"What are you drawing?" Akihabara approached her and looked at the wall under the colored brush, "Hmm, fish, is it a Siamese betta fish?" ”

"Yes, it's a Siamese betta." Sunflower nodded.

"Super beautiful fish, I've been fascinated for a while, like wearing a beautiful wedding dress, all kinds of colors, all kinds of dazzling." He applauded, "You drew it so well, it was like this fish was swimming on the wall." ”

"Really?" She shook her head, "I just want to draw the moment when it turns around, as if it's not turning." ”

"Well, the drawing is moving, I can see it." He laughed.

"Hmm......" she nodded, that's good.

"But look." He pointed elsewhere, "You always paint the sea, the fish, the blue tones, and it looks so sad?" ”

"I ......," she pursed her lips, "actually envy the fish." ”

"How?"

"It is said that a fish is a creature with a memory of only seven seconds, and even if you give it a small fish tank, swim for seven seconds, and turn around, it will forget that it has swam through these places, and feel that it is fresh everywhere, so it will be very happy and comfortable to live."

"Like a fairy tale. Hehe, Aoi wants to be like a fish and forget all about the past? ”

Aoi didn't speak, but acquiesced.

Akihabara put his arm around her shoulder, "Don't envy the fish, tell you the best way, forget a relationship, it takes time, and a brand new relationship." Believe me, give it a try. ”

"I still believe that Brother Chun will have eternal life." She reacted so quickly that she immediately teased back.

"Little slippery." He scraped her nose with his index finger.

She laughed, dodged, and debunked him: "Teacher Qiu, don't always tease other girls in front of Ah San, it's not good." ”

"What does it have to do with Ahsan." He frowned slightly.

"You must know Ahsan's heart for the teacher."

"So I have to spend my life in charge?" He spread his hands, that gesture, that look, although he looked completely different from Lian Boxi, but the tone was the same.

She put down her paintbrush and put her hands around her chest, "Okay, I want to hear what the teacher thinks." ”

"What an idea." He's not stupid, he avoids the heavy and wants to dodge.

"Ahsan is so beautiful, it's impossible for the teacher to start it." She simply spoke up.

"Hey, sunflowers." He laughed, "Don't do that. I think of someone like that. ”

She smiled and pointed to her neck, "I painted for her that day, on her side, there are very clear kiss marks, there is no one else here, it can't be that I kissed it." ”

He was embarrassed, and he couldn't get rid of it.

"Teacher?"

"You're quite explicit now, and you're hiding it so deep that you can't see it." He was happy, a little reluctantly.

"Teacher?"

"What's wrong?" He wanted to be confused, "I'm cooking, I'll go downstairs and take a look." ”

"Marry Ahsan." She chased after her, "Very good girl." ”

He turned his head and grimaced, "Although everyone doesn't know when they will suddenly die, if they can't die, a life is very long, and a person like me may not stay in one place for a lifetime, suddenly get married, and suddenly the dust settles, maybe, but it doesn't seem to be now, and it's not her." ”

"Actually, it's not me." She looked at him with a smile in her eyes, and there was actually a coolness in her eyes.

"At least I thought it was." He patted his heart, "Don't, Xiaokui, don't look at me so happily, I know what you're thinking, don't think of me as an imaginary enemy, don't think of me as that man, don't ask for a result from me, okay?" ”

She didn't speak, leaned against the wall, next to the Siamese betta fish she painted, her expression was like a female warrior carved in jade, so arrogant, so holy, the light sprinkled on her face, the charm was just right, very beautiful. It is a woman who has transformed from a girl, and the perfection after breaking the cocoon.

He took a breath and smiled, "You look so beautiful like this, sunflowers, born against the sun, you are the most beautiful." ”

"But I'm cold."

"Don't, don't, I beg you, I'm defeated." He arched his hand and walked away in a panic. She is actually Bing Xue smart and can't afford to deceive. If she was deceived, it was just that she wanted to be deceived and was deceived by another man for 20 years.

After that, no one spoke to her anymore, it was very quiet and desolate.

She continued to draw a few strokes, and was a little bored, so she decided to go out for a walk, and after coming for a long time, she didn't really go out alone and enjoy the rare loneliness. Akihabara was busy, so she asked Ahsan for directions, and Ahsan drew the route for her, and while it was still light, she left the inn.

The sunlight shines through the cracks of the leaves and sprinkles on the human body, like the light and shadow under the water, the green ocean, with the fragrance of earth and flowers. Everything is primitive and old, but fresh and strong, like these trees have gone through a hundred years, just to say hello to you today.

Sunflower took a sketchy map and walked along the path. Ahsan also wrote on the map, be careful of the beast trap, what a considerate girl. Sunflower was careful and didn't walk around, she didn't come here to get lost here. She just transitioned between different worlds, like a fish, hoping that as soon as she turned around, the memories of those seven seconds and seven seconds would disappear one by one.

She walked deep into the forest, relying on the map, she had the confidence to walk back to the inn alone, the path drawn by Ahsan was very detailed, and there were also sheep intestine paths in the forest, and there seemed to be no problem in following it. But when she first decided to turn back, the dense forest covered the road from which she came, and the scenery was the same everywhere, which was a bit dazzling. She looked at the map, followed the road ahead, and took a detour to get out of the other road and return to the inn, and there seemed to be no problem. She was determined to move forward, farther and farther away, and gradually, she recalled every time Ahsan peeked at her, recalled her voyeurism, and the coldness that sometimes flowed......

Sunflower's heart is a little tight.

