Chapter 169: Angel Killer VS Righteous Officer (63)
The past is prologue.
You will find that it is best to do your own thing, and take care of other things, let alone worry about other people's things.
Because your situation is the worst, and there is no one in this world who can make you grow at the fastest pace except yourself.
Pain, loneliness, loneliness, dormancy are the most important things right now.
Don't waste any attention and emotion, time on other people.
Always focus only on what is most important to you.
Focus on action.
And these are their compulsory lessons, and for me, the pain I experienced in the past is over.
And I need to focus my attention and gaze on the more important things than the unimportant people.
And I don't like to communicate with people who are in a state of internal friction and low energy.
will consume their own energy in vain.
Once upon a time, they were fox friends and dogs, and they still are.
No one has ever been the person with whom you can be the closest confidant, never reveal your secrets so that you will be the second person to be hurt.
Nothing is real, it's just yourself, your emotions, your health, your sleep, all of you are here to make you.
I don't think I'm better than others, I'm average, I'm hardworking, I don't even seem to have any edges, I only have what I think I'm going to accomplish.
I don't have the conditions, but I will create them step by step.
I don't know how far I can go, but that's what I can do.
It's hard to find someone who fits perfectly, and I choose to stay pure and not get involved in other people's right and wrong.
Every time I thought I had met the right person, I was too naïve and innocent, but you will find that the surprises you thought were doom and deception.
How can there be so much good luck?
I'm thankful that they taught me so much, that meeting the right people is a lifelong friend, and meeting the wrong people is a lesson to give you a better understanding of what you really want.
Immature you meet immature him, he can't cherish you.
What is your first reaction when you hear these words?
And this time I don't have any expectations, I just don't share my feelings and experiences very carefully, but it's easier to get along, I don't have any expectations, and I will never expect the other party to do anything for me.
That's good, please keep it like this, the right person will always meet, even if there is still little hope.
Even if it's still disappointing, so what?
Every time I do my best, every step I try my best to take, why be afraid?
Please be braver, be brave.
Because I know that there are some things that you can't hold onto, no matter how hard you try, like quicksand on your fingertips.
The best of me, but you're not the best of you, so we're doomed to miss out.
Everyone's presence is teaching you a lesson, and everything pushes you to become a better version of yourself.
I may have a calamity, but I have always followed my heart, and I may try to the end or fail, but have I really failed?
No one in this world can defeat him except himself.
Some are destined to miss out.
When I try to make friends with my heart, I am bound to get hurt, but will I retreat?
If you don't love what I love, why do you say you love me?
Just let the time sift through the right people.
It's a long time to meet, fall in love, and start a family, and I don't know if I'll have the courage to get there.
Because every step has been bumpy, I am sure that I will keep going, and whether there is someone by my side or not, I will choose to live well.
It's not who I should be right, I just can't live up to my passion.
Only you are the only one in this world who will bring tears to your eyes.
Those who have traveled the road, those who have experienced it, sleepless nights, painful and tangled nights, and self-doubts, the one who always firmly chooses himself will always be himself.
From now on, no one can replace themselves.
No one is more important than myself.
Whenever I am confused, lost, painful, or troubled, I will find ways to make myself happier, more positive, and save myself who is lost and desperate.
Other than that, I couldn't find anyone who could save me.
So I'll never doubt my decision, I'll change it if I'm wrong, but I won't doubt that I can't.
If it doesn't work, then try to change, if you can't do it hard, then don't embarrass yourself, just do what you're good at.
I put 100% effort into everything, and I need to put all my passion into it, so that even if the result is not good, I have done my best, and I have no regrets.
Every time I can't see others, I am trying to cultivate myself, let myself become my own towering tree faster, protect myself, and make myself more lovely, more beautiful, and more free to develop.
I'd rather work hard and painfully to pursue what I want.
Other than that, there is nothing in this world that can make me feel sad anymore.
I was disappointed so many times that I lost hope in everyone and everything.
I'm always waiting for hope to be completely extinguished, I'm always waiting for that person to turn around completely, so that I will turn around and never look back.
You gave me the determination to always be myself.
Because every time I know that I am an existence that will definitely be abandoned, even if I do everything well, the result may still be unsatisfactory, and the comments I get are still unbearable.
The world is full of noise, and sometimes I really don't understand why some people can easily hurt another person.
Do you think I'll be sorry?
