Late at night, Akihabara called the sunflowers out to drink again, this time in the attic, the skylight was open, and when you looked up, you could see the starry sky, which was incredibly beautiful. Sunflower looked a little distracted for a while, and didn't speak for a while.

Akihabara chewed on her own dried fish, and suddenly remembered something and told her, "Remember when I told you about that French painting competition?" Because he suddenly said that he was going to co-organize it with Japan, he inexplicably delayed the time, and I don't know what this group of foreigners is doing. But it's also good that the bigger the scale, the more famous you will be if you win the award. Xiaokui, I hope you have a better year in 2012. ”

"Teacher, you might as well tell me that it is more powerful to buy a lottery ticket and win 200 million."

"Have faith in yourself! Confidence! Aoi-chan! He straightened her shoulder, "I really don't understand you, where is your confidence, the whole person looks like a black whirlpool, hiding a lot of things, always bitter haha, why do you have to have confidence in yourself, believe that the future will be very good." ”

"Probably yes, teacher." She regretted saying these four words, "Damn ......"

"What the hell?"

"I don't like this mantra."

"What a mantra." He thought back for a moment and asked, "Probably?" ”

"Don't, don't say it. I'm going to change those four words. ”

"Change, it's easy to do." He laughed, took out a stack of glasses, all filled with wine, "Now that we are talking, if you want to burst out those four words, you will drink, and when you drink miserably, you will change it." ”

"Useful?"

"Why didn't it work?" He laughed.

"Okay, try it." She laughed.

"Let's have a drink first."

"Why!" She was anxious, "How can I have such a big drink." ”

"It's just about being dizzy and playing, and at that time you're a little out of control, and it's easy to leak your mouth. Otherwise, if you press it with reason, it won't work. ”

"Really?" She will be skeptical.

"Did Mr. Qiu lie to you?" He took the glass and fed it to her, and she thought about it, took it and drank it, and after a moment's pause, the wine was stronger.

She slapped the table and straightened her spine, "Come on!" ”

"Sunflower-san ran naked on the Bund!"

"Great! Generally! Be! Target! She replied cleanly, and then took the case, "The teacher doesn't bring such a trick!" ”

"Drink."

"No, how can this kind of topic be counted?!"

"Whoever wants you to have this kind of mantra, willing to gamble and lose!"

"Teacher, you're so bad." She was angry, but she couldn't help it.

"Sit down, drink, and come again."

"This kind of topic will not work."

"Okay, okay, spare you once, drink half a cup, and continue." He fed her another cup and dragged her hand to sit down.

Sunflower drank half a cup angrily.

Akihabara thought for a moment and asked, "Sunflower-san's favorite is Akihabara-sensei." ”

"Hahaha, yes." She was smart this time, and replied to him with a naughty face, anyway, if she was not serious, she couldn't take it seriously.

"Aoi promised to be my girlfriend."

"Hahaha, how is that possible." She laughed louder and louder, and her face was hot because of the strength of the wine.

"Aoi will kiss me right away." He laughed too, and the scene was so joyful.

"Teacher, save it, I'm holding back and won't say yes." She slapped the table.

"Look, it's not like that."

"That doesn't count!"

"Drink this half a cup and you'll be there." He then fed her, but she stopped drinking and shook her hand.

"I'll kiss you." Akihabara approached her.

"Teacher, what's wrong with you tonight! Hahaha! She laughed, but in an instant his lips were sealed by him, he was not joking at all, he held her cheek, did not let her escape, kissed her very hard and fiercely. If you close your eyes, the feeling of domineering is as unreasonable as Lian Boxi's plunder.

She really wanted to respond, so she wanted to simply close her eyes and respond, with the intention of drinking, while she was slightly drunk, to respond to a person who had not been seen for a long time.

But she knew very well who was in front of her, an impossible person, the smile on the corner of her mouth narrowed and became very cold, and when he wanted to go deeper, she lowered her head vigorously, and then told him: "Teacher, I am married." ”

"Probably yes!" He didn't believe it.

"If I lie to you, there is a whole row of wine on the table, and I can drink all those bottles." She smiled wryly.

He fainted and was shocked: "Really? And with whom? And, with that beautiful man? ”

She shook her head, "How could it be, another ......"

Before the words could be spoken, she cried.

"I can't believe it, you?! Sunflower, get married?! The most unsightly person in my life, you! You've surprised me so much. Sunflower, what an arrogant girl you are in your bones, I don't know?! Even if you are not confident to the end, you will not lie on the ground and live like a scoundrel, but what do you look like now?! He looked a little agitated, because he didn't expect, "You are running here in such pain?" You ......"

"Is it a big drop in the price of a married woman?" She lifted her teary eyes and smiled, so bitter.

