Ivan let out a long sigh, patted me lightly on the shoulder and said, "Senior brother! Do you think her heart doesn't hurt? Every time she called me, she cried so much that she couldn't stop crying. Senior brother, the little love lingers, the big love lets go, don't you want her to be happy? Do you want her to be burdened with a heavy burden every day? Does she carry it? It is precisely because she loves you that she is unwilling to drag you down! Senior brother, I can understand your feelings, but this matter is already like this, it's useless to say too much, you are a man, you should be able to afford to put it down, and it will be over if you are quite strong."

I didn't know what Ivan said, I just lay quietly on his hospital bed, feeling like I was the only one left in the whole world, slowly savoring the taste of heartache.

Now I realize that the most painful words in the world are not the sentence: "Let's break up", but obviously still in love, but still smile and say: I wish you happiness!

Qing Ning! We've been through so much and we've survived each other, but then we're still separated! Is this the so-called fate and inseparability?

My phone rang again and again, and I knew it was Han Qingxia calling, go fucking 100,000, and I don't want to sell it for 1 million.

The hope in my heart collapsed in an instant, and I also collapsed, woke up and slept, fell asleep and woke up, groggy and I don't know how long it took, and finally knew that I was hungry, only to find that I was still lying on Ivan's hospital bed, and Ivan was sleeping next to me.

I staggered to my feet, trying to go out and buy something to eat.

"Brother Shen, you're awake! You've slept for a day and a night, you know? Let's have a bite to eat! ”

I looked up and saw that it was Xiaofeng

I didn't say anything, I took the noodles she handed me and ate them, chewing mechanically, not knowing what it tasted like.

"What about Shanghai?" Ivan asked.

"Fuck it, don't buy it"

"Whatever you want! I think we can sell it, anyway, if we really want to start a business in the future, the information is still in our hands, and we can still start a business. And isn't all this a lack of money to blame? ”

"Then sell," I replied nonchalantly.

Now I feel that I don't care about anything, and I don't want to write my thesis, so what can I do if I can't finish my studies?

Xiaofeng said on the side, "Brother Shen, Ivan, Ivan, told me everything about you." Qingning, who sacrificed so much for her parents, what about you? I know that your parents are not in good health, do you still have your responsibilities? If you are depressed like this, are you worthy of your parents? If Qing Ning saw you like this, wouldn't she blame herself and be sad?".

I was silent for a long time, and then said softly, "Thank you, Xiaofeng!" You're right! I won't be depressed, but I feel uncomfortable and can't accept it for a while, let me slowly pass, don't worry"

"That's good! Eat it, it's all cold."

Han Qingxia's call came in again, and this time I answered

"Mr. Shen, what's the matter with you? Why don't you answer the phone when you say something good? ”

"It's nothing, I don't want to sell it, you already know that one cytokine, I'll give it to you"

"What about the other four? We can send you money now, you can tell me."

"500,000"

"Aren't you ripping off? You can't just say that, can you? I went to your school to report you, do you believe it or not? “。

"You can report it, I can tell you the name of the school" I hung up.

After about ten minutes, the phone rang again, I knew it was Han Qingxia calling, I opened my mouth and said when I connected the phone: "You can go and report it, do you want me to tell you the name of the school"

"Mr. Shen, don't get excited, I know that you must be in urgent need of money, your research results are used to save people, the merit is immeasurable, our boss agreed to give you 500,000"

I didn't speak for a long time, and then I yelled at the phone like crazy, "Are you fucking rich? Why didn't you give it to me last time? Why didn't you give it to me last??? Tell your boss that 500,000 won't be sold! ”

I hung up the phone, feeling unspeakably uncomfortable, why did fate play such a trick on me? Let me see hope again and again, and when I am about to catch up with it, I will destroy hope in front of me alive, and the most painful thing in life is not not gained, but gained and lost. God, why do you have to let me taste it?!

Han Qingxia's call came in again

I answered the phone, didn't want to talk nonsense with her, and said categorically: "1 million, at this price" snapped and hung up the phone again.

I didn't answer the next few calls from her, I didn't think there was any need to answer her calls, she wouldn't buy it, and I wouldn't sell it.

After more than ten minutes, she sent a text message:

"Mr. Shen, 1 million our boss agreed, I know you are not for this money, otherwise you will sell 500,000, you will not answer my phone, I don't know what you have experienced, it must be very painful for you, but things have happened, you have to face it calmly, life is not easy for everyone, we are a small company, it is not easy to come up with 1 million, but we think it is worth it! The reason why I hope so much to get your research results is because it is our boss himself who is sick, but the discovery is quite timely, so if you use your research results, you may be able to control the further deterioration of the condition, you still don't know our Mr. Ye, he is a good person, his lover has passed away, and he has a daughter, can you bear to let his daughter lose her father again? "。

I can't be indifferent after reading the text message, yes, happy families are all similar, and unhappy families have their own misfortunes! Don't always feel like you're the unluckiest person in the world, someone less fortunate than you is much stronger than you! What reason do you have to give up on yourself and complain!

I took the initiative to call Han Qingxia

"Miss Han, I'm sorry, something has happened recently, don't blame it, the price is still 500,000, because this achievement belongs to me and two other classmates, not me alone" I thought to myself: Although Qingning doesn't need money now, the world is unpredictable, what about the future? Wouldn't it be better if there was a sum of money saved for her. Ivan has also done a lot for this experiment and for Qingning, and he should be rewarded with his own. I shouldn't just think about my own feelings and not think about others!

"Mr. Shen, there is no need to explain, we can understand, 1 million is no problem, but you still have to come to Shanghai in person, and we still need you to formulate many treatment plans."

"Oh?!" I was stunned for a moment, I didn't expect the other party to be so happy and willing to give 1 million, I settled down and said: "Yes".

"Then I'll book you a ticket for tomorrow"

"Okay, your doctors and nurses arrange it as soon as possible, don't delay the time, the sooner the treatment, the better"

I hung up the phone, I was quite calm, now the money doesn't mean so much to me, but maybe it's still useful to Qingning, I said to Ivan, "If they didn't lie to me, then the 1 million you want to use will be taken from it, and the rest will be kept by Qingning, if her husband is still so good to her in a few years, we will divide the money, if it is not good for her, I still have to go to her." ”

When I said this, my heart tingled, let's stay up slowly, time will always dilute everything.

"No problem! If you can really get the money, you can transfer it to her, why bother?".

My heart was in turmoil:

"How upset and sad she would have been if she had known that we had raised money not long after she had been married! She couldn't stand the toss anymore. Now that the wood is complete, I only wish her a safe life from now on."

"Senior brother, let him go over the past, you go to Shanghai and be careful, I always feel that this money is too easy to come by."

"Maybe it's poverty that limits our imagination, a million is a lot of money for us, maybe it's nothing to them, not to mention they're used to save lives, don't worry, I'll contact you at any time if there's anything," I said tiredly.