There will be regrets, but more often than not, I know the end of one thing, and I can forget it.
I knew I was being given up, so I could make up my mind to forget about it.
You'll be a memory of mine, and you've had good times, but you're eventually gone.
I'm sorry, I can't save you.
I'm just my own patron saint.
When you go to a new city, you will find that no one in this city knows you, you have no worries, nothing else, at that time you only have yourself, you only have to get along with yourself, you can look around, you can spend a lot of time resting and sleeping, no one will wake you up.
Loneliness is the norm in life, and freedom needs money as a foundation.
So what exactly do you have?
Eventually, everything you have will dissipate, and eventually you will be left with only yourself.
My focus is always on myself, and as for whether others like me or not, he decides for himself, and it has nothing to do with me.
It's a long time, maybe a short time, but this limited life still needs to do something worthwhile.
It's good to think of it as an experience for the rest of your life.
Don't force everything, it's enough to just do yourself seriously.
The rest doesn't matter.
Life is always an experience.
It doesn't matter if you do everything or not, it's what you think about every moment of every day that matters most.
People do not live in the future, nor can they live in the future, but can only grasp the limited present.
Being aware of your emotions in the moment is the key to experiencing everything.
What is interesting and challenging for you, you should not be afraid of anything, and it is enough to work hard to complete it.
No result can define you, only how you feel about yourself is true.
It's like beautiful music, isn't it?
Does it matter when the trial card ends?
You don't need to tell people what you think, and you don't need to explain your intentions to others.
Another very important thing is that the past is prologue.
I never felt like anything could last long.
Only you are the only one.
Maybe I've been learning since the summer vacation that the only ideal partner in this world is myself.
Meticulous care.
As for the other person, I never expected it, and I was afraid that I would definitely lose it, so I might as well leave it at that.
Because he's not the only one, he's been deceived three or four times, and sweet words are always easy to get up to, aren't they?
But no one in this world stays where they are, does they?
Some beginnings will mean ends.
People who love deeply don't put love on their lips all day long, and I will make less psychological hints in the future.
Keep your attention where it should be.
Pleasing yourself is the only thing that matters.
Whether or not to treat you as a pastime will only give you a month, and if you are still not sure of your mind for a month, then there will be no future.
There isn't so much time to waste for others.
Be responsible for yourself and don't shirk your responsibilities at will.
This is very important.
Personalities are different, and they can stick to their own opinions.
My talent is learning, and my interest is learning.
And it's an efficient study, because there are so many things to be interested in.
Hahaha, such a unique person.
I'm still young, and nothing is absolutely right.
Every time I think I'm small, small and invisible to others, and I can't say that I'm right.
It's normal for you to make mistakes, it's just that people are really complicated, or is it more appropriate to think of them as fox friends and dog friends, just like in the past, if you don't put them in the position of friends, why will it affect my mood?
Don't care about other people's affairs, don't ask for reasons, and respect everything about others.
And then you don't need to tell others what you do, don't show off, because showing off is useless, except to increase your own pride, there is no use in refraining from expressing desires.
Experience and enjoy life with your heart.
So that you can really relax in moderation.
The past is long gone.
You only have the right minute, every second of it.
It's okay to know that you've made mistakes.
Loneliness is the norm in life, and I really don't know anything that is absolutely right.
Pleasing yourself is the most important thing.
There is no need to think about the wrong things, it just affects your judgment.
If it's useless, you don't need to think about it, and you don't need to think about things that waste your time.
Stealing energy can be exhausting.
After going through such dark days and difficult days, I gradually understood who was the most important person in my life.
All of us to be friends with me must be positive energies for someone who will perfect me and bring new changes to my life.
I won't care about the rest.
Other people's lives have their own rhythm, and so do I, and I don't interfere with other people's lives.
Just do your own thing.
Again, I thought that anyone can only make me better, not hurt me.
I have to realize that I am growing, and it is normal to be squeezed while growing up.
Everything pushes me to be a better version of myself.
Every day is boring sometimes, and many times life is like that.
But it's useless to think so much, who the teacher is, what work to do, what to learn, as long as you walk over, it's nothing, just like before, the most important thing is that you have to understand that all this will not go well, just like your undergraduate teacher ignores you, even if you have the ability, you will still be suppressed, ignored or even suspected, these are other people's emotions, not yours.
