So, this is the truth about the man behind Liu Yuan?
"Okay, I really should have asked you about your wishes in advance when I pulled you over." I looked at Liu Yuan on the ground and said:
"But I didn't know it was you until I met you, and now it's like this. Îĩ=( ĖÎŋ'*)))) Alas. â
Liu Yuan on the ground didn't move, and I continued:
"Now that the two of us have a cooperative relationship that we can't change, you can either accept it quickly and discuss it if you have an idea."
I paused, leaving Liu Yuan and I a time to think, and seeing that Liu Yuan didn't reply, I could only continue, although it was not a happy fact:
"If you're really fed up with your current life, then I can only say sorry to you, if you want to see your relatives and friends before you die, you tell me your real address, and the name of your friend, I will find a way to help you secretly record it for you to see, and try to make you disappear satisfied."
I said in my calmest tone. Seeing that Liu Yuan on the ground was still motionless, I spoke:
"I hope you can give me a final answer, and then no matter what you choose, I hope that in the future we will not discuss again whether you actively choose to cross, and your work attitude, I also hope that you can pay attention to it, and don't give me a non-violent and non-cooperative attitude at every turn."
I don't know how long later. After just talking about my attitude, I didn't wait for an answer I stopped paying attention to Liu Yuan on the cave road, and my attention returned to my own nest, bored I left my sofa and wandered around depressedly, fortunately, the two gargoyles at the gate were cute enough, and I was a lot happier after playing with them for a long time. Just when I was teasing two gargoyles who were actually similar to dogs with a frisbee in one hand, I received a private chat from Liu Yuan.
With a wave of my hand, the gargoyle returned to his post, and I returned to my couch and looked at Liu Yuan half-lying.
"Old Liu," Liu Yuan didn't know when he returned to the cave, touched Gundam's foot with one hand, and asked me:
"Actually, I've always wanted to ask you, why me?"
I was stunned, waved my hand, came to Liu Yuan's side, looked at this soul state, Liu Yuan, who was no longer wearing a small plum skin, with a face, no, Liu Yuan, who was revealing the breath of dick silk all over his body, opened his mouth and replied:
"That's the last thing you want to know? I think I explained it to you, but you forgot and need me to explain it again? â
Liu Yuan was obviously startled by the sudden appearance of me, and turned his head to see that it was me who came and was a little surprised.
"No, that's not what I mean, what I actually want to ask is, if I want to do whatever I want like you, I'll be sure I'll be a god here, oh, God doesn't seem to be right, hey, anyway, you understand what I mean, it doesn't matter what I do, the young lady is mine, I can kill whoever I want."
Liu Yuan gestured with his hands at me as he spoke, and I didn't have to chat privately in front of me, I just used movements and expressions to deepen my expression.
"Stop, stop, just talk, don't mess around, you almost hit me." I hurriedly took a few steps back, away from Liu Yuan, who was waving his arms indiscriminately. Then he said:
"Of course I understand what you mean, just like a game that has been sold for more than ten years and is in the top ten monthly sales of the steam platform most of the time, can that boy not be moved by doing whatever he wants in the city?"
"Yes, that's pretty much what I mean, so why don't you be the god yourself, but let me be the protagonist?"
I rubbed the cold Gundam, thinking about how to explain this to Liu Yuan. Looking at Liu Yuan, who was waiting for me to explain, I didn't answer first, I walked a few steps forward, with a wave of my hand, a beam of light shot down from the Gundam next to me, and with a wave of my hand, two small sofas and a round table for afternoon tea appeared, and two cups of hot milk tea and a basket full of refreshments appeared on the table. I sat on a sofa, motioned for Liu Yuan to sit down, and spoke slowly.
I took a sip of hot milk tea, swallowed the pearls in my mouth, withdrew my gaze from a few Gundams in the distance and looked at my partner Liu Yuan, and asked suspiciously:
"Hey, it's been half a day since the hamburger was given to you by the river, aren't you hungry? Why don't you eat it? â
"Hey, I'd love to eat it, but look." Liu Yuan said as he passed through the milk tea cup with his hand, oh, I forgot that Liu Yuan was still in a soul state now.
"Oh, I'm sorry." Sorry on his lips, with a wave of his hand, Xiao Lizi appeared on the sofa, and directly asked Liu Yuan to put on Xiao Lizi's armor and become a living person.
