Chapter 168: Angel Killer VS Righteous Officer (62)
No one can save me, except myself.
Loving yourself is always romantic.
I don't need to prove my worth to anyone to exist.
Maybe only music can really heal my soul, and practicing words can cleanse my soul.
Life seems to have no value, and the only value may be the choices and feelings and experiences of the moment.
There should be no expectation and trust in anyone, you should be responsible for everything, and do not believe any words of others, only from human nature.
Everyone is the same in front of me, but in the face of my parents and close people, my reason loses its effect and I fall into the vortex of emotions.
If you are not willing to learn, if you have been living in pain, remorse and resentment, you will only destroy all of yourself, and no one will think about you except yourself who is hopeless.
I also admit that I am not that strong, and when I think of those hopeless, I only feel sad and powerless, and despair drowns out all hope.
I am not anyone's pride, I only live because of my own existence, I am only my pride, so I only be the sun and god who warms myself, to be a light, to be a light, to shine all my glory.
Because I don't have enough ability, I don't have the ability to overcome the limitations of the outside world.
Then keep yourself in your own happy world, treat everything in the outside world as a game, and build your own world with your heart, which is a beautiful and rich garden.
As for sadness, tears, regrets, regrets, let others get them.
I want to be happy forever, happy and free, and not deprived of my emotional peace by anyone.
You shouldn't waste time thinking about things you can't control, and you shouldn't think about things you can't change.
Forcing it can only be so.
The will is ultimately depressed, and perhaps everyone is a lonely island, and everyone can't walk in.
No one to rely on.
I'm also selfish and not so noble.
I don't have anything that I can't see the gods, and all my efforts are not so noble, just to satisfy my own needs.
I will say it to you, to anyone, because I am telling the truth.
But the last thing most people want to see is the truth.
My heart can shine in the sun, and I can see the bright moon.
A small force may be nothing, I admit that what I can do has always been limited, don't hesitate, come on!
It's not too late to wake up.
If no one can provide me with anything, why can't I give myself all that so-called love?
Caring about them is giving them the right to hurt themselves, whether it is teachers, classmates or friends, maybe I am destined to be lonely in this life, with art books as a companion.
I always thought I could change, I could have more, but today I suddenly realized that I still have nothing.
No matter how hard I try, I have nothing, I can't possess it, so I choose to give, choose to create, maybe this is also a good life.
Don't think about possession, know how to give everything you can give, not for everything, become the richest person in this world, live the most abundant spiritual life and the simplest material life.
If there is no desire, there will be no pressure, and if there is no pressure, people will become calm.
People sometimes don't even know each other.
The older you are, like a hedgehog, you may only choose to escape, because there are too many things that you can't face.
I am no different from others, I have never been the pride of the sky, just ordinary people, and I will eventually drown in the sea of people.
But the soul alone cannot be changed.
I forget what I have learned, what will always be with me, and only what I create is completely mine.
The pampering you give yourself is real every second.
I don't lack anything, only the courage to face it.
It's a pity that there is no such thing, people are never born and die are not brought away, time is like fireworks and it is easy to disappear for a short time, and nothing is unchanged.
Become the designer of your own life!
Every step has to be completed even if it fails, doesn't it?
It doesn't matter if you lose your goal, become confused, decadent, and waste a lot of time, you still have a lot of opportunities to wake up from this moment.
Come on!
There is nothing beautiful in this world, it is all cruel, all the things that are not completed, the challenges that are not overcome will appear in another form, life is sometimes so cruel, telling you over and over again that you have no choice at all.
Your freedom will come at a great price, but it will always be worth it.
You carry a heavy burden, but life has gained a kind of freedom and stretch.
People who have survived suffering are no longer willing to believe that there is true love in the world, not even the slightest suspicion.
There is a lack of the most basic trust between people.
I don't want to believe that there is real love between people anymore, that's a joke, every experience is telling me that what you gain is what you lose, and no one can really relate to your feelings.
