"I'd rather believe that she has some other grudge with me, or is dissatisfied that I am more valued by the company after signing with the company, but her reasons are too much... Too..."

She couldn't even find the right words to describe it, she just thought it was ridiculous.

"Just because she recognized that I saved you, and I didn't, she was afraid that you would support me because she thanked me for helping me pick up resources. Just because of jealousy, jealous of something that hasn't happened yet, or maybe even won't happen at all, can suppress me behind my back for two years and force me to quit the circle. ”

and if the blow was too big, she hesitated again and again, but she still didn't vomit unpleasantly.

"Remember when I told you that all my bad luck was just to save up for luck? Not really. Feng Qing said, all my bad luck is because I ran into you. ”

At this time, Yan Cheng's hands also became stiff.

A passage pierced the hearts of two people.

"So you blame me?" Yan Cheng let go of his hand and asked in a low voice.

Zhong Jiuyin shook his head desperately: "No." You're not wrong, could you have guessed that someone would make a fuss about it when you fainted on the side of the road with low blood sugar? I can tell right from wrong. ”

"You're not wrong."

"Yes, I'm not wrong, we're all right, all the fault is because Feng Qing is too jealous and too vicious. But ......"

She tried to calm her emotions and explained to him, "But I just mind. ”

"When Feng Qing said this to me, my first reaction was to think, if I hadn't met you at the beginning, would I have been able to develop step by step according to the career plan I made for myself before graduation and live the life of an actor I like very much."

"Do you know what that means? It means that every day I am with you, I think about it over and over again. ”

"When holding hands and hugging, I might think, if it weren't for you, the wound on my wrist wouldn't exist. When I kiss and go to bed, I think, how can I live this life with you that I think nothing happened. If we quarrel one day, I may say anything when I'm emotional, blaming all my disappointments on you, yelling that you are all to blame... It's too ugly, and it's scary just to think about. ”

So in order to prevent that from happening, it's best for the relationship to end here and still make a good impression on each other.

After saying a long paragraph, her breathing was a little short, and she looked at Yan Cheng, who pressed his eyebrows, and the lines connecting her jawline to her neck were tense.

"So what do you want me to do? Parted? ”

Those two words came out, and the atmosphere became solidified.

Coming to this point, Zhong Jiuyin calmed down and said, "Let's be separated for a while, I can't continue to be with you now." ”

Yan Cheng closed his eyes: "Cruel enough to me." ”

Zhong Jiuyin opened his eyes, endured it, but the tears still couldn't hold back, dripping down his cheeks, and were wiped away by his fingertips.

"I know it's not fair to you, and I can't blame you for it, but I'm ...... But I'm ......"

"Okay," Yan Cheng said suddenly, "we'll be apart for a while." ”

She froze, and then tears flowed even more: "I'm sorry. ”

Yan Cheng took a step forward, raised his hand to hold her face, inserted his fingers into her long loose hair, gently pressed the back of her head against himself, put his forehead against his forehead, and said, "I know, don't say it." ”

Then he tentatively kissed her, his lips touched gently, Zhong Jiuyin did not refuse, but his eyes were still unwilling to look at him, so he closed his eyes and slowly increased the kiss.

It's like the last kiss before the earth collapses and the mountain cracks, and it's so lingering that it's uncomfortable.

Zhong Jiuyin opened his eyes at this time, looking at Yan Cheng's eyelashes trembling, the tails of his eyes were red, and a string of tears flowed when he kissed and kissed, mixed with the coldness on her face.

She silently pushed his shoulders away, and Yan Cheng still maintained the movement of kissing her, looking down at the ground.

Obviously, the doors and windows were closed, but I felt that the cold wind blowing in from the outside, and no matter how heavy the coat was, I couldn't resist it.

Zhong Jiuyin shuddered, sniffed, and didn't know how to say the next sentence.

The matter has been said and said, and there is nothing left to spare. But she could even say "let's separate", but now she can't say the words "let's go".

After being speechless for a while, Yan Cheng helped her wipe off the wet marks on her face.

He was in a stable mood, even if his eyes were red, his tone was gentle and powerful: "Stay at home and rest well for the past two days, and if your friend is free, you can let her accompany you." The previous drama is about to be broadcast, if you don't want to see it, let Qian Yu help you forward and promote it, you don't have to come forward. ”

"I know it all."

"The endorsement activities and variety shows can be pushed as much as you can, let Qian Yu choose a few for you that don't require so much exercise, and avoid strenuous exercise. Don't worry about taking the show, there are already many people at the klapori night banquet who have taken a fancy to you. I can help with Feng Qing's matter, the doctor said that you rarely see her......"

"I know, I know," she said, taking him by the arm, "you don't have to go into such detail for me. ”

"Why is it not necessary? We are separated for a short time, not for the rest of our lives. Even if I can't be together for the rest of my life, can't I plan more for my favorite ex-girlfriend? He said calmly.

Zhong Jiuyin was dumbfounded.

"Yan Cheng, we ......"

"You said I wasn't wrong, you don't blame me, you just mind my role in that. The fish bones are digested one day, will your mind never disappear for the rest of your life? ”

"Even if it does, it will take a long time, so long that you don't have the patience to wait."

"I'll wait."

She looked at that face, suddenly felt a breath in her heart, shook her hand and walked into the living room, and said casually, "Then you wait." ”

She didn't clean up the pile of things on the floor when she went into the living room, but turned on the air conditioner to get water to drink, cup after cup, when she couldn't see him.

Yan Cheng was still standing at the door and said, "We're just getting through a difficult time together, aren't we?" ”

"No," Zhong Jiuyin put down the cup and didn't look back at him, "Haven't I gotten through enough difficulties?" Don't want to go through it again. ”

It's a rejection in disguise. When a person makes a certain decision, no matter whether the original intention is good or bad, when others refuse to follow her plan, it will only increase her negative emotions.

This is especially evident for people like her who are emotionally unstable.

Yan Cheng definitely doesn't want to break up, even if they separate, there must be a deadline.

Feng Qing, who was nothing, deliberately said something to sow discord, and their relationship was about to come to an abrupt end, which he couldn't accept.

In the solution given by Zhong Jiuyin, he would rather choose to continue to be together with estrangement, so that the bad guy is still by his side, he can comfort when he cries, and he can hug when he is uncomfortable. However, the doctor warned him to be more obedient and tolerant of her.

She will save herself, and he will trust her.

So Yan Cheng moved his stiff legs, walked to the living room in silence, helped clean up a bunch of contract scripts on the ground, put them in the box, and then left on his own, holding the doorknob before leaving, and looked at her for a long time.

But Zhong Jiuyin never turned around, and he didn't look at him.

(End of chapter)