Peng Zhen will come to Ye Feichi's wedding, this is simply a normal thing, Ye Feichi and Peng Zhen have always had a good relationship, I haven't forgotten the scene when Luo Mi, Jin Ge and Ye Feichi all gathered at Peng Zhen's house.

It is by no means a mode of getting along that can only be achieved by ordinary friend relationships, there are many kinds of names for 'brother' and 'hair small', and they are all the same inside.

I remember that I was a little distracted.

Inevitably, I thought of Jin Ge, after I left, I don't know what the relationship between Jin Ge and Peng Zhen was, the best brother in the past, but he had to stand in a different or even hostile position for the benefit of the family.

I'm unproductive, I escaped, but the people who stay always have to face, they are all birds trapped in the game and can't escape, Jin Ge once said, they were born with a surname, that is a lifetime of responsibility.

If you want to say that this place in the capital is really evil, I just thought about Jin Ge, and he really came.

Together with Ye Gaochi.

Talk to the third aunt first when you enter the door, and talk about some wedding preparations, Ye Feichi's wedding can be regarded as all mobilized.

The third aunt sighed and said, "It's really hard for you, all of them are diligent." Feifei's child, I'm afraid he still hates me, you usually see a lot of persuasion, I can't live long as a mother, I always have to watch him get married and have children before I can close my eyes. ”

Jin Ge still wears a police uniform today, except that he has epaulettes, a national coat of arms with a round ear of rice next to it. I don't know much about the rank of this kind of police officer in China, so I can't tell what kind of official position he is now, but it must be that he has been promoted.

may be due to the profession of the policeman, four years have passed, Jin Ge's face has become more serious and majestic, and his eyes are introverted, compared to the arrogance and arrogance of Peng Zhen I have seen, Jin Ge has completely gone to the other extreme.

Jin Ge's attitude towards the third aunt was quite gentle, and he said softly: "How can he hold a grudge against you, it's that he has been busy with the affairs of the army recently, and he can't get out, and his current position, it's not so easy to take marriage leave." ”

The third aunt nodded, "Yes, you are all busy." ”

As they spoke, Ye Gaochi had already walked to my side, took a copy of the invitation I had written, and praised him, "This job is assigned to you, it is really discerning, take out this word, show your face more." ”

Ye Gaochi rarely has such a moment of proudness and boasting, and his face is full of pride and pride.

The third aunt turned out of her sorrow just now, and said with a smile: "I have to take Jiajia to eat something good at night, this has been written all day, and the nest has not been moved." If you want me to say, the family will be honest and let them work, then it will be really hard work without any sound. ”

Being praised by two people in a row, even if I really felt very tired, I couldn't speak, so I could only smile and say, "It's not a big deal, it's just writing." ”

Ye Gaochi was overjoyed, put down the post in his hand, raised his eyes and asked me, "I've been writing since I came in the morning?" ”

I nodded truthfully.

Ye Gaochi raised his hand to give me a brain melon on the door of my head, "That's all for today, let's go, brother will take you to dinner." ”

I'm leaving, I subconsciously looked at the third aunt.

"Alright, hurry up and eat something good, follow me in the hospital and always eat something tasteless. I'll write the rest, I'll write it later, and I don't see there's much left. ”

Ye Gaochi said: "If you don't succeed, wait for Feifei to come back and write, he is really good at being the shopkeeper." ”

The third aunt shook her hand, "The children are all debts, and they can't be counted on, I'll write it, just be self-cultivation, I can't write Jiajia's words, and I can't learn it." ”

I got up from where I was writing, and after sitting like this for a day, my legs were completely numb when I stood up.

Although I tried my best to endure it, Ye Gaochi was too familiar with me, and couldn't help but reach out and rub my hair, "You." ”

He has a lot of helplessness and a little pity.

Usually if he did such an action, I would definitely have to dodge, but today in front of the third aunt and Jin Ge, I was embarrassed to make a move to alienate Ye Gaochi, but after he rubbed my hair, I still glared at him fiercely.

Ye Gaochi is a shrewd person, he would not make this kind of intimate action that I will definitely oppose on ordinary days, but today he saw that someone was there, and I would not refute his face, so he did it on purpose.

