I smiled and asked, "You've said it all, I'm afraid you'll be known." Since I'm afraid of being known to you, how can I take the initiative to tell you? ”

"You!"

Ban Xiaolu said unreasonably: "I don't care! Anyway, you have to tell me that I'm not just asking for myself, I'm asking for my parents! ”

"What? Ban Xiaolu, don't talk nonsense, the two of them want to know, why don't you ask me directly? Do you want to inquire through you? ”

"Nonsense! If I can't ask, then they can't! ”

"Shhh...... So why do they suddenly want to know about my origins? Your class is in Haicheng, your family is illustrious, and you have such a high status, why do you want to know such a small role as me? ”

"Hmph, then you don't care!"

Ban Xiaolu said: "I used to wonder why your living conditions are so ordinary, you don't even have your own car and house, but you are so keen on charity. Through today, I can understand that your childhood is the same as what happened to these children! ”

I put one hand under my head, looked at the ceiling of the black hole, and laughed.

My smile is bitter, how can I be like these children?

"What's wrong? What are you laughing at? Am I not right? Ban Xiaolu asked.

"Yes and no. How to say it, their current life seems miserable to you. But in my opinion, it's paradise. ”

Ban Xiaolu's little head tilted: "What are you talking about?" They are already the most vulnerable group in this society, and you think that you are worse than them? Hey, you're not pretending to be pathetic, are you? ”

Her little feet were already close to my thighs, and when she spoke, she deliberately rubbed me lightly twice, which tickled my heart.

I took a deep breath and asked, "Can you boil eggs?" ”

"Huh...... Chen Mo, if you ask me to make a table of delicacies from the mountains and seas, then I really can't do it. But you actually asked me if I could boil eggs, aren't you insulting me? If I can't even boil an egg, I'm not disabled! ”

I then asked, "When you boiled the eggs, did you notice that there was a layer of foam floating in the water?" ”

Ban Xiaolu nodded: "Of course, every time you boil an egg, there will be foam." So what? ”

"And do you know what those suckers are?"

Ban Xiaolu thought for a while and said, "Hmm...... I don't know, but I can't eat it, right? Anyway, every time I see foam, I skim it off, and subconsciously think it's dirty. ”

"Those foams, in fact, are also egg whites, and there is no harm to the human body, but the taste is not good, some people will ignore it, and some people will skim it off."

I reminisced about my childhood and said, "My dad died when I was eight years old, and my mom was sick and lying on the sickbed. When I was nine years old, I started picking up scrap on the streets, stealing steel from construction sites and selling them to support myself and my mother. At that time, I could only afford one egg and one bowl of porridge a day. A bowl of porridge, my mother and I are one and a half; An egg is boiled into a poached egg, my mom eats the poached egg, and I eat the foam. When boiling poached eggs, I turn up the heat very high, because the bigger the fire, the more the water boils, and the more the water boils, the more foam. For a long time, the little foam left over from the boiled eggs was the only meat for me. ”

Ban Xiaolu originally held her knees with her hands, because she was wearing a T-shirt, and she could avoid the spring light below being exposed in front of me by holding her knees.

But when she heard what happened to me, she subconsciously put a small hand on her chest, and her breathing became heavier in an instant.

She swallowed and asked in disbelief, "Chen ...... Chen Mo, is what you said true? ”

"What's in it for me to lie to you? I'll just say that, and you'll hear that. If you want to believe it, you can believe it, and if you don't believe it, I don't care. ”

I said with a wry smile, "I remember when I was a child, every time I drank the soup left over from boiled eggs, I would comfort myself that I was not drinking ordinary soup, but chicken soup!" Ha ha...... Now that I think about it, I learned to make fun of suffering when I was nine years old. So I said, the life of these children is paradise for me right now, and it's not an exaggeration at all. Because, I have seen real hell. ”

The sound of Ban Xiaolu's breathing was particularly obvious in this quiet night.

For this class reporter, I am a living documentary, documenting tragic experiences that she could not imagine.

"I believe, I believe. This kind of life can't be made up, you must have experienced it yourself to be able to tell it...... It's my naïve thinking, I thought that the Rainbow Welfare Home was the hell of this society, but I didn't expect it...... And you. ”

I smiled and said, "What I just said is just the tip of the iceberg of my childhood, and if you really listen to me talk about the dark side, I'm afraid it will keep you up at night." ”

"That'...... That aunt later ...... How did it go? Ban Xiaolu asked tentatively.

"After my dad left, my mom became seriously ill, and all our family's property was looted by those relatives and friends. I remember my grandma and my aunt snatching my mom's gold necklace away, and luckily my mom's hair blocked the pair of gold earrings. When I was ten years old, my mother asked me to sell my gold earrings, and she dragged my sick body and cooked me a table of meals. After eating, she committed suicide, and in order not to drag me down, she chose to die. At the age of ten, at the age of Chinese New Year's Eve, I lost the person who loved me the most in the world, and the last person who loved me, and began my wandering life. ”

When I finished saying this, the strong desire for revenge in my heart was drawn out again.

Chen Yongbo's face appeared in front of my eyes, and I secretly swore again that I would definitely break him into pieces......

But at the same time, a sobbing suddenly came from the quiet room.

I shuddered, what's the situation? Ban Xiaolu is crying again?

Yes, she cried again.

I think that day, she was just murdered by me for a few words, and she cried aggrievedly.

It can be seen that she looks sunny on the outside, but she is actually a relatively fragile woman on the inside.

After hearing what happened to me, her psychological defenses were broken again.

I hurriedly sat up and asked, "Xiaolu, why are you still crying?" Not really, right? My little is worth your crying? ”

"I didn't cry, I just got sand in my eyes."

"Didn't you take me for a fool? There's not even a gust of wind in this room, where does the sand come from? Besides, if you really get into the sand, then why don't you just rub your eyes? What are you doing with your nose twitching? I ......"

"Woo woo woo ......"

Before I finished speaking, Ban Xiaolu suddenly pounced, threw herself directly into my arms, opened her arms, and hugged me hard.

This time, she couldn't bear it anymore and cried directly.