Maybe everyone will experience the darkest moments, but I think this is a test of life before giving you a reward, when Lin Feifei was just laid off, it was exactly the same as I was at the time, crazy sea to submit resumes, but most of them were mud cows, even if a company asked her for an interview, in the end, it was gone.

Now there is a lot of competition pressure in this industry, and the girl who has just graduated is younger than her, can work overtime more than her, and the salary is cheaper, even if Lin Feifei's resume is very bright, but in the eyes of the interviewer, she feels that this is the strength of the platform and has nothing to do with the individual.

Lin Feifei's overseas investment tactics did not work, and dozens of resumes were submitted, but only five companies invited her for interviews, and all five of them failed.

One failure will not easily destroy her confidence, but being beaten by various failures in a row, Lin Feifei unconsciously began to doubt herself.

Anxiety, confusion, and pain swept over her like a wave, and I saw it in my eyes and anxious in my heart.

Lin Feifei gave up the tactics of sea pitching and began to find friends to push inside, but many of them did not follow.

In fact, layoffs often have nothing to do with ability, some are victims of the company's internal struggle, or it may be because the efficiency is not good, reduce costs, just Lin Feifei's cost is relatively high, so sometimes layoffs are mostly a means for the company to abandon the car and protect the handsome, and it has nothing to do with personal ability.

Lin Feifei has been obviously depressed recently, we sleep in the same bed, but it seems that the jet lag is different, sometimes I wake up at night, her phone screen is still on.

Today I rested, and Lin Feifei slept until more than 11 o'clock in the morning before getting up.

I was preparing lunch in the kitchen when there was a slight sound of footsteps, and I turned my head to see a pair of long white legs, which first came into view.

"Morning!" She said hello to me listlessly.

"It's not early, it's almost twelve o'clock, you take a shower first, and get ready for lunch."

"Oh, good."

With that, she turned and walked towards the bathroom, slow, listless.

Watching her slender figure gradually disappear, I shook my head helplessly, feeling a little uncomfortable in my heart.

Lin Feifei has been "out of the day and night" recently, almost two meals a day, except for interviews, she doesn't clean herself up, the whole person exudes a decadent atmosphere, and every day is muddy.

When she got home from the broadcast tonight, she hadn't slept yet, lying on the sofa with her hair scattered, holding the remote control in her hand and pressing it indiscriminately, her eyes were empty and deep.

The T-shirt and shorts hung loosely on top of her, as if they could no longer bear her grief and disappointment.

The variety show on TV is very lively, but she is expressionless, as if the whole world has nothing to do with her, giving people a sense of powerless decadence.

Pushing open the door, a depressing atmosphere came to my face, I couldn't help but tremble in my heart, every time I went home before, I was greeted by a bright smile, but now I haven't seen her smile for a long time.

I adjusted my mood and walked in with a smile on my face, and raised my supper, "Are you hungry? Join me for some late-night snack!"

"Okay!" Lin Feifei smiled at me.

She still smiles beautifully, but behind her smile, there is a loneliness that is difficult to hide.

My heart tightened, although she was a snacker, she rarely ate supper at eleven o'clock at night, and she kept in shape, and now she agreed without thinking about it, giving me a feeling of self-abandonment.

On the way, I prepared a stomach of words to comfort her, but after sitting down face to face, I didn't know how to speak, in fact, everyone understands the truth, but not everyone can combine theory and practice, and now any words to comfort her are pale.

Lin Feifei opened a cold beer can, as if the temperature of the bottle was like her mood at the moment.

I lifted the beer can and touched it with her, then tilted my head and took a few sips, the taste of beer exploded in my mouth, bitter and sweet intertwined, like the bitter and bitter of life.

"Didn't you hang out with your girlfriends today?" I asked.

Lin Feifei shook her head, "No, everyone goes to work, who has the kung fu to take care of me!"

There was a hint of self-deprecation in her words, and I was silent for a moment

took a sip of beer.

I hesitated for a moment and said, "What about Xue Qiuyun? Isn't she resting now?"

"She thought about it and went to the beach."

I suddenly blessed my soul, "Why don't I take my annual leave and go out with you?"

Lin Feifei was silent for a few seconds, just when I thought she would agree, but she smiled.

"Don't! You've got to work! Haven't you been busy lately? It's Valentine's Day soon, so you can't do any activities!"

it!

I've been so busy lately that I almost forgot about Valentine's Day, and it's almost February 14th, and I haven't prepared anything!

I suppressed my emotions and smiled, "Then when I'm done, I'll travel with you for a while?" I'm afraid you'll be bored at home every day."

"I'm fine, don't worry about me, just keep your mind busy."

She doesn't reassure me that she's in an unprecedented slump and I have to do something for her.

I pondered for a moment and said, "You should take a break recently, don't stare at those recruitment apps every day, and divert your attention."

Lin Feifei now swipes down the recruitment information from time to time every day, and sometimes when she opens her eyes, the first thing she does is to brush the recruitment information, as if she is a magic barrier.

Lin Feifei smiled bitterly, "Divert attention? How do you transfer it?"

I turned my gaze and stumbled upon the bookshelf, and said with a smile, "You can read more books, I have more books, all of which I bought before."

"What's it?"

I walked quickly to the bookshelf, carefully selected a few books, and solemnly handed them to her, "These are a few copies."

Lin Feifei took it and looked at it, and muttered in her mouth, "Bai Jie, how can the golden scales be ......?"

She flipped it open, and a seductive crimson flushed across her face.

"You ......"

I smiled, and she glared at me in displeasure.

Lin Feifei gave me a blank look and returned the book to me, "Forget it, my current mood can't be saved by a few books, I can't read any books."

I tried to comfort her, "I really recommend that you rest for a few days, your priority now is to rest, people are tired enough to live, don't artificially add stress to yourself.".

Lin Feifei shook her head, her expression lonely: "My dear, I know you can understand me, but there is no real empathy in this world, I don't have any confidence at all, if I say that I was laid off by the company because the company made bad profits, but why are there so many interviews?"

Perhaps, there is no real empathy in this world, but my concern for her is very true.

I have also experienced unemployment, and that feeling is like a thousand arrows piercing my heart, but how to convince Lin Feifei is a difficult problem in front of me......