Li Yaling began a fresh and romantic college life. At that time, there was a popular saying on the university campus: "One year of soil, two years of foreign, three years of not recognizing father and mother." This smooth sentence vividly reflects the changes in the emotional mentality of workers, peasants, soldiers, and college students in that era.

Li Yaling, who has just entered the university, has not yet integrated with the university life in the city, and she still maintains the true character of a barefoot doctor in the countryside. At this time, her life can be said to be monotonous, except for studying every day, and then writing letters to Zhang Weiping, every word is soaked with thoughts. In the evening, Li Yaling wandered on the road of the university campus, watching the sun set little by little, at this time she had a melancholy temperament, a book in her arms was blown up by the wind from time to time, she walked over and over again, and the scene when she was dating Zhang Weiping flashed in her mind from time to time. She and Zhang Weiping are first love, if she and Liu Shuanglin have something, it is because Liu Shuanglin has the hope of doing it, and she hopes to enter the city through Liu Shuanglin. Love is not about it, it's more utilitarian. However, Zhang Weiping is not like this, Zhang Weiping ignited the fire of her love, her first love, whether it is physical or psychological, she misses Zhang Weiping who is far away in Fangmagou.

She walked alone on the campus road, leaving behind the sound of her monotonous heels hitting the concrete pavement, and at this time, she learned to miss and watch. Sometimes she also learned to be lonely because she missed her, and in her loneliness, she regretfully thought that it would be great if Zhang Weiping could be by her side at this time. With him by his side, life will be romantic and beautiful. It's a pity that Zhang Weiping is not around, but in the countryside far away from her.

She was in the student dormitory, lying in the quilt and using a flashlight to ignite a warm world, and she wrote a letter to Zhang Weiping in this world, and the content of the letter can be imagined.

At this time, Zhang Weiping, who was the deputy director of the commune, was reading Li Yaling's sincere letter, and he was always moved by Li Yaling's words. During the day, his work is hectic, and only at night when he is alone can he taste Li Yaling's love.

Under the lamp, he was replying to Li Yaling, and also wrote his thoughts into the letter, sometimes writing a few articles, many times the East was white, he put down the pen, put the pages full of words into the envelope, flattened it again, pasted the stamp, and fell asleep peacefully accompanied by sweetness.

The lovesickness of first love is sweet, but two people often argue over some issues on the letter. Li Yaling hopes that he will return to work in the city, and he hopes that she will return from her studies and use her career in the medical career in the countryside. Of course, both men are avoiding this disagreement, not realizing that it is precisely a chasm lurking between them.

In the early autumn of that year, a major event occurred in China, which was called "The thunder of October spring sounded, and our party smashed the '***' in one fell swoop". Then the situation changed dramatically.

First, the educated youth returned to the city in a large area, and immediately resumed the college entrance examination. In other words, Li Yaling has become the last batch of workers, peasants and soldiers college students, and she will share the same campus with the students after the resumption of the college entrance examination. A wave of learning swept across the country. No one ever said that knowledge was useless.

In those days, in the fields, on the bus, in the corner of the park, it was easy to see the figure holding a book and reading hard. Someone is reciting words in a foreign language, someone is reciting Pushkin's love poems aloud. People are in a race against time to get back lost time.

From the national to the local level, the titles of the leaders of various organs are also quietly changing. In the past, the central government had a "central leading group", and the following government was naturally called "***". Now "***" is no longer called, and the leadership of the party has been restored and changed to a party committee. Zhang Weiping also changed from the original deputy director to the deputy secretary of the commune party committee. He is still the youngest commune-level cadre in the county.

The biggest change is Li Yaling on the university campus. The fastest way to receive information has always been on university campuses, and Li Yaling's College of Traditional Chinese Medicine is no exception. In addition to studying hard, they constantly participate in activities of one kind or another, and they often go out of school. In just one year, Li Yaling has undergone amazing changes from the inside out.

