A different kind of creation
"Did he propose to you?"
"There were..."
"How many times?"
"Two or three times...
"You... You've refused? ”
"Hmm."
"Alas, no wonder he would suddenly send a message to your dad saying that he couldn't be our son, son-in-law. You have lost the confidence of others, who else still has confidence. ”
Mom sighed, feeling helpless for my daughter for the first time.
"He came to stay at home the other day and didn't say anything. Just live in your room, you don't know? "Mom looked at my expression and realized that I really didn't know.
On the way back, she said a lot, and I didn't listen too much. All I could think about was that after that time, he didn't come home because he was staying with my parents, and I was thinking about it for a long time.
After taking a shower, sit at your desk. I wanted to draw a first draft, but I accidentally found that a blank piece of paper was folded and pressed to the bottom.
Written:
"Baby."
These two words are shy and sweet, what if I am seen by my mother cleaning and cleaning, how embarrassing!
He didn't know how to draw, but because I painted, I learned a lot from it. There is also an unknown wedding picture, such a jerky brushwork, it must be Mr. Yuan's.
I sat at my desk and touched the first draft of Mr. Yuan's drawing. I've been thinking that he's been staying here since that day. I also sat where I am sitting now, with my little warm-colored lamp on and my pen.
Do you occasionally flip through my wedding dress in a magazine, look at a photo of me when I was a child, read a sentence that I copied from a book full of books?
He... What do you think?
As soon as I lay down, I found that even the quilt and pillow were full of the smell of Mr. Yuan's fragrance. Without me by his side, will he miss me very much when he sleeps alone?
I want to see him soon, I want to hold his thoughts. I couldn't wait for dawn, so I quickly changed my clothes and drove back.
It's not an hour away.
When I first got home, the house was full of the smell of alcohol. I turned on the light and went in, and the rabbit ran up to me and bent down to touch it. So I hurried to see Mr. Yuan, who was sitting on the ground with a lot of wine bottles around him.
"Ginger?" His slightly drunken face looked at me blankly for a while, and finally focused on my face and smiled...
"Ah, you're back?" He staggered to his feet, and I quickly threw my bag on the couch to help him.
"Coming back? You're back? "I dragged him to the bedroom and changed his clothes with difficulty. He hugged me tightly, and I still felt good about the smell of alcohol.
His big hand pressed me to his chest:
"Baby?"
"It's so meaty, shut up."
"Hee-hee. You're back. ”
"Sleep, sleep, I'm here."
I was a little glad I was back, and I knew that he must have been restless these days.
It's okay, I'm back.
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Lu You warned his son: "The paper is shallow, and you must bow to this matter." ”
You have to go deep into life and experience it. When you have a wealth of practice, it is possible to create a masterpiece of poetry, and the same is true for design.
You can keep drawing without stopping, or you can draw a good design. But the moral is empty and meaningless. The lines you draw infinitely are nothing more than to get your work done.
Only by walking, seeing, discovering the different beauty of life and enriching your own experience will your imagination be more abundant.
The trash can was full, and it was all drawing paper. No good work was born in this wireless cycle creation, Mr. Yuan poured me a glass of lemonade and poured me a trash can.
"Shall we take the rabbit to the zoo? Looking at the swan, maybe you will have a different experience, it's better than painting here all the time, right? ”
He lay down in front of my desk, eye level with me.
I knew he wanted to help me, but I really couldn't figure out what the zoo had to do with the wedding dress. In order not to disappoint him, he had to nod and agree.
Lu You taught his son and said: "If you want to learn poetry, you work outside poetry." He patted me on the head and went to put the leash on the rabbit.
"Alas, a good wedding dress is really troublesome, but fortunately I only need to design it." You don't have to do it, otherwise you will get that little salary. Eating grass and milking milk is too hard.
"What do you think is the most romantic?" I stood by the lake and threw bait into it.
"Holding hands, kissing, 'hugging'."
He laughed and exhaled in my ear, and I was so frightened that I slapped him:
"You pervert!"
He smiled, and the rabbit barked happily. I was ashamed not to look at him, and I was angry and fed the fish.
"Rabbit, your mother is angry."
"You're old!"
"Oops, I was wrong, I apologize. Look at the swans over there, their heads and necks are in the shape of hearts. ”
I quickly captured the scene with love and exclaimed, "They're so elegant." ”
"yes, so girls are dreamy, who doesn't like the feeling of elegance."
yes, like elegance...
It's beautiful to watch.
He squatted down to feed the rabbit to drink, why is this man's side face so good-looking, and his eyelashes are so long.
"If your bride were going to choose a wedding dress, what style would you like her to wear?"
Mr. Yuan suddenly raised his head and looked at me in surprise: "Ah! You mean..."
Immediately reacted to this sentence and sounded a little misunderstood, so I quickly explained to him:
"No, you're thinking too much. I mean style. ”
He nodded and gave me an unrelated expression: "Don't exaggerate too much." ”
I heard that his words were a little perfunctory and a little disappointed. I stepped forward to take his arm, grinned and said, "Let's go, let's go see the peacock." ”
Rabbit is on my right, and Mr. Yuan is on my left.
Very beautiful scene.
If we get married, we will have children, and when the children grow up. We'll take him and Rabbit to the zoo, and the little guy will be the one who will lead Rabbit.
Actually, that's not bad either.
When I returned from the zoo, it was already past eleven o'clock in the afternoon. I couldn't bear him to be so tired, he worked overtime until midnight last night, and took me to the zoo this morning.
I offered to cook and let him rest.
It's still noodles, and it seems like I can only cook noodles anymore...
"If I'm not by your side, you're afraid you'll be noodles three times a day."
Listening to his whispering voice, I said dissatisfiedly, "Cut, I can order takeout." ”
"Unhygienic."
"Then I'll go back to my parents' house to eat."
His originally flickering eyes darkened for a while, and he looked at me very complicatedly, and lowered his head:
"Why don't you say, 'Then you can't just be by my side, so I don't have to eat noodles every day.'" Why don't you ask me, 'How do you ask this kind of question?' 'Why don't you ask how you left me?' ”
I didn't expect him to say something like that, and that's when I realized what he was thinking lately: "Yuan..."
"It's okay, let's eat."
No matter how softly he smiled, we still had this meal very depressed.