"Ahem, this topic is actually not too troublesome to talk about." Looking at Liu Yuan, who began to eat and drink, I pretended to cough to relieve the embarrassment and began my explanation.
"These refreshments are okay, right? This was a blind date in my early years, and the afternoon tea set of a super famous hotel cost me almost 1,000 yuan. â
"Isn't that a question that can't be said? Why are you trying to change the subject? Liu Yuan stopped eating, looked up at me and said.
"Hey, it's not that you can't say it, it's just that I'm afraid you'll think about it." Putting down the milk tea cup in my hand and letting go of my decision, I still said:
"Forget it, there's nothing to hide. Actually, in the beginning, I did wander around lawlessly for a while, as you said. â
I raised my head and motioned for Liu Yuan to look around, and then said:
"Ah, this is a product of that time. Except for the king, I haven't sat on it because I'm too troublesome, and the others are repairing bridges and roads, bullying men and women, you can think of things that I can't think of, but I've actually done them. â
"Then, why have you been hiding behind the scenes, no longer touching people, but pushing me to the front of the stage?"
Liu Yuan asked puzzled.
"Because I'm still an ordinary citizen."
I looked at Liu Yuan and explained.
"What do you mean, why do you have anything to do with you being a small citizen, aren't you the creator god?"
Liu Yuan stopped eating and drinking, and asked me with a look of admiration.
"Well, because I'm a small citizen, I can't afford two different lives."
I waved my hand, interrupting Liu Yuan's words about to open his mouth to ask a question, and continued:
"I know it might be hard to understand, so I'll give you an example. First of all, you know the momentum thing, right? â
"Oh, I know, it's a group of strangers drinking together, a self-made generation, a highly learned scholar, or an official, and it feels different at a glance."
Liu Yuan replied.
"That's pretty much what it means, as the old saying goes, a beggar will not be like an emperor when he sits on a dragon chair, and what he says is also imposing."
I added.
"But what are you going to say? You don't look like a petty citizen anymore? â
Liu Yuan asked strangely.
I motioned for Liu Yuan to continue eating and drinking, without stopping, took another sip of milk tea, swallowed the pearl and said:
"There have been many news reports that children can't tell the difference between animated games and reality, and dare to jump off a building with an umbrella. You've heard of this kind of news, right? â
Seeing that Liu Yuan indicated that he really knew this kind of news, I continued:
"Although in the eyes of adults, it is easy to distinguish between games and reality, especially for otaku like me who have played countless games, it is even easy to distinguish between virtual and reality. But let's not talk about the world we are in now, even if we are wearing VR headsets and playing VR games, adults are scared by the roller coaster screen. This belongs to the fact that although you know that it is a game screen, it is fake, but because the game is too real, the picture that your eyes receive directly stimulates the brain, although your brain knows that it is fake, but it will still react like the real one, this is human instinct, and it is irresistible. â
"So what? What does this mean? â
I looked at Liu Yuan beside me, paused, and said:
"It shows that everything I'm doing here is actually affecting me, even though I've always told myself it's a game."
I swallowed a mouthful of saliva and said bitterly:
"Actually, I've killed a lot of people, at first I was like in the game, the game, who hasn't killed an NPC in a game? It's just that the purpose of each game is different, some kill more, and some kill less. â
I took a sip of milk tea to moisten my throat, and then said:
"At first, I didn't feel anything, because it was just a disappearance, it was clean, and there was no scream."
Looking back on my previous experience, I still feel uncomfortable.
"Later, once I used the people here to practice firing rockets, cannons, and all the other weapons in the game that I could think of. I looked at the village that I had destroyed, and I realized that I didn't know when it became like this. â
I looked at Liu Yuan, who didn't notice what was in his mouth and didn't notice it, and then said:
"I said that I am a small citizen, an ordinary small citizen, and the most cruel thing I have seen since I was a child was when I was a child, during the Chinese New Year, I saw an older child kill a rabbit that was about to die and was thrown into the garbage heap with firecrackers. Actually, I don't know how the rabbit died in the end, because I actually dared to watch it for a while and then ran away. After living for decades, I have killed a lot of flies and mosquitoes, and the biggest one I have ever killed is a fish that others have caught too much, and I have given a few fish of one or two catties to my family. â
I smiled wryly and continued:
"Heh, I've always thought I'm a militant, whoever dares to provoke me in the game, as long as it doesn't affect the plot, as long as he dares to show the blood bar, it's either him dead or I die, and in reality, I have always envied the old man for participating in the real war. I don't care about the wars of other countries, and I even have envy in my heart, but when I was at that time, looking at a messy village, a ruin next to a sea of fire, villagers running around, injured family members, injured people who didn't run around, either screaming or waiting for me despite fear, there was wood in my nose, the smell of burning protein, accompanied by the smell of gunpowder and blood, I really, really hoped that no one would be able to smell this compound smell anymore. â
"Later, Gollum, and then, those villagers were all killed by you?"