"Sunflower, what the hell are you doing?"

"Teacher......" her tears poured down, "I ...... I miss him so much......"

"Who? Your husband? ”

She laughed, she couldn't stop crying, but the alcohol was completely up, and she was so out of control that she wanted to confide, "I love him so much...... I love him so much, twenty years, every minute and every second, my world, he is not there...... It's empty, and I can't even breathe without him...... But I couldn't say a word in front of him, I felt that I ...... When I look at him, I hate, hate, hate, I can't see it, but I think, I think about it, my heart hurts, why...... I don't know why...... Teacher...... Why ......"

She cried so sadly that Akihabara couldn't bear to listen to it, and originally wanted to violate her lust, but at the moment he had to hold her in his arms lovingly and comfort her.

"My Sunflower-san, you are such a stupid girl, so stupid that it makes people feel distressed." He stroked her back and kissed her lightly on the forehead, "A person only has a short life, why can't you be brave enough to love once, go out and tell him, you love him, even if you fail, you won't regret it, and when you recall it when you're old, you won't regret not being sincere to yourself and not confessing to him." ”

Sunflower shook her head, "Brave, I can't do it anymore for that person...... I ......"

She pointed to herself, "From childhood to adulthood, he has been waiting, waiting for everything he promised me, it will come true, he said to take me to swim, and as a result, he went to accompany other girls, took me to the movies, and ended up buying clothes by himself, accompanied me to learn to paint, and ended up traveling by himself, and promised me many, many things......"

She smiled and pointed to the night sky, "The stars are so beautiful. ”

"It's a disappointment, isn't it?"

She nodded, "It's a long wait, in despair expecting a miracle to happen, that kind of feeling." I just watched my stupidity and stubbornness again and again in a quiet and lonely waiting, twenty years, then, so long, I have nothing but waiting...... Guts? Assertive? What happens if you confess? Am I going to live and wait for twenty years? Don't want it...... Unless I know that I will die tomorrow, then maybe, I dare to fight to the death......"

"Don't say that, Aoi." He hugged her tightly, raised his head and drank a glass of wine, a little bitter, "Damn, I'm so jealous of that guy, in my life, there can be a woman who loves him so selflessly." This woman is still you. Sunflower, do you know, you are in my heart, it is too pure and pure, I have never known how to express my feelings to you, flowers? Candle? Even if it is covered with a Lancang River, you will not be moved, how can you be easily tempted if you say that you don't like it, you don't like it. ”

"Hahaha." She smiled, tears still dripping, "Teacher, aren't those girls who have chased after you haven't been moved by these?" ”

"I lied to you. Silly girl. If I told you that I had every one of them, but in the end when they cried and cried out that they wanted to be with me for the rest of their lives, and I ran away in fear, what would you think of me as a person? I'm your teacher after all. He gently wiped away her tears with his fingers, "Don't be sad, Xiaokui, it's better to stay here and don't leave." ”

He tried to kiss her again, and she stared at her in surprise and ducked back, but he insisted on doing so, not hiding his emotions at all. At this time, the small flower garden outside the window under the attic was suddenly bumped into by someone, and someone hurried to the stairs.

"Ahsan, is that you?! Ahsan! Akihabara frowned, looked outside, not at ease, so he chased out, and when he came back, Sunflower had gone back quietly.

"Ahsan, I like Mr. Akihabara very much, right?" When Sunflower sat on the haystack and basked in the sun, Ahsan came to dry his clothes on the lawn, and when he was done, he walked to her and sat down, the sun shone warmly on the two beautiful girls, and the light flowed in the curvature of the female body, like a poem, euphemistic and moving.

Ahsan nodded, pointing at the sunflower, asking, what about you?

Sunflower smiled and shook her head, "Why, he's my favorite teacher." It's the teacher. ”

Ahsan also smiled and shook his head, as if he didn't believe it.

I can't explain this thing clearly, Sunflower pursed her lips, forget it, endured, didn't speak, just bask in the sun and enjoy the quiet afternoon. Time seems to be frozen, every minute and every second belongs to you, not to anyone.

Akihabara made a pot of tea, sat on the roof not far away, sat idly and lazily, and his posture was stretched and beautiful, and it was like a peaceful painting.

Ahsan looked at him attentively, and his eyes showed love.

It's so much like her former self, Sunflower secretly looked at her, as if time was going by, and she saw her own childhood.

Lian Boxi was running and jumping on the school playground, and the eyes of many girls surrounded him.

The stars are the same as the moon, and the sunflower is just the most distant, the tiniest star, and she feels that this life, in her gaze and admiration for him, has slowly slowed down, absurdly passed.