Gu Yingming sleeps every day, but his body is still overdrawn all the time, and he always feels that he can't sleep enough and can't wake up.

I was able to sleep very deeply before.

When she fell asleep, there were many dreams, some were boundless, some were mirror images of reality, some were bad and some were good, and occasionally she would know that she was dreaming, and she didn't want to wake up.

Halfway through a half-dream, I turned around, half-opened my eyes and was stunned for a while, and then I was able to pick up the next dream.

After I slept today, I couldn't sleep peacefully.

In the dream, it was as if he was standing opposite him in the bedroom, and the words he had said lingered in his ears from time to time, but his expression and tone were always blurry, so that people could not see and touch.

Only the last back is very clear.

Maybe it was the shirt and trousers on Cheng Yuesheng's body, which inexplicably reminded her of some men's clothing styles, and then dreamed of returning to Zhougang one night, he drank, she carefully unbuttoned his shirt and trousers from him, and took off the shirt and trousers for him.

In a trance, I thought that Cheng Yuesheng still had a lot of clothes in her house, and she had to go back and pack them up for him as soon as possible.

Then the picture returned to Nanjiang's bedroom, under the quilt, she leaned on his chest, the two watched a movie, and after he received a phone call, he dressed and went out.

This trip was several days, and she didn't have any news from him, and she was anxious.

called him, Cheng Yuesheng answered, and she asked him, "What have you been doing these days?"

He replied, "You can't take care of it, haven't you all broken up?"

just hung up the phone, she was crying, Li Fangchang called again, and asked her if she wanted to attend Cheng Yuesheng's funeral.

Her heart was like a knife, she couldn't speak for a long time, and her voice was as hoarse as if it had been polished by sandpaper: "I just called him......

Li Fangchang said, "That's not him, he doesn't want you to be sad, he is looking for someone to lie to you, he was killed the night he left your house."

She didn't believe it.

Li Fangchang told her again that Cheng Yuesheng could have escaped the catastrophe, but the enemy used her as a threat, and Cheng Yuesheng died with others.

She said that it was impossible, Cheng Yuesheng had already broken up with her, what was the value of threatening him with her again?

She went to the cemetery that Li Fangchang said to verify, and the funeral had just ended.

It was dark like night, and the staff was sealing the tomb.

A group of people dressed in black for the funeral were gathering around a new tomb, with several of his relatives, a few friends and subordinates, and a child.

Everyone's faces were heavy, and they hid their faces and wiped away tears.

Cheng Yuesheng's name is clearly written on the tombstone, and the face on the tombstone photo is handsome and young, with a cold expression, and when he is serious, he always makes people feel that he is browning, but he can't suppress the arrogance in his eyes.

It is not difficult to see that the photos of him from his younger years were used.

The appearance overlapped with the video of his ice hockey game that Gu Yingqing had watched, and the face in the opening player introduction.

She always felt that it was not him inside, so she walked over and went to lift the tomb cover.

No one could stop her.

The person was not cremated, there was a coffin inside, and others refused to help her, so she did it herself.

Picking up the slate and mud, she dug little by little, her hands were dirty, mud and tears.

When she finally saw the lid of the coffin, she pushed it open halfway and saw a pair of hands neatly placed on her belly in a well-fitting suit.

He would never do such a disciplined and quiet movement.

But these hands ...... She recognized it.

Gu Yingqing woke up this time, and he woke up with a sob.

The tears were still flowing, and the pillow under his face was already soaking wet.

She swallowed her throat and moved her heavy body, barely breathless as she looked at the ceiling.

After such a long and complicated dream, when she looked at the time, it was only past eleven o'clock at noon, and she had only slept for more than two hours.

Gu Yingqing changed clothes and walked out of the bedroom, heard the sound of talking, and walked out to the living room, only to hear Jin Yuyin and grandma talking in the kitchen.

Say what to put in the pigeon soup and how to stew it so that it can taste good and replenish qi and blood.

When Jin Yuyin came out of the kitchen, she saw Gu Yingqing standing

In the living room outside the corridor, staring at the floor-to-ceiling window of the small balcony on the other side of the dining room, I was stunned.

"Hey, I was trying to wake you up." Jin Yuyin smiled in surprise and followed her gaze again, "What are you looking at?"

Gu Yingqing also smiled, and while looking at Jin Yuyin's sexy and sporty outfit that was different from usual, she said, "I look at the weather, I have been lying down for too long recently, and I feel that time has passed quickly."

Jin Yu saw that Gu Yingqing's face was bloodless, his eyes were cold, but his smile was as usual, and there was an indescribable sense of familiarity in his heart.

Jin Yuyin pretended to be nothing: "It's very fast, I've been busy with all the projects before, and I'm going to be busy with new exhibitions at the end of the month, this time I'm the one to take the lead."

She raised her eyebrows at Gu Yingqing, wanting to liven up the atmosphere, but she used a little too much force.

Gu Yingqing cooperated with her and gave her a thumbs up: "Being reused so quickly shows that you were born to eat this bowl of rice."

Grandma peeked at them from the kitchen.

Sleeping late all day, Gu Yingqing knew that this was not a good phenomenon, but he didn't want the old man to worry, so he went in to help serve the dishes and deliver the bowls.

Grandma saw her bending over to pick up something in the cupboard, and subconsciously opened her mouth to stop her: "You don't need this, you need to rest!"

"I've been lying down for a week."

"You have to raise it for a month."

"No, the doctor said that three days in bed is enough, pay attention to rest within a week, and you can't lift heavy objects for a month. Gu Yingqing calmly mentioned the postoperative recuperation of the miscarriage.

She wanted to break the situation where they were cautious in front of her for fear of upsetting her.

Jin Yuyin came in, and didn't know how to answer.

Grandma insisted and glanced at her, "What do you know?" asked her again, "What about Cheng Yuesheng?"

Gu Yingqing said freely: "I asked him to go back to Nanjiang, it's not good for him to delay his work for a long time."

"That's true." Grandma took the pigeon soup from the pot and poured it into the soup cup, "Your grandfather came here before he left, and helped arrange this and that, and then you fell down again. I guess I was afraid of disturbing your rest, I heard him talking on the phone late at night, he slept on the sofa outside for the first two days, and then went to the hotel outside, and he bought and delivered food for you every day."

Gu Yingqing was silent.

After dinner, grandma went to take a lunch break, Gu Yingqing also went back to the room, feeling that it was only a meal, and she wanted to sleep again, and she was so tired that she felt chest tightness after saying a few words.

Jin Yuyin followed, saw her instantly sluggish eyes, and stepped forward to hug her and comfort: "Qingqing, this child just has no fate with you, don't be too sad."

She thought that Gu Yingqing was sad about the loss of her child.

Gu Yingqing wanted to explain, meditated for a long time, and didn't know where to start, so he simply said directly, "I broke up with Cheng Yuesheng."

Jin Yuyin was surprised: "Why? Don't you like him very much?"

And Cheng Yuesheng has been staying in her hometown with Gu Yingqing during this time, she thought that their relationship was not bad, just because of the miscarriage?

She didn't dare ask.

Gu Yingqing sat down on the bed, "Yuyin, I may really be sick."