I was a little awkward, "Why are you here?" ”

Jin Ge smiled, he was wearing a police uniform, shining in the night, "You hide from me so hard, where do I dare to come to you if I have nothing to do." ”

I didn't expect him to say it so bluntly, if it weren't for the cover of the night, I think my face would have been red. I did avoid Jin Ge, of course, this is because I am separated from Peng Zhen, and I should automatically keep my distance from Peng Zhen's friends. Also, it's face-to-face with Jin Ge, I'm quite embarrassed, after all, I was with Ji He during the New Year, and Jin Ge saw such an unsightly picture.

It was a bit unconscionable to say this, and he saved me, but I built a wall in my heart and felt embarrassed.

In the face of Jin Ge, I was a little evasive.

But these are all very secret thoughts in the depths of his heart, and he said it so bluntly, but it made me difficult to answer, so I could only say weakly: "Okay, then you say, what are you looking for me?" ”

Jin Ge pointed to the car," he said. ”

I got into the car with good intentions, and I didn't take his car once or twice anyway.

The car started and I asked again, "What the hell is going on?" "Subconsciously, I thought that this matter was related to Peng Zhen, and Jin Ge rarely found me without involving Peng Zhen.

Thinking of Peng Zhen, I naturally remembered the photo I saw of Peng Zhen and Huo Fangfei together, and my heart was sour. The impulse to get news about Peng Zhen from Jin Ge's mouth, and the timidity of not daring to face the reality and being afraid that he would tell what happened between Peng Zhen and Huo Fangfei were intertwined in my heart.

Jin Ge saw my feelings, "Do you know? ”

These words can kill people, "I don't know anything, you can say it quickly!" ”

"Then what are you panicking about?"

Am I panicking? I touched my face, and I couldn't feel it at all.

Fortunately, Jin Ge did not sell Guanzi, but said directly: "Peng Zhen's grandfather is sick, it seems to be quite serious." ”

"What disease?"

Because of my mother's hospitalization, I soaked in the hospital every day, and many things became an instinct, and my first reaction to illness was to ask what was wrong.

Jin Ge shook his head, "I don't know about this. ”

I frowned, "How could you not know?" ”

With the relationship between Jin Ge and Peng Zhen, he should know. Not to mention the relationship, just talking about Old Man An's illness is probably enough for the media to make headlines, how can he say that he doesn't know three words.

Jin Ge pursed his lips, "Lin Fart, calm down and think about it, is this matter likely to be public?" ”

The overly serious tone seemed to wake me up all at once, yes! If Old Man An is sick, he must not say it at this time! Simple business truth, Mr. An has long been the spiritual leader of the Ann Group, and with him in charge, the group can develop steadily. If the news broke that he was sick and still seriously ill, if nothing else, the stock price would have to plummet that day.

This is external, and more seriously, internal.

Peng Zhen has only taken over the company for a year, to be exact, it has only been half a year to really get started with management. It is true that Peng Zhen has temporarily emerged in the past six months, but it is undoubtedly a fantasy to rely on half a year to firmly grasp all the authority in the An family. At this time, if there is no old man An in charge, then the group will first have to be chaotic, and the struggle for power and profit is not an idea at all, but something that can happen in the next minute.

Young Peng Zhen is obviously not a person who can stabilize the situation.

I swallowed my saliva, my mother was sick, and I felt like the sky was going to fall, and I was tossed these days, and I complained in my heart. But compared with Old Man An's illness, it is undoubtedly a big deal, and Old Man An's body is completely related to the whole family and even the entire enterprise.

It's just that, "Isn't there still Aunt An?" ”

Didn't Peng Zhen's mother have been at the helm of the group for many years before? Without Old Man An, with his own mother covering, Peng Zhen should be able to take over smoothly.

Jin Ge shook his head and laughed at my innocence, "Aunt An is too affectionate and not suitable to be a businessman." Back then, if she could stand up by herself, Grandpa An would not let her get married. ”

There is only this one only daughter, if she is strong enough, she can directly recruit a son-in-law.

This is the best way to sustain a family business.

But An Nian is too affectionate, she is a woman who can do anything for the sake of her feelings, this kind of woman, if she recruits a son-in-law, the biggest possibility is that the son-in-law will take An as his own and completely change the dynasty.

In desperation, Old Man An will let his only daughter marry and find such an iron backer as the Peng family.

Peng's Peng's ........

I immediately understood Jin Ge's intention to come to me today, the An family is now the most critical moment, if Old Man An can stay up for a few more years and let Peng Zhen take over smoothly, then there will be nothing, but if Old Man An can't hold on to Peng Zhen to take over, then Peng Zhen will face too many things.

The struggle within An's family, the outside world's disfavor of An's and so on.

How could Peng Zhen be isolated, so now, the best thing for Peng Zhen is to find a backer. can support Peng Zhen behind him, originally this kind of backer, the Peng family is the most suitable.

But it is impossible for the Peng family to watch Peng Zhen completely become the heir of the An family.

They still can't keep it together, thinking that it would be good for Peng Zhen to retreat and return to Peng's house early to take over, so Peng Zhen's scandal with Huo Fangfei is once again in the dust.

