Looking at the changing scenery outside the window, I thought of another classmate in the class who was particularly high-profile in love. At that time, when she was pulled by the head teacher and came to our class to find someone, even I was so scared that I didn't dare to speak.

"You have to keep a low profile."

......

After getting out of the car, I chose to go straight home as usual, and I missed her a little as I walked on the road where we moved together that day.

Is it possible that something indescribable could happen? Thoughts of filth came to my mind.

Immediately, I realized what I was thinking and rejected my own idea.

[What about kissing and hugging and lifting high? You can think about it. 】

And so I walked and thought all the way, and when I was a little distracted, someone grabbed me from behind.

"What are you thinking?" Yingqiu asked me with a smile.

"Why are you here?" I'm a little confused, it stands to reason that her parents should pick her up from school.

"My uncle came to pick me up today, and when I saw you, he asked him to let me down."

"Well, anyway, I have something to tell you." Seeing her appearance, the question I was thinking about in the car in front of me came to mind again, and I spoke again: "Don't tell anyone about our affairs, I don't want to be like Jin Shengchuan and them, it will be very annoying." ”

"Okay." She seemed a little frustrated and agreed.

"It's almost time for me to go back, or my mom will talk about me again." She spoke again.

"Well, it's time for me to go back to dinner."

Watching her cross the street and disappear into my field of vision, I looked up and looked at the sky, and saw that the crescent moon had been hung high at some point, and I looked ahead, and the way home became clear in a few flashes.

......

A week passed quickly, and during the week, our relationship seemed to me to be the same as before, only a little more intimate, and I fantasized about what was going on from time to time. And today, September 9th, Yingqiu said two days ago that she wanted to come to me to play, let's watch a movie released some time ago, it stands to reason that there are no genuine resources in China for this movie, but I have never been the master of Anfen, and I found high-quality resources on the Internet early in the morning.

She came over at noon, said hello to my grandmother, and ran into my room.

"Let me hug me." As soon as she entered, she closed the door and grinned and made the request.

Naturally, I opened my arms and let her throw herself into my arms, and now I was not as overwhelmed as I had been at the beginning. We hugged each other and felt the warmth that each other brings. And for the first time, I noticed the scent on her body, which was as reassuring as a quilt sun-dried in the sun, something I hadn't noticed before.

It went on like this for a while, and we were finally willing to let go of each other.

I turned on my computer and started playing the movie as I said. We sat leaning against each other in front of the bed, the sun shining down on us a little bit, I got up and went to the window to close the curtains, and heard the laughter of children playing downstairs.

I went back to her, she looked at the screen, I looked at her. Time flies, the movie ends quickly, but our time together isn't there yet. We started talking about school, talking about all the things we wanted to share with each other, about everything we wanted each other to know.

By the time we realized it was time to finish, the sun was setting, and I opened the curtains and looked out the window at the world. Downstairs, the parents held the children's hands, and through the window, I could vaguely see the fireworks in the building, and the afterglow of the setting sun shone on this perfect world, I once again felt a sense of alienation, and when I turned around, I looked at Yingqiu silently.

She stepped forward to me and said, "Let me hug you a little longer," she said.

I also embraced her with open arms as she had come, and now I was familiar with her breath, and my hands were caressing her long hair scattered on her back, and it was more peaceful than ever.

"Keep your eyes closed." She spoke again.

As she wished, I closed my eyes. Immediately, a wave of warmth covered my lips, and I opened my eyes, she was bathed in the setting sun, every eyelash was clearly visible, and she kissed me forcibly.

Feeling the tip of my tongue breaking into my mouth, I closed my eyes again and began to seriously feel the beauty of my first kiss......

The lips parted, things closed, and the slightly unpleasant breathing confirmed my joy in the last moment, and the cheeks of the two of us, which were more ruddy than the sunset, told each other's true intentions.

"It's time for me to go home." She said.

"Well, do you want me to send you?" I asked stupidly.

"No, I'll just go back by myself." I still couldn't take my eyes off her face, "Why are you staring at me stupidly?" ”

"I'll take you to the elevator." I didn't answer her question.

......

I stood in front of the window again, and I looked at her small figure downstairs, and felt a little lonely from the bottom of my heart.

Until her figure disappeared, I looked at the world again, the children running home, followed by the parents who told them to run slower, and the fireworks in the corridor, this was the most ordinary day.

......

It's nine o'clock in the evening, and I'm sitting in front of my computer and I've just finished a queue. I looked out the window, and the sun had already set, but the scene was still vivid. I seem to like kissing a little bit.

Retracting my gaze, my phone rang just as I was about to start the next ranking.

[Yingqiu: Are you free to answer the phone now?] 】

"Why did you suddenly think of calling me on the big night? Don't you miss me? "I'm a little bit complacent.

[Me: Yes, what's wrong?] 】

Then I got a call from her.

"What's wrong? Miss me? I asked her, a little smugly.

"There's something I want to tell you." Hearing her words, I was a little uneasy, not because of the content, but because of her somewhat choked voice.

"Well, you say."

"Actually, I was gone for the first time, and I was forcibly asked by him when I went to Zhao Wangao's house before." Her voice went from choking to sobbing, and my heart grew heavier.

"When?" I'm desperate to know about this.

"In June." I answered my question crying, and my mood fell into a trough with the answer.

In June, I already knew her, and I still remember that at that time, when I was chatting with my classmates, I learned about Zhao Wangao, and heard what this person did, I knew that he had a problem, and I also knew that he had a relationship with Yingqiu......

But......

I didn't say anything......

Why didn't I say it sooner?

Why didn't I do something?

It's all my fault.

yes, it's all my fault. If only she had been reminded earlier.

Her crying sounded in my ears, and the blame and insults came to my eyes, and this intense self-reproach almost crushed me.

Before I could calm down, she sobbed again and said, "I'm afraid you will dislike me, but I still want to tell you these things, even if you break up with me now, it doesn't matter." ”

"It's okay, if you're willing to tell me honestly, it's okay, don't feel bad, okay?" Listening to her sobs, I suppressed all my negative emotions and gave a somewhat flustered voice of comfort.

After all, I'm used to this kind of damn thing...... Right?

......

Later, under my inquiry, I learned the ins and outs of the matter. I told her that the past was gone and that the important thing was that we belonged to each other in the moment.

Finally, with my reassurance, she slowly fell asleep.

I was finally able to start dealing with my emotions.

It's eleven o'clock in the evening, and I'm walking down the empty road behind the neighborhood, and the dim light of the street lamps hasn't changed, and everything in front of me seems gray and disgusting. I ran as hard as I could, until I was exhausted, and I knelt in the middle of the road.

Blame, anger, sadness, pity, resentment, confusion, and, relief...... These emotions rushed up and tried to swallow me.

Why didn't I remind her sooner? Why would that bastard do such a beast-like thing? Why am I experiencing this kind of thing? It's not her who is at fault, she's also a victim. I want to kill that bastard......

Pain was clogging up in my heart, laughter was in my throat, and I pounded the ground as hard as if only enough pain could soothe me.

......

When I calmed down a bit, my emotions were no longer as excited as they were at the beginning, but the weight of my heart increased again. I haven't been able to get used to the heaviness, and every step I take is as slow as a toy robot. And just like that, I staggered home.

"Where have you been so late?" My father, who had just returned home, asked me.

"Take a walk."