At this moment, there was a cry in front of the forest, she listened carefully, it was a boy's call, she hurried forward, gradually out of the forest, in a small piece of grass, found a deep hole, a boy wearing a blue cloth turban, more than ten years old, he fell inside, was looking up in pain.

When Sunflower approached, he glared at her fiercely like a wild beast, letting out a nervous and frightened cry.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. I'm here to help you. She leaned down and tried to reach for him, but the hole was too deep to reach him. Sunflower looked around, ran back into the forest to find a branch, returned to the pit, and handed the other end to the boy, "Come, hold it!" ”

The boy hesitated for a long time, and judging by his face and expression, it seemed that he was intellectually disabled, and Sunflower took a long time to explain to him before he grasped the branch suspiciously.

"Okay, hold on hard and climb up." Sunflower tries to help him.

The boy howled like a wolf and clung to the branch, which he grabbed down, and the rough stalk grazed Sunflower's hands, and blood flowed from it.

It hurts, but she wants to save him. I was in a hurry, and I couldn't find a helper for the time being, and it was already getting dark.

She didn't know what to do.

"Are your parents around? Are you alone? Don't worry, don't worry. I'll think about it again. She looked around anxiously, but had no more choice, so she went back to the forest, found a long vine, and handed it to the boy, and tied the other end around her waist, and tried to help the boy with all her strength.

But this time, the boy did not know what was going on to madness, and in the process of climbing up, he suddenly fell back again, and tried so hard that he dragged the sunflower down, and she fell into the hole so hard that she almost fell into a daze, but the boy grinned widely, and was very happy like a prank, not at all aware of the danger of being left in the forest after nightfall.

Sunflower was in pain for a long time, and it was relieved for a long time before she covered the wound and looked at the child in amazement, and in the phantom she felt that the child seemed to overlap with a certain period of time in his childhood, and he stood in many places and laughed loudly at himself, in the theater, by the pool, at school, in the playground, in a nightmarish place.

"Don't laugh!" She suddenly yelled in emotion.

The child was stunned, stunned, glared at her, and began to cry, sadder than her.

Sunflower came to her senses and knew that the child in front of her was not Lian Boxi after all, she was saddened by his crying, and hurriedly comforted him, "Don't cry, it's my sister's mistake, don't cry......"

She looked up at the edge of the high pit, and she didn't know how to get out, she had broken her right arm, and she couldn't use any strength. After trying to calm down and think about it, there was only one last way to try, and she said to the boy: "Sister has one last way left to try, can you please cooperate well?" ”

The boy looked at her stupidly.

"My name is Sunflower, what's your name?" Sunflower tries to gain his trust.

But the boy ignored her.

"Want to get out? Want to go home? She reached out and gently wiped the tears and dirt from the boy's face.

The boy nodded vigorously.

"Step on your sister's shoulder, and then try to climb out, you live here, the road must be more familiar than your sister, climb out to find someone to save your sister again, okay?" She patiently told him that she gave him hope of going back, and she gave him her own hope.

The boy was quiet and well-behaved, nodding his head.

So she crouched down, helped him step on her shoulder, and then tried to support him, and after several efforts, the boy finally crawled out of the pit. Then he stood on the edge of the pit and looked down on her.

"Let's go find someone, come and save my sister, okay?" She repeats the phrase, hoping he understands.

The boy kept staring at her, his eyes were very cold and strange.

"Help my sister, okay?" It's obviously a very kind thing, but seeing her pity, I don't know why, she suddenly felt sad, as if begging life to give her a chance to start over.

The boy said nothing, but turned away and went into the forest, where he noticed the sound of Siso, but never returned.

By this time it was already dark, she took a few steps back and looked at the sky, and could see some towering tree tops, and she could see the clouds that were getting thicker, and the air was humid and it was going to rain......

If two people like each other, then they want to be together. She hugged herself, her body was cold, and she thought of this sentence inexplicably, her arm hurt and hurt, and her heart was like a fragment, and she couldn't pick it up anymore.

"Retribution, retribution, retribution......" she murmured. That boy may not be like Lian Boxi, but more like Meng Fei, the resentment that he can't escape even if he escapes thousands of miles away is all her retribution.

Hurt people who shouldn't be hurt, and take advantage of happiness that shouldn't be owned.

"Retribution, retribution......" she muttered to herself, but all the unwillingness in her heart was exploding again, "Why! Why! ”

She screamed, it was painful, it was very, very painful.

She has tried her best to take care of everyone's feelings, but she can't take care of herself.

She wants to maintain every relationship, but in the end, she hurts everyone and destroys herself.

If kindness can drive a person to a dead end, this rescue of strangers is not the final blow, the scattered kindness, the scattered faith, and the scattered everything.

She's not that bad, she's not so miserable, she shouldn't be like this, in the bottom of her heart she is such a proud woman, a flower with her head held high and forever sunny. She hugged herself, but she couldn't give herself any warmth, and gradually curled up in the abyss, like a trapped beast, not only trapped here, but also trapped in her heart, trapped in reality, trapped in the cage of time.

It was late at night, drizzling, and muddy.

She closed her eyes coldly, thinking of the story of the demon, the first thousand years in a bottle, which promised to reward those who rescued him; In the second millennium, he is still willing to reward; In the third millennium, all its patience was consumed, and it cursed the world, trusting no one to be rescued from it, and would wash it with blood.

It was a wound that had been torn open countless times, and when it could not heal, it was left to fester. Instead, pale bones, like dull steel, harder, more glaring.

She said that if you die here, you will die in filth; If she gets out alive, she'll have to rewrite everything.

No one can match, no one can afford it.

All the fetters are broken, all the rules are rotten, and they work with her will.

This world is really no longer worth loving.