Liu Yuan's voice of swallowing saliva was so loud that he probably didn't even notice it.
"Heh, actually, if I can kill them all, I won't be so uncomfortable in the future."
I looked at Liu Yuan, who was frightened by my story, and explained with a wry smile.
"What do you mean?"
Liu Yuan didn't understand what I meant.
"It means that my three views are shaped in modern society, which means that I was constantly tormented by my conscience at that time, you know?"
I looked at the milk tea cup in my hand, and the pearls in it were shaken left and right by me for a while.
"There is a saying that if there is a button that can destroy the world when pressed now, then as long as this button is not in the hands of the destroyer, even if it is in the hands of murderers, war criminals, dictators, etc., as long as there is a person with a normal mind, it is safer than in the hands of a child."
After drinking the milk tea in one gulp, the cup was placed on the table, looked at Liu Yuan and said:
"As long as you have three views with a social background, then you will inevitably believe that doing good deeds will be approved and bad deeds will be condemned."
"So what happened to the villagers in the end?"
Liu Yuan looked into my eyes and asked without evasion.
"Oh, what else, I turn their time back to before I came, and some of them may wonder that the day will be shorter. But I went back to the real world and found that I wasn't just affected by what I called the game. â
I looked at Liu Yuan with a wry smile and said:
"That is, my real-world mentality is also here for me." I pointed to the ground, "What I did here has affected, no, I should say changed." â
"Later, I gradually realized that I am not a Song Butterfly person, I am just an ordinary citizen, and I actually can't afford such a noble job as the creator god of a world. I actually haven't been in here again for a long time. â
"So, I'm here?"
Liu Yuan seemed to understand something, and opened his mouth to confirm.
"Well, because I found out that I really want to do a good job of separating the two worlds, I chose our original world, so in order not to be affected anymore, so I try to interact with this world as little as possible. After a while, I realized that it was a waste to always think that this benefit did not exist. Later, after thinking about it, I thought of writing about the things in this world as the plot of a novel, so that how much of this white magical world can also make some contributions to my original life. â
"I see, because your focus is on the original world, so you need a choice but to take here, this magical world as the only world of me as the protagonist?"
Liu Yuan asked me half questioning, half affirmatively.
"Yes, it just allows me to avoid less contact with the world, but it can affect the direction of the plot."
I spread my hands and continued:
"That's it, you can even think you're a game character that I'm operating."
"Oh."
Liu Yuan played with a small bread in his hand, forgive me for rarely touching this kind of high-end food, I really can't name this kind of dim sum, I can only call it a small bread, although there is fruit on the outside of the bread, and the texture actually looks more like a cake.
I waited for Liu Yuan to continue to express his opinion, but after an oh, there was a long silence.
I don't know what Liu Yuan is thinking, I am willing to treat him as an equal person, I am not willing to peek into Liu Yuan's heart.
I'm sitting in this cave now, thinking about how I hollowed out the hill, how I pinched out the Gundam parts little by little, and how I designed the inside of the Gundam little by little.
"I think I can probably know what I'm going to do in the future, or rather, I know the main line of my mission."
Coldly, Liu Yuan said.
"What?" I didn't hear what Liu Yuan said for a while.
It's time to end this chapter ( Ė'i Ė; )
Liu Yuan said.
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In the afternoon, or lately, I suddenly didn't know why, I couldn't open my eyes when I was writing in the afternoon, and today was so bad that I even lay on the sofa and slept in a very uncomfortable position for a while.
I thought about it, and I'm sure I've never taken a nap when I'm not at work, but now I'm obviously not working, uh, wait, is it true that my body thinks that writing a book every day is working? But the problem is that I didn't start writing the book today, but drowsiness has only been recent. Could it be that it started when I signed the contract? Oh my god, it's scary to think about it, is my body so terrifying? o((âīšâ))o