Chapter 31: Is That Falsehood Real, Or Does Someone Else Make You Think It?

People's perception and cognition of the world come from the physical body's perception and cognition of the outside world.

What you see in your eyes, what you hear in your ears, what you taste, smell, touch......

All knowledge and perception of the outside world is nothing more than a faint electric current flowing through the cerebral cortex.

Everything is born from the heart, sensuality and all kinds of emotions, whether it is love or hate, joy, sorrow, anger, grievance...... It's just an illusion caused by hormones and various neurotransmitters secreted by the body.

And when a person's physical body is completely changed, when her way of perceiving and perceiving the world is completely changed because of the physical change.

The collapse of personality is often inadvertently like a rolling stone in a high mountain, which cannot be stopped.

"Mr. Xia Ming, I have ...... I worked hard. But I can't help it, I really can't control it, I can't resist this change......"

Ming Nanyan buried his head in Xia Ming's arms and cried.

Every silent night, she constantly tried to tear off the flesh and blood of those limbs that represented aliens from herself.

She thought that she could turn back into a human being in this way, and that she could deceive herself in this way, but through the eyes on those ethereal faces, she still saw not the figure of her loved one, but a pile of strange patches of color and flesh blended together.

She seemed to be crying, but it was as if she just felt that she should be sad at this time, that she should feel hopeless.

There seems to be another cold and unfamiliar self in her heart who is watching this scene coldly, she said, at this time, as a human being, she should be crying in despair, right?

And so she broke down.

Her body was trembling, her voice was trembling, her heart was trembling, but she didn't, as if she were just mimicking the emotions and reactions she had once had as a human being.

Another cold and cruel thought suddenly popped up in her heart, she even seemed to feel that there was nothing to be sad and sad, and even felt that she was boring and ridiculous, why should she bury herself in this pile of boring meat and cry?

It's fun to split the pile of meat apart and watch them break into several pieces.

No!

What am I doing!

How can I think so!

Such a thought made her suddenly feel cold in her hands and feet, and she was even more devastated.

She shouldn't have had such an idea, she couldn't have come up with such an idea!

Because this is what she fears most in her heart, it is her deepest and most terrifying nightmare!

But just now, such an idea suddenly popped into her mind......

But......

She's real...... Love Mr. Xia Ming?

Or......

Is that just a kind of insecure dependence born from the drawbridge effect?

Or is it that the so-called love or hate, no feelings and sincerity can remain unchanged across eternity, just a small physical change can easily destroy the true heart she thought would love him forever......

The more I think about it, the more painful it becomes.

The more I tried to stay awake, the more I fell into the chaotic chaos.

Ming Nanyan grabbed the corner of Xia Ming's clothes hard, but the trembling hand was fragile and weak, as if he wanted to break free and let go.

"Mr. Xia Ming, I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"

She just muttered and cried weakly, her voice getting quieter and quieter......

Xia Ming looked at the girl who broke down and cried in his arms silently, at this moment, he finally understood where the real difficulty of the so-called trial task of saving Ming Nanyan was.

Psykers are only temporarily separated from the human body and enter some special forms, and once a long time passes, their personalities may disintegrate, and they will involuntarily transform into inhuman aliens from cognition to soul composition.

And Ming Nanyan maintained this form for a whole month, and it was a miracle that she could barely maintain her personality until this moment.

Damn, why didn't I find out sooner!

Xia Ming suddenly thought of a rumor about psionic life that had appeared in his mind before:

It is rumored that the spirit life that comes from the spirit world to the present world will not die easily, and even if the body is completely destroyed, as long as there is still a drop of blood or a piece of flesh left in some corner of this earth, it will be reborn from a long hibernation.

At that time, when Ming Nanyan pulled out the chip from the back of his neck and did not cause the chip to explode, he remembered this rumor, and guessed that it may be because of this reason that the chip judged that the piece of flesh did not lose its vitality, so it did not explode.

But at this moment, when he remembered this rumor again, a terrible guess and thought suddenly popped up in his mind.

If, if it is said that Nanyan is because it is injected with the blood of a certain spiritual lifeform, the body has finally broken through a certain critical point in the years of experiments and transformations, and has completely transformed from a human being into a spiritual life.

So in this world, has she become an extension of the flesh and blood of that spiritual life, a continuation of the will?

With the passage of time, the will that belonged to the spiritual life form slowly awakened in this body that belonged to him, and the original personality and will of Ming Nanyan were gradually erased?

Yes, it is clear that Ming Nanyan has two faces, but what she sees, hears, and feels now seems to no longer come from her body that resembles a human body, but from that ethereal transparent face.

Ah, that's hard.

Xia Ming reached out and grabbed her chin and lifted her two faces.

One of her faces was weeping in pain and despair, and although she was also weeping, the corners of her mouth were slightly raised, as if outlining a look of indifference and ridicule.

"Don't cry."

He wiped away the tears on Ming Nanyan's face and ordered sternly: "Close your eyes!" ”

Ming Nanyan was stunned for a moment, and closed his eyes obediently.

"It's not just about closing your eyes, but then you have to close off your senses of hearing, smell, and taste, and only keep your body's senses."

"Nanyan, you said that everything you can perceive about me, whether it is my image or the happiness I bring you, is just an illusion simulated by this body with an electrical current signal? I don't believe it. ”

"Listen, unless I slap you in the ass, you're going to do what I said, and I'm going to test if it's really like this."

"By the way, before you close your hearing, I might as well tell you how I'm going to bully and punish you, an autistic pervert, first, I'm going to bully your dead little mouth hard, and then ......"

Xia Ming described in detail the punishment he was going to give to Ming Nanyan next.

After a while, he patted Ming Nanyan's buttocks and motioned for her to let go of her hearing and open her eyes.

"Alright, Nanyan, let's start the next phase of the experiment."

"Mr. Xia Ming...... Why ......"

Although Ming Nanyan was still obediently cooperating, his expression was even sadder, and his eyes were even darker.

"Obviously you know that these are just illusions, your kisses and caresses for me, the pleasure and pleasure that arise are just my body simulating and repeating the feeling over and over again under the same stress, no matter how much you repeat this, it is obviously just ......"

Her voice was low, her face was pale, and her lips and teeth were dry.

"I've been, I've ......"

Not only did she have a heart breakdown, but at this moment, she was so haggard that even the vitality of life seemed to be lost.

"Then I ask you, your body did feel the same happiness as usual, right? Even if it's just your body reacting to stress, simulating false emotions. ”

"Yes, but that's ......"

Xia Ming