Lin Mingzhu asked for my mobile phone number before leaving, and judging by her appearance, she should have put down Su Qingzhou.

She is such a proud person, everything is in her own hands. She should have arranged everything steadily.

Su Qingzhou has probably lived in our past years.

As soon as I took a step, I was pulled back from behind, and I was startled.

Seeing a face that he hadn't seen for more than ten years, he was dressed very formally, probably to attend this class reunion, but I don't know why he didn't go in.

He has good-looking eyebrows, a half-smile at the corners of his mouth, and red eyes. Exhale softly:

"Jiang Jingmu." It was the tone of affirmation that he remembered me.

"Sue... Qingzhou? "The tone is negative, I said it, I can't remember what he looked like.

"yes, long time no see!" Xu thought I was still the same, and he finally grinned when he looked at me.

"You still haven't changed."

"Huh? No, I've changed a lot. ”

"Well, it's prettier, it's even better than I expected."

My embarrassed face flushed: "Why don't you go in?" Everybody misses you. ”

"No, I... I just want to see you. Su Qingzhou said.

When Su Qingzhou sent me home, we didn't have anything to say, and I desperately wanted to escape.

When I got downstairs, I was about to get out of the car, but he opened the door first:

"Jiang Jingmu! Wait a minute, I... The biggest regret is that I was not brave enough to continue our story. For so many years, I could only remember our years by memory, you see, time gave me the answer, and... Ha, I'm late with you under the streetlights..."

It's sad and glad at the same time, at least in my mediocre life. There was such a person who had missed me for years, and I was missing that apology.

"Are you with your bamboo horse?"

"No, I'm with... Someone else is together. ”

"Ahh That's right, it turns out that I didn't come out, and it seems that I really don't have a chance. ”

The moment he smiled and bowed his head, tears suddenly welled up and blurred my vision. I bit my lip and my whole body trembled. I felt guilty for my straightforwardness back then, and I felt unworthy for his nostalgia.

"Yes... I'm sorry, Qingzhou. ”

I didn't expect to say that, and my sad expression came into his sight.

He gave me a hug that I owed him so many years ago.

"Yasuki, it's good. I'll come out one day, I'm used to it. It's okay without you all these years. I've long been used to it, it's my fault, I don't blame you. You're the first girl I've liked, it's unforgettable, but don't worry, I'll be fine, I'm a doctor. ”

"Hmm. Su Qingzhou... I'm sorry..."

When Lin Mingzhu left the party, he said to me:

"Su Qingzhou, he has been a depressed person since he was a child. Multiple personalities, on the surface, look sunny and gentle, but in fact they can't sleep every night. Don't ask me why I know, I grew up with him, and his mother died young. was abused by his stepmother, and after his father found out, he divorced the woman. Unfortunately, the wounds in his heart could never heal again. ”

"You said that you like Nianjun, who has low self-esteem. I just wanted to commit suicide when I went abroad, when I went to you and scolded you, I never regretted it. Even if you're with him, I don't really mind. I just want him to live, but you almost ruined his last hope. ”

"Do you know how extreme his ideas are? When he went abroad, he asked the flight attendant on the plane a few minutes before the plane crashed, and he said that he wanted to write a will, leaving a relic for himself. ”

"Jiang Jingmu, why do you say you are so special. How can such a cruel person be... How can it be the first person he likes? ”

I never knew that a person's ideas could be so extreme. is so extreme that he is unwilling to let go of his first love for nearly ten years, nor is he willing to start a new life.

Obviously he is a doctor, why can't he save himself?

When I saw Su Qingzhou leave, I clearly saw the tears that fell silently when he turned around. There were also tear stains sliding from his left eye to his jaw, and he had a sour smile on his lips.

I'm sorry.

This is an apology that is years late.

Later, I learned that Lin Mingzhu suddenly appeared at the class reunion and inexplicably told me that this was because... Su Qingzhou is going to marry the person he chose in his family.

There is no love, only interests. Even the proud Lin Mingzhu can't wait for someone who falls into the abyss of his own creation.

He waited from the age of seventeen to the age of twenty-eight. Step by step to make yourself excellent, and step by step to make yourself degraded.

I sympathize with him, but my life can no longer fit into Su Qingzhou at this time.

For deep love is not to let oneself fall. It is to work hard for it, not to be rewarded by God, but to let yourself grasp the hard-won point of the only point, and try to get closer step by step.

There's nothing more exhausting than seeing through and not being able to let go.

So, Su Qingzhou. Please forget about me and live well.

I don't know if you can hear me, but I've started to learn to pray...

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The last time Mr. Gen accompanied me shopping, I was always shopping. He helped me hold the umbrella to block the sun the whole time, and took care of me outside all the time.

Nothing happened today, but he's still at work. Thinking about the wallet he uses now, it was still given to him when I first fell in love. The corners were all peeled, but he never wanted to throw them away, so he planned to go shopping and get a new one for him.

The worst thing about shopping alone is that you can't consult others. I bought rock sugar gourds and walked to eat them, passing by a new store. In the glass window, the models are wearing couples' outfits, the women's ones are skirts, and the men's ones are shirts.

I took a fancy to it at a glance, and I went to try on the women's model, and the clerk kept praising me beside me. Maybe I've heard too much praise, and when I look in the mirror, I even feel a lot younger.