Outwardly, she has taken off the fancy plaid clothes she wore as a barefoot doctor and has become a tight-fitting outfit, straight-leg pants have become bell-bottoms, and her former flats have become half-heels. The university emblem with red letters on a white ground is pinned to the chest, and it will become the object of attention whether you walk on the street or on campus. At that time, college students were known as the pride of the times.

She was going to go home for winter vacation, but she had already agreed with Zhang Weiping in the letter, and Zhang Weiping also wrote to say that she would pick her up at the county train station. During the winter vacation of that year, Li Yaling was unable to make the trip because many students had signed up for internships in traditional Chinese medicine, and their study life was hot and their enthusiasm was unprecedentedly high. Li Yaling finally changed her initial plan to go home, and she resolutely signed up for the internship group.

Li Yaling was reluctant to return home from the bottom of her heart, more than a year of college life almost made her a city person, she has become accustomed to everything in the city, what is good about the countryside, the monotonous scenery, the monotonous people, far less civilized and lively than the city. The only reason for her to go back was to see Zhang Weiping, whom she hadn't seen for a long time. At this time, her longing was not as strong as it had been at the beginning, and the words of her thoughts written on the letter had become the same. The end result is that this letter has not changed much from the previous one. So from the original few pages to the current one or two pages.

In the past year or so, Li Yaling also found that she and Zhang Weiping have less and less common language. At the beginning, Zhang Weiping attracted her because of the unique temperament of the people in the city. Now she lives around all city people, including herself, and she already has the temperament of many city people. Her thoughts about Zhang Weiping stagnated and became a little numb. She found that, like many girls, she began to talk about their homeroom teacher, "Four Eyes". "Four Eyes" is a nickname, and his original name was Zhang Song. Teacher Zhang Song is a student who stayed in the school in the previous years, and his age is not much older than this class of students. Zhang Song was very civilized, his face was very white, he wore a pair of glasses, and he was dressed like an intellectual during the "May Fourth" period. In winter, he often wears a white scarf around his neck, half in the front and half in the back, and people who have read Yu Dafu's articles say that Zhang Song is very similar to Yu Dafu, including his temperament, very knowledgeable, and also very literati. It seems that Zhang Song has been a scholar since he was born, because of his weak appearance, it is difficult for people to think of anything else besides teaching.

Zhang Song seems to have become the embodiment of knowledge in the minds of girls, before and after, in the dormitory, outside the campus, Zhang Song has become the most discussed topic for them.

In the dormitory, they sometimes lie in bed, the light is dark, and before they go to sleep, someone says: "Four Eyes" must have read a lot of books, otherwise how could he be short-sighted?

Some people say: Of course, otherwise how can you be a teacher for us? He gave lectures with great grace, and he memorized almost all of the "Theory of Traditional Chinese Medicine" in such a thick book.

Some people said: Of course, I heard that his family is a family of traditional Chinese medicine, and his father is an old Chinese medicine doctor, who is old and famous, and many people who see doctors go to him.

After saying this, there was silence for a while, and after a while, another girl turned sideways and rushed to the female companion on the lower bunk and said: Xiaoyan, do you say that "four eyes" look good with glasses, or without glasses?

Xiaoyan on the lower bunk said: Of course wearing glasses has a demeanor.

It is normal for several female students in a dormitory to occasionally talk in private about a teacher or classmate of the opposite sex, but for a long time, everyone focuses on a male teacher, and there is a problem. They collectively enter a kind of unrequited love, and they fall in love together.

At first, Li Yaling did not join in this kind of discussion, when others talked about Teacher Zhang Song, she was silently thinking about Zhang Weiping, and even secretly compared Zhang Weiping and Zhang Song. Compared with each other, she still thinks that Zhang Weiping is better and more cute, so she didn't join this kind of collective love.

A while ago, changes began to occur in her heart that were not easy for outsiders to notice. When Zhang Song gave them a lecture on the theory of traditional Chinese medicine, he often looked at her with his eyes when he stood on the podium, maybe that gaze was intentional, maybe it was unintentional. At first, she didn't care, thinking that Zhang Song was a habit. In order to test her thoughts, she deliberately switched seats with someone else during class, and she still attracted his attention. Not only that, but Teacher Zhang Song often asks her questions, and when she asks questions, her tone is soft and her expression is smiling. At that time, her heart was pounding, just like the first time she and Zhang Weiping stood under the bridge on a date.