The third aunt was very relieved to see the two of us fighting, and her eyes were a little red, "It was the same in the early years, and your mother was afraid that she would be able to blind her eyes." ”

She suddenly mentioned my mother, and my heart ached.

If my mother could survive to this day, and see my brother and I get along like this, maybe she would be really happy.

Seeing the third aunt who was very similar to my mother back then, I lowered my head under the sourness and irresistibility. Ye Gaochi's fingers flicked through the broken hair in front of my forehead, "Okay, don't think about those who don't have it, let's go, it's only serious to eat your stomach first." ”

The third aunt also understood when she looked at me, "That's it, you guys go to dinner." I'm also confused, I always say something unpleasant, no wonder Feifei doesn't even want to see me now. ”

When I say this, where can I still get stuck in my own little emotions.

hurriedly persuaded the third aunt, "You're good, didn't they say it just now, Ye Feichi is busy, where can he really hold a grudge against you." ”

Although no one really told me about Ye Feichi's specific situation, just listening to the voice, I have already heard some of it. Ye Feichi's marriage, I'm afraid that the third aunt is optimistic, and Ye Feichi himself is probably not very willing.

It's just that the woman is already pregnant, and Ye Feichi is confused no matter how unwilling she is.

Before leaving, I looked at the third aunt sitting on the hospital bed alone, and I didn't know how to think of my mother, when I and my mother also had an awkward quarrel over the marriage partner, and often left her alone in the hospital.

Back then, I thought my mother was unreasonable, and I'm afraid Ye Feichi is the same now.

But when you really lose it, you will understand that those incomprehensions have become extravagant hopes, and if there is a mother there, the home is still there.

I secretly decided to accompany my third aunt more, it is always a good thing to make up for some regrets in my heart.

When you come out of the ward, you will inevitably have to face Jingo. He had been standing quietly on the side just now, silently watching me talk to Ye Gaochi and the third aunt.

I smiled into Shangjinge's sad and joyful eyes and said, "Hey, long time no see." ”

In front of Peng Zhen, I can already adjust myself to say hi, and to Jin Ge, there is no burden to say such things.

What happened back then, to put it mildly, it didn't have much to do with Jin Ge, he was just for his family, and it shouldn't be me if he wanted to hate. Jin Ge has never done anything to hurt me, even if the video leak back then made me a little suspicious of Jin Ge. But it's all gone, isn't it?

I can't change anything at this time, and the most I can do is actually increase my burden.

Moreover, I actually know very well in my heart that the video of that year would not have been released by Jin Ge on his own initiative no matter what, and he would not hurt me, which is my bottom line understanding of Jin Ge.

It took me a long time to get out of the cage in my heart.

In addition to showing my true emotions to Ye Gaochi, I can now be free and sincere and polite to others.

Unexpectedly, when I said this to Jin Ge, he was stunned on the spot, and even said at a loss: "I'll drive, you can wait for me on the first floor." ”

After speaking, he turned around and left, Xiao Suo's back was a little bit of a desert and fled.

I can't help but think of the meeting with Peng Zhen, Peng Zhen is also like this, after I opened my mouth, I hurried away, is it a coincidence?

I couldn't figure it out and asked Ye Gaochi, "Did I do something wrong?" ”

Ye Gaochi's eyes looked at me with relief and pity, in short, it was a little complicated, he exhaled lightly, "It's very good, it can't be better." ”

"Then why did he ......" behaved so strangely.

Ye Gaochi led me slowly forward, "He may have expected you to be something else." ”

"What does it look like? Full of resentment, scolding and beating? "There's some irony in what I'm saying.

Why did I become such a pathetic being, even though my heart was full of holes, and I hated and resented, but I knew that it was not the way it should be. Why make yourself the most unbearable for the sake of those who have hurt you.

Even if I still can't let go of the past in my heart now, what can be shown on my face is definitely a light and breezy appearance.

This is the pride engraved in the bones.

I can't allow myself to be a resentful woman in front of anyone.

Strength is my constant character, knocking out my teeth and swallowing blood, always.

If what they want to see is that four years later I will appear like a resentful woman, full of how much they owe me, then I think they are all wrong. What motivates me to keep going is never the indebtedness that the people around me show to me.

