Chapter 25: Fang Wei's Reason
Fang Wei didn't have a good time during the holidays at nursing school, and she had a feeling of returning to her heart. She stayed at home all day, afraid of seeing Qiao Nianchao, and didn't know what to say to him. During this period, she received two letters sent to her by Liu Shuanglin in the army, in which Liu Shuanglin talked about friendship and ideals, and it can be seen in the letter that Liu Shuanglin is a very ideal person.
She couldn't tell how she felt about Liu Shuanglin, but she was very moved by everything Liu Shuanglin did. From the recruit company to the division hospital, Liu Shuanglin has always taken care of her as a platoon commander and cared for her. Of course, Fang Wei is no exception. It was Liu Shuanglin who was always by her side, and Liu Shuanglin walked into her heart bit by bit.
In the summer vacation of the nursing school, Liu Shuanglin sent her two enthusiastic letters, of course, in the semester of the nursing school, Liu Shuanglin had letters every week, and most of the letters were thoughtful sentences, such as paying attention to the body, combining work and rest, and paying attention to adding clothes when it was cold. She also wrote back to Liu Shuanglin, talking about the work of the army and Liu Shuanglin's care for herself, and most of the words of thanks.
When reading Liu Shuanglin's letter, Fang Wei felt like an arrow, and she couldn't explain why she was so eager to return to the nursing school, because in that case, she was closer to Liu Shuanglin.
Finally, she looked forward to the day of school, and it would take seven or eight hours to take the train from her home to the city where the nursing school was located. When she got off the train and walked out of the train station, she heard someone calling her name, and she followed the sound and saw Liu Shuanglin hurriedly running towards her. She was a little surprised, she didn't know how Liu Shuanglin came here, there were still hundreds of kilometers from the army to here.
Liu Shuanglin wiped the sweat on his face and said: I am on vacation, and I came here to see you, knowing that you arrived at the school today, and I came to pick you up at the train station.
After speaking, he took the things in Fang Wei's hand. Fang Wei's heart warmed up again, and something called moving rippled in her heart.
When the two of them walked to the bus, Fang Wei learned that Liu Shuanglin had been in the city for three days, and he was living in a guest house not far from the nursing school. She looked at Liu Shuanglin, her eyes a little hot. Liu Shuanglin sent Fang Wei to the dormitory all the way before breaking up with Fang Wei. He said, "I don't mean anything else, I just came to see you, and don't forget, you are the soldier I led."
Liu Shuanglin's appearance was very honest, and he licked his lips after he finished speaking, looking very shy.
After Liu Shuanglin left, Fang Wei's heart was not calm, Fang Wei was not a person who was numb or very sluggish in some aspects. From the recruit company to the present, she has always felt Liu Shuanglin's existence. In this superficial comradely relationship with Liu Shuanglin, she realized a man's pursuit of herself. Although this pursuit has not yet been blatant, or pierced this layer of window paper, as a woman, Fang Wei feels the love from the opposite sex.
Fang Wei is an ideal person, her age is full of illusions about the future, when she was in the division hospital, Qiao Nianchao shattered her illusions, she didn't want to be with a person who had no ideals. She escaped, far away from Qiao Nianchao. Liu Shuanglin walked towards her at this time.
On the evening of the first day Fang Wei returned to school, he walked into the guest house where Liu Shuanglin lived, which was just outside the courtyard of the nursing school, and many parents who came to the school to see their children had mostly stayed in this guest house. When Liu Shuanglin and Fang Wei broke up, they told their room number.
When Fang Wei walked into the guest house room, Liu Shuanglin was lying on the bed watching TV, the TV was black and white, the image was very unclear, and there were ripples rolling on the TV screen wave after wave.
Liu Shuanglin didn't expect Fang Wei to come to see him at this time, he sat up a little flattered, looked at Fang Wei and said: You, why are you here?
Fang Wei sat on a chair and said, "You came to see me from so far, I can't come to see you?"
Liu Shuanglin looked like he didn't know what to do, and he was excited, he was pouring water and taking fruit.
Fang Wei watched him busy, and when he was done, there was a short silence between the two of them. In the end, Fang Wei said: You can go home for vacation tomorrow?
Liu Shuanglin was stunned for a moment when he heard Fang Wei's words, and then said: I am on vacation this time, there is nothing to do at home, come and see that you are my main task, there is nothing to do here, I will go back to the army, the company is still very busy.
After Liu Shuanglin said this, he rubbed his hands again.
Fang Wei's heart trembled again, she looked at Liu Shuanglin's gaze, and there was one more content.
Liu Shuanglin said: I was relieved to see that everything was fine with you.
Fang Wei couldn't find a topic for a while, so he fixed his eyes on the TV image, which was very unstable and shaky. Her face was feverish.
Liu Shuanglin said: After you graduate, you won't go back to the teacher, right?
She said: I came out of the Normal Hospital, and of course I returned to the Normal Hospital after graduation.
