I have always told Lin Feifei that if you want to share your life, it is naturally fine, but if you rely on vlogs to make money, I am afraid it will disappoint her.

Sometimes I do one thing with a utilitarian purpose, and I often only pursue the result, including me doing live broadcasts, but now I am coerced by the word traffic, and it seems to be a luxury to be able to really precipitate and do one thing.

In the past, I did live broadcasts, and the things I did every day seemed to be mixed with too much utilitarianism, just trying to be liked by others, and ignoring my original intention when I set off, but now I do live broadcasts alone, in addition to making money, I want to enjoy the process more.

Lin Feifei is also doing vlogs, she is desperate for a result, and people become very impatient.

I want her to calm down and enjoy the process, but there are some things that cannot be said directly, so I can only explain to her patiently while doing it.

I've just finished shooting a shot of her opening the curtains, and the next step is to transition to making breakfast.

I had already prepared the ingredients for her to shoot.

Avocado shrimp egg sandwich.

Served with a small portion of blueberries, green causeways, and a few almonds, it's simple and delicate.

These ingredients are basically the combination that will not step on thunder in breakfast.

After filming breakfast, the shooting ended for the time being, and we began to enjoy breakfast.

Lin Feifei doesn't use powder, and the laziness in her demeanor is natural.

She took a bite of the sandwich and complained to me indistinctly: "It's so troublesome to shoot a vlog, at first I thought too much, I didn't expect it, it turned out to be not easy at all."

I ate a blueberry and said solemnly, "The videos you watch are all filmed and cut and cut. It's not that easy, take your time!"

Lin Feifei pouted, "After my first video was released, Song Tong didn't pay much attention to me, maybe because I was too pounced, hahaha......

She laughed to herself, I pursed my lips, and said, "I think you should return to your original intention when you make this thing, if you count on it to be realized, I don't think it's possible in a short time, but if you just want to share the little beauty in your life, maybe you can make some achievements."

"Beginner's Heart?"

"Well, yes, back to the beginning."

Lin Feifei winked playfully, "Is it possible, my original intention is to make money?"

「……」

I didn't know what to say.

Lin Feifei saw that I was serious, and glanced at me helplessly, "I'm joking with you. In the past few days, I saw that you didn't take many notes in order to help me shoot this vlog, I think I started to get a little bit up, you are right, I should take it as a sharing in life, as for making money, take your time......

I let out a long sigh of relief.

She can take a fancy to me, a poor boy, which proves that she is not a person who looks at money and turns to the rich, and she pays more attention to spirit than money.

With her character, blindly pursuing money will only make her miserable.

This vlog took more than a dozen paragraphs, and then cut it into a strip, with music, and I will hand over the follow-up work to Lin Feifei, the first time I can help her, but she always has to adapt to face alone, for us who do live broadcasts and bloggers, we must live as a team alone.

In the evening, Lin Feifei cut her video, I did my live broadcast, and I suddenly had a feeling of going back to high school and sprinting hard with the girls I liked.

I was suddenly a little glad that I was injured, otherwise I wouldn't have been with me all day and night.

Lin Feifei finished cutting the video, rubbed her sore eyes, said hello to me, and went to sleep for beauty.

At midnight, I delayed the broadcast time because I was waiting for a customer to pay.

When the customer finished paying, I was about to go on the air, when suddenly a new fan named "Only the shadow is with me" popped up.

Only the shadow accompanies me: [Can the anchor talk to me for a few words?] 】

I was stunned, the old man has been in the live broadcast room for so long, and this is the first time I have seen this kind of escort chat.

I hesitated for a moment and talked for four hours, I was already very tired, not to mention that there was a high probability that I would not buy anything

Stuff.

But his ID softened my heart, and I used to be why I wasn't, only the shadow accompanied me?

I took a sip of water, adjusted my state, and said with a full smile, "Of course you can, I can't sleep after I broadcast, so I'll be with you for ten yuan."

Only the shadow accompanied me: [Thank you anchor, I just wanted to find someone to talk to for a while, but after visiting several live broadcast rooms, no one paid attention to me. 】

The anchors are busy bringing goods, and the nagging problems are probably ignored directly when they are busy.

I don't mind going off the air a little late, the live broadcast has been in a state of excitement, and even if it does, I can't sleep for a while.

I laughed, "It's okay, you say, did you encounter something wrong in life?"

Only the shadow accompanied me: [A few days ago, I was unemployed, I don't dare to tell my family now, I can only be quiet in the dead of night, I don't know who to talk to about these things, I'm sorry to disturb you......]

These words touched my heartstrings, Lin Feifei and I have both experienced unemployment, and that kind of confused and anxious mood is still very clear when I think about it.

I smiled bitterly and sighed: "I'm not sleepy to talk about this, that's too much to say, I just experienced unemployment at the beginning of last year, and being an anchor is really a mistake......

This friend in the live broadcast room, like finding a confidant, posted several messages in a row, and the last one he posted was particularly eye-catching.

Only the shadow accompanies me: [Then can you tell me, how can I succeed?] 】

I was stunned, smiled, took a sip of water, and muttered, "I don't think we should think about how to succeed, but how to deal with failure."

【Failure?】 】

I nodded, "Yes, failure! Because failure is the main theme of life. For us ordinary people, we may have to face the original family, school bullying, PUA in the workplace, buying a house and a car, and lifelong events...... We may have to face a lot of setbacks, in fact, when we were young, we never worried about failure, but as we get older, we start to think about the results and weigh the pros and cons of everything, and gradually we lose the sharpness we had when we were young......

The past flashed before my eyes like a movie, and I remembered the unbearable experiences of the past, and now I can finally use it as a talking point and face the bleak past.

When I reach my thirties, I am unmarried at an old age, and I have no time to take root in a big city, if I look at it from a secular point of view, I am undoubtedly a complete failure, but life is a wilderness, not a track, and we should not live in a system defined by others and lose ourselves.

After drifting for so many years, I have had highlight moments, but also lost myself, success is only temporary, failure is the main theme.

Those distant memories, like a photo, keep emerging in front of my eyes, those unbearable memories of the past, once made me miserable, but when you look at them, you find that they are not so terrible......