Chapter 50: She's Your Dearest Too
She admitted that these words were deliberately said to Lou Lingyu.
Young people have no city, listen to and believe, and are ridiculously stupid; Sometimes it's not a blade that can be used. Instead of letting him become an ignorant mad dog under Lou Jie's hands, it is better for her to teach him personally and let him understand what the pain of growing up is.
She didn't expect Lou Lingyu to become smart overnight, but she must not become a stumbling block on her way to planning.
"Grandmother, why do you have to take her back, then? She was from a low background, ...... "her teeth bit the tip of her tongue, but there was an inexplicable sudden pain in his heart, and he swallowed the word 'lowly' back and changed it to another word. "She comes from a humble background, and even if she comes back and goes in various social circles in the future, she will only be ridiculed, so it is better to let her stay in the country and pay some money regularly to let her continue to live her life."
When he said these words, he didn't dare to raise his eyes to look at Lou Yiwen's expression, and his hands were tightly stirred behind his back, faintly feeling a little weak.
But in the blink of an eye, he felt that his proposal had been carefully considered, and it would be good for everyone, no one would be sad, and he could continue to live the peaceful life he had before.
So, when he was about to raise his head fearlessly to meet the gaze of Lou Yiwen, what was waiting for him was that kind of cold and piercing gaze.
It's like, on a snowy winter day, someone pressed his head and dipped him into the cold pool; Even breathing is extremely difficult.
He...... Is it wrong?
"You said this sincerely, or Lou Jie taught you."
Lou Lingyu moved his lips, but he couldn't say a word; He seemed to feel that as long as he opened his mouth and admitted that he came from his heart, the consequences would be unimaginable.
So he chose silence.
"Do you think she should stay in that closed village for the rest of her life and be a vulgar village girl for the rest of her life?" Lou Yiwen's tone was gentle, and his voice was calm and cold; It seemed to be blowing with a cold air, making Lou Lingyu cold from his scalp to his fingertips.
He hung his head heavily, not daring to speak.
Lou Yiwen turned his face away, and shook off the fan in his hand with a little anger, "She and your mother are compatriots, and they should have been your closest siblings in this world." If everything goes according to the normal trajectory, she will grow up with great pampering, go to school, and do whatever she wants. I will also bow down and call my grandmother with a smile. ”
"But what?" She suddenly stopped, and spoke again with questions: "When you and Lou Jie are frolicking in the garden, full of laughter, she is accompanied by the wind and sand in the north of the loess sky, and all eyes are dust; When you and Lou Jie complained about the freshness of the ingredients in the restaurant, and she ate bran vegetables in the north and couldn't eat enough; When you and Lou Jie were taking piano lessons for 1,000 yuan a piece, she was worried about dozens of yuan in tuition in the north......"
The second hand walks slowly, skipping one grid after another; Only Lou Yiwen's voice and Lou Lingyu's desperately suppressed breathing sound remained in the room.
The smooth and translucent marble floor reflected the brilliance of the chandelier, and Lou Lingyu bit his lower lip tightly, not daring to raise his eyes to let Lou Yiwen see his red eyes and the tears in his eyes.
"I don't expect you to empathize with her, I don't know how much she has endured to wait for the day we find her. Lou Lingyu, you are my grandson and her dearest; Even if you don't want to know about her past, you shouldn't ignore the pain she has experienced and take it for granted that she is lowly and lowly. ”