Someone asked me about the origin of spring, and I remembered the first time I met you.

Mr. Yuan and I both like the song "When You're Old" very much.

The little niece was sent to the house by her mother as a guest, and Mr. Yuan was cooking in the kitchen, humming "When You Are Old".

She hugged the rabbit with teary eyes and walked up to Mr. Yuan:

"Uncle, can you please stop singing this song?"

I bent down and touched her hair, smiled and asked her:

"Why don't you let your uncle sing this song?"

"Aunt Zhou said that when the hair turns gray, people will go to a place called heaven. It's beautiful, but no one will find you again. ”

She opened her mouth and cried out, hugging the rabbit tightly.

Yes... So it was. It turns out that children are also afraid of life and death.

But at our age, we just want to grow old with our loved ones. It's fun, it's exciting, it's new.

Curious about what we will look like in 100 years.

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When I went to work, I received a bouquet full of stars. Take a card with you, I don't know who gave it.

――You are the most beautiful accident, the smiling face shining at the foot of the snow-capped mountains. It is the most gentle and safe existence in my heart, and the four seasons are very good, if you are here.

The handwriting is very familiar, but the date of the card does not match the number, a year ago today.

Without paying too much attention to it, I took the flowers home. But every once in a while, I would receive flowers, and every time I brought them home, Mr. Yuan would look at me with a dark face and change the flowers again and again.

I think I know who sent it.

Except for Qu Zhi'an, who else will always remember me?

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Mr. Yuan cut a slice of lime and gave it to the rabbit, but he didn't know anything. I thought I was feeding it, so I opened my mouth and bit it.

He spit it out again and licked his nose with his little tongue. Two small paws propped up the ground and jumped two steps back.

Mr. Yuan laughed and took his mobile phone to record it.

Thinking it was gone, I was going to bring it over. Unexpectedly, it put its nose up again, sniffed it, and bit it again. Repeat the cycle, take one bite and jump twice. Take one bite and jump twice.

Mr. Yuan sat on the ground, his eyebrows and eyes were crooked. Reach out and hold the rabbit, lift it high, and touch the rabbit's little nose with your nose:

"Rabbit! Why are you so cute?! ”

When cooking,

Mr. Yuan never let the rabbit into the kitchen. Scared rabbits, as long as Mr. Yuan is in the kitchen, it has developed the habit of guarding the kitchen door. Standing at the door, far away from Mr. Yuan, but his eyes were very attentive to watch Mr. Yuan cook.

As soon as he walked out of the kitchen, the rabbit followed.

Thinking that it was in the way, Mr. Yuan said:

"Go find your mother, don't stick here."

The rabbit didn't understand it, thinking it was scolding. Shrugging his head, he cautiously walked to his nest and stayed quietly.

Maybe the little appearance was too pitiful, Mr. Yuan squatted down again, clapped his hands at the rabbit, and called it back.

Hearing the applause, it was very cheerful, and the rabbit swished happily to Mr. Yuan's feet, flattering licking/his palm.

followed Mr. Yuan to the direction of the kitchen, but he was still watching from the door.

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The rabbit is still a puppy, and Mr. Yuan wonders if he is a bit stupid.

I always feel that it is not bright.

I smiled and said, didn't you bring the socks back to the rabbit when you were looking for them.

Before I went to Shanghai, I had a stick figure of a rabbit tattooed on my foot.

When he came back, he was discovered by Mr. Yuan.

After a few days, we were on our lunch break. I lay on his back and he fell asleep. Accidentally pressed his arm, he frowned and touched it, but he didn't wake up.

I looked sideways, and I didn't know when he had a tattoo of a colored rabbit catching a butterfly on the inside wall of his left arm.

Secretly covered his mouth and smiled, and fell back on top of him.

Warm.

Very secure.

Very happy!

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My friend An Luo recommended that I read a beautiful novel, a story of the Republic of China. The plot is novel, and the chapters are a bit short.

I watched half of it in one night,

An Luo has told the plot, and it is a very sad story. At night, I watched and cried, and I just felt very sadistic! It's sadistic!

The general has always had people abuse the one he loved.

Use excuses to imprison

It's really not a human thing.

The general, at all, is not human.

There is a sentence that fits the scene very well with that novel:

-- You are too cowardly, you don't dare to revolt in troubled times, you don't dare to be a warlord during the Republic of China, and you don't dare to say I love you when the world is peaceful.

The general never believed that the one he loved dearly also loved him.

The next day, I went to Anro with swollen eyes. I say:

"Let me go back in time and kill the general with one shot!"

Anro told me that the one she felt most sorry for was the general.

He loves, but doubts.

He just can't express it, so he chooses an extreme way to let the person he loves stay by his side obediently.

And I feel sorry for the person whom the general loves so much.