I understood what Jin Ge meant, and asked softly, "Did he ask you to tell me this?" ”

Jin Ge smiled bitterly, "If he is a person who is willing to speak, why should I worry about this." ”

Also, Peng Zhen did it, and he really rarely had the time to defend himself. I smiled wryly, "With you as a friend, he is really happy." ”

Jin Ge came at the right time, after Peng Zhen had an affair with Huo Fangfei, he ran to explain to Peng Zhen like the fire extinguishing team.

Such a friend is really righteous enough.

It's just, "You also know that I broke up with him, and what he will do in the future doesn't really have much to do with me, so you don't have to worry about explaining it to me all the time." Moreover, with the current situation, even if he marries Huo Fangfei in the future, I don't know, where can you explain it. “

I am very grateful to Jin Ge for running around for me and Peng Zhen.

It wasn't his obligation in the first place, and he didn't have to.

Moreover, I really broke up with Peng Zhen, and I made up my mind that I didn't want to be with Peng Zhen anymore. Die sooner, liberate sooner. Like Jin Ge today, come and tell me about Peng Zhen's difficulties.

I can't help but think about him, his hardship, and his hardship.

This is actually something that makes me even more painful.

Even resentment in a misunderstanding is easier than chasing with such a heart and having to stay away from what is coming.

Jin Ge stopped talking, only drove in silence.

Sending me downstairs, he opened his mouth again, "I don't know what is going on between you and Ah Zhen, but I know him, he is never a person who gives up easily." Back then, he was able to be a military king, and now he can thrive in An's mix, all because of this tenacity. For you, I think he is the same. If you think that my behavior today is superfluous, I have nothing to say, in my heart, I just hope that your separation from him is that you no longer love, not misunderstandings, misses, etc.! ”

Jin Ge was angry.

In his eyes, I saw a palpable anger.

Unlike Peng Zhen's roaring and outgoing anger, Jin Ge's anger was extremely restrained, with shock and majesty. He looked at me, and I was shocked, "Lin Fart, you are looking into my eyes now and telling me, don't you love Ah Zhen anymore?" ”

I couldn't say a word in his eyes, which could almost see the depths of my soul.

There's only one voice in my head, run!

Stumbled, even crawled out of the car, and ran all the way home.

Sitting behind the door, I gasped for breath, and there was still a thunderous question in my ear, he asked me, do you really not love Peng Zhen?

How can you not love.

I'm going to love it to death.

But........ There's always so much to do.

Filled with sadness, I impulsively took out my mobile phone and dialed it, I was eager to hear his voice, as if to get a little sweetness. A little bit is good, I'm not greedy.

The other end picked up quickly, yes, still very quickly.

It was Peng Zhen who picked up my phone with the usual speed, and he said with some uncertainty, "Hey? ”

When I heard his voice, tears fell from my eyes.

I don't know what I'm crying about, but I was frightened by Jin Ge's direct question just now, he seemed to ask into my heart, do you really don't love Peng Zhen?

Then why do I feel in a trance when I see the photos of Peng Zhen and Huo Fangfei, and I feel distressed when I hear Jin Ge say that Peng Zhen is the environment.

If you want to miss it with Peng Zhen for the rest of your life.

What to do?

How to live the rest of your life.

I couldn't suppress my crying, and Peng Zhen exploded over there, "What are you crying about!" Say! Did your ex-husband bully you? Look at me not going to pick the skin of others! ”

Subconsciously I wanted to deny, "No...... No...... He. ”

"You're still protecting him! Lin Fang, you have eaten the gall of the leopard, right? Peng Zhen's angry voice came, and I seemed to be able to see the vivid expression on his face, he must have frowned, and he was extremely unhappy.

His face softened in his heart.

This man........

I put away my tears and said to him calmly, "Peng Zhen, you have to come on, I will always support you." ”

To become the brightest star in the sky step by step, even if you can only look up in this life, you are willing.

Peng Zhen was stunned by my changing emotions for a while, and only after a while did he hold back a sentence, "Don't please me, now you know that I'm good, hum!" It's too late, even if you kneel down and beg me, I won't pay attention to you! ”

I cried and laughed, "Okay, that's what you said, just ignore me and do what you have to do." ”

"You!" Peng Zhen's eyes were bloodshot, "Why are you kidding me?" ”

I hung up the phone silently.

It was a noncommittal phone call, and I don't know what it was for.

I just feel that when I hear his voice, I still feel energetic, and I have the strength to scold and be arrogant, and my heart is a lot more steady.

He's still Peng Zhen, the person I love, so it's good.

.......

At the beginning of the new semester, I put a lot of effort into it. The students in the class are all promoted from elementary school, and they are all good children who put their hands on their desks in class.

They have to go through the transition from children to teenagers, and I need to set rules for them early so that they can't go astray.

Fortunately, my classmates are quite obedient, and my work is actually much easier than when I taught class (8) last year.

