In a small company like ours, it is more sophisticated, Zhao Yue has my recommendation, Zhang Yin is eager to seek talents, and he passed the interview very smoothly. On the day he joined the company, I deliberately avoided suspicion, but the workplace is a miniature small society, everyone knows that he was recommended by me, and inquired about the relationship with me around the corner, Zhao Yue and I have been deeply engaged in workplace struggles for many years, and it is impossible to talk from our mouths.

After completing the entry, he was not ecstatic, but a little lost, just like on the wedding night, he had to roll the sheets with a woman he didn't love.

Zhao Yue's previous experience was in a large company, no matter how well he earned, but he had to save face when he said it, and now he has no choice but to stay in our company first.

In the evening, we held a solemn employment ceremony at home, and he raised his glass with gratitude shining in his eyes:

"Binzi, I salute you for this cup, thank you this time, otherwise I wouldn't have found a job so quickly."

I smiled bitterly, "If you're really happy, why do you spend all day bitter and hateful, as if you've been forced."

He took a sip of his beer, his expression was like a sip of undiluted bitter medicine, and sighed, "At least two of my previous jobs were for large companies, and suddenly I came to a start-up company, and I was a little uncomfortable."

I patted him on the shoulder and comforted, "Each has its pros and cons! Large companies have perfect processes and are also professional, but often we are a screw, and the department is bloated, ineffective communication, ineffective meetings, and a lot of overtime, although our company is small, but the process is not rigorous, suitable for free play, and overtime is not serious, you get off work, generally no one is looking for you, go home at night, and watch with your wife and children, how good."

"But I just want to make more money now, and as for what you said about enjoying life, it has nothing to do with cattle and horses like us."

With that, he shrugged helplessly and clinked another glass with me.

I was stunned for a moment, and said in a deep voice, "Everyone wants to make a lot of money, but not everyone can become famous, and you can't ignore the simple happiness around you because you are busy making money. You say you envy others, but I still envy you?"

Zhao Yue smiled dumbly, "What do I have to envy? In his thirties, he has achieved nothing, and he can't even afford to raise his wife and children in his hometown."

"You're married and have children! In the eyes of my parents, that's the number one priority! To tell you the truth, a few days ago, a nephew of mine got married when he was only 23, and my parents died of pressure. Be a man! Don't just look at what you don't have, but look at what you have."

Lin Feifei gave us vegetables virtuously, and enlightened him at the same time: "I think Yu Bin is right, the rule of happiness is to take less what you don't have, to compare what others have, a colleague of mine, every day in the circle of friends to show off the food show brand, everyone thinks she must be doing very well, but in fact, it is not at all, she has been divorced twice, and the other party cheated on each other twice. Do you think she might be okay to post on Moments to expose her sore spots?"

I understand Zhao Yue's feelings, we used to think that when we are thirty years old, we must be fresh and angry, and we must be young and young, but the reality is that there are tears.

Love, ideals, for us seems to have become a luxury, away from us more and more, but I am not willing to compromise with the worldly life, I feel more and more that desire and ideals are two different things, the end of desire is the continuous upgrading of the material aspect, and the distance of the ideal is spiritual wealth, I don't want to be defeated by reality again, so there is no way back at all.

After Zhao Yue's work was completed, I accompanied him to run around, looking for a house everywhere, and now renting a house is really expensive, he only rented a side bedroom, more than ten square meters, and the rent is 1500 per month.

Now everything is rising, but wages are not rising, and after so many years, it is still strong and unchanged in response to all changes.

I don't even think that in the future, no matter what swells, wages will not swell.

Zhao Yue quickly moved out of my house, he had just been cured, and Lin Feifei was cured of depression again.

When I got home from work today, I just pushed open the door, and a sense of murder came to my face, and I chuckled in my heart.

"You're back!" Lin Fei Fei Rulan's voice floated over.

She smiled like a flower, but her mood was not high, and her watery apricot eyes suddenly became calm and profound tonight, as if she was staring at the endless void, and it seemed to be full

self-struggle and inner struggle.

This struggle has no sound, no shape, and can only be felt from the gloomy eyes.

I suddenly felt uneasy in my heart, "Do you have anything to tell me?"

Lin Feifei was stunned for a moment and smiled bitterly, "Is it so obvious?"

I nodded, "Pretty obvious."

The corners of her lips rose slightly, "Eat first, I have something important to announce to you."

The more she said that, the more suspicious I became, and when I sat down, she propped her elbows on the table, her eyes a little complicated, as if she was struggling with how to speak.

Lin Feifei had a light smile on her face, but there was no smile in her eyes.

Her eyes were like a desolation in the bustling world, and my heart suddenly fluctuated, like the ripples of a pebble thrown into a lake.

I took a deep breath, "Say it!"

Lin Feifei was silent for a few seconds, and her lips opened lightly: "I'm unemployed."

I almost squirted out the Coke I had just drunk in my mouth, and it was like a hammer had been hammered.

When a few of their flight attendants talked about this a few days ago, I only thought it was a deliberate spread of news by the company, but I didn't expect it to be so fast.

But soon, my heart calmed down, now it is difficult to find an iron rice bowl, I once joked that the end of the part-time job is unemployment, but I didn't expect that in these friends around me, it was fulfilled one by one.

Now that something has happened, she can only face it with a smile, and what Lin Feifei needs most at this time is comfort. When I was fired, my heart collapsed and rebuilt thousands of times, and for a long time I felt that my life was bleak and full of worries about the future.

After being laid off, depression is inevitable, it is easy to doubt yourself, I met Lin Feifei in the darkest moment of my life, and now she has met Waterloo, I want to pull her out of the darkness.

I got up and opened a bottle of red wine and said with a smile, "It's just time to take a good rest for a while, this time I have a resignation gift package, have you thought about where to play?"

Lin Feifei pursed her mouth lightly, with a hint of depression and a little temper, "Don't go anywhere, I'm going to start submitting resumes like crazy from tomorrow."

"That's not what you said about dinner that day."

"I'm comforting them! This time, Qiu Yun was also laid off, and now the two of us are suffering from the same disease."

I couldn't help but gently stroke her hair, my fingers running through her strands, as if playing a silent love song.

"You have a good rest for a while, and allow yourself to be decadent for a few days."