At this time, Li Yaling didn't realize that more than a year of college life had made her change dramatically. She has become a "school flower". She used to wear her hair straight with a ponytail at the back of her head, but later she followed the example of her classmates in the city and permed her hair into waves. This kind of change makes Li Yaling compare with when she first entered the school, and she is already like two people.

Teacher Zhang Song's gaze splashed layer after layer of irreparable waves in her heart. Sometimes when she was looking at Teacher Zhang Song on the stage with a focused expression, she met Zhang Song's gaze at her, she panicked, hurriedly looked away, and looked helplessly out of the window, where two birds were chirping and singing on the branches.

Li Yaling signed up for the extracurricular internship group during the winter vacation, entirely because of Teacher Zhang Song. Because this internship activity was organized by Mr. Zhang Song. Many of the girls in the class gave up the winter vacation, and the sacrifice they made was of course related to Teacher Zhang Song.

At the beginning, when other girls were talking about Teacher Zhang Song in the dormitory, Li Yaling was silent because she was thinking about Zhang Weiping. For some reason, Zhang Weiping has become lighter in her heart these days, and she doesn't miss it as much as before. Maybe it's because of time, or distance, or something else, Li Yaling can't tell, in short, her mood is no longer so urgent.

Sometimes when she was lying in bed at night, she suddenly remembered that she hadn't replied to Zhang Weiping for many days, and after thinking about it, she didn't move, she just said in her heart: Tomorrow. If in the past, she would never have stayed overnight when she received a letter from Zhang Weiping, even if she was in the bed with a flashlight, she would have to finish the lingering letter. Now she seems to be numb and has no passion. Even if I occasionally reply to Zhang Weiping, I don't have so many things to say before, and now every letter is the same as saying Hello Weiping, I'm very busy with my studies now, and the letter is late, please forgive me and so on. Sometimes there is nothing to say before a page of the letter is full, so I stop there, and then I "salute it".

Zhang Weiping's letter is still so hot, he seems generous and calm in the letter, and he encourages her to study and become a qualified rural female doctor after graduation in the future. It doesn't matter if you don't have time to write two fewer letters, but you must pay attention to rest, don't tire your body out, etc., and then the revolutionary handshake, thinking about your Wei Ping, etc.

Li Yaling couldn't say clearly, how she had changed. In the past, she was looking forward to Zhang Weiping's letter, but now she is a little afraid of Zhang Weiping's letter, every time she writes, it is placed on a table in the corridor of the dormitory, and all the students' letters are scattered there. She could tell it at a glance. Now she was less eager to see his letter, which sometimes had to be delivered to several people before it fell into her hand. Sometimes she felt a sense of grievance when she saw the inscription of Zhang Weiping's letter, which clearly stated the words of a certain commune in a certain county, and she blushed for the words of a certain commune in a certain county.

She didn't seem to have this kind of mentality before, and at that time she thought that her boyfriend was a commune cadre and his father was a deputy commander. But now most of the letters from other classmates are sent from factories, troops, or a certain street, and their own letters are either from such and such a commune or such and such a brigade, so that people can tell at a glance that she is from the countryside.

Now Li Yaling, after more than a year of edification in the city and university, has completely become a city person, her hair is permed, her face is also makeup, and she is dressed like a city person. She also learned to sneak out to the movie theater to watch a movie, and walk hand in hand with the girls on the campus path as the sun sets, humming pop songs in her mouth. What a blessing life is in the city.

Maybe all this is the distance between her and Zhang Weiping, and it is this distance that makes her feel a sense of grievance when she receives Zhang Weiping's letter.

Li Yaling's emotional intelligence is not low, she realized that Teacher Zhang Song looked at the content of her gaze, and she could comprehend the affection contained in the gaze from the opposite sex.

