After that night, Ming Nanyan seemed to have completely untied the knot.

All the previous inferiority, all the uneasiness and panic were disintegrated and eliminated in front of Xia Ming's unreserved and defenseless body and mind.

Xia Ming's sincerity, which was as bright as glass, made her cry completely.

Xia Ming wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and gently hugged her into his arms.

He knew that it was tears of emotion and tears of relief.

He has already revealed his sincerity like this, will Nanyan still have those uneasy thoughts in his heart in the future?

Impossible.

What he didn't see was the incomparably painful look on the two faces of Ming Nanyan buried in his arms.

Since then, Ming Nanyan has become more well-behaved and obedient.

takes care of Xia Ming meticulously and considerately, no matter how small Xia Ming's request is, she will meet it.

But she has also become more greedy.

Every night, he had to pull Xia Ming to play games until late at night, which often made Xia Ming wake up early the next morning feeling a little refreshed and so tired that he couldn't open his eyes.

Sometimes, Xia Ming also thinks.

Ming Nanyan is obedient to him like this, does he really want to make him accustomed to a life of stretching out his hands to eat and open his mouth by raising him as a wasted person.

Let him rely on her, and he can't do without her at all.

This cautious pervert must have such an idea, but just kidding, do you think I'm going to fall into your trap and sink myself?

Haha, my heart is like iron, you can't shake it, girl.

Night.

Xia Ming kept the agreement and had a unique two-person game with Ming Nanyan, he once again regretted losing in this fierce game, and fell asleep in Ming Nanyan's arms with full of happiness.

However, what he didn't know was that after he fell asleep, Ming Nanyan did not hold him and fall asleep with him.

She gently placed his body inside the sleeping bag and walked out of the tent alone.

The waning moon is obscured by dark clouds, making the night sky even darker.

Ming Nanyan lowered his head and looked at his two suddenly extra arms, the ugly wings that stretched out from behind, and the other weirdly disgusting transparent face next to his cheeks.

Suddenly, a strong wind swept across the field, completely extinguishing the already dim fire and extinguishing the last faint light.

Ming Nanyan tore his arms in this silent darkness, tore the wings behind his back, the extra cheeks.

The blood was blurred, and the flesh was dripping with blood.

"It's all your fault! Blame you ugly things! Give me death! Get out of here! ”

But no matter how hard and painful she tore off these abrupt limbs that symbolized inhuman signs, bringing out scarlet blood and endless pain.

The mangled limbs and flesh fell to the ground, and new flesh regenerated from her broken body.

She was self-harming in agony, and she shed silent tears.

"Mr. Xia Ming, what should I do...... Mr. Xia Ming, should I ...... What to do......"

In the pitch-black field, no one answered her questions except for the sound of a cold wind blowing through her bones.

She whimpered and wept until she finally collapsed to her knees, until the darkest and deepest despair buried her.

She silently packed up everything, returned to the tent in silence, hugged Xia Ming's warm body, and fell into a short shallow sleep.

Xia Ming's exposure of her body and mind that night really made her no longer have the fear and anxiety of being disgusted by him and being far away from him.

She had already accepted all this, accepted that she had become another inhuman species, and accepted her strange image of not being human, as long as Mr. Xia Ming didn't mind this, as long as Mr. Xia Ming liked it.

But the thing that was buried deep in her heart and scared her the most still happened.

The flesh is the shell of the soul, and the soul is born on the body.

When her flesh, when the essence of her life has changed from human to another inhuman species.

Whether she wants it or not, the disintegration and change of personality has taken place in her spiritual world.

She is becoming gradually losing herself.

She is gradually turning into another truly inhuman being.

And the caresses and kisses from Xia Ming, those intense games just drink to quench thirst, but they can't completely curb this trend of change.

In a month, she was sure that she was completely in love with the man who saved herself, tolerated herself, and redeemed herself.

But if it continues like this, if one day even this love for Mr. Xia Ming has deteriorated and forgotten......