Sadness is followed by silence, dead silence, an obstacle to communication, a gap that cannot be communicated.
Do I really believe in freedom?
If I believe why am I hesitant to act?
I've been in my comfort zone for too long!
I forgot how I spent those dark years.
The past becomes the last history.
Why not believe in goodness?
What you say is freedom, beauty, sincerity, kindness, and if you lose that, you are not you.
I can lose everything, lose everything, because those things don't belong to me, and in the end I'm left with nothing but myself, right?
You who have nothing just need to sleep, you don't starve, you don't die of thirst, you don't worry about being killed, you don't worry about being abandoned, you don't have to worry about being deceived and betrayed, you just need to stay with everything you like.
What I need most is my own space, and space needs money to support it.
That must make money first.
There is no environment, there is no time, and you have to use this time to hibernat.
I forgot about my heroic and fearless self, and I became timid and cowardly, and I needed to rely on the help of others to get money.
It's really disorienting to be able to get everything without doing it, and I'm really lost in myself.
As long as I rely on it, the real me will be imprisoned, and I will not be able to practice the true truth.
You need to do it, not fantasize, which won't achieve anything.
Happy times are always easy to disappear and disappear without a trace.
No one's time can be restarted, and we have no choice but to move forward desperately.
The distance you want to go to will definitely be reached, and people may only be truly alive if they do things seriously, otherwise they will just waste their lives.
Forrest Gump
The Shawshank Redemption
What I sensed was a kind of confusion, a two-way salvation, or a one-person salvation.
Sincerity is sometimes invincible, but it takes an extremely strong heart.
Life is actually very simple, simplicity is the right choice, superfluous decorations are the coat given to it by the outside world, and people are always confused by external objects.
But the only way to become strong is to seal a certain level of self, thinking too much about things doesn't actually help solve problems, you're too busy to think about them.
Not everyone is worth thinking about repeatedly, everyone is an independent individual, she has her own ideas, not every behavior needs to be explained to be reasonable, I want to do it is reasonable.
The meaning of this thing itself, please always pay attention to the meaning of the thing itself, giving a thing a value and meaning that does not belong to it will only be a burden, for example, at the moment I write a diary just to record what I think at the moment, and there is no other meaning, maybe I will see it later, maybe not, but it doesn't matter.
The mood of the past diary has also become a memory.
I only think about the thing itself, I really do this thing for money, money does not make me happy, but pure investment is the most beautiful thing.
It's always the best time to experience something without distractions.
No matter what others say about me, you don't live in other people's evaluations.
Those evaluation criteria can't control you.
You will always belong to your happiness, even if the time is wasted in some way.
But anxiety and tension are useless.
The more you rush, the more likely you are to make mistakes.
No one in this world understands you, not even yourself, they are not talking about you, but their ideal you, or the imaginary you, or the self-righteous you, or the imaginary you.
Actually, you're just you.
Always have the courage to be yourself.
Sometimes people think you're in the fourth layer, but you're already in the atmosphere.
Do you care about the joys and sorrows of others?
I don't care, it's like no one cares if you live or die.
Cold and tolerant, but definitely not weak kindness.
Don't care about things that are useless, just grasp your general direction and enhance your skills and abilities.
I want to say a love word to myself who has been working hard and constantly struggling:
You are the only candle that will not be extinguished when it sways in the wind and rain; You are the only sun, forever burning yourself to illuminate others; You are the only star, and though not as bright as the moon and sun, your light is still fascinating; You are a drop of water in the sea, small but a part of the sea; You are the fireflies, you are the light, the sea of three thousand flowers, the light, and the most beautiful existence in the world.
Only by trying to do everything you say can you really increase your self-confidence.
Action is the only way to solve problems.
Everything that is planned can make people feel anxious.
What is always the most important thing is yourself.
Never doubt yourself, just isolate yourself from the negative energy that the outside world brings to you.
Don't force what doesn't suit you to stay.