In the past, including now, many girls in the class are always willing to go to Teacher Zhang Song to ask this or that question in their spare time. Teacher Zhang Song lived in the school staff's building, a house of more than ten square meters, and used as his dormitory and study, cooking in the corridor, the students at that time were very willing to walk into the building, where there was a smell of fireworks in the world. At that time, most people lived like this, and many students even thought about their future, and they would live like this when they graduated, stayed in school, or went to other units. Therefore, the tube building has become their dream for the future.

Teacher Zhang Song is very busy, he rarely closes the door after returning to the dormitory, and hangs a floral curtain on the door frame, because no matter whether he closes the door or not, there are always beautiful or not beautiful girls who can walk in or out at any time. Teacher Zhang Song has a very good attitude towards the students, especially the girls, he sits on the edge of the bed, and the girls sit and stand, asking this and that, sometimes bringing some dishes, threatening to fire at Teacher Zhang's place at night, Zhang Song all smiled and agreed.

Only Li Yaling rarely walked into Teacher Zhang Song's tube building, at that time she felt that Teacher Zhang Song was very far away from her, like a star in the sky, only hanging there far away, cold and distant. It was only when she realized that Teacher Zhang Song's very contented eyes began to pay attention to herself, and she mustered up the courage to walk into Teacher Zhang Song's dormitory.

It was an evening study hall day, and the students were all going to the classroom or the library. At the beginning, she also walked into the library with other girls, and after a while, she slipped out quietly, like a thief, when she came to Teacher Zhang Song's dormitory, she was also the same as other girls, holding a book in her arms, but her chest was so flustered that she couldn't do it, when she went up to the third floor, her heart was already beating into a breath, she stroked her chest with her hands, and her mouth was dry and panting for a while, before tiptoeing to the door of Teacher Zhang Song's dormitory.

Teacher Zhang Song's door was hidden, and a light came out of it, she knocked on the door twice, and Teacher Zhang Song inside said: Who? In.

She pushed the door in, Teacher Zhang Song was lying in front of the table to write a lesson plan, and when she turned her head to see that it was her, she was obviously a little surprised, and she hurriedly stood up, pouring water and giving up her seat. Finally, she sat on the edge of Teacher Zhang Song's bed. There was a white sheet on the bed, probably freshly washed, and it smelled faintly soapy and an inexplicable smell of the sun. Li Yaling was fascinated by such a smell.

Teacher Zhang Song rubbed his hands and said: It turned out to be you, I really didn't expect it.

She looked at Teacher Zhang Song's dormitory, a single bed was added to the bed, the wooden board was full of books about Chinese medicine, a table was also a book, the lamp gave a hazy light, and there was a calendar for this year on the wall. The calendar shows the face of a Hong Kong star smiling seductively at the people in the room. Next to the bedside, there is a small alarm clock, which is ticking and walking. The minutes passed.

Li Yaling sat there, and when she looked back at the door she came in, she had already closed it by Teacher Zhang at some point. At this time, there were only two of them in Teacher Zhang Song's dormitory, and this independent space made her feel that her relationship with Teacher Zhang Song was special, and she couldn't help blushing and heartbeat again.

Teacher Zhang Song came back to his senses first, he pointed to the cup full of water and said: Drink water.

She also wanted to find something to say, but she had forgotten all the questions she had thought about before she came, and she couldn't remember what to say. So she picked up the glass of water in disguise, and as soon as she took a sip, she found that the water was still hot, so she hurriedly put it down again.

Teacher Zhang Song seemed to be much calmer than her, and said without words: How are you studying lately?

She nodded, her face flushing to the base of her ears. Fortunately, she sat in the shadow of the lamp and was not easy to detect.

The two of them said a few words without saying a word.

She suddenly stood up and said, "Teacher Zhang, don't bother, you can be busy."

Zhang Song also stood up and said to her: This is the first time you have come to me, right?

She nodded, then shook her head again. She had been here once before, and that time there were so many girls in the class that the room couldn't fit there, so she only stood at the door for a while and left.

Teacher Zhang Song said: Other students often come, I hope you can come often in the future.

