Chapter 9 What kind of person do you hope to be in the future?
In the evening self-study that night, Liang Nian lowered his head and memorized the physics formula as usual, converting it into the questions in the test paper, and the various gravitational speeds made Liang Nian feel irritated from the bottom of his heart. Physics and mathematics have never been Liang Nian's fortifications, she just doesn't understand how she can apply them all with a single formula when it is obviously a variety of words and different scenes, and she can only make mistakes again and again and then recalculate according to the correct answers.
When the bell rang for the end of class, Liang Nian took a breath, tilted his head sideways, and lay on the cold table with his face on it, remembering that his mother was saying that studying science was a better way out at the beginning of the school year, and now that liberal arts students are grabbing a lot of money, what's the use of not even finding a job? It just feels like I'm out of strength.
As soon as Li Weiwei came in, he saw Liang Nian lying on the table half-dead, so he stretched out his hand to drag her up, "It's time for class, go out and go around, otherwise you will be stupid!" Liang Nian spread his two thin shoulders, raised his head slowly at Li Weiwei, his lips pursed slightly, looking like a wronged child, and his eyes were trembling and tired, "Weiwei, I'm so tired!" ”
Li Weiwei rarely saw Liang Nian like this, and she couldn't help but feel soft and distressed, she put her hands together and pinched Liang Nian's soft face vigorously, "Let's go!" The two of them went down the stairs on the second floor and heard the bell ringing for class, "What should I do?" Liang Nian asked Li Weiwei, Li Weiwei turned around and raised a huge smile at Liang Nian, then grabbed Liang Nian's hand and ran, Liang Nian followed Li Weiwei and ran up the stairs, the pleasure of breaking the rules spread in his chest, making the heartbeat in his chest deafening.
Wang Jinlong and Wang and An Zhang Yuanping were coming out of the bathroom, and they saw only two girls holding hands in the dark and rushing out of the light of the corridor, like two birds breaking through the golden wire cage, running into the depths of the playground, Wang Jinlong frowned and watched the two figures disappear into the darkness in the distance, "You go back first!" Wang Jinlong said to Zhang Yuanping and Wang Ji'an, and then turned around and followed the steps of the two girls into the distance, Wang Ji'an behind him stared at Wang Jinlong's back, half of his face was buried in the shadows, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.
Wang Jinlong walked into the playground and saw two girls sitting on the ground of the playground, "It's all class, what are you two doing here?" The two of them thought it was the teacher who was inspecting, and immediately stood up, then squinted their eyes and saw that it was Wang Jinlong, and they breathed a sigh of relief and sat down in the dark again. Come out and take a breath, why did you come out too? Li Weiwei asked, "It's not up to the two of you, everyone is going inside, and you two rush out, see what the hell are you two doing?" After saying that, he sat down cross-legged.
The two girls sat in the dark and didn't speak, and it was only a long time before they heard Liang Nian's suppressed excited voice, "This seems to be the first time I've skipped class since I was in high school, right?" Li Weiwei spread his hands, "Anyway, it's not the first time I've skipped class!" "Don't look at me, do you think I look like someone who hasn't skipped class?" Looking at Liang Nian's suddenly sluggish face, both of them burst out laughing. "Don't sit here, there will be a teacher checking the post later, and I'll take you two somewhere else." After speaking, Wang Jinlong stood up and fluttered his pants, and the two girls also stood up, "Where is it?" Li Weiwei asked curiously, Wang Jinlong turned his head slightly in the dark, and the light of the teaching building hit half of his face, emitting a soft light, "You'll know when you arrive." ”
The two of them followed Wang Jinlong left and right, and turned to a deserted playground behind the teaching building, near the fence there was a huge iron frame, like a huge table placed on the playground, and on both sides were ladders to climb up, "Wow, what is this for?" Liang Nian touched the cold iron frame and looked up at the shelf about 4.5 meters high and asked, "This should be a place where physical education students used to exercise, but it has been abandoned for a long time." "The scenery is on it, go, go up!" After speaking, Wang Jinlong flexibly climbed up the ladder, Li Weiwei also rolled up his sleeves, raised his legs and climbed up, Liang Nian hesitated below, his palms were covered with dense sweat, Wang Jinlong climbed up and turned his head to see Liang Nian hesitating below, "Little apprentice, you won't be afraid of heights, right?" Liang Nian scratched his hair embarrassedly, "It seems to be a little ......."
