I brought my suitcase, packed my clothes and everything, threw away all the things I had used, and kept what I could. After living for so long, I realized that there are not many things that belong to me in this place.

I began to look around this place seriously, I have lived with Xu Yan for so long, even if this house does not make me feel at home, every time I get along with friends outside, I am very relaxed, as soon as I walk to the elevator and enter this house, my mood becomes very solemn.

I didn't expect me to cry again, I don't have a photo here, Xu Yan and I haven't had a photo for a long time, only at the company's annual meeting, we will have a group photo, but only with everyone.

I took out my savings card and put a slip of paper and wrote down the password, any password I had was his birthday and he knew it all along.

I went to apply for a new phone card without telling him, created another WeChat, and only added a few people.

After I had everything taken care of, I put the keys on the table and finally left the apartment with my suitcase.

Really goodbye, even if I can't pay Xu Yan's money yet.

Downstairs, I met Grandma Song, who is a resident of our side, and she is playing in the common area below with a little granddaughter.

Grandma Song saw me carrying my suitcase and hurriedly asked me, "Xiaoyu, where are you going?" ”

"I'm going on a tour." That's all I can say.

Her little granddaughter saw me running to me in a hurry, hugging my lap and calling me auntie, and asking me where I was going.

My heart was about to melt, I opened my bag to find a lollipop, handed it to her and looked at her eyes smiling like a crescent moon, I couldn't help but pick her up and say, "Auntie is going on a trip, you won't be able to see me for a long time." ”

"Then I'll miss you all the time." My heart suddenly warmed, and I saw Grandma Song smiling very happily.

"This little chick likes you so much."

After chatting with Grandma Song for a while, they separated.

At the end of the month, Xu Yan and I will work overtime until late at night, and we will also do it in the office.

He drove away without waiting for me every time, and I had to take a taxi back. When I returned to the apartment, Xu Yan said that she didn't want to see me, so I could only walk out of the apartment and sit on the edge of the downstairs, but my stomach was very abnormal that day, it hurt very much, I thought it was just a stomach, and I sat on the side of the road to slow down. When Grandma Song saw me, she suddenly pointed at me and said, "Oh girl, you're bleeding." ”

I was startled and looked over, a pool of blood. My mind was so big that I couldn't even think of what was going on. I didn't know what happened to me until the ambulance came, it turned out that I had a miscarriage.

This child came and went fast, and I only felt in a trance when I was lying in the hospital. The hand subconsciously touched his belly and sighed, it turned out that there was also a child here.

Xu Yan didn't come once, I told him about it, and he didn't say anything, my first pregnancy, my first miscarriage, he remained indifferent throughout the whole process.

On the contrary, Grandma Song has been bringing me soup and comforting me. Here, it is also felt that strangers can be so good. Xu Yan didn't pick me up until I was discharged from the hospital, but then he directly asked me to be in the apartment and stopped my work for a while, saying that I wanted me to have a good rest.

On the contrary, Momo has been coming to see me, and always brings me a lot of supplements made by her, I really love Momo, she is so good.

Tsk, I remembered this again, but when I quarreled with Xu Yan later, Xu Yan said very seriously that I was really disgusting when I was pregnant, and it was true that I was not sad, but I still said stubbornly: "I also feel disgusting to be pregnant with you." ”

But when I was pregnant for the second time, he didn't bring a condom, and I forgot because I was busy with the project, and when I remembered to eat, it had been a day and a half, and I was still pregnant with luck.

I didn't tell him that a person went to the hospital to make an appointment for the report, but when he did it with me, I was very careful and careful that he didn't think it was normal, and then I showed him the appointment form, and he took me to the hospital for an abortion the next day.

The whole process is still as plain as water, and I sometimes wonder if it's worth it.