot thinner.

I hugged Peng Zhen's waist, "Give up, okay to give up?" Give me a way to live, and give yourself a way to live, you know that they won't let you go, even if you want to be on the side with me, it's impossible. Peng Zhen, there is a mountain of swords and a sea of fire in front of you, don't you know? ”

If Peng Zhen's younger brother Peng Ting is still alive, then we may still be able to hide from the family.

But the reality is right in front of you.

No, I don't.

Compared with Old Man An's constant calculations with small actions, what is even more terrifying is that the Peng family is like a beast lurking in the dark night, you don't know when he will break out and erode us all clean.

This kind of day when you don't know what bad luck awaits you in the future is too difficult.

I think about Peng Zhen and feel distressed.

Peng Zhen lowered his eyes and gritted his teeth, "Lin Flai, I have never admitted defeat!" Growing up, I never threw in the towel! ”

I nodded, I know, of course I do.

Peng Zhen has always been rebellious, he has been a thorn in the head since he was a child, and he is different from Peng Ting, who follows the opinions of his elders in everything. His struggle was not a day or two, he gave up studying the Air Force back then, and even retired from the army, went abroad, returned to China to get a club, and was fighting against the Peng family one by one.

I held his face, "You can always not admit defeat, that's because you have never had a weakness." But you have to think about it, with me, if we have a baby in the future, how can you continue to not admit defeat like this? ”

It was Peng Zhen who never admitted defeat since he was a child.

It can be said that he is bold, but it can also be said that he has no concerns.

Do whatever you like, who can threaten him?

But it's different when I'm with Peng Zhen, "Don't forget, what did you and Huo Fangfei get engaged for?" ”

At that time, I was kidnapped by Mr. An, if it wasn't for the threat of me, Peng Zhen would have been able to pick and stop. He himself is actually the weakness of all the elders, so he can be unscrupulous.

But with me, he can't get out of it all.

promised to get engaged to Huo Fangfei, but it was Old Man An who pinched me and forced Peng Zhen to agree.

Peng Zhen poked my head, "Can you not think about it so much?" ”

I don't want to think about it if I could.

But what can I do, in the past six months, I have thought about everything we have done before and after, and if we still have the slightest possibility, I will go to him regardless of it.

But no.