She kept staring into his eyes as Zhang Song spoke, and she believed that his words were sincere. His gaze at her was focused, much bolder and fiery than that of looking at her in class. She held the book in her arms, bowed her head, and nodded silently. Teacher Zhang Song kept sending her to the staircase, and watched her go downstairs before turning around.

Li Yaling took a long breath until she walked out of the building, her palms were already wet with sweat, and there was a fine layer of sweat on her back. At that moment, she felt that she was the happiest person in the world.

That night, she had insomnia and lay in bed, thinking of Teacher Zhang Song's gaze at her for a while, and Zhang Weiping for a while. When she thought of Teacher Zhang Song, her heart surged with imperceptible excitement and impulse, but Zhang Weiping, there was only a trace of bitterness, and there was an indescribable grievance. She unconsciously compared Zhang Song and Zhang Weiping in her heart, and she realized that she liked everything about Zhang Song even more, Zhang Song's bookish spirit, his knowledge, and the temperament of a city man in him. However, Zhang Weiping, after several years of rural life, he has become completely rural, and the passion and ideals in his heart often move her, but they are very different from her ideals. Zhang Weiping wants to take root in the countryside for the rest of his life, and Teacher Zhang Song doesn't need to think or ask, he is on the university campus. How sacred is the teacher of a college student, the university emblem with red ground and gold letters on his chest, not to mention walking on the street, even if he walks on the campus, it will also attract the side eyes of many students. Every year, there are so many candidates in the country, only one or two percent can be admitted to the university, college students are called the pride of the sky, and what about university teachers? Besides, Zhang Song is so young, only in his twenties, walking with them, people who don't know still think that Zhang Song is their classmate. One-third of the students in the class are older than Mr. Zhang Song.

On that sleepless night, the image of Teacher Zhang Song became perfect in Li Yaling's heart overnight. As for Zhang Weiping, it is far away and light. Occasionally, she will think of Zhang Weiping's benefits to herself, it can be said that without Zhang Weiping, she would not be where she is today, and there is only gratitude in her heart, not love.

Zhang Weiping's letters, she is sometimes too lazy to read, not only is she too lazy to read, but she is also a little disgusted with the words of love and love he said in the letter. In the past, she liked to read such words, and she felt her face blush and her heart beat, and a kind of happiness from the bottom of her heart welled up in her body. At that time, she not only read such letters once, but sometimes read them several times, and each time she would have a sense of happiness. Now, for some reason, when she reads such a letter again, she feels chills all over her body, and she is a little scared, frightened. Sometimes she was there in a daze with her cheeks on her hands, and it was only then that she realized that after more than a year of college campus life, she had changed and was no longer her former self. After she came to her senses, she realized that she and Zhang Weiping had distanced.

When she received Zhang Weiping's letter again, she always secretly ran to the bathroom, closed the door, quickly browsed it, and then quickly tore it off, threw it into the sewer and washed it away along the current, only then did she feel clean. But this kind of mood will also affect her mood for most of the day, until she walked into Zhang Song's dormitory at night and saw the light in Teacher Zhang Song's window from a distance, she completely forgot the content of Zhang Weiping's letter.

The news that Zhang Weiping was going to visit Li Yaling at school reached Li Yaling through a letter as promised, and Zhang Weiping was going to visit her in the university. That day, in the bathroom, she hurriedly skimmed through Zhang Weiping's letter.

Zhang Weiping said in the letter that she couldn't go home for the winter vacation, and it was a pity that she couldn't meet her, and he made up his mind to go home before the Spring Festival and come to see her at the university. She read the letter at a glance, and for a moment she could not tell what it was, and if she had received such a letter half a year ago, she would have cheered with joy, for she had really missed him at that time. In her spare time, missing distant lovers has become a very important part of her spare time. At this time, whether psychologically or physically, she no longer needs him, and she only thinks of him every time she receives a letter from Zhang Weiping. That feeling is very complicated. She was afraid to see him now, she didn't know how to face him, and whatever she said after seeing him would become a problem for her.

