In the dead of night, I opened my heart to a stranger in the live broadcast room, opened the dusty past in my heart, and uncovered the old scars, but I didn't expect that I was not shocked in my heart.

It's really miserable, the original family, school bullying and workplace PUA, falling out of love and being dumped, I didn't avoid any of them.

Once, I tossed and turned night after night of insomnia, silently licking my wounds.

Adults are experiencing and healing themselves, and over time, the wounds of the past will gradually become armor.

Originally, I was comforting him, but it turned out to be a pent-up emotion in my heart.

I don't know if he was cured after that, but I feel better.

This netizen listened to me and replied after a few seconds.

Only the shadow accompanied me: [I didn't expect the anchor to be a person with a story. 】

I laughed to myself, "Stories? How can I call this a story, it's all an accident."

After saying that, I casually glanced at the number of people online.

Hey?

It's half past twelve in the morning, how can there still be more than 10,000 people watching online?

I was stunned and asked, "Why don't you all sleep at such a late hour?"

As soon as these words came out, it was like stirring up a thousand waves in the Pinghu Lake, and the originally calm comment area suddenly boiled.

[Listen to your chatter! I put the child to sleep at eleven o'clock, as if it were only mine in the middle of the night. 】

[Upstairs too, I'm a little reluctant to sleep, and when I wake up tomorrow, I'm waiting for the child.] 】

[I'm a taxi driver, I'm resting at this moment, listening to your chatter, I feel like I'm not so lonely. 】

[I just got home from work, hey......]

Reading these comments, I suddenly felt as if something was blocking my heart.

In the past, I only saw that I was suffering, but it turned out that all living beings were suffering.

It's late at night, but many people don't even have the qualifications to rest, I see from their messages, in addition to seeing the helplessness of life, devastation, more persistence and hard work.

Life is to toss you to death, and you have to grit your teeth silently and force yourself to be strong.

I feel that behind the screen, it is not just an ordinary person, but also like a group of fireflies scattered in every corner, although the light is faint, but still trying to protect life.

My heart was so hot that I didn't feel the slightest sleep, and I chatted with them until 1 a.m.

Don't look at my emotions at that time, but the price is that the next day is muddy and sluggish.

At eight o'clock in the morning, I woke up in a daze, fell into a deep sleep again, and was not awakened by hunger until noon.

I ordered a takeout, made do with a few bites, and fell asleep again.

Later, I was woken up by Zhang Yin's phone call.

I put my phone to my ear in a daze and said "hey" weakly.

"Hey, Sister Yin, what......'s the matter?"

My voice was weak, and I have to admit that staying up late was really ruinous.

Zhang Yin's excited voice came: "Brother, have you watched the hot search? You're on fire!"

Well?

My brain was still a little down, and I was stunned before I asked, "What's on fire?"

"You chatted with the fans last night! It's on the hot search, go check it out!"

I immediately sat up and opened the app to see that I was indeed hung up.

I don't know which god posted the video of me chatting with fans in the early morning on the Internet, and my words accidentally poked everyone's pain points, and the Internet now calls me a healing male anchor. Of course, there are a few who scold me for hyping myself.

I flipped through the comments below the hot search, and I was a little confused in my mind, the sale was not popular, and I actually sent myself to the hot search.

After a while, all groups of my phone exploded.

Zhang Yin sent a screenshot of me rushing to the hot search to the work group, she was really happy, and there was a flattery below, which was diametrically opposed to the previous sarcasm when I relied on Gigi Bai to bring the goods.

It's been neglected for a long time

Various group chats, because I rushed to the hot search, became active again. Some asked if this anchor was me in the group, after all, there was a ten-level beauty across the live broadcast, which made it difficult to distinguish between the real and the fake. Some of them called me directly.

For example, Wu Shuang......

The moment I received Wu Shuang's call, I was a little surprised. This guy hasn't been in touch with me for a while, and now he suddenly does, could it be a loan?

It's not that I'm cranky, there have been too many things like this recently, my high school classmates who didn't contact me for several years last month suddenly contacted me, and I had bittersweet memories, and finally asked me if I could borrow him 100,000 yuan to buy a house.

At that time, I couldn't cry or laugh, it's not that I don't want to borrow, but I also have to have this strength!

The phone kept ringing, and I answered it hard, and Wu Shuangchun's stormy voice rang suddenly.

"Hey, Binzi, you're on the hot search, brother, you're going to be on fire."

I was very clear-headed, and I didn't get fluttering because of his words.

"No, no, I'm just an ordinary person, nothing that doesn't catch fire."

", you're on fire now, but don't forget my brother! Don't forget each other."

I smiled, my smile was a little sour, we often talked about the phrase "don't forget each other", but before it was the turn of money, we were separated.

I smiled wryly, "What do you have to do with me?"

"No, I'm just telling you, I'm going to buy a house and find me in the future, I'm doing real estate now!"

I was shocked, and I was a little surprised: "Isn't your party hall running well?"

Wu Shuang pretended to be relaxed, "Hey, don't mention it, my two eldest brothers don't think it's profitable, so they sell it out."

I was a little surprised, because at the beginning of the year, he also encouraged Gigi Bai and me to do a live broadcast for him, and it has only been three months, and it has been closed.

At this time, Wu Shuang said to me again: "I didn't expect that they would actually pick a son in the middle, they didn't do it, I couldn't hold it alone, and now I work in a real estate company owned by my brother-in-law!" You're going to buy a house and tell me! Our company is all over the country......"

I smiled helplessly, "Where do you see that I look like I can buy a house?"

"! Now do live broadcast to make more money! If you say you don't have any money, I don't believe it! Besides, you've rushed to the hot search, and you're about to become popular, remember to bring your brother......

Hanging up the phone, I smiled wryly.

If I hadn't been on the hot search, Wu Shuangcai wouldn't have contacted me, he thought I was a celebrity, but in the final analysis, I was just a name.

I've been on this hot search for a day, I flipped through the messages of netizens for a long time, and from the messages, I feel that everyone is being urged forward by time and pressure, and there is like an invisible whip behind us, whipping us without the slightest respite......

Nowadays, social media is extremely developed, and we see a lot of success on the Internet, in comparison, it seems that nothing is as good as others, and what I inadvertently confided yesterday may be the real background of life.