Ye Gaochi listened to my words and said with some emotion: "I can't say it, I wish you would give him a slap." ”

"Neurotic!" I can't understand it.

Ye Gaochi shook his head and stopped talking about this topic, "Let's go, Jin Ge has a dinner today." ”

Although Jin Ge and I did well face-to-face just now, I still reject the matter of eating together.

"No, Xu Heng must have left food at home, I don't want to eat outside."

My attitude Ye Gao was quite a headache, "Then you will tell him yourself." ”

"Just say it."

Ye Gaochi and I went downstairs, and Jin Gedu had already driven the car out of the underground garage and waited at the main entrance.

I sat in the back seat without hesitation, and Ye Gaochi came out behind me and sat in the passenger seat with kindness.

Jin Ge had adjusted well for a while when he left just now, and now he no longer had the embarrassment he had when he faced me just now, but said very enthusiastically: "What do you want to eat?" Shall I take you to eat Lanzhou beef noodles? Last time my brother ate with us, I remember you liked that bite. ”

When he mentioned the past, I felt a little annoyed.

I was able to say hello to Jin Ge calmly, and that was because I let go and didn't plan to make it difficult for myself for the sake of the past.

But that doesn't mean I've forgotten the past, letting go is a treat I'm kind to myself, and remembering is also a promise I'm making to myself. Let me forget about the past, and follow them like no one else, I can't do it.

Besides, in my current state of mind, I really don't want to be in their circle again.

No matter how good the restaurant is, the best food, for me, it can't compare to the home-cooked food left for me at Xu Heng's house, at least I eat comfortably, I don't have to observe the eyes of the people around me, let alone think about whether there is any use in it.

My attitude towards their circle now is that they are polite and polite, but they must keep their distance.

I was firm in my thoughts, and I said, "No need, please send me back directly, I'll go home and eat." ”

Jin Ge's hand driving was obviously stiff, and the heat on his face dissipated instantly. He looked sideways at Ye Gaochi, and saw Ye Gaochi shaking his head gently at him.

It felt like I had been hit by a blunt object, and it hurt, slowly and heavily.

Jin Ge breathed a sigh of relief, "Okay, I'll send you back, the address is there." ”

I gave the address neatly, and then leaned back in the back seat and didn't speak.

Wrote a word for a day, to say that you are not tired is absolutely a lie, the food in the hospital at noon, is a nutritious meal for the sick number, not to mention that it is tasteless, it is simply hell food.

But because I accompanied the third aunt, I didn't say a word without saying a word.

After all, the third aunt is more uncomfortable than me, she eats this every day, and I can't say anything I don't like to eat because of her.

When I relaxed at this point, I really felt hungry and my arms were numb and stiff.

Jin Ge's car drove fast and steadily, and then I was a little confused, and I didn't wake up until the car stopped, Ye Gaochi laughed at me and said, "Your problem of being able to fall asleep anytime and anywhere is really incurable." ”

I sighed, I didn't want to be rude like this, but now my body is so weak that I feel sleepy anytime and anywhere.

And showing such a side in Jinge's car still makes me feel a little uncomfortable.

Whether I am vain or hypocritical, I always want to behave better in front of them, so that they don't see my weakness, and I don't want them to spy on my feelings.

I didn't say much and got out of the car.

Then he said goodbye to the two people in the front row, "I'm going back, goodbye." ”

Ye Gaochi asked me, "Will you go to the hospital tomorrow?" ”

I thought about it, "The ones that are still gone, the ones that are left, the third aunt can't finish writing alone." Besides, there are banquet arrangements, and even the bride's dress has not yet been agreed, and there are many things. ”

"Then I'll pick you up tomorrow." Ye Gaochi said.

I shook my head, "No, the driver can just send me there, there's no need to trouble you all day." ”

Ye Gaochi acquiesced.

After solving him, I turned to look at Jin Ge and apologized seriously, "I'm really sorry that we can't eat together, thank you for the invitation." It really doesn't have to be. ”

I was courteous and thorough, but Jin Ge looked at me with a far-reaching gaze and couldn't see his thoughts.

I was a little nervous and didn't know what he would say.