In those days, she was very worried, even when she was alone with Teacher Zhang Song, she couldn't be happy. Now that the university is on vacation, the campus is somewhat empty, with only a few students from various departments who stay in the university for internships, occasionally haunting the campus. Because of this, Li Yaling and Zhang Song were invisibly given many opportunities to be alone.

On the road full of fallen leaves, or in Zhang Song's single dormitory, there were two people. The time for the two of them to be alone is very limited, because there are other students in the class who have stayed in school, and they are also disturbing Teacher Zhang Song from time to time, if that's the case, everyone will be together for group activities.

A notice was also posted in the university cafeteria, and in the past few days of the Spring Festival, the canteen is on holiday, and Mr. Zhang Song has made a decision to spend the holidays with his classmates. Zhang Song, who had planned to go home to visit his father, decided to stay on campus this Spring Festival to accompany his students. The students' happy faces were palpable. They had been preparing for the New Year early, they raised funds to go outside to purchase once, and bought a lot of fish and eggs, waiting for a grand collective Spring Festival.

Just as Li Yaling and her classmates were happily preparing for the Spring Festival, one afternoon, the aunt in charge of the doorkeeper of the girls' dormitory came to Li Yaling's dormitory.

The book in Li Yaling's hand fell to the ground all of a sudden, and the girl in the same dormitory asked: Who, who came to see you?

Li Yaling knew that Zhang Weiping must be here, and she was so flustered that she didn't know what to do, but she didn't say that. She knew that dodging was not the way to go, so she went downstairs. Waiting in front of the door of the building was really Zhang Weiping. He seems to have been here for a while, throwing several cigarette butts at his feet, he was smoking a cigarette, it was very cold, and he kept stepping on the snow in front of the door, Zhang Weiping was still in the clothes of the countryside, a somewhat white-washed military uniform, a shearling cotton hat, and the iconic mask was still clearly hanging on his chest. This outfit was easy to see and popular in the countryside two years ago. Nowadays, people in the city no longer dress themselves like this, and only people in the countryside dress like this.

Li Yaling appeared in front of Zhang Weiping, a hint of surprise flashed in Zhang Weiping's eyes, and he called affectionately: Yaling, we finally meet.

The doorkeeper's aunt looked at the two of them scrutinically.

After saying this, Zhang Weiping put his hand to his mouth and shook his hand with hot air.

Zhang Weiping thought that Li Yaling would enthusiastically take him to the dormitory to sit down, but he didn't expect Li Yaling to turn around and look at the aunt who was guarding the door, so he said to Zhang Weiping: Let's take a walk on campus. After speaking, he walked straight forward, and Zhang Weiping had no choice but to follow. At this time, Li Yaling knew that her classmates in the same dormitory must be looking out of the window. So, she deliberately distanced herself from Zhang Weiping.

Zhang Weiping still said enthusiastically: I didn't expect your university to be so big, I searched for several buildings before I found your dormitory.

Li Yaling said: Go home for the New Year?

Zhang Weiping said: Mainly to see you, I haven't been at home for the New Year for several years.

Li Yaling didn't speak, lowered her head, and walked forward as if she was in a hurry. She wanted to get out of her classmates' sights as soon as possible.

Zhang Weiping said: On the evening of the Chinese New Year's Eve, go to my house, I have told my parents that they also want to see you.

If Zhang Weiping had said such a thing half a year ago, she would have been moved to tears, after all, it was the home of the deputy commander of the military region. I heard that Deputy Commander Zhang's family lives in a small building, what kind of house is that? But now, she only hopes that Zhang Weiping will leave here as soon as possible. When she heard this, she said: I told my classmates that we will celebrate the Spring Festival collectively this year.

Zhang Weiping said: Just 31 days, you will come back on the first day of junior high school to spend with your classmates.

She said, "Forget it, that's not good."

Li Yaling's indifference made Zhang Weiping unprepared at all, he didn't know what to say for a while, and only said after a while: The commune is busy with work, and I haven't taken the time to come to see you for so long, it's all my fault.