You have to know that you've always been great and don't need to blame yourself.
Everything you do now is for the sake of being truly free, and the freedom of money will solve 90% of the world's problems.
Then create, create something that is truly your own, a work or something else.
And then let those things iterate and get more time for yourself.
You are not a race against others, but against your own time, and to a certain extent, everyone is an auxiliary means for you to achieve your goals.
The personal growth you want, as for the impression of others on you, it is not important at all, and the place you want to maintain is only the image in the eyes of a few people.
You have to believe that nothing is unconquerable, all you need is to know more and then practice it in the real world.
There are a lot of sounds around, but you don't need to listen to them, you just have to believe in yourself.
You can't make a mistake.
Natural or man-made disasters or anything else has nothing to do with me.
Life is short, and the day is so short that I can only feel that time is passing faster and faster.
I can't stop it, I can only face it in a way that I enjoy.
When there is no way, you have to break the situation.
Let everything be an enabler, not a hindrance.
There is no one who is the most suitable, and it is a particularly difficult thing to meet a soulmate.
Many people are not on the same level of cognition, and you can only tell them in the simplest way.
This process requires patience.
But I don't have the patience to repeat a point to others.
There are still many things that need to be improved to prevent such problems from happening next time.
I can't manage others, but I can manage myself.
Doing more can resolve some contradictions and bring some things to a successful conclusion.
Because the time period for which these people and I have dealt with me is only a certain period of time.
If there is bound to be a conflict in the future, then I choose to solve the problem head-on.
You have to believe in your own correctness, even if you don't do it very well, but try to improve and you will win.
When you're in a bad mood, it's easy to look at things and become pessimistic, so the first thing to do is to take care of your emotions.
You only need to do what you are responsible for at the moment, and as for other people's lives, you can adopt a strategy of inaction.
Focus on your own life and don't need to give advice.
The difference is not the information difference, but the time difference!
My thoughts now are:
There are many things that can be experienced.
First I had to have money, and then I could be free physically and timely.
Money comes from excellent works or experiments, and most of my time must belong to me, and a small part of my willingness to contribute unconditionally to society or the country.
I don't want to deceive people, and I don't want to be deceived.
My future seems uncertain, but there is.
Hopefully there will be a bright future.
I don't want to spend any extra time on you, so I don't have to think about telling you what I'm doing.
That's exactly what I don't want to do.
The stocking master is myself.
People can't resist what the outside world thinks of me, but I've gradually stopped relying on what others say about me.
I am an adult and I have the right to make any decisions I make.
I am a student, but I am more of a social person, and I have to take responsibility for taking care of myself.
It's normal to fail in graduate school, or to fail in other things.
It's not that I'm talented, it's the result of doing things with my heart.
I don't know if it's right or not, but life is a journey with no end.
I still don't know how long he can stay in my life, maybe the next time will be when he firmly gives up on me.
I'm always waiting, waiting for a man's full turn, maybe I've lost hope in all of humanity.
I just want to do what I feel is truly meaningful.
This is the highest spiritual pursuit.
I've lost hope and expectation for a lot of people, but I'll be happy if you come, but only for a short time.
Because being a person is an uncertain thing in itself, when a relationship breaks down, I choose only myself.
I hope there will be such a unique person, but if not, there are no regrets.
I am becoming more and more aware of one thing, that is, the impermanence of the world, and I have never felt it like this.
If two people grow at different speeds of mind, sooner or later they will separate.
And that feeling is the end.
The only thing I can do is enjoy the moment, try to create the future, and create my own future.
It is impossible to rely on this life.
Others can wronged me, but I can give myself full pampering.
That's it, it's an unreasonable expectation to expect someone to love me more than he does.
Everyone will only remember himself, so please remember to love yourself.
It's not that there is no capacity for love, but that this ability is not important in the slightest compared to oneself.
If you can create yourself, why rely on others?
Crawling and rolling is my attribute, enjoying the scenery, watching the clouds alone until the sky is old.
One person's romance can never be replaced by two people.
One person's top happiness can never be replaced by two people.
The distance between the heart and the heart does not follow the distance of the body, and I think that maybe at this moment I understood the deep meaning of love and spiritual needs.
My body is more honest than I am, and my mind is clearer than mine.
My heart always belongs to me.
The independence of the self can never be possessed by others.
