The incident in front of the bank, although it was won somewhat disgracefully, made Ling Nan unable to let go for a long time.

"I am good, and although begging is lowly, it is not to be insulted, and I will make those who insult me pay the price."

He walked for a while, came to a building with a sign of the Civil Affairs Bureau of a certain district hanging on the door, walked in, and donated the 300 yuan he received from the bank.

Holding a donation bill in his hand, he smiled bitterly, I need money, but this is not the money I have earned by begging for hard work, and I can't put my conscience in my pocket.

Donating this money is also a lesson for the man in the suit: it is also to tell people not to look down on anyone, even the weak who has no possibility of possibly posing any threat to you, and it may be the one who throws stones when you fall!

In short, the person who harms others behind will eventually get retribution, which is cause and effect.

Look down on beggars? Who would want to come out and beg if they had a good life? The wicked deserve evil recompense!

Who knows I'm bitter? Who knew I was difficult? Who relieves me of my grief? Who has mercy on me? No one!

The whole world is looking at me for jokes, but so what?

Throw away the face! Only by striving for self-improvement can I get rid of my bad luck, get rid of my predicament, and eliminate those contemptuous eyes!

…….

Ling Nan didn't continue to work in that realm, and changed to a place farther away from here.

As soon as I got off the station, a middle-aged beggar in a broken wheelchair came: Young man, this is my place, you can change places.

Ling Nanzheng was in a bad mood, and he glanced at the middle-aged man and didn't want to worry about him, so he turned around and walked away with anger.

It is inevitable that peers are enemies, and the same is true for the competition of fellow beggars.

If several beggars are begging next to each other, the givers will be diverted, and no one will take advantage.

Therefore, the average beggar is a lonely person who occupies a single place, and there can be no peers in the surrounding places.

In a given area, there may be so many almsgivers, and if there are two or more beggars, some will have a little gain, and some will even have nothing.

Some people say that beggars earn nothing by winning the sympathy of passers-by, which is arbitrary on the part of some! Such people are in the minority in the ranks of beggars.

Ling Nan found in the begging that the vast majority of beggars are not like this, and no one wants to come out to beg if it is not for the great disaster of the family, or the unsustainable life of the accident.

The act of begging is not honorable.

Of course, he did not rule out that a small number of people took advantage of their physical disabilities and were forced by their families to beg.

He picked up his tools and stayed away from the middle-aged man Just passing by a roadside, a slow-moving Alto sedan drove up, and suddenly he was scraped by the front of the car, and Ling Nan was instantly scraped a heel bucket.

Due to the narrow road, Ling Nan happened to fall on the side in front of the front of the car, and the car couldn't drive away, so it stopped abruptly in front of him.

The door opened, and a man with a big back got out of the car.

"Stinky food, get out of the way!" As soon as he got out of the car, he shouted at Ling Nan.

Ling Nan didn't stand up, and when he saw that the big back didn't ask him if he was hurt, he came up with this arrogant attitude, and he was instantly angry.

"You knocked me out of the way? Are you unreasonable? Ling Nan was very angry.

"Good dogs don't get in the way, you reason with me? Stinky people who want food, believe it or not, I beat you? "The big back is arrogant and domineering.

"You hit someone, and you want to hit someone? Are you beating me up? I'll keep you for the rest of your life. I don't have anywhere to go anyway, come on? ”

Looking at this bastard with a big back, so arrogant, Ling Nan was not afraid.

Ling Nan's angry words made Da Beitou hesitate, he didn't dare to make a move.

Then Ling Nan shouted at a beggar not far away: "Brother help me go to the police station, saying that someone hit and injured someone and will beat someone." ”

The big back saw that Ling Nan, who was still a stubble, and asked someone to find the police station. Immediately anxious.

"Stinky food, can't you dodge?"

Ling Nan ignored the big back and continued to fall there.

At this moment, the big back called the driver, and the two of them arrived at Ling Nan, grabbed Ling Nan's arms and legs, and threw him aside, and then kicked Ling Nan again, hurriedly got into the car and galloped away.

Ling Nan remembered the face on the big back and the license plate number of the car.

He stood up, moved for a moment, and found that his body was not injured, and nodded at the begging brother not far away, and said thanks.

Changed places and continued to beg.

Ling Nan shouted for a while, and finally didn't pay in vain.

Looking at the sky, although it was still early, putting away the few gross tickets in the cardboard box, Ling Nan still decided to call it a day early.

He felt that this time was not going well, perhaps because he was a healthy and healthy person.

For a period of time, he felt the most uncomfortable and aggrieved thing since he lived begging.

He didn't expect that his experience was really like what the cripple said, begging to endure humiliation, pain, and blame that others could not bear, and to adapt to all kinds of contemptuous eyes and mean words from others.

He thought that his current state might be the lowest and most miserable state of life in the world.

What is physical injury? No food, no shelter, dirty, poor, lonely, indifferent, despised, humiliated, he could not feel any warmth in the world at this moment.

The damage and patience of the human spirit are the most difficult, and hell on earth is nothing more than that, right? But so what?

In order to beg better, he decided to win people's sympathy with his disability and dressed himself as disabled, which is also a begging technique.

Go back and rest for the day, prepare materials to make a wheeled cart for disabled legs.

When he came to the big cement pipe, he found that a man who was picking up rags was taking his "home" - the paper shell in the cement pipe to his car piece by piece, and the cement pipe mouth, the bricks he had blocked had been demolished.

Watching the unscrupulous behavior of the man who picked up the rags, he wanted to get angry at that time.

"Hey, pick up the rags, that's my home, bring me the things back."

Hearing the sound, the person who picked up the junks looked back and saw that it was a young man and stopped loading.

Ling Nan came to see that it was a middle-aged woman who picked up the rags.

The woman timidly said, "Brother, this is your home?" I don't know, I'm sorry. ”

Ling Nan didn't speak, he took the paper shell off the car by himself, re-laid it into the cement pipe, and put the bricks on it.

When the woman saw that Ling Nan had finished building the brick wall, she asked, "Brother, why do you live here?" What do you do? ”

"I'm an underground."

Ling Nan said angrily, but after saying it, he couldn't hold back his laughter.

"The Underground Party? How can there be an underground party now? ”

The woman muttered a sentence and looked at Ling Nan with suspicion.

Ling Nan looked at the bewitching woman, a dirty dress with green and gray, with a pair of torn gloves, with a look of confusion and incomprehension.

I thought, this person is really good at picking up rags, and he actually picked it up here, which is very convenient and rich in resources.

That's right, pick up the rags, pick up the rags! This is a good business, at least much more decent than begging, I don't know what this business is.

Thinking of this, Ling Nan said: "I'm asking for food, how about you pick up the rags, eldest sister?" ”

When the woman heard this, she thought to herself that this young man was a beggar, and that begging at such a young age must be a major matter in the family.

When her mood calmed down, she said, "Young man, you look inconspicuous when you pick up rags, but you can make a living." ”