In my spare time, I kept up with the entertainment business news and saw a scene that was completely contrary to what Jin Ge said. Jin Ge said that Mr. An was sick, but the financial news I saw was the first time in many years that Mr. An personally inspected the inside of the group company, took Peng Zhen, ran one branch after another, and even visited the factories of many other brother companies.

Although Old Man An looks like he has lost a lot of weight, he is still in good spirits.

Peng Zhen stood beside him, silent and serious.

My heart is a little relieved, as long as Old Man An is still there, then Peng Zhen's road is smooth, with such a fox grandfather escorting, Peng Zhen is simply blessed.

The days went by very quickly, and a week passed, and my mom went into the operating room.

On the eve of the operation, she cried and made a fuss in the hospital room. When I arrived at the hospital, the nurses were all kicked out by her, and they stood at the door of the ward one by one.

Seeing me is like seeing a savior.

"What's going on?"

The nurses all shook their heads, and there was a sudden commotion after dinner, and no one could go in.

I had no choice but to push open the door of the ward, and she was still crying, accompanied by shouting, "Why me!" Why is my life so miserable! There are no loving elders on it, and then there is no husband to hurt, and even the only son is gone, God, you don't open your eyes! ”

This kind of crying is really painful for me.

But it hurts, too, this is my mother.

"Mom, I'm here, you still have me!"

"White-eyed wolf!" My mother scolded herself suddenly, "If I don't get off the operating table, I will see how you will live in the future, without my mother fighting for you, you will let people eat it, and you can't even save bones." ”

Utter paranoia of victimization.

I was speechless, but I also found a way to treat her, "The doctor told me just now, you have to go to the operating table, it is best not to be too emotional, otherwise it is easy to bleed, your operation can be on the neck, that place is bleeding profusely, think about it yourself." ”

"You curse me!" My mother didn't dare to make trouble immediately, but just looked at me hatefully, "If you lose your conscience, you will have retribution!" ”

Some words can be uncomfortable just by saying them.

For example, the word retribution sounds a little creepy.

I stood up, "You better be careful when you speak, after all, you want me to serve after the operation, you really make me anxious, I dare to let you and pee in your pants, I don't believe you try!" ”

During this confrontation with my mother, I seemed to have developed the skill of being able to speak without opening my mouth.

"Now you give me a good night's sleep, tomorrow! Do the surgery! "I was strong, but she was weak.

Pull up the quilt and fall asleep obediently.

"Isn't that good, I have to make a person turn on my back, what is it for!"

She snorted coldly, "Don't think I don't know, if I don't make trouble, you promise to come tomorrow." ”

She told the truth.

I'm really annoyed by her, and I can spend less time with her for a while. I can't hide, where will I rush to find scolding. However, her words reminded me that the person who is going to have surgery has no relatives around him, which is indeed a sad truth.

From that point of view, it was my daughter who did something wrong.

It's a vicious circle, my mom wants to get more love, so she keeps making trouble, making everyone uneasy, so that the people around her will only hide farther, and she will make more trouble until the people around her can't ignore her.

No one can say which part of this is wrong.

But correcting her and changing the problem of making trouble when she feels that she is left out seems to be a fantasy. Her hair is already gray, and she will go to the operating room tomorrow, is it too late for her to change her life at this time?

I sighed, some people just have this kind of magic, can live their own people into a dead circle, I, as a daughter, is also a bystander, there is basically nothing more to say except to be wary of living like this.

"Alright, old lady, I'll watch you tonight, don't be afraid, sleep."

She rolled her eyes before she fell asleep, "You're the old lady, I'm not old." ”

Really, this question is probably something that women will not compromise for the rest of their lives, I smiled bitterly, "Yes, yes, you are not old, you are young and beautiful, is it not enough." ”

"Hmph, you just look like your father, if only you looked like me."

Her eyes were closed, and her mouth was still muttering.

I can't say anything anymore, I'm afraid that if it's not good, she will make trouble again, forget it, just let her say it, as long as she doesn't make trouble, she can say whatever she likes.

After being quiet for a while, she began to chatter again, "God is really unfair to me, I gave birth to two children, and they all look like the Ye family, I have been really wronged in this life!" ”

I fell asleep while my mother was nagging.

The next day, it was a sunny day, and I pushed the bed to the operating room.

My mother didn't say a word along the way, she lost her usual vigor at all, and even the chatter of last night was gone.

I couldn't adapt a little, and I was depressed when I was going to surgery, and if she didn't say a word like this, my heart was even heavier.

"Mom, how are you feeling?"

She stared straight at the ceiling and didn't speak until she reached the door of the operating room, when she took my hand and said, "If I can't get down, you must bury me next to your brother, I owe him too much." ”

She pressed her fingernails into my flesh.

It hurts, it hurts, and by this time everything seemed to be gone, and she was my mother, the only person I could rely on for a long time.

That's when I really felt like I might lose her.

Lost forever.

I shook my head violently, "Cheer up, you'll be fine, you'll be fine!" ”

She was pushed in, and screamed with all her might, "You must bury me next to your brother." ”

There seemed to be an echo of her in the corridor, and I sat at the door of the operating room, and at this moment, it seemed that the world was dark, and there was no light at all, only the white light of the words 'during surgery' shining on my head.