I took the men's money according to Mr. Yuan's usual size and paid without hesitation.

When I went to pick up my wallet, I hesitated for a while. I like a black one, but I can't fit too many photos in it.

The other one is also black and is long. I can put a photograph down.

Maybe I'm too entangled, Miss Shopping Guide said with a smile:

"You can choose this long."

"Why?"

"If I'm right, you must have given it to your husband."

"Hmm... Almost. "Almost, although we are not married, Mr. Yuan has always thought that we are married.

"This one can be put down for a group photo. Unlike this short model, you can't put down a group photo. And the long style is more fashionable, men prefer it, and it sells better. ”

After hesitating for a while, I still chose the long model recommended by the shopping guide:

"Okay, that's it."

In fact, I don't have to listen to the shopping guide, I will also choose the long model. He likes to put a photo of me and Bunny in his wallet so much, how can he like a wallet where he can't put down the photo.

Thinking about it, Luo Yi called me a few days ago and said that Mr. Yuan is really a good man. He said that at the family dinner, many men did not have a group photo in their wallets, and the most of them were various lists.

Only Mr. Yuan's wallet has a photo of me and Rabbit Xi'er.

I asked him how he knew.

He snorted coldly at the phone and wouldn't let me touch his wallet.

―― Drunk, you have to dig it yourself, I'm watching.

- Like protecting the chicks, I won't take his money, cut...

Luo Yi also said that I was smiling so silly and silly in the photo, and the rabbit didn't look at the camera. Only Mr. Yuan was so serious that he carefully put it in his wallet.

-- For fear that others would not know that he had a lover.

Mr. Yuan was in a good mood after work and called to ask where I was. I gave the address, I didn't expect him to drive to pick me up.

"What did you buy? Hide so tightly? ”

"Oh, nothing."

"You let me see."

"Let's go home and see again."

"Alright then, I'm going to give you a gift." Mr. Yuan smiled warmly, and the little rabbit teeth were exposed. Pull out a bag with the logo on it from the back seat.

"Well, I saw it from a friend. It's a good fit for you at a glance. ”

When I opened it, it turned out to be a necklace.

Very delicate, with pink diamonds. The design is "Little Mister Morning Dew" holding a diamond.

…… This...... Originality......

"Mister Morning Dew" was my first jewelry design last year, and it is a design that is the opposite of the meaning.

The meaning of morning dew is derogatory.

And my moral is that I hope that everyone who buys this jewelry can learn to cherish their favorite teenager.

Such an immature design was once severely ridiculed by the people in the R&D department, and it was also passed at the discussion meeting.

However, Tong Guan, who was transferred from the company, was a person who had suffered from moderate depression. She has been working for many years, the day she was transferred from abroad. This is my last review of this project.

Her vote, like the wind, gave me. I still remember the smile she gave me when she left that day.

With relief.

I don't know what she's relieving.

When the product sample came out, the R&D department directly staggered the sample to me and handed it to her, and she agreed almost without hesitation.

The week after the launch of the "Mr. Asakaru" jewelry, it surpassed the main product of the first issue of this month.

I was shocked, and so were the people in the project department. But only Tong Guan looked like he had already expected and ate with our department.

I asked her why she chose me.

When she spoke, those wise and sexy eyes looked at people, and it was impossible to tell that this woman had suffered from depression. The woman who thinks about escaping life all the time mentions that depressive time at the dinner table.

In the end, she said: "Mr. Chaolu, don't you just hope that others can cherish the young man you love deeply?" The way it held the diamond was so cherished, my teenager stayed at twenty-one years old. ”

The most unforgettable thing that can't be obtained, and Mr. Chaolu has become a little surprise in her little life.

She said that in every woman's heart, there are fireworks of love.

――――

When I looked up at Mr. Yuan, I saw that his ears were all red. Close the lid and clear your throat:

"Who is this who plagiarized my work? I don't want to stay in the circle anymore. ”

"Not plagiarism! And I'm not from your design circle..."I couldn't help but laugh as he suddenly reacted, his face tensed, and glared at me.

"What did you do? I'm going to do this again. ”

"You just rely on the skin, Jiang Jingmu! Trick me up! ”

"No, you admit it."

"Cut. I and Mr. Cheng's daughter-in-law took the design drawings you left behind and made them for more than half a month, in exchange for your treatment. I knew I wouldn't give it to you, you gave it back to me, and I gave it to the rabbit. ”

He made a gesture to snatch the box in my hand, and was so frightened that I hugged it tightly in his arms, with a courteous expression:

"Don't, don't! Elder brother! Elder brother! I was wrong, the rabbit's neck is so small. Isn't it devaluing the value of the chain that you put on it? Let's wear it for me, it's appropriate. ”

"Do you like that?"

"Like to die."

Mr. Yuan smiled secretly, turned around and glanced at what I had bought, and drove to the restaurant he had booked earlier.

When I got home in the evening, I gave him my wallet and clothes, and I was about to praise myself for my good eyesight.

He said, "Are you fat?" Why do you wear a size bigger than before? ”

I......

Suddenly, my hand touched the necklace he had given me when he returned, and I swallowed it back when I wanted to say what he said. In front of me, it's like a boy who doesn't grow up, why should I care about whether I'm fat or not?