The most hateful man and the most pitiful woman.

But you must not have heard the story of Mr. Yuan's grandmother when she was young.

You may think that it is normal for a man to be in love with another woman, but to spend a woman's youth with another person.

Not really.

Liang Shanqi's skinny soul sent his youth to a night breeze who came home late.

With a thin body, he loves to wear a dignified cheongsam. He is in his twenties and has a mature face. The palest, lips are covered with lipstick.

Bloodless nails, painted with delicate kodan.

obviously lives an exquisite life, but he spoils his kind soul.

Lu Yaowen, the man who looked calm, was doing despicable things.

He said he just didn't know how to choose.

When Liang Shanqi first met Lu Yaowen 50 years ago, she was still a female college student. And Lu Yaowen was a returnee at that time, and he was a man who was about to get married.

He hides himself deeply, mature and steady, and has a bit of masculine charm in his gestures. It's just that such a man is Liang Shanqi's favorite type, and since then he has fallen into the world at a glance.

She found many ways to get close to him, asking him about the type of girl he liked, and appeared in front of him in a variety of ways.

Very elegant.

So it's also very fast.

We don't know a person too well, for example, Lu Yaowen has nightmares every day. The mistakes of youth and ignorance always accompany his dreams at midnight. pestered him day and night, and his face often turned pale because he couldn't sleep well.

Liang Shanqi never knew that he had someone he liked when he was with him. The woman who is about to get married, the woman who has a big grin, and her smile warms people's hearts like a spring breeze.

She had seen the woman at the door of the Chinese and Western restaurant, throwing a little tantrum at the man she loved. can be as gentle as him, and has always been cared for.

She always remembers that day she wore a white dress. She plans to give up those delicate and elegant cheongsams and be the look of a twenty-year-old girl.

Pity... Fail.

When despair strikes, it's not because of this. When she called Lu Yaowen with unbearable abdominal pain late at night, she was a crisp girl.

"Yaowen isn't here, are you?"

- Oh. It's okay, I made the wrong call.

It's such a conversation, Liang Shanqi thought. Investigating Lu Yaowen is a very simple thing for her. Her family is wealthy, and she is ten times better than a bank person like Lu Yaowen.

But when the messages reached her, she only despaired.

"Ahh That's right. ”

That's right, she's the third party. Liang Shanqi smiled, her pale face, and her sideburns wet with cold sweat. She could only weakly hold the materials in her hand and walk step by step to the bedroom of their common apartment.

Lu Yaowen rarely comes here, and every time he comes, it is about three or four o'clock in the morning. Every time Liang Shanqi opened the door, he held her for the first time. hugged tightly, didn't dare to let go, and his whole body was trembling.

"Good ......"

And Liang Shanqi, she will always abandon everything. Desperate to hug him back, even if it was all premeditated.

Liang Shanqi once thought that Lu Yaowen had never told the truth because he had not made up his mind yet. If she kept pretending not to know, they would have traveled far, far away.

It's a pity that everything is possible.

It's possible that he has changed his mind and is not a suave man, or it may be that you have wasted your youth.

When Lu Yaowen handed the invitation to Liang Shanqi, she had just changed into a newly ordered white cheongsam. With long hair in a shawl and delicate makeup, he sat squarely across from him.

Lu Yaowen glanced at her, and he said that he had only one thought at that time:

――She seems to be thin again, why is she so thin?

"Why didn't you say it sooner." Liang Shanqi asked him.

He closed his eyes and calmed down.

There are all kinds of intersections in my heart, there are joys and regrets.

Finally he told his ridiculous truth.

"You know I always have nightmares, I sleep alone. Or with her, I still have nightmares. But I've never had a nightmare when I've been with you. The love for women I had when I was young left a shadow on me, so I was terrified of nightmares. When you said you wanted to be with me, I decisively refused. But after that night of separation, I didn't have a nightmare for days. But it will start again after a few days, and it will be speculation at first. I tried to be with you, only to find out later that I was right. ”

"I'm sorry, forgive me."

"Ahh That's right. It turns out that I still have such a use...". Liang Shanqi held back tears and blinked.

What she wanted to say about Liang Shanqi at that time was that it was six years of companionship. You take it for something. How many more years do I have to waste, and you treat me like this...

"I'm sorry. Shanshan, forget me. ”

This is Lu Yaowen's final answer.

He held a Western-style wedding, and Liang Shanqi finally saw the woman's appearance.

It's beautiful, and it needs to be cared for.

Not like her...

Always looks cold, after graduation, she married the man she was looking for at home.

In the years that followed, Liang Shanqi had children, and later had a grandson, Yuan Shubai. When three generations are in the same house, the day the family photo is taken. My grandmother called me and asked me to shoot too.

She brought me the ivory cheongsam she had always treasured.