Wang Jinlong smiled, turned over, Li Weiwei grabbed one of Liang Nian's hands on it, Wang Jinlong protected it below, it took a while, the three of them finally climbed up, only to find that the top was a platform three meters wide and about 5 meters long separated by iron sections, looking to the side, I could only see the blurred light of the teaching building in the distance, "Master, where is the scenery you said?" Both of them looked at Wang Jinlong, Wang Jinlong lay on the platform, raised the corners of his mouth and did not speak, and pointed to the sky.
The moment the two of them raised their heads, they couldn't help but sigh, the sky full of stars flashed with a small but stubborn light, like countless silver embellishments, densely inlaid on the dark black plate, the Milky Way was like a faintly glowing white belt, across the starry dark sky without boundaries, usually only caring about the back and forth but never noticed that there was such a beautiful scenery above the head. The two of them also lay down next to Wang Jinlong, the cold iron seeped into the skin through the thin fabric, the surroundings were very quiet and they could hear each other's breathing, the wind in late autumn was very light, blowing on the face only felt comfortable, and there was only a vast endless constellation in the field of vision, at this moment it felt so small but so real, covering the entire earth was a silent tenderness.
The three of them are like three children, talking about funny things in the past, talking about what they like, talking about the present, and talking about the future. When it came to the ideals of the future, all three of them fell silent, thinking about the words ideals that felt far away and very close. After a while, I heard Li Weiwei sit up cross-legged and say seriously, "No matter when, I want to be a person who dares to love and hate, and to be my true self so that I can not be changed by this society." Liang Nian looked at Wei Wei's firm back, as if she saw her live a serious life when she grew up. Vivi has always been a sunny girl, straightforward and almost rough, like it is like it.
Before meeting Wang Jinlong, Liang Nian and Li Weiwei had been together for two years, and they helped other bullied little girls together, running out in advance to find weapons when the boys in the class were fighting in groups with other grades, and even jumping out to fight with others when they were fighting. The two of them are like two tomboys, their personalities are similar but not like, the two of them are just as irritable, straightforward, and always sloppy and sloppy about this and that, Vivi has always been very real, joy and anger are written on her face, she doesn't like to beat around the bush, she will say whatever she wants, she won't look at other people's faces, and many times she is straightforward and almost rough. And Liang Nian always lives in intermittent optimism and pessimism, cheerful and lively but cautious, she has learned to observe words and emotions since she was a child, she has learned to observe words and emotions since she was a child, knows when to speak and when to be silent, and even forces herself to do things she doesn't like many times. In this way, the two contradictory but compatible combinations, relying on each other in the sweet and bitter time of youth, have been supporting each other for a long time, and they should continue to go, which is very good. Liang Nian thought like this and smiled slightly.
"What about you?" His thoughts were suddenly interrupted by Wang Jinlong, he put his hands behind his head, turned his head slightly sideways and asked Liang Nian, "I don't know" Liang Nian felt the cold touch of iron coming from his shoulder, and moved his shoulder, "I should be admitted to a good university according to my parents." ”
"And what do you mean?" Wang Jinlong suddenly asked, so that Liang Nian couldn't help but be stunned, Liang Nian had never thought about this problem, he had always studied hard according to his parents' requirements, learned to be as sensible as an adult, and would not make noise about this and that, and what he wanted, as if he had never had the right to choose or fought for, Liang Nian had always felt that this was normal, until now in high school, Liang Nian still followed his parents' wishes and chose science that he didn't like. What about my own thoughts? Liang Nian seemed to have a flash of light in his mind, he couldn't see it clearly, but it flashed, and he was silent for a while, "I hope I can find the value of my existence in this world." ”
Wang Jinlong looked at the serious girl in front of him, and the reflection of starlight in his pupils was as clear as a lake, "What about you?" Liang Nian asked Wang Jinlong, Li Weiwei also turned to look at Wang Jinlong and waited for his answer, Wang Jinlong sighed and said, "I hope the teacher won't find out that we are not here, because we will be out of school in 15 minutes!" "Huh? So fast? Wang Jinlong turned over, "If you don't leave, it is estimated that we will all report tomorrow!" The two girls also quickly climbed down, and the three of them laughed and ran towards the school building.