Volume 1 Chapter 375, Self-Doubt
After the spring breeze, Lin Feifei told me that when she was laid off, she was confused, although the psychological defense line did not collapse, when she came out of the "little black house", her head was blank, her hands kept shaking, and the whole person was like a tight string, uncontrollable.
Lin Feifei was laid off, which caught many people off guard, she is a veteran employee in the company, and she has been fighting on the front line for so many years, no one expected that the "top brand" would be laid off.
In fact, it's normal, Lin Feifei's salary in the flight attendant is high, this line of food is youthful, younger than her mushrooms, and the price is cheap, Lin Feifei said that if she lays off one, she can recruit a semi-newcomer.
After Lin Feifei was happy to mention the unemployment gift package, she was quite happy for the first two days, living a pig-like life, eating, drinking and having fun with a few girlfriends during the day, and fighting endlessly with me at night, which was very happy.
But after a few days, her mood was very low, and the whole person was very negative, she was frantically submitting resumes every day, she behaved very easily in front of me every day, but those eyes couldn't deceive people.
Those eyes that used to be full of vitality now seem so silent, like a light that has lost focus, there is no direction, only confusion.
I felt that it would not be possible to go on like this, so I deliberately took two days off with Zhang Yin to concentrate on accompanying her at home.
When I woke up today, it was already three poles in the sun.
Lin Feifei rubbed her hazy apricot eyes, with a hint of confusion and laziness in her eyes. Look at the book
She sat up slowly, combed her long messy hair with her hands, then glanced at the clock hanging on the wall, and asked me in amazement, "Don't you have to go to work today?"
I smiled and shook my head, "Accompany my girlfriend today."
The corners of Lin Feifei's lips raised, "What's the best thing to accompany ***?" Aren't you busy right now?"
"I see you've been in a bad mood lately, so I've taken two days off to accompany you."
"Cut! I'm in a good mood!" She said duplicitously.
I smiled, but didn't debunk her. Lin Feifei has a strong self-esteem and is unwilling to admit frustration.
She glanced at me and smiled, "But since you're resting, then accompany me to the interview!"
"Interview! So fast?"
Lin Feifei shook her fluffy long hair and smiled, "No way, hard work, I'm used to going to work, and I suddenly rested, and I didn't feel very comfortable."
Lin Feifei attached great importance to the interview, and after putting on makeup, she began to pick out the clothes to wear for the interview, she changed several sets of clothes in a row, and finally chose an elegant professional outfit.
She chose a light white shirt, the neckline was unbuttoned to show off her slender neck, and the lower body was a pair of delicately cut black trousers, highlighting the soft lines of her legs, and a pair of black high heels on her feet, the heel was just the right height to make her look more straight.
I'm usually used to seeing workplace beauties dressed in OL clothes, and I've long been surprised, but Lin Feifei wears it like this, but she has a stunning feeling.
She turned around slightly, asking for my opinion, "How's this going?"
In fact, when a girlfriend asks this kind of question, it is often to get a positive answer, but if the answer is not technical, negative and perfunctory will not work, otherwise it will be digging a hole for yourself.
I already had the answer in my heart, but since she asked so, out of "respect", I still pretended to look at her a few times, and instead of answering, I asked, "Honey, do you have to apply for a flight attendant?"
Lin Feifei was confused by my question, "What's wrong? What do you mean?"
"I think it's a pity that with your appearance, figure and temperament, you don't apply for a supermodel."
"Hahaha......
Lin Feifei laughed wildly, and when I saw her smile, I suddenly felt a sense of relief, as if I hadn't seen her smile so happily for several days.
I drove Lin Feifei to the airline for an interview, and when I arrived at the interview venue, I was stunned, there were at least a dozen young girls with dreams sitting in the huge conference room.
I don't feel like it's like interviewing a flight attendant, it's more like a beauty pageant.
Although I have confidence in Lin Feifei, there are so many competitors, my heart
I can't help but feel a little bottomless. Lin Feifei told me that the interview pass rate is very low, and the selection is layered, and it usually takes three rounds of interviews to pass the customs.
Before the interview began, I was invited to wait for her in the corridor, and the girls went in one after another, for different lengths, some chatted for about half an hour, and some came out in ten minutes, in fact, the results of the interview can be seen from their faces.
I waited like sitting on pins and needles, every minute was torment, whenever I heard footsteps at the door, I subconsciously looked up to see if it was Lin Feifei.
Waiting left and right, Lin Feifei finally appeared, her delicate little face was a little gloomy, and I suddenly secretly exclaimed.
"Let's go! Let's go back!" Lin Feifei said to me lightly.
When she said this, I immediately understood, so I didn't ask anything more.
There was another interview in the afternoon, and the result was still the same, returning home twice in a row, Lin Feifei was a little skeptical of herself.
"Honey, do you think I'm so bad now? I was made redundant, and I couldn't even pass the first interview interview."
I can understand her feelings, in the eyes of others, she has always been a beautiful woman, beautiful, well-off, good job, can be called a model of all-round development of morality, intelligence, physical fitness, beauty and labor, but now she has joined the army of unemployed, competing with a group of young girls in their early 20s, which is a blow to her.
At this moment, a plane flew overhead, like a large bird streaking across the blue sky.
Lin Feifei raised her head and kept staring at the plane, and couldn't help but lose her mind a little, until the plane gradually disappeared from sight, and she didn't come back to her senses.
The lonely and longing look in her eyes was like a needle, gently stabbing me in the heart.
It didn't hurt, but it made me shiver.
My heart suddenly became heavy, and after a moment of silence, I said, "Feifei, have you ever wondered what you need most right now?"
"Find a class." Lin Feifei said without thinking.
She paused for a moment and continued: "I'm used to going to work, when I first lost my job, I was quite happy, but after a few days I was a little panicked, I couldn't be idle, and it was still suitable for work."
"Actually, what you need now is rest." I looked her in the eye and said seriously.
"Rest?"
"You're a little anxious now, I think you should take a break for a while and adjust your state, you can't make enough money, don't push yourself too hard."
Lin Feifei nodded, "I admit that I'm not in a good state, but I'm not insecure because I don't go to work!"
I don't remember the last time she laughed happily, she was suddenly laid off, and all kinds of emotions may come to her heart, unwilling, disappointed, hurt, embarrassed, confused, hesitant, depressed, or distressed, I think Lin Feifei is now considered "serious".