Chapter 14: Heartache

The next day, I ordered cytokines from the Internet, and explained the precautions for use to the doctor invited by Ye Guangci, because I remembered Yifan's injury in my heart, and I hurriedly flew back to Xi'an from Shanghai on the third day, and it was already night when I arrived at the dormitory. Happy for Ivan too.

"Xiaofeng, why are you sleeping here! Didn't go to work! Let's go back! Ivan, I'll take care of it," I gently woke up Xiaofeng.

"Brother Shen, are you back so soon? I told my boss that I would work the night shift in the future, and I just came over to take care of Ivan during the day! Xiao Feng rubbed his sleepy eyes and said.

I was in a good mood and said with emotion: How can I find such a good girlfriend as you with such virtue as Ivan!

Xiaofeng's face turned red when he heard this: Brother Shen, don't be joking, we are just ordinary friends, Ivan's take you to gamble this time, I am also responsible, if I didn't work there, he wouldn't know that place!

I can only smile bitterly to myself, if I want to say that I am the one who started the way things are now! Fortunately, Ivan only broke a bone and had no worries about his life!

"Brother Shen, I'm relieved when you come, then I'll go back to rest first, and I have to go to work at night" Xiaofeng seemed to be a girl with high emotional intelligence, and when she saw that I and Yifan had something to talk about, she got up and said goodbye

"Senior brother! Why did I offend you, you want to speak ill of me in front of Xiaofeng? ”

Ivan woke up early and has been pretending to be asleep!

"Looks like you're serious this time? Do you really like her? ”

Ivan nodded and didn't speak, he looked at the ceiling thoughtfully as if he was longing for something!

I looked at Ivan in front of me and seemed to see myself at the beginning, at that time, I was often looking forward to a better future with Qingning!

"How was the talk going to Shanghai?" Ivan interrupted my thoughts.

"I want 100,000 yuan! They agreed, but they had to try it first and give it money when it worked! ”

"You idiot! Why do you want 100,000! Ivan seemed disappointed.

"I really don't have the courage to ask for more, if we scare them away, what hope do we have? Where else can I get money? Not to mention helping Qingning, I can't even pay the tuition."

Ivan sighed softly and didn't speak.

"You can recuperate with peace of mind! Don't worry about the rest, since these five cytokines have a role, then if we find more cytokines, this company in Shanghai will definitely buy them, in short, you have to take care of your body! I guess I'm going to Shanghai, your injuries are not light, let Xiaofeng take good care of you! ”

At the mention of Xiaofeng Yifan's gaze, he instantly became gentle! Alas! It's as useless as I am!

We were thinking about our own thoughts, and after a while, I couldn't help but ask, "Has Qingning contacted you?" ”。

"Her mother is still in the hospital, according to her, the man is very good to her, busy before and after, the money we sent is not enough at all, the rest is from the man, he also asked Qingning's younger brother to go back to school, saying that he is not studying, and there is no way out in the future"

I was silent, my heart was mixed, and I couldn't speak for a while......

"Senior brother, in fact, there are some things to look at, don't drill the horns, how can everything go smoothly in decades of life....... I am fortunate to die! Sometimes people really can't help but accept their fate! ”

Every time this product enlightens me, it makes me more depressed, is this enlightenment?

In the next few days, in addition to going to the hospital to see Ivan, I was doing experiments and writing papers, but almost every time I went to Xiaofeng, I was there, either peeling apples for him, or stewing soup for him! I feel like I'm there purely superfluous! Now I can experience what it was like for Ivan to be driven away by me! Staying in Evan Hospital is much more nourishing than being in school. It seems that they really fell in love!

I had to contact Han Qingxia in Shanghai almost every day to ask her about the progress of the drug trial and whether she had seen the exact effect, and every time she replied that it was in progress.

Later, I thought that if it didn't work, I would ask in vain, and if it worked, she would definitely take the initiative to contact me. So I still worked hard to write my thesis and become a tutor, and just like that, a month has passed, and my heart has changed from full of confidence to nervousness!

Finally, one afternoon, Han Qingxia called me, and she told me that according to the treatment of the advanced tumor patients they found to voluntarily try the drug during this time, the cytokines were indeed effective, and half of the tumor cells in the patients did not spread further. Cytokine therapy plus radiotherapy and chemotherapy were significantly more effective than those treated with radiotherapy alone.

I was ecstatic and thought that they were still honest, so I said, "I'll tell you the remaining four factors, you give me the rest of the money, and I negotiated 100,000 yuan with your boss."

"No problem, I'll transfer it to you later, and our boss said that we will pay you another 100,000 if the sincerity money is not counted!"

Hey, great, thank you Guanyin Bodhisattva! Thank God! If I can get this 100,000 yuan, I can at least let Qingning last until I graduate, as long as I find a job, it will be fine.

I was so excited that I immediately called Ivan, and when I answered the phone, my voice was trembling: "It's done, they said that they would give me 100,000 yuan later, and the sincerity money will not count to give us another 100,000!" "。

"Oh, you come to the hospital" Unexpectedly, Ivan was surprisingly calm, and he was so calm that he couldn't breathe!

I came to the hospital and almost didn't give him a hug

"Senior brother, don't be so excited, I have to tell you something, you ......

I smiled and asked, "What's the matter, it's so serious, we have to drink and celebrate today!" ”

After a moment of silence, Yifan said the sentence that I will never forget in my life: "Qingning and that man have been married, almost a month, she married that man a few days after you came back from Shanghai, and her mother also had kidney replacement surgery, which was quite successful."

My heart sank suddenly, and the deepest worry in my heart came true! That's what I've been waiting for for months!

"Why? Why? Is she so much waiting? Didn't you tell her I was going to Shanghai? Didn't you tell her? She is a watery poplar woman! I yelled hysterically.

"Why? Why do you say? What can she do in order to give birth to her mother who raised her? What if you get the 100,000? Are you unclear about her feelings for you? Can she bear to drag you down for the rest of your life?" Ivan yelled at me.

"I do! Lao Tzu is willing! You tell her Lao Tzu is willing!" I cried aloud and let the tears run down my face.......

The doctors and nurses at the hospital came running and thought something was wrong, but I turned a blind eye! Tears have blurred my eyes!

Qingning, you let me see hope, and let me despair deeply, you let me have two years of happiness, but in exchange for the unforgettable pain for the rest of my life, why do you treat me like this, the feeling of heartbreak turned out to be like this! It's really cool! Smash it to your heart's content.......