Sometimes life doesn't need to be too serious, it's just an experience, but sometimes it's expensive, sometimes it's free.
I often ask myself the question, if I have gone through a lifetime and I have contributed nothing to humanity, I am very indifferent to others, and I have worked hard all my life and ended up doing nothing, would I blame myself for my incompetence?
Now there seems to be an answer, that is, I am only here to experience life, the time is not controlled by me, and death is sometimes not controlled by me, so my only freedom is spiritual freedom and freedom of attitude.
Misfortune and luck are all my life experiences, there is nothing to show off, and there is nothing to be nostalgic about.
Therefore, I have cultivated countless interests, in order to accompany me through the time of my life, without the need for flawed human beings, I can talk to countless lonely souls who can resonate with me.
What I saw was shackles, locking a person in a room full of shackles.
Because he doesn't believe in eternity, it seems like he's really breaking the mold.
But that's all, I'm always living in the moment.
Life is as pure as the sun.
Maybe you can meet the right person at the right time.
It doesn't matter, it's useless to think so much, if you come, you'll be together, and if you don't come, you'll be separated.
Is it not good for you to stay by your side as an ancestor?
You're a little kid in need of pets.
Why should we take care of other people's emotions and feelings?
You just spoil yourself and take care of it.
The rest of the happiness continues, and if you are not happy, you don't continue, just so willful.
Right!
I'm in the mix, what do I care about others?
The freedom, space, time, and mind that I want, anyone who tries to interfere with me must resolutely give up.
If you can't play together, you won't play.
If the pet is not easy to raise, it is not the ancestor, I am the ancestor.
I may be a pessimistic person at times, because I have never been firmly chosen.
I am tolerating others, and my heart may be longing for such a person in my life who can tolerate all of me unconditionally.
But the reality is too cruel, once in front of interests, no one can resist and begin to calculate each other's interests.
And I can't afford to gamble with anyone.
I don't bet on your mind, I only do what I'm sure of.
I'm brave to take a step, but I'm also brave enough to take my heart.
Every time I feel like this, it's accurate.
I also hope that there can be an accident in my life, and he can give me the courage to love him and not be deceived because I can't afford to fail.
No one could catch me.
I can't give anyone the life I want, except for my own efforts, maybe sometimes hard work will not lead to results, but it is also a kind of hope.
I always hope that I can't be defeated by life, and only by constantly overcoming myself can I go where I want to go.
I can't blame anyone else for the different destinations from me, can I?
So I can afford to love and let go.
The world is really hypocritical, but I still keep my original intention and do my best.
Maybe I've been deceived, maybe I'm downcast and have nothing to rely on, but I'm still myself, aren't I?
It's impossible to be poor, and I'll get myself back on my feet.
Am I your long-term choice, maybe not?
I may doubt myself, but I can accept any ending.
Yes, I'll be uncomfortable, or will I be a little disappointed, maybe the Internet is real or fake, right?
How many people let me go, how many people cheated on my youth, how many people thought I was simple and easy to deceive, how many people wasted my time, but feelings are the only things I can't control.
Do I expect me to be the luckiest person in the world?
No, it won't.
It's not that I don't love so much, I actually hope that someone can really accept everything about me and still love me, but it's hard for me to get unconditional support from my relatives, let alone someone who has only known me for more than a month?
Words are always deceptive, like my words.
And my choice now is that I will disguise myself in the early stage to achieve a state of seeing clearly what a person really looks like, and then you will continue to know each other after getting to know each other.
Concentrate first and then show your truest appearance.
The sincerity of an adult is hard to find, I don't know if his words are true or false, but I choose to believe and choose to face it positively.
Failure is inevitable, and in the process of trying to break through, I will constantly encounter failures, and incomprehension and doubts from the outside world, isolation is the norm.
Is a person in good shape?
It's good, it's been good.
I have not had, nor have I lost. All possession is nothing but an illusion.
I'm past the age where I go around telling people about my past hurts.
Maybe I get too little praise and I always doubt myself, but now I'm sure I don't have to doubt myself because I've been good all along.
If you can't fit into the sea of people, don't force yourself, there will be a path for you in this world.
It's good to be as light as water for a lifetime.
Do you still like that teenager you used to be?
Will they still be the same as they were?
I will love to improve and surpass myself every day, because no one will ever understand me.
Marrying yourself is the best state.
Don't spend time thinking about having someone with you anymore.