When Zhang Weiping said this, Li Yaling saw Teacher Zhang Song coming over. Zhang Song just came back from outside, with a written Spring Festival couplet under his arm and a firecracker in his hand.

Li Yaling saw Zhang Song hurriedly catching up and shouted: Teacher Zhang, did you go to purchase?

Zhang Song said: Let's celebrate the Spring Festival collectively, we should have a festival appearance, we are lively. After speaking, he raised the firecracker in his hand.

Zhang Song saw Zhang Weiping, Zhang Weiping stood there and smiled at him friendly, and then he knew that Li Yaling should introduce himself.

Li Yaling didn't want to introduce Zhang Weiping, but when she saw Zhang Song's inquiring gaze, she whispered: This is my cousin from the countryside, come to the city to see me.

Zhang Song said enthusiastically: Then let your cousin come over with you at night.

After speaking, he nodded politely at Zhang Weiping and left.

Zhang Weiping was stunned, he didn't expect Li Yaling to introduce him like this in front of the teacher. He looked at Li Yaling in a daze, she saw Zhang Song walking away, and explained to Zhang Weiping in a low voice: Our school has rules that students are not allowed to fall in love.

Zhang Weiping's face turned red and white for a while, and then he clearly realized that the Li Yaling in front of him was no longer the Li Yaling of more than a year ago. He no longer followed Li Yaling so aimlessly, but stared at Li Yaling and said: You have changed, you look down on me.

Li Yaling lowered her head noncommittally and rubbed the snow on the ground with her feet.

Zhang Weiping said again: Do you think I am not worthy of you?

Li Yaling didn't speak, she was still so uncomfortable.

Zhang Weiping also said: Do you think I, the deputy secretary of the commune from the countryside, have embarrassed you? Zhang Weiping was surprised and angry and told him all about what he felt.

What else can Li Yaling say, Zhang Weiping has already said everything in her heart. After a while, she lifted her face. Her eyes were full of tears, and she choked up and said, "Wei Ping, you can transfer back to the city."

Zhang Weiping didn't want to hear her say any more, so he flicked his sleeves and left. She stood there, staring blankly at Zhang Weiping in the distance, until Zhang Weiping's back completely disappeared from her sight, and she called out in her heart: Zhang Weiping, I'm sorry for you. At this time, she was already in tears.

She walked alone around the campus for a long time, and only returned to the dormitory after wiping away her tears and calming down. The girls hugged curiously and asked, "Who is the man who came just now?"

She replied calmly: It's my cousin from the country, come and see me.

The classmates didn't believe it, and some people said: No, it's that, right?

Some people also say: If you look handsome enough, you are a little dirty.

Someone else said: Don't be too demanding in the countryside.

She twisted and went to bed, and said to her classmates before going to bed: Believe it or not, you will know later.

When she said the future, she meant that Zhang Weiping would completely disappear from her life, how could Zhang Weiping, who had disappeared, have anything to do with her?

She was lying on the bed and looking through the book she had just read, but she couldn't read it, but she still looked like she was reading, and everything that Zhang Weiping had had flashed in front of her. Later, she pulled the quilt over and covered herself tightly. At this time, her tears flowed uncontrollably, quietly and quietly, tears welled up from her heart, and these tears were saying goodbye to the past.

I don't know how long it took for her to stop crying. She was now full of light, and she knew that the past would no longer exist. She knew that Zhang Weiping would never write to her again, nor would he come to see her. This is the end of her relationship with Zhang Weiping, and it will come to an end. Everything will start again, and the figure of Teacher Zhang Song flashed in front of her eyes again, and Teacher Zhang Song at this time occupied the depths of her heart like a lighthouse.

She's going to fight for this new love.

At the beginning of another semester, there was a news circulating in the department, it was said that the news came from among the boys, and the boys voted for Li Yaling to rank first in the "Department of Flowers", and it is said that Mr. Zhang Song also participated in the boys' competition. Since then, Li Yaling has another alias called "Tie Flower".

From that day on, Li Yaling began a new life wearing the honor of "tying flowers".