The man who is delicate on the surface and the inside.

I used to have a wife.

I love the general, but I never told him. Love is too lowly, and longing has become extravagant.

I want to put you in the shelf, I want to dismantle you and eat you.

The general is a rough man and never expresses love. Although it is said to be an ear/American novel, I was still attracted to the plot.

How to say, I used to love Nianjun. A lot of people ask me, how do you keep going?

And how did you let go?

I couldn't answer, someone else was not myself, and I couldn't understand how I felt at the time. Probably like the general, he gave too few opportunities. Finally gave him a chance, I want to live well, I want to treat him well. But the man fell forever on the way to the arch... On the road.

The inner narrator, who begged several times to "look back at me", did not wait for the last look in this life.

The general did not turn around, nor did he have the last look of this life.

Will you encounter it again in the next life?

If you love it, say it out loud. Dignity is a tutorial when you learn to love yourself, and when you know how to love, just say it. Even if there is no chance in this life. Even if you do your best in this life. I don't regret it.

Don't let life trample on your longing for love and affection.

The troubled times are deep into the play, and the army is helped into the red dust.

Therefore, he suffered from the suffering of the red dust, and in the next life, he only forgot the previous abyss.

General, I'm on my way home.

It can be seen that the tree in front of the mahogany door has fallen.

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Mr. Yuan was jealous, and I was afraid. Nian Jun has just gotten married, and he came to my house for something. Mr. Yuan went to work and hasn't come back yet.

There is nothing extra at home except for me and Mr. Yuan's slippers. Thinking that it was rude to let Nian Jun go barefoot, he gave him Mr. Yuan's slippers.

As soon as Mr. Yuan got home, he couldn't find his slippers at the entrance, so he walked barefoot to the living room. Seeing me and Nian Jun talking and laughing, I looked down and saw that Nian Jun was wearing his slippers on his feet. In his hand was his cup.

His eyebrows furrowed, and he glared at me fiercely.

I hurriedly stood up and ran to him.

He said, "Where are my slippers?" ”

"I'm sorry, Nian Jun came to the house for a little something. There were no extra shoes, so I gave yours to him to wear. ”

"Nianjun?" ……

"Hmm."

"What about the cup?"

"Ahh Cup, I forgot to find him a paper cup in a hurry. If you're thirsty, use mine first. ”

Nian Jun walked up to us, stretched out his hand to Mr. Yuan, and said:

"I've heard for a long time that Xiaomu has a boyfriend, and today I finally met me. Hello, I'm Nianjun. ”

Mr. Yuan stretched out his hand to shake him back: "Hello, my name is Yuan Shubai." ”

At that moment, I remembered when the media was commenting on Leslie Cheung. once said that when the modest him (Leslie Cheung) was filming "Farewell My Concubine", when Teacher Zhang Manling and her husband Shi Yansheng served as the Peking Opera consultant of "Farewell My Concubine", they met for the first time, and Leslie Cheung said: Teacher Shi, Teacher Zhang, hello, my name is Leslie Cheung.

He put himself in the position of a student.

I have always known that Nian Jun is a flamboyant person, but at this time, compared to Mr. Yuan, I felt that he was not stable at all for the first time.

On the contrary, it was Mr. Yuan, who added a lot of points.

As soon as Nian Jun left, Mr. Yuan began to clean up the table. He threw his cup and mine in a plastic bag, and picked up the slippers on my feet.

I sat on the couch with my feet raised:

"What are you doing? Why did you throw it all away? ”

"I don't want it anymore. You go change your clothes and go to the supermarket with me. ”

"Why?"

"Don't ask so much nonsense, hurry up."

In the supermarket, Mr. Yuan bought and took a couple of seagull cups. I chose two pairs of couple's slippers and two pairs of regular slippers.

He pushed the cart, and his face, which had been dark all the way, finally eased.

I thought he was going to settle the bill, but he grabbed me back as soon as I took a step. Take my hand and go to choose pajamas. He took a pink pajama and compared it with me, put it in the shopping cart, and took the gray one from the side.

Is... Couples...

When I checked out, I realized that not only pajamas, cups, slippers, but also toothbrushes, towels, pillows, etc., were all for couples.

I looked at him in embarrassment, and realized that the people in line behind me were looking at us both. He looked like a nobody, and took a box of "small umbrellas" from the counter to check out with a blank face.

I was so red that I could drip blood.

When he got home, he was busy for more than 20 minutes, putting away all the things he had bought.

With big eyes, it's like a little couple who have just fallen in love, full of couple suits.

Immature...

"Okay, remember to call me next time he comes. You dare to go behind my back to see him again. No one is allowed to use my stuff, not even facial cleanser! It's all for couples... How embarrassed is he to use..."

It turns out that I am jealous of working so long!

That... It seems to be forgivable for being so naïve.