After that day, the relationship with Mr. Yuan suddenly regressed a lot. He doesn't come home on time and doesn't send me a lot of messages.

I used to lie on the couch at home and wait for him until midnight, but he never came back and didn't have a single text.

I know that he had almost lost most of his self-esteem that night.

He was so proud, and I hurt his fiery love for me.

After a while, Zhikang asked for leave to accompany Xiaoyi at home. I will go to visit Xiaoyi with Qu Zhi'an in the air, and occasionally I will meet Mr. Yuan and Luo Yi are also there.

Faced with Qu Zhi'an and Luo Yi's surprised expressions, I didn't say anything.

Because... I don't know how to tell them.

Mr. Yuan didn't say anything, he didn't look at me, and I didn't look at him.

When he was about to go home, he told Qu Zhian and Xiaoyi, but did not tell Zhikang and Mr. Yuan.

I don't know when he got down, walked quickly in front of me and stopped in front of the car.

As soon as I unlocked it, he pulled the door and sat in the driver's seat. I could only sit in the passenger seat, he didn't speak, and the atmosphere was very cold.

On the way back, I accidentally fell asleep. As soon as I opened my eyes, I found that Mr. Yuan's face was very close, and before I could react, he grabbed my head and kissed me.

The softness of my lips and the scent of his body made me feel extremely safe, and I gradually immersed myself in his kiss.

"I'm sorry, Ginger."

He murmured, touching my lips lightly. I wanted to push him away, but Mr. Yuan's big hand pushed me away from him. Reflexively clasped around his waist and turned into a hugging position.

Just as he was about to speak, his soft tongue squeezed into his mouth, and was carried into a whirlpool by his lips and tongue.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have pushed you. Actually, it's good now, you don't have to get married, right? Let's take our time, I'm not in a hurry. That night... I'm sorry to scare you. ”

"It's my fault, it's all my fault. I've been thinking about it a lot these days, and I've thought it through. The year has passed, and I don't have any feelings for him anymore. I also tore up all the diaries and threw them away.

Shubai, I don't love him anymore. ”

Mr. Yuan didn't expect me to say this, his face was full of surprise, probably because he thought it was incredible.

"That's... Well. ”

"What are you going to say?"

"Nothing."

Later seen in a text message between him and my dad, he asked:

"Dad, if I can't be your son, your son-in-law. Will you and your mom be sad? ”

"Yes. So hurry up and settle down with Jing girl, don't delay it any longer, it's not too young. ”

"Dad, I'm not sure."

"Xiao Yuan, has something happened? Quarreled with Jing girl? ”

"It's nothing, maybe I wanted to marry her too much, but it scared her. It's nothing, dad rest early, don't go back. ”

I always knew that he loved me a little more. But too hot and selfless love, I am afraid that I will be addicted to dependence. One day when he doesn't love me so much, I'm afraid I'll be sad.

If you talk about the beginning, there is still a position in your heart. But after so many years, I don't have that kind of liking for Nian Jun anymore.

The whole world is full of Mr. Yuan, he calls my name when he dreams, laughs and bites my ears when he lies in bed, he always unconsciously hugs me into his arms when we play games together, and sometimes he can smell it when he changes a shampoo.

In my free time, I will listen to the voices of Sanmao and Wei Ping in NetEase Cloud over and over again. I took the trouble to discuss with him how gentle Sanmao's voice was, how beautiful the writing was, how chic it was in life, and how enviable love was.

He and I are always looking for comfort in our busy lives. The personalities are very different, but because of his sentence:

"Feelings are meant to complement each other, what are you looking for people with the same personality? Do you grow mushrooms together in bed? ”

It also made me enjoy the happiness of being with him even more.

I told him that my mom told me to go home alone for a few days and take care of something. His injured expression was revealed in an instant:

"Can't I go?"

"yes, I'm sorry. My mom said she'd leave me alone. ”

"Why? Then don't go back to live, come back after processing, and I'll pick you up! ”

"Well, don't bother. You're tired from work and you're running back and forth. I'll go back and see if it's something important, I won't come back yet, if it's simple, I'll just come back. Speaking of you, you are running around, who takes the rabbit for a walk? Who fed it? ”

"I—" he put down his book and got off the couch. Stooping down and picking up the rabbit lying at his feet:

"I can take it with me."

"Please, I'll see the situation first. Would you like to call you again? That's all, I'll be back soon. ”

After saying that, I quickly ran to the entrance and went out to change my shoes, and opened the door to go out.

Suddenly, I realized, how did he become so clingy?

When I returned to my parents' house, I was just in time for the meal. During the meal, my father asked me:

"Did you quarrel with Xiao Yuan?"

"No, what's wrong?"

"None? Don't you know that Xiao Yuan sent a message to your dad? Mom said.

"What's the message?"

My dad handed me the phone and looked at it roughly, and the date was exactly that night.

"He... On the night of my birthday, he took me to the Civil Affairs Bureau. But it was too late in the middle of the night, and the doors were closed early. And I refused to marry him, probably because of this, I sent you a message. ”

"Hu Lai is not!" Dad slammed the bowl on the table with a snap, looking angry.

"yes, I think he's, too. I didn't tell the parents of both sides, so I was so reckless to get the certificate, it was too hasty. ”

"I said you are nonsense! You know, right? How long have you been together? Three or four years, right? Why do you want to be in love all the time and not get married? Did you know that spreading it like this would make people laugh to death? What do others think? ”

"What do you think? Whether I get married or not is my own business, what does it matter to others? "I was angry at my father's words.

"Shut your mouth again! His parents have already said that you should settle down quickly, don't fall in love, get married and have children as soon as possible, it's the right thing! How old are you now? Twenty-eight! Xiao Yuan? Thirty years old. Last year, when the two families had dinner, they discussed letting you get married first, huh? What do you say in a good atmosphere, don't be in a hurry, wait a minute, don't be in a hurry?

Can you figure it out? Do you want to get married at thirty? Xiao Yuan is thirty-two or three. If you have a child in the future, will you be an elderly mother? You have been together for so many years, and your mother and I really like Xiao Yuan's child. How long are you going to procrastinate? ”

"I don't know... I don't know why I don't want to get married. "I was very aggrieved for a while, I couldn't eat the food, and my mother took me out for a walk. In the square of the community, there are many people playing there.

She took me to the gym equipment:

"Have you figured it out?"

"I don't know." I really don't know how I became so conflicted. I don't really know what I'm going to do anymore.

I even couldn't figure out why the people around me were urging me and Mr. Yuan to get married early. How bad is that now? Why does everyone feel that we are unstable now?

"What your dad and I mean is that it's time to get married. It's really not good to drag it out any longer, and you don't know what will happen to you in the future, whether he will change his mind. Xiao Yuan called me last week, meaning that Xiao Yuan is not too young and it is time to start a family. ”