In the blink of an eye, it was time for the end of school, and I packed up the books and belongings I needed to go home early, and I was ready to leave as soon as the teacher gave me the order.

"After class, I also told you about my homework before, and a few students who didn't hand in their homework today will be punished if they don't hand it in tomorrow."

By the time the teacher finished speaking, I had already put on my bag and was ready to leave.

"Silly sword can go?" I asked Zhang Jian, who was not far behind me.

"I'll be later, I'm going to go to the canteen opposite with Deng Gou later." Zhang Jian replied.

Hearing this answer, I also gave up, and turned my head to He Zhe at the other end of the classroom and shouted: "Dog Zhe, can you go?" ”

"Wait a minute, I'll copy today's homework." He Zhe replied to my words unhurriedly.

I walked directly to He Zhe with my bag on my back, helped him stuff the things he needed to go home into the bag, and then urged: "Speed speed." ”

He Zhe quickly copied his homework, and at this time I was already waiting beside him with his bag. He took the bag from my hand, took a cursory look at it, and after making sure it was correct, he put it on his back and walked out of the classroom with me.

"Do you want to go to the small supermarket opposite?" He Zhe asked me when I went downstairs.

"You pay, I'll come." I replied without thinking.

"Forget it." He didn't think twice about it.

……

It was less than five o'clock in the afternoon, and the sun had not yet completely set, but a touch of red on the edge of the sky seemed to urge the child to hurry home.

"Since this semester, you haven't gone to the bakery after school, and you haven't gone to the commissary, and you don't have any money, are you in trouble?" He Zhe, who was standing side by side with me under the bus stop sign, asked.

[Save money to spend on the object, you know a ball.] I'd love to say that, but alas, I can't.

"Don't be embarrassed, your father is not a master of money." I replied by looking down at my phone in my hand.

Looking back on the past month or so, it is true that I basically didn't spend any money. Every day my dad would give me fifteen dollars, eight of which would be the round-trip fare, and the rest would be my breakfast money.

Since I didn't have much money since I was a child, although I have money now, I still haven't developed the habit of eating breakfast, and usually I keep the seven yuan to buy something to eat with my classmates after school. I especially like the five-yuan cup of milk tea in the school face-to-face bag shop, which can be said to be a trip to two ends of three days, and Yingqiu also made me remember her by often inviting me to eat earlier. And since I dated her, I basically haven't been there, and I have saved all the money, because the family is not rich, I don't like to ask for money, so I rely on this little money every day to accumulate a lot, hoping to use it when I meet Yingqiu.

"My car is coming, let's go first." Looking at the approaching bus, He Zhe said to me.

"Goodbye." I glanced at the bus parked in front of me and said to He Zhe.

"Goodbye." Saying that, He Zhe waved his hand and got into the car, while I watched him go away.

"Is it still too wasteful?" I sighed in my heart.

Once, inadvertently, I heard a few of Yingqiu's friends talk about me, I can't remember exactly what they said, but they said that I was nothing, and I was not at all comparable to her ex, the scum I hated. I often wonder if I deserve it.

I've seen a lot of storylines.,It's the male protagonist who feels that he is not worthy of the female protagonist and chooses to "break the wrist of a strong man" and draw a line with the female protagonist.,I don't care if they're right or wrong.,But I think it's the incompetent who make the decision.。

Maybe I'm just a poor kid with unclean hands and feet, maybe I'm not worthy of my beloved girl at all, but I believe that I will not be like this in the future. Yingqiu gave me hope for life, then I have to show the corresponding courage to face the challenges of the future, I will not let her cry like those heroines who were "broken wrists", so I will definitely be able to overcome the dangers of the future and make myself worthy.

At least, that's what I feel at the moment......

……

I've just finished dinner and I'm sitting at my desk right now, and although it's not my habit to write my homework too early, I'm going to meet with Yingqiu later, so I'm going to get my homework done first.

I was not calm at the moment, I was as excited and apprehensive as a child waiting for my parents to bring a gift home. So I chose to finish all the copying homework first, but before I could write a few words, my phone rang.

[Yingqiu: I'm almost at the side door of your community. 】

Seeing this news, I grabbed a light coat from the closet and said hello to my family and went out.

[Me: I'll go downstairs.] 】

……

The sun had just set, and I could still feel the residual heat of the ground being hot. I trotted all the way to the side door until Yingqiu came into view.

I looked at the smiling girl in front of me, and the excitement finally began to subside, I took out my phone to confirm the time and asked, "It's only less than half past six, isn't your class late after school?" Have you had dinner yet? ”

"Eh, I've eaten it, otherwise how can I call it a walk after dinner?" She smiled even more happily when she heard my question.

"Where are we going for a walk? Is it in our community? ”

"Well, it's not good to go too far and be seen by people you know."

"Okay."

As we spoke, we had already held each other's hands and walked down the road that we had walked for an unknown number of times. But this time it was different.

I usually walk very fast, and even the teacher jokes that I walk with the wind. But this time, I just wanted to slow down every step I could.

The moon and stars are scarce, and we are like a little couple everywhere with endless words. Feeling the warmth of my hand and the pleasant voice of the girl beside me, I never knew for a moment that I was alive as I am now.

After walking for about half an hour, we sat down on a bench.

(The following is an unfinished draft)

And when a pleasant cool breeze blows, I really realize that autumn is coming.

People only crave warmth when they feel cold, summer is too hot, winter is too cold, and spring is warm but not cool. Therefore, it is only in autumn that you can enjoy the blessings of the sun the most, and it will not be hot because of the warm sun hanging high, nor will it be cold because of the sweeping autumn wind, and the two complement each other and are the reason why autumn is comfortable.

It's just that...... Time is too short......

But maybe it's because of this "transience" that I can't linger so much......

Looking at the girl who is far away, the word "autumn" is given more meaning.