She was in a wheelchair and she was in poor health all these years. After He Yuan Shubai returned from the UK, he has been in a wheelchair. I crouched down to look at her, and all I could see was the old face, the whole white hair, and the once beautiful eyes were clouded with cataracts.

Yuan Shubai's grandfather died in his college year, leaving his grandmother alone.

"Yasuki, can I marry someone?"

"Huh?" I was confused, and she reached out to touch my face, trembling a little.

"Yuan Gully..."

Yuan is the name of Mr. Yuan's grandfather.

She spoke very slowly, and when she talked about what was in front of her fifty, she had no clue. I could only listen carefully and grit my teeth to keep myself from tears.

She said that she Liang Shanqi had planted two men in her life, one Lu Yaowen and one Yuan Yan.

Lu Yaowen is her thorn and has been pierced for half her life. But God has gifts and punishments, and when Lu Yaowen was forty years old, he suffered from a bad disease.

He passed away early in his first year.

His photo of him wearing a suit and combing his big back has become the last relic in the hands of Liang Shanqi's grandmother.

I've been in Baidu a lot, and I wonder if there are similar people who can't sleep all day long in adulthood because of the tragic experience of their youth. There are many ways to cure it, but Lu Yaowen was born 80 years ago.

And love is the last sunset of Grandma Liang Shanqi.

After leaving Lu Yaowen, Liang Shanqi was introduced by his family. Married to the son of the landlord Yuan Rongwei, he went to England to study within a few months of marriage. Liang Shanqi was left alone, but when Yuan Yan was not around, she was given enough time to follow, to miss, to secretly... See Lu Yaowen.

Despite the fact that he lived happily, she drove alone to see the sea. Later, she drove to climb the mountain, the cliffs were what she liked, and the wildflowers still grew in one place, so she took off her shoes and climbed to the top of the mountain step by step.

It happened that night was the Mid-Autumn Festival, and there were things imitating the West in the lights of thousands of homes. The moment Kong Ming's lantern was put on, she covered her mouth and cried.

The second year before the beginning of spring, Yuan Yu returned. He was wearing a suit and leather collar and carrying a suitcase, and his grandmother changed into new clothes to meet him at the train station when she was old.

And Liang Shanqi was dressed in a pure white cheongsam with long hair and a shawl, and that day she only wore the foreign lipstick that Aunt Song brought from abroad.

When she recalled how she liked Yuan Yan, she said that she probably thought he knew how to be romantic, took considerate care of her, and had eyebrows and eyes that would smile when he saw her.

When she had a child, she was praised as a treasure by the Yuan family. already loves her in-laws, so she directly stopped letting Yuan Yan continue to study in the UK.

He also decisively agreed, and found a job in the local area, with a good salary.

She remembered that the night before the child was born, Yuan Yan secretly brought Lingzhu pastries from outside, and he climbed the windowsill, so frightened that Liang Shanqi hurriedly protected him.

"Here, eat!"

Yuan Yan turned his head to close the window, and quickly stuffed the pastry in her hand.

The hot pastries suddenly warmed Liang Shanqi's heart.

Some time ago, she kept shouting that she wanted to eat the Lingzhu pastry made by the Yin family, but her in-laws thought that what was made outside was not good for the fetus, so she kept stopping it.

Unexpectedly, Yuan Yan secretly brought her back.

As she took her first bite into the pastry, she gently kissed her forehead.

"Shanshan, I love you. Fell in love with you a long time ago. ”

He said it very early, from a young age. It's just that she never knew that there was such a person who was silently in love with her behind her back.

After the child was born, she became more and more gentle and kind to Yuan Yan. He also likes to buy gadgets for her and her children to bring back after work.

Life is getting better and better like this.

When it was time for the child to study, Yuan Yan proposed to move the family to the United Kingdom.

When the children grew up, they returned to China to marry a wife, and they had children themselves.

Yuan Yan hugged his grandson and was speechless with excitement. And Liang Shanqi, who is nearly fifty-five years old, finally found out the news of Lu Yaowen.

He fell ill and died more than ten years ago.

The news did not make her sad any longer.

She asked herself: How did that thorn come to be singled out?

It seems that when Yuan Yan picked up his grandson from school, he inadvertently read a sentence in the newspaper while holding the newspaper:

“Do you still love him？ Do you still remember what he looked like, what suit he was wearing and the color of his tie?”

- Do you still love him? Do you remember what he looked like, what suit he was wearing, the color of his tie?

She was startled to see that he wasn't looking at her. Glancing at the newspaper lightly, she exhaled, and when she looked up again, Yuan Yan smirked at her.

Sun Sun shouted: "Grandpa hug!" ”

Yuan Yan agreed with a smile, slowly bent down, and picked up the young grandson.

It should have been at that time, she swore in her heart that she would let Lu Yaowen die forever, die in the past, and die in the spring breeze of youth.

Never again as a memory for her.