Gu Yingqing entered the bedroom.

Cheng Yuesheng stopped in place for a moment and glanced at the living room, as if he was looking at the furnishings, as if he was making some kind of psychological preparation.

Then he followed.

Gu Yingqing stood not far from the bedroom door, as if waiting for him.

Cheng Yuesheng came in, and Gu Yingqing was afraid that her grandmother would come back halfway, so she stepped forward and wanted to push the door shut.

Cheng Yuesheng's tall body blocked the door, hindering her movements, seeing that she turned sideways and asked him to close the door, he closed it for her with his backhand.

Seeing this, Gu Yingqing retreated a little.

Because of her behavior of wanting to keep her distance, Cheng Yuesheng's body instantly rushed to the top of his head, his teeth tightened, and his masseter muscles agitated.

Gu Yingqing tilted his face slightly, his eyes were clear, and the two looked at each other without making a sound.

Her gaze flickered gently, and his gaze was calm and powerful.

Gu Yingqing said that sentence without hindrance: "Let's separate."

These words are clearly within the range of Cheng Yuesheng's psychological expectations, and when they come out of her mouth, they are still extremely harsh.

His eyes trembled slightly, and he stopped talking for a moment, wiped his chin with his hand, and couldn't help but take half a step closer to her, "Must you share?"

"Before, whether it was a disagreement with you, or after I knew the truth back then, I didn't mention it, partly because...... I think I like you a lot, I ...... I can't bear it, I think I will never meet someone like you in my life."

Gu Yingqing said his thoughts very honestly, because he felt embarrassed and difficult to speak, his words were a little stumbling, and he lowered his eyebrows suddenly.

She said to herself, "And I was pregnant at the time, and I had a child of a few years old, so I couldn't come up with an idea right away."

"Now you can make a decision right away?" Cheng Yuesheng didn't look at her, "Just because this child is gone?"

"The loss of the child is only part of the reason, to tell you the truth, from the time I found out that I was pregnant with this child, I felt tormented every day, and I don't know if it was good or bad if it was gone."

Gu Yingqing's face showed a fleeting blankness, and he was firm again, "But at least I can be sure that because of its existence, and those things from before have been re-revealed, I ...... As long as I think about its existence, when I think about pregnancy, it seems that I have returned to the days when I was trapped, and I am very reluctant to its existence. Now that I don't have this bond, it just makes me make up my mind faster. Mainly in the past few days, I've figured it out......

Every word that came out of her mouth resonated inside and outside her ears, making her feel like her heart was being pierced from time to time.

But Gu Yingqing couldn't understand what he was sad about.

Was it those dark months, or was it the embryo that came and went?

Cheng Yuesheng looked back at her and said in a tough tone: "You are not in a good state, your mood is unstable, and you don't think clearly enough."

Gu Yingqing looked back at him quietly, dissatisfied with being interrupted by him, and was unhappy.

As he said, she was already affected by emotional and psychological abnormalities, and she was in a hurry to explain the matter clearly, and her tone was inevitably choked with excitement, and she eagerly proved that "no matter whether I am in a good state or not, emotionally stable or not, the breakup is the result of my careful consideration."

Cheng Yuesheng saw that her eyes were anxious, and he didn't interrupt to refute her.

He resisted touching her face, and after a while he asked, "What if I say no?"

Gu Yingqing asked him rhetorically, "Do you have any reason why you have to be me?"

"It's rare for people to be together unless they're the other." Cheng Yuesheng paused, and then said, "It's not that I don't mean that I have to be you."

"But you don't have to be me." Gu Yingqing was sure, "And now, I really can't continue with you."

There was a gap in her chest, and the wind was blowing in it.

Gu Yingqing brainwashed himself, and it is not easy to break up with someone who likes it but can't be together, and sadness is inevitable.

Patience can pass.

"You talk so much because of this, but in fact, you don't understand it at all, you want to convince me at the same time, but also convince yourself," Cheng Yuesheng couldn't help but step forward

, holding her face, looking down at her, and whispering, "People are sometimes not so rational, at least when dealing with feelings."

He lowered his voice very low, and his voice was deceptive and moving.

Gu Yingqing thought that his appearance would make any woman who broke up in front of him recall his goodness, whether it was wild and wild, or every moment of stability and gentleness, and then self-attack, find thousands of reasons not to break up, and finally be bewitched by him in a daze and return to his arms.

"You advise people not to be reasonable, but what about yourself?" Gu Yingqing felt very aggrieved, "You are more rational than anyone else."

Cheng Yuesheng didn't speak, it was the silence that he would have after he was guessed.

After a long time, he said, "I can't be irrational."

"Indeed, you have been planning for so many years, step by step, and if you are careless, you will lose everything, of course you have to be sensible." Gu Yingqing found that his throat was stagnant, and his heart trembled.

She stepped back a little, out of his palm.

"So, whether it's realistic, emotional, or characteristic, it's not possible."

Before she remembered it, her heart was even more bitter, "I can't fit into your life, you and I don't know how to get along with each other when you communicate with me out of bed. I...... I know you have your plan, but every time I ask you and don't get an answer, I don't dare to ask any more because I'm worried and curious. Xu Anrong said that I have no self-knowledge when I climb up to you, and Shen Shujun said that you are tired of me sooner or later...... Actually, I mind, but I can't tell you, I'm afraid you'll be impatient, I'll think you'll think I'm not interesting, I'm afraid you'll get tired of me......

Gu Yingqing was unspeakable, and there was a kind of embarrassment of humbly exposing the wound to him, but it didn't matter, anyway, this was already over.

She masochistically numb, "I know very well that you grew up in a privileged environment, and you are neither short of women nor material things, so what can I give you? I'm afraid that you don't need me, and slowly I'll find me boring, so I constantly want to please you and make you happy, and I occasionally feel disgusting because ...... Even ......"

Gu Yingqing was a little incoherent, "Sometimes, I think that if you just need me in bed, then I will satisfy you......

Her eyes were red because of embarrassment, and she choked up depressedly: "You are indeed very attractive to women, and people can't help but be tempted and fall into it...... Every day with you, there will be a kind of psychological satisfaction and stimulation, after all, how many men like you are in this world? And there are a lot of women like me."

The two stood opposite each other, Gu Yingqing had been burying her head since she said this, but she could feel that Cheng Yuesheng's eyes were always on top of her head.

Her heart was empty, and she felt a kind of embarrassment that she had nowhere to escape.

Suddenly plucked up the courage to raise his head, Cheng Yuesheng's eyebrows and eyes were still heroic, which made people tired of looking at it.

"If I hadn't found you in the first place, we wouldn't have started at all. Maybe I fell in love with you because I used you as a lifesaver in the desperate situation of being controlled by others, and I wanted to have someone I could rely on."