Chapter 49: Don't Kid Yourself
Three minutes after Hua Wei left, a black figure stepped into this place with heavy steps.
The trench coat is stained with dust in the air, and it is no longer new and bright; There was a lingering gloom on the face of the visitor, and the hands hanging at his side were clenched into fists, with hidden restraint.
The corners of his lips twitched downward, and his words were mixed with a bit of unwillingness and resentment: "Why do you want people to stop me, are you so afraid that I will see her?" ”
Lou Yiwen raised her eyebrows, obviously not taking him seriously, she didn't answer and asked: "Even if I don't let Mo Lan lead you to the flower hall, do you dare to say, do you have the courage to come out and see your sister?" ”
Ask yourself, do you dare?
Lou Lingyu raised his eyes, slowly lowered his eyes in his grandmother's cold gaze, and fell into a long silence.
- He didn't dare.
Otherwise, he would not have heard footsteps at the corner of the stairs and fled, nor would he have stood silently in the flower hall in Moran's seemingly unstoppable scene and did not dare to appear until he watched Lou Qiang leave.
In fact, he already had the answer in his heart, but he didn't dare to admit it.
Lou Yiwen glanced at him lightly, then withdrew his gaze and sneered: "It doesn't seem to be stupid." ”
Know how to face problems, not avoid them.
"I ...... I didn't really want to see her! He opened his mouth to defend himself, but he seemed to want to cover it up; In the end, I muttered for a long time, but I still couldn't find an excuse.
The moment his thoughts were intertwined, he collapsed his shoulders, and his whole person showed a kind of decadence: "Grandmother, is what Aunt Moran said true, is she really my own sister?" What about Lou Jie, she treats me so well, how can she not be my parents' child? ”
After all, in the eyes of this fifteen-year-old boy, his sister who has been shouting for more than ten years suddenly jumped out and told him that this person is not related to you, and your sister is another person; Putting this matter on anyone's body is not something that can be accepted for a while.
"Is it necessary to ask me, don't you already have the answer in your heart." Lou Yiwen shook the fan, picked up the sweet soup in his hand and put it to his mouth, frowned slightly, but still took a shallow sip.
After so many years, she still can't get used to the taste; I don't know why Ji Xuejin likes these things so much.
"I don't believe it, I don't believe it! Grandmother, as long as you say that it is false, that this Lou Qiang is not my sister, that you are mistaken...... I believe it......" He shook off the rose that he had been holding tightly, and Lou Lingyu, who gradually turned red, choked up in his voice, and faintly sobbed, and finally his voice gradually became quieter, almost inaudible.
A few nights of tossing and turning, unable to sleep at night; He escaped Lou Jie and his parents, and secretly returned to the Lou family's old mansion to confront Lou Qiang in person, wanting to witness this reality with his own eyes.
But I still don't have the courage.
What he really wanted to hear from Lou Yiwen's mouth was just a 'fake'.
In this way, he can continue to go back to be a loving family with Lou Jie, and continue to live the ordinary life they once had.
"Don't kid yourself." Then, Lou Yiwen's words completely shattered his illusions.
The unsmiling grandmother did not give him comfort, and listed a list of supporting evidence to make him face reality: "Paternity test, information report, or photos, I can provide you with confirmation." You don't want to admit it's your business, but it's an established reality. If you want to continue to treat Lou Jie as your own sister, I won't stop you, after all, in your mother's eyes, Lou Jie is her baby daughter, and Lou Qiang is not as good as a weed. ”
Humble as a man.
Hearing this, Lou Lingyu's eyelids trembled slightly.