I saw this sentence on the Internet today:

- Occasionally give your eyes a bath to wash away all the fog and dust.

I remember when I was in high school, there was a time when I felt that life was really boring.

At one point, I thought I was suffering from depression.

I have thought of many ways to masochist, and I have also broken my mind. I hoped that someone would save me, but no one noticed.

Suddenly, one day, I felt that life was really boring. Because I don't follow my own wishes in everything, I feel that no one can save me.

Walking alone on the road, there is no mood to hum. When I paint, I'm sad to death. Covering his mouth and not daring to make a sound, he endured the heart-rending cry and replaced it with silent sobbing.

The seasons at that time already hinted at the time of separation. Appreciating friends are going to a better place, and the best of the opposite sex is finally saying let go.

The saddest thing in life is that I meet gentle people all day long. But these gentleness are just to say goodbye to you, a foreshadowing. It is also the last tenderness that those days of good life gave me.

It's still me who is sad, and I have been wronged before. Standing on the road crying and stopping the car, this place is very strange. Crying and calling Qu Zhi'an, but she couldn't come over.

No one knows how I'm feeling.

When I was young, I always had a crush on Nianjun. His rejection and the hope he gave deeply hurt my blazing flame of love.

When I was growing up, I didn't understand my parents. Academically, I went crazy and wanted to rebel and escape.

I want to live a life of hard work and feel that I will one day get out of such a predicament. But the Fall was a vicious circle, and it brought me to the brink of misanthropy.

Every day and every night I pray for the coming of the Savior, who will save me.

It can listen to the pain in my heart, comfort and comfort my broken heart, and accompany my loneliness at this time.

However, only despair overwhelmed me. In the end, it was myself who got me out of such a predicament step by step.

I gave myself hope, and I comforted myself over and over again. Tell yourself your worth and say to yourself over and over again that you love life, so that you will find the little surprises in life.

Some time ago, I broke my foot while running in the park. The sudden sadness instantly overwhelmed me.

I didn't stand up, I just sat on the ground and hugged my head and cried. The pain of the bare feet stimulates the senses, and the ringing of the mobile phone is next to me.

"Enough Bell" sings tirelessly...

When Mr. Yuan found me, I was about to lose the last faith in my heart.

He ran in a hurry and didn't say anything. Just crouched down worriedly and looked at me.

His eyes were red when he carried me. Biting the socket of the back teeth, his face was tense.

My trembling body made him even more sad.

He asked him in a hoarse voice, "If I die, will you fall in love with someone else?" ”

I still remember that day, he was very sad on his generous back.

He shook his head vigorously, holding back tears. The trembling voice that pressed against his chest tried to say to me in the gentlest tone:

"Xiaojing, I know you've been sad lately. You're not in a good mood, I can tell. But please, don't get too crazy, okay? Just for me, you and me, I will never leave you. Please, don't do it again. I'm worried about you. ”

He also said, "It's like, I can't find you today." I was scared to death, I called my aunt, Qu Zhi'an, your colleagues, and my little niece. But I still haven't found you, and I don't know what to do anymore. ”

"Don't worry me anymore, okay? Please. ”

Please.

I knew that at that time, I was about to be tormented by parting. The most reluctant people have to leave one by one, and they can't get a response from anyone.

I've always been a person who doesn't skimp on expression.

I'll tell her as soon as I think of whom.

I can't bear anyone, I'll tell her too.

But I can't learn to keep it, and I can't learn to bow my head and apologize.

This harsh...

My awkward personality has caused me to lose too much.

It was also on a certain day that I saw a serial. I picked up hope again and put happiness into my heart. I started laughing again, and I couldn't find a sense of misanthropy.

But no one knows when this will start next. And when will it end, or the next time you will never be able to escape this feeling again.

So when I came out of this, I felt a sense of relief. I learned how wonderful it is to love yourself well, and there are so many reasons in the world for you to try to live.

And you don't need anything else, just know. I want to live happily, live happily, and live freely.

I'm so grateful to myself, to the person who begged me and loved myself so much. Don't be sad anymore, don't be disgusted with all of me again.

Nothing will go well, only open the heart. Let the joy come in and get yourself out of hell.

You're the best you can live your life, and no one can live without anyone. All you have to do is to get yourself back and take care of yourself on the road of lost life. Or a different way of life, anyway, don't deny yourself the more confused and painful the time.

I believe you can do better. You can get out of the predicament, and you can make yourself stronger and stronger because of all the unfairness on the road to growth.

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I asked Mr. Yuan if there were any girls chasing him when he was in school.

His head shook like a splashing drum, and he looked terrified:

"Nope!"

"It can't be, you're so good... Really not? ”

"There's... Yes. ”

When I swept my eyes over, Mr. Yuan's throat moved, and he quickly raised his hand and swore:

"Yes, yes, but I've never responded! It's true! I only have one girlfriend for you! ”

Hey, I secretly pursed my lips and laughed at him, and his reaction was so cute. I always knew that his family education was so strict, and his parents were teachers. How can you have a girlfriend when you don't have a stable job?

But he was so nervous, for fear that I would eat him, he went to cook for me very diligently.

He's so tall when he cooks in the kitchen. There's always a different feeling, and that gives me a sense of pride:

――I feel like the happiest woman in the world.

Because I have a good-looking, well-cultivated, cooked, and money-making man to support the family.

"Look at me... Do what. Mr. Yuan was very careful to turn around with a shovel and look at me.

"If you don't look at me, how do you know that I look at you! What is your heart! What's the matter, did something wrong? ”

"Haha... How could it be. Mr. Yuan smiled awkwardly, and quickly turned around and began to stir-fry.

Seeing his nervous appearance made me suspicious. Isn't that just kidding? As for the fear of being like this?

Could it be that there is a ghost in my heart?

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As soon as he got to work, I wanted to mischievous.

The courier I bought for Rabbit Xi'er arrived, and I led Rabbit Xi'er out to get the express.

Unwrapping the package, it was the rabbit's bell and small shoes that arrived. I can't wait to bring it on, the rabbit should like it, and when the bell rings, it barks crisply.

Putting on its shoes is a hassle, and it doesn't fit in. I kept climbing on my hind legs and wanted to shake off my shoes.

No way, it's so hot in summer. If you don't wear shoes, your feet will burn if you don't wear shoes. There's a lot left to do when you put it on, and you don't have to wash its feet all day long.

Really, the rabbits are more delicate than me.

I took the rabbit and ran to Mr. Yuan one after the other.

Pointing to Yuan Shubai, who was working, his hair flicked and he looked at the rabbit:

"Xi'er! It's him who bullied me! He doesn't cook for mom and he doesn't cook for you! Murder him! ”

"Whew-"

"No matter how fierce it is! He won't give you meat. Abuse you, murder him. ”

"Whoa—" He lay on the ground, pouting his buttocks, and waging his little tail happily. The bell also rang with its movements.

At first, Mr. Yuan didn't intend to ignore us. But as soon as the rabbit barked, the two of us quarreled with him.

He couldn't stand it and glared at us, and it was basically useless to stare at me. But the rabbit is different, as soon as his expression freezes, it will be stunned for seconds.

After a few hums, he obediently lay on the ground.

"Jiang, I'm working. You've bothered me. ”

"What's the matter! I'll just bother you, what's the matter? "I'm just on the waist and I'm a scoundrel.

"Okay, okay, what do you want?"

"Xi'er's bell looks good, isn't it?" I held the rabbit and showed him the words engraved on the collar bell:

- My dad can cook, send me home, and I ask my dad to treat you to dinner.

"God, Jiang Jingmu. You're messing around with the rabbit again. ”

Mr. Yuan rubbed his temples and took out a comic book from a drawer for me.

"If you're really bored, you can take the rabbit to read the comics."

I thought it was a romance, so I quickly grabbed it. Take a look at "Detective Conan"

……

Yes...

It's ruthless...

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When I went out on my bike, I fell and broke my hand. When I came out of the shower, I struggled to blow my hair with a hair dryer.

He pulled his slippers and stood behind me and took the hair dryer from my hand.

"What for?"

"Blow your hair, isn't your hand hurt? I'll help you. ”

As soon as the hair dryer went off, I rolled my eyes at him:

"Would you be so good?"

"Really, I really want to help you. What's the matter, is your boyfriend so bad for me? ”

"Well, it should be."

"Okay, okay. Our unit would like to cooperate with you. The boss's daughter is eighteen years old and is going to hold a coming-of-age ceremony, and the designers selected before have been opened. She has a high vision and only filmed a promotion for a game last year. What you should know is the game you particularly enjoy playing. ”

I'm interested in this, and I'm making money. What if my style is acceptable to her?

If you have money, you don't make money, bastard.

But for now... I'm not good at designing.

"Yes, yes..."

Mr. Yuan interjected:

"That's why I want you to take care of your hands. Hurry up and get better, my mother from the province came over and came to stew pork rib soup for you every day, and I was tired of drinking. ”

"Be careful, I'll report to my mother!"

"Jingmu, you Laipi!"

When my hands were almost better, I hurriedly took the materials and ran to Mr. Yuan's company.

It was a success when we met, and the conversation was very good. She is a very nice girl to get along with and has very white skin.

"You know how I want to feel, right?" She asked.

"A little bit clear, but it would be better if you were more detailed."

"Then you can understand it yourself, that's what I ask."

Honestly, I'm not sure I can understand what she means. Because before me, the people who were fired away were all famous brand designers.

They are all very famous designers.

Who would be amazed by the design of an ordinary wedding dress design like me, who would be amazed?