If one day I look at this pile of flesh and blood in my arms, and impatiently roast him into dry char with electricity......

Every time he thought of such a possibility, Ming Nanyan's heart seemed to stumble from the edge of the cliff in an instant and fell into a bottomless cold abyss.

The more desperate and frightened she is, the more she has to take care of Xia Ming in every possible way, and the more she is eager to get more care and warmth from Xia Ming, to prove that even if she has changed everything, this love for Mr. Xia Ming will never change.

Then he fell into more and more darkness of pain and despair, and a person in the silent night silently and painfully tore at the flesh and blood of his body, thinking that in this way he could change back to the past, to change back to his human appearance.

However, the flesh and blood that was constantly regenerating itself, and the new alien limbs from the broken body clearly told her that all her struggles were in vain.

The real crisis of Ming Nanyan has never been in the Ming family, but in the disintegration of the self and the death of personality.

Xia Ming, who was sleeping soundly, didn't realize this at this time.

He just woke up in a daze the next day and continued to enjoy Ming Nanyan's service, enjoying the pleasure of cultivating with her to become stronger, which was a rocket-like cultivation speed that he had never experienced in the real world.

Even if many extremely talented Heavenly Sons who are favored by the heavens, it will take an extremely long time to break through from the fifth order to the sixth order, twenty years? Thirty years?

However, Xia Ming felt that he was being led by Ming Nanyan to practice like this, as long as he was given another month, he could break through to the sixth order!

When the time comes, wave your hand to kill the bright dive, and it will not be easy to wait for you!

Ming Nanyan disguised himself too well during the day, and always made him exhausted and fell into a deep sleep at night, Xia Ming didn't think there was anything wrong, Ming Nanyan, a little perverted woman, didn't covet his body, and he still felt abnormal.

But with the increase in psionic strength, and the gradual increase in endurance and resistance after many games, he was actually not as exhausted as Ming Nanyan thought, and he slept so deep that he didn't feel what was happening around him.

At night, after another good time.

Xia Ming, who slept deeply, always felt that he slept a little less comfortably, as if something was missing in his arms, a soft and warm big pillow.

But it seemed to be an illusion again, because the soft and warm feeling didn't come back after a while.

But on the second night, the third night......

Xia Ming always had this feeling, as if he didn't sleep so sweetly and deliciously for a while when he went to bed at night, as if he lacked Ming Nanyan's embrace?

On the fourth day, the two ran out of supplies.

Ming Nanyan took Xia Ming to a nearby town to resupply.

This time, Xia Ming specially paid attention, pretending to be so cool that he fainted at night, and fell asleep in Ming Nanyan's arms.

This is the same as every night before, Ming Nanyan didn't notice anything abnormal.

What Ming Nanyan didn't know was that it was her considerate care for Xia Ming, and it was her obedience to what she wanted, which made Xia Ming feel a little uncomfortable as soon as she left her arms, and then discovered the clues of the abnormality.

An hour later, she looked at Xia Ming's handsome face with a sad expression, gently stroked the neck that had been planted with her lip prints, and finally reluctantly let go of her hand, gently put Xia Ming's body on the bed, covered it with a quilt, and walked into the dark bathroom alone.

The sound of tearing flesh came from the bathroom, the subtle, oozing, creepy tearing, the splattering of blood......

Xia Ming opened his eyes from the bed, quietly walked to the door of the bathroom, turned on the light and opened the door in one go.

"Nanyan, what are you doing?!"

His eyes widened in shock, looking at the broken limbs on the ground, at the walls of the bathroom stained red with blood, and finally his eyes fell on Ming Nanyan, whose body was broken and wept in pain.

"You ......"

Ming Nan suddenly rushed over and slammed the door shut, and fell weakly on the blood-stained ground.

A door separates the two worlds, and only her vague, twisted and painful figure can be seen inside the translucent glass door.

"Mr. Xia Ming, don't look at ...... No...... See ......"

Her whispered sobs were like the death whimper of a pure and innocent fawn on the edge of a waterhole.

