On the first day, Su Ming invited guests to dinner, and after hearing about Ling Nan's begging and Hong Juan's negation, Xiaoya always felt that something seemed to be wrong with Ling Nan, and she felt that Hong Juan seemed to be hiding something at the dinner table.

She was sure that what Su Ming said must be true, and it seemed that most of the people at the table knew about it at that time, but they were embarrassed to say it and deliberately concealed it.

The more Xiaoya thought about it, the more wrong it became, and as a result, after returning home that night, she didn't sleep well all night.

After graduating, Xiaoya worked as a clerk in a large trading company, and the next day she asked for leave from the company and began to look for places along the street where there might be begging and crowding.

But at the end of the day, she walked several main streets, shopping malls and stations with a lot of passengers, checked almost all the beggars, and found no trace of Ling Nan.

On this day, she was tired and sweaty, her feet hurt, she had to find a place to rest for a while, she bought a bottle of water, found a place to sit down on the steps of the building.

At this time, she thought to herself, didn't Ling Nan come out today? Or has it shifted places? These are all possible. In order to prevent omissions, she decided to look for a few days on end.

In the following days, she took advantage of her rest time to run all over Hongzhou where there might be beggars.

She thought to herself that if she found out that Ling Nan was really begging, she must bring him home and do something for this man she liked to help him tide over the difficult time.

But where did she go to find it? Ling Nan, where are you? Xiaoya called in her heart.

Almost a month has passed, Qin Xiaoya still hasn't found Ling Nan, she feels that Ling Nan begging even if he is not in this city, he must be in a nearby city, and he will not go too far. She was determined to find him no matter what.

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On this day, Xiaoya returned to Hongzhou, she continued to search to see if Ling Nan was back here, and in the process of searching, she met Dawei.

Dawei has always had a crush on Xiaoya in college, but Xiaoya doesn't like Dawei. Although Dawei was attentive to Xiaoya, intentionally or unintentionally, Xiaoya did not appreciate it, and even told Dawei very solemnly that if he was so entangled, he would not even be able to be a friend. Since then, Dawei no longer dares to mention the sensitive words of Xiaoya, but is silently paying attention to Xiaoya.

At this time, Dawei had just gotten off work at noon and was on his way home.

When he met Xiao Ya, Dawei felt that Xiao Ya must be looking for Ling Nan. Just ask Xiaoya if she is looking for Ling Nan?

Xiaoya said: "Dawei, tell me the truth, is Ling Nan begging?" What happened to his family? If you don't say it, we won't know each other from now on. ”

Seeing that Xiaoya was really moving, Dawei said: "Actually, Xiaoya, I also heard what others said, I don't know if it's true, it is said that Ling Nan's family has encountered a big disaster, his father is gone, his mother is missing, the family's house has been confiscated to pay off his debts, and he may go to beg if he has no way out." ”

"Isn't Su Ming's father and Ling Nan's father in the same company? Why is their family fine, but Ling Nan's family has become so miserable? Xiaoya asked.

Dawei said: "I don't know the specific situation, and besides, I don't have any contradictions with Ling Nan, so it's impossible for me to make up Ling Nan's story to ridicule him." ”

Xiaoya believed Dawei's words.

Back at home, Xiaoya was extremely uncomfortable, and he felt sorry for Ling Nan.

Mother asked Xiaoya what happened, and Xiaoya truthfully told Ling Nan's situation.

The mother persuaded Xiaoya: "Although Ling Nan was a good child before, but now that he is like this, you can't follow him, right?" I think Dawei's kid is not bad, and his job is stable, otherwise you should be in the same place as Dawei. ”

Listening to her mother's words, Xiaoya was very unhappy: "Mom, what are you talking about?" I don't have anything to do with Dawei, don't pull the two of us together. I just like Ling Nan, no matter what he does, I have to find him. You don't care about my business. ”

Xiaoya's mother sighed when she heard this: "The girl is older, it's really a big girl, you are picky, what to do if you can't get married by then." ”

At this time, Xiaoya's father came over: "Xiaoya, mother, don't worry about the child's affairs, Xiaoya is a delicate and thoughtful child, I believe she can handle her own affairs." ”

Xiaoya's mother was immediately unhappy when she heard this: "For the sake of the child, why am I always worrying about it?" You're bothering about one, I'll take a look. ”

"I know a little bit about Ling Nan's family, his father is a good person, but he is too straightforward, I didn't expect the ending to be so miserable, I'm afraid he offended many people. The newspapers of his company have reported everything. ”

The father said to Xiaoya, "It's up to Ling Nan to get through his own difficulties." No one else can help him. ”

"That girl of yours still has to find someone. This won't work, I'll tell you, old man. Yamu said.

"Can you stop the kid if he wants to find him? I told you that I want you to leave it alone, why do you have to make trouble for the child? Ya Father and Ya Mu actually mixed their mouths.

Xiaoya didn't want to listen to her parents' nagging, so she entered the house and closed the door of her room tightly.

She wanted to calm herself down and calm down.

Xiaoya hung up the phone with a few classmates and asked where Ling Nan was, and most of them said that they had not seen Ling Nan since graduation. Only Ye An said that he had seen him more than a month ago and did not say what he was doing.

Xiaoya told those classmates that if anyone saw Ling Nan, they must write back to him, or ask Ling Nan to write back to her.

Dawei returned home, found several newspapers, read the news about Rainbow Food, and browsed them one by one. At this time, he realized that the changes in the Ling Nan family that his classmates had said were not groundless, but what really happened.

From this, he thought of Ling Nan's current situation, which was really a little pitiful. He thought of himself, if he encountered the situation of Ling Nan's family, needless to say himself, even if many classmates had the courage to go to the streets to beg?

At this moment, he somewhat understood Xiao Ya's mood and Ling Nan's situation.

So, he called Xiaoya and told Qin Xiaoya the information he saw in the newspaper.

Things are not people, how long has it been, it seems that overnight, Ling Nan has encountered the experience of going from heaven to hell, what kind of mind does it take to adapt to this sudden change?

Dawei suddenly realized that as a classmate, even if he couldn't reach out to help him, he couldn't fall into the ground, laugh at him, and despise him, but should be happy that he could face the misery of life independently, and muster up the courage to beg and struggle.

What kind of spirit is this? This is the spirit of having the courage to abandon everything, ignoring worldly prejudices, and standing on one's own feet with great courage and courage to challenge difficulties and difficulties.

In the face of having nothing and life collapsing, who can not give up on themselves? Who will be able to stand up? Ling Nan dared to think and do, and he did it.

The world is impermanent, and no one can guarantee that they will always be able to live peacefully every day? Eating whole grains does not guarantee that people will not always get sick? That's life.

It doesn't revolve around your will, you also have to adapt to the environment in which you live and learn to swim in the environment in which you live so that you can have a good grasp of your life.

Natural selection, survival of the fittest, perhaps this is the truth.