"What the hell I'm going to lose?"

"Didn't you say it just now, there is a woman who likes me and counts you as losing, and now you really lose."

"Don't talk about that, don't put the lying corpse there, you will be lying in the tower again."

"I'll reply to a message first."

[Me: I'm playing a game, I'll talk about it later]

[Yingqiu: Okay, I'll wait for you]

"I'm back, shit, I can't connect without me, right?"

"Don't tell me to tell you!"

......

I switched the interface back to the game from QQ.,But my mind is a little can't cut back.,I don't know if this sudden confession is true or false.,It's her new way of teasing me.,Or the truth of mustering up courage.。

We ended the game as soon as possible so that I could face this "accident" again soon.

[Me: Are you serious? Don't play this joke on me. With the trepidation of doubt, I asked this question.

"Let me ask if it's a joke or a real thing."

"Eighty percent is playing tricks on you, which serious woman can take a fancy to you stupid*?"

"Don't bark at the dog, Lao Tzu is destined to commit peach blossoms, the charm is what you can imagine? You know a bird? ”

[Yingqiu: I'm not kidding. I'm serious. 】

She said she meant it. What do you think? ”

"I don't know about you, why did you ask me when people confessed to you?"

"Who else can I talk to but you?"

[Me: What do you like about me?] I'm just a dead fat house. 】

[Yingqiu: You are very good and filial, and you are angry during the day because of your grandmother. 】

This kind of stubborn reasoning makes me feel a little funny. For I myself know where my fire in the day comes from, and it is only a wanton venting of dissatisfaction with life with outsiders, simply out of my incompetence, and by no means because of the "good" reason of "filial piety".

[Yingqiu: Maybe it's when you push me down during the day.] 】

I didn't know how to answer her, just like I didn't know how to reply to myself. Her upside down post after half a year has long made me not as indifferent to her as I was at the beginning, and it is impossible to say that I have no thoughts about her at all. I even thought we'd date, but it wasn't as overwhelming as it is now.

"It's open, it's open." A voice from the headset interrupted my confused thoughts.

"See." Eyes back to the game, which calmed me down a lot.

[Me: Can you hear me tell me a story?] 】

[Yingqiu: Well, you say.] 】

[Me: When I was very young, my mother didn't want this family to want me. 】

[Me: So as long as I go out with my dad and he leaves my sight, and he says to go to the toilet or pay for it, I will be very scared, afraid of being abandoned again. 】

I know that I would love to say yes, but because I have been timid and cowardly by the inexplicable life I have lived for a long time, I would like to have the courage to move forward, but the reality is that I don't. So I want to tell you, who am I, I want to ask you, take another step towards me, okay?

[Yingqiu: I won't abandon you, my family is actually very harsh on me, so I can understand you. 】

[Yingqiu: So, let me say it again, I like you, can you be my boyfriend?] 】

Finally, you still took that step, what about me? I stood stupidly in place, embraced by you. Forget it, it's just a good game, and the love game seems to be good.

[Me: I replied to your message earlier that I died once, and you have to compensate me. 】

[Yingqiu: How to compensate? 】

[Me: With your whole life. 】

[Yingqiu: This is a promise to me? 】

[Me: Otherwise? But I'm still playing games with my brother.,I can't reply to your message for the time being.。 】

[Yingqiu: Okay, I'm going to sleep too, good night, see you tomorrow.] 】

[Me: Good night.] 】

......

"Dogs, buddies are also people with objects, so show me some respect in the future. On September 1, 2017, I remembered it for my master. ”

"What? Confirmed the relationship? ”

"Hey, isn't it just a love game? I'm just having fun. ”

"It's good if you're happy, but if you don't serve me well, I'll take a taxi to stab you right away."

"Okay, good, this will show you what the first jungler in the national service is."

"Just you? Are you still number one? Just kidding, you didn't make that. ”

I looked at the loading screen on the screen, listening to the mocking sound coming from the headphones, I had never been so happy for a moment, was it finally the end of my hard days?

"Don't scream, it's on, I'll show you!"

......

Last night, it was dark until the middle of the night, and it was now a quarter past seven in the morning, and I was standing in front of the school gate. I've just been catching up on sleep for half an hour on the bus, and now my brain is slow and my feet are hard to lift like lead. I'm really, so sleepy。。。。。

"Ah, I haven't slept much for two days in a row, and after making up for my winter vacation homework all night, I'm moving, and I'm not going to die suddenly after moving a day and playing games until the middle of the night, right?"

Reluctantly, I entered the school gate and stepped on the stairs to the classroom, and every step of the way made me tired.

At this time, Yingqiu rushed out from behind me and ran in front of me with a smile.

"Ah, early." Looking at the familiar faces, I was still as listless as ever.

"Morning! Did you play late last night? Her energetic voice lifted me up a little and began to look at her face again.

Although the relationship was confirmed last night, the distance between us is still the same as in the past, and it is not surprising to think that it is the first day of dating.

"Well, I didn't sleep until the middle of the night." I responded to her questions as usual.

"It's better to go to bed early, otherwise your body won't be able to stand it."

"Good health is like this, just whatever."

"I'm in the classroom."

"Well, you go back to the classroom, I'll go up too." Seeing her back in the distance, I stepped up the stairs to the next floor.

......

The day at school passed quickly, although the two-month summer vacation had just ended, but today's Shanghai is still hot, which makes me unaccustomed to blowing air conditioning at home for two months. In addition, as the saying goes, spring sleepiness, autumn lack of summer nap, two days of no good sleep and today's weather, I basically didn't listen to a class for a day, and I slept on the table, and because of this, today passed quite quickly for me.

"I told the class representative about the homework, wait a minute, you write on the blackboard, get out of class, go back early, don't wander outside."

After listening to the teacher's instructions, after the evening self-study, I packed up my homework and textbooks, memorized my homework and put on my bag, chatted with my classmates and went downstairs together, went out of the school gate, walked through the parents gathered at the school gate, and walked to the stop sign at the station to wait for the train, as usual, there was no change. During this day at school, except in the morning, I didn't see the girl I "should have wanted to see".

Chatting with my classmates about getting into the same car in the sky, sitting at the terminal with a smile and a smile along the way, watching the last classmate leave, I stepped on the second bus I was going to take. My emotions finally calmed down with the sound in my ears.

Leaning against the car window, the afterglow of the setting sun was reflected on my face, I put on my headphones and held my bag, and waited quietly for the departure of the bus with a flat mood.

It's an ordinary life I've long been used to.