"I ...... Get these done right away, Mr. Xia Ming, don't come in, please...... Please......"

This was the first time she had made such a poignant plea to Xia Ming.

Xia Ming was silent.

Before that, he thought that he had helped the girl to exorcise the shadow in his heart, and he thought that all he needed to do next was to make the girl become stronger quickly, have the strength to deal with dangerous crises, and the trial mission to save the girl could be successfully completed.

But seeing the scene in front of him, he suddenly understood.

It turned out that he had never really succeeded in saving her heart.

This closed door sealed the true fear and despair in the girl's heart, and he never succeeded in opening it.

In the bathroom, Ming Nanyan used psionic energy to clean up the scene in a panic, obviously the strength of psionic energy has reached the fourth order, and obviously this month's exercise has made her control of psionic energy even more powerful than Mr. Xia Ming.

But at this time, she was trembling uncontrollably, her lips were trembling, her hands and feet were trembling, and even the will that drove the spiritual energy was trembling, obviously wanting to clean up the blood stains on the ground, but the invisible force was uncontrollably smashing the tiles and smashing the ground.

Xia Ming sat on the bed and quietly watched the scene in front of him.

Ming Nanyan begged him not to go in, but he didn't go in.

But he flipped a switch, making the frosted glass that surrounded the entire bathroom transparent, allowing him to clearly see the scene in front of him.

Why is this happening?

His big heart, which has always been optimistic, is not beating so cheerfully at this time.

Slow, heavy......

Until Ming Nanyan cleaned everything up and walked out of the bathroom.

When the two are alone, she has always revealed her true nature, as if she has completely accepted her identity under Xia Ming's comfort.

But at this moment, she did not reveal her true body, but instead transformed into a human form, the same as she had been when she was a human.

"Mr. Xia Ming......"

She walked over with her head down, her eyes red, and she was uneasy.

She saw the frosted glass that had become transparent, and her expression suddenly became more sad.

"It turns out that Mr. Xia Ming, you are ...... See......"

"Of course I did."

Xia Ming stood up, walked up to her, and rubbed her head fiercely.

"Why is this happening? And so it goes! Don't hide anything on your mind, tell me something, let's find a way to solve it together! Mingnan smoke! I'm going to punish you hard, I'm going to make you can't hold me to sleep for three, no, ten days, and enjoy my kisses! ”

The invincible tricks in the past have failed in front of Ming Nanyan this time.

She smiled sadly and looked at Xia Ming's eyes sadly, the eyes that used to stare at him affectionately, in addition to sadness at this moment, they also revealed a trace of inhuman coldness.

That feeling of coldness, like contempt, like ignorance, like a human looking at an ant under his feet without emotion.

"Mr. Xia Ming, do you feel it?"

"Me...... It's starting to feel less like myself......"

"I love you so much, I like you so much, but I still occasionally flash a delusion, as if what I am looking for is not the object of my longing, but a small life made of blood clots, a bold ant who dares to covet my body."

"It's not just you, the world is different in my eyes for a long time, through my inhuman eyes." She pointed to the eyes on her ethereal and illusory face, and her expression was indescribably sad.

"I can't feel the smell of the flowers, I can't feel the taste of the food that I make for you every day, not even when I'm happy with you...... Those happy emotions seem to be just false electrical signals simulated by the body. ”

"People, plants, animals...... All of this seemed to me to be just a mass of lumps of color and flesh of different colors and smells, low, insignificant, worthless dust. ”

"I can feel that the human emotions in my heart are disappearing, I look at the world like this every day, I feel disgusted, I feel disgusted, I have an urge to destroy everything. Even to stay by your side and watch you ......"

"Mr. Xia Ming, Mr. Xia Ming......, even if it's you, even if I look at you like this...... What I see is only a phantom of you in the past, and what I remember you as I remember. ”

Silent tears flowed down her face, and she clutched the corners of Xia Ming's clothes, trembling, whimpering, and whispering in despair.

"You've already ...... with those things in my eyes"

“…… It's become the same. ”