Liu Shuanglin's heart seemed to be half relieved, and then he rubbed his hands and said: That's good, that's good.
Fang Wei wants to make a name for herself in the army, and she is full of passion and imagination for her future.
Liu Shuanglin said: I'm worried that you won't return to the teacher after graduation.
She said, "How so?"
He said: You are the son of a high-ranking cadre, you can go wherever you want after graduation, and the unit is not your own choice?
She said, "No, I'm not going anywhere, I'll go back to the teacher."
When Fang Wei entered the door, the sky was a little cloudy, Liu Shuanglin didn't turn on the lights, at this time the sky was completely dark, only the TV screen in the room flashed and lit up, and the two of them were talking in this haze.
Liu Shuanglin felt a trace of depression and nervousness in this atmosphere, his brain was starved of oxygen, and he couldn't find a suitable topic for a while. Ever since he knew Fang Wei and knew that Fang Wei's father was the head of logistics of the military region, he had felt a kind of depression. It was as if he was not facing Fang Wei, but the Minister of Logistics, but Fang Wei was infinitely magical to him, attracting him deeply and strongly.
Fang Wei is relaxed, and in the relaxation, she feels Liu Shuanglin's small touches to her again and again. Gradually, she had a sense of condescension, and the sense of superiority in her heart was emerging little by little.
After a while, Liu Shuanglin said: Fang Wei, you are the soldier I led, I hope you can be successful in the future.
Fang Wei smiled.
Liu Shuanglin said again: You people who are higher than our children must think differently from us.
Fang Wei said: That's not necessarily, everything has to rely on your own efforts, and I didn't pass my father's relationship when I was admitted to the nursing school.
Liu Shuanglin said: That's, that's.
Fang Wei said: Actually, like you, I rely on my own way to get out of the way. If I don't go back to the Normal Hospital after graduation, there will definitely be people who will make irresponsible comments, so I will definitely go back to the Normal Hospital.
Liu Shuanglin said: In that case, we can be together again.
Liu Shuanglin looked at Fang Wei, and there was more content in his eyes, sparkling in the light of the TV. Half an hour, another half an hour, he muttered and said: Fang Wei, have you considered your personal problems in the future?
Of course, Fang Wei knew what Liu Shuanglin was referring to when he talked about personal problems, she lowered her head, and she felt something strange in her heart, she shook her head.
Liu Shuanglin also said: You see that your family conditions are so good, and you must have high requirements for personal problems.
This was the first time that the two men had discussed a personal issue that had not been discussed in their correspondence before.
Fang Wei said: I haven't considered that the family is not a family, and each of us cannot rely on the strength of the family to realize our ideals.
Liu Shuanglin's heart was already beating like a drum at this time, and his breathing was a little short.
He said, "That's, that's."
He wanted to reach out and grab Fang Wei's hand, the distance between the two was very close, as long as Liu Shuanglin stretched out his hand and moved forward ten centimeters, he could grab Fang Wei's hand, but he didn't have such courage. If he was facing someone else instead of Fang Wei, he would definitely make a bold move at this time, even open his arms, hug the other party tightly, and then say to her: I love you. However, at this time, he really didn't have the courage, he didn't know what to do.
For a while, Fang Wei seemed to close her eyes, she thought that Liu Shuanglin would make any moves, a man and a woman had already talked about this, what was the need to dodge?
After a long time, and after another half an hour, Liu Shuanglin still didn't do anything, she was a little disappointed and a little unwilling. When she raised her eyes to look at Liu Shuanglin, Liu Shuanglin's eyes were still looking at her evasively. She wanted to get out of here, but she didn't want to spoil the hazy atmosphere.
She sat with Liu Shuanglin like that.
Liu Shuanglin thought of Li Yaling at this time, when he pursued Li Yaling, he had never made such a big effort, he hugged Li Yaling without hesitation and kissed her. Now, how he wished he could hold Fang Wei in his arms, kiss her and kiss her. But he finally didn't have such courage, he could only suffer himself in impulsiveness and cowardice.
After a while, Fang Wei stood up, and he stood up too.
She said, "You're leaving tomorrow?"
He said, "I'll leave tomorrow."
She said: Go back and say hello to your comrades.
He said, "Yes, definitely."
The two men just stood there, staring.
She glanced at him regretfully, turned around and said, "The school lights are going out, I'm leaving." After saying that, she walked out the door, and he followed her until he dropped her to the school gate. Then, she turned around and said, "Then I'll go back."
Liu Shuanglin's mouth was uncomfortable, and he couldn't say a word, but then she stretched out her hand, he grabbed her hand nervously, and at the moment of parting, her little finger crossed his palm. At this moment, he had a moment of courage and wanted to hug her. But she had already turned and walked into the school gate, and he could only watch her figure disappear into the shadows.
That night, Liu Shuanglin couldn't sleep all night, and he reviewed every detail of his meeting with Fang Wei over and over again. Early the next morning, he went to the railway station alone and boarded the train back to the troops.