The room was quiet for a few minutes.

They were standing in the hallway, one leaning against the entryway cabinet and not knowing how to speak, and the other looking down at the person in front of him, ready to ask questions.

"Aren't you going to talk?" Yan Cheng asked softly.

Zhong Jiuyin took a deep breath and raised his eyes to look at him.

"I'll tell you a secret first, it might be outrageous, but can you believe it as much as you can?"

Yan Cheng nodded: "Okay." ”

"From last year to the first half of this year, I was more depressed and hated myself. The only slightly better time was when I was filming that movie for a month. ”

"I took it as my last chance, and I valued it very much, and in order to shoot a good action scene, I also went to a martial arts school for two months, reciting lines day and night, shaping myself into an image that perfectly matches the character, and even the lines of other characters I remember clearly. But I didn't expect that after filming, I was still pressed by Feng Qing and couldn't broadcast it. ”

"Then I had an emotional breakdown and went out in a trance and had a car accident...... I had amnesia the day I woke up. ”

At this point she paused, not knowing what to make an expression.

Yan Cheng answered in a timely manner: "You told me a few times before, you lost your memory in a car accident and can't remember the past." ”

But at that time, she was grinning, and he only thought she was deliberately playing a joke. Later, I found out that she always didn't understand those popular hot words, so she believed it a little, but the direction of guessing was also to guess the situation that her memories were not connected after her split personality.

Now she specifically mentions amnesia... A strange thought flashed through Yan Cheng's mind.

Zhong Jiuyin confirmed his conjecture.

"I evasively took that character for myself. I thought I was crossing over. ”

If it weren't for the real experience, she wouldn't have believed that such a bloody thing really happened.

Even if Yan Cheng was mentally prepared, he was stunned by this strange secret.

"You think that character is your own?"

He frowned and pondered for a few seconds, then asked, "Are you really sure it's not a split personality?" Different personalities will have their own complete personal information, for example, a 30-year-old person splits into a 7-year-old child of a different era, for example, a person who has suffered domestic violence will fantasize about becoming an anti-domestic violence woman reported in the newspaper, having her own family and her own career..."

"No, neither. I don't remember anything the day I woke up, it was living as a whole new person. ”

She has also communicated with the doctor in the past few days and knows about the split personality.

"Split personalities can perceive the existence of the other personality before each other, because as long as the main personality does not die, there will always be a time when they will come out and control the body together, so that for example, the pillow that is put today may be inexplicably placed elsewhere tomorrow, do you know what I mean? But I'm different, it's just me who is in control of my body, I just don't remember what it used to be. ”

Yan Cheng stopped talking, silently digesting this amazing secret.

After a while, he asked, "Is it because of the blood in the brain?" ”

"Probably. I woke up with no memory, and in order to avoid being found out if I made a mistake, the doctor checked for the last time, and I said that there was no discomfort, and then I was discharged from the hospital. Guo Mingli took me to a very small hospital, and I was not found to have blood in my brain. ”

After talking about these messy little details, she exhaled and was ready to get back to the point. But at this time, Yan Cheng suddenly asked, "Are you scared the day you wake up?" ”

Zhong Jiuyin was stunned for a moment, and then tears welled up in his eyes again.

She pursed her lips and nodded silently.

That day was actually very special, as a "Liyin", she had just died under the betrayal of her friends, and as "Zhong Jiuyin", she had just had a car accident and lost all her memories, and there was no good person around her.

There must be confusion and panic, but the excitement of "crossing through the white to pick up a life" has suppressed those sour emotions.

Because of his inquiry, Zhong Jiuyin's voice trembled a little when he spoke, and the smile on his face couldn't stop the tears from rolling in his eyes.

"I was a little scared, and when I got back from the hospital, I quickly turned through the diary I had written before to confirm what the situation was at that time."

"But this is also a good thing, I used to be trapped in my emotions, and I really thought that I was unlucky to encounter so many unlucky things, after losing my memory, I could see at a glance that someone was behind the ghost, and then I kicked Guo Mingli smoothly and pulled out Feng Qing."

If there is no amnesia, she may remain depressed and unable to see through the truth until she is really disappointed and quits the circle.

Yan Cheng reached out and stroked her hair.

She held back her tears and continued to smile and said: "That character is indeed something I like very much, and it is also a bit similar to my character before my debut, so my friends, my mother, and Feng Qing didn't feel that something was wrong." But you should be speechless, right? How could anyone go to school for 16 years and end up not even knowing the English alphabet? ”

"Yes, I thought you did it on purpose." Yan Cheng also smiled with her, wiping his fingers at the end of her eyes.

She swallowed the sourness in her throat and asked, "Then do you like the Zhong Jiuyin before?" ”

Yan Cheng nodded without hesitation: "I like it." ”

"But I'm not like her."

Zhong Jiuyin blinked, the tears finally flowed, she looked at Yan Cheng's face very clearly, and the silent expression seemed to have been expected.

"I'm not like her. Different memories will create different people, just like you said split personality, the second personality and the main personality can be seen as two different people, what you like is Zhong Jiuyin, who is full of energy all day long, or rather, the character of Liyin. ”

"It's not." Yan Cheng's attitude is very clear, without the slightest hesitation, the doctor said that people who are not confident and insecure need to be unreserved and preferential.

"Even if you have amnesia, your speech, behavior, and preferences should also be affected by physical habits, and you also said that that character is a bit similar to your previous personality, then at least part of what I like is you."

He went to shake her hand, cold and warm to the touch, Zhong Jiuyin was a little stiff.

Unaware of this, he continued, "I was asked to distinguish between you and 'her' because we both thought they weren't the same person. But you've always been a human being, so I don't need to distinguish between them..."

Zhong Jiuyin interrupted him: "I should be very strange to you now, right?" Can you really continue with a stranger to me? ”

Yan Cheng's voice gradually disappeared, looked at her, and said again after a while: "You always have to give me a chance to try." ”

She pursed her lips and couldn't speak.

The two hands seemed to be holding intimately, but in fact he was forcibly grabbing her stiff wrist.

"It's not just because of this secret, is it? Something else has happened, so you've been very resistant to my approach for the past two days. Is it what Feng Qing told you? What did she say? ”

Zhong Jiuyin's mouth opened, repeated several times, but he didn't know what to say, and finally took a few deep breaths to suppress his tears before he spoke-

"She said that the reason why she targeted me in the past two years was because she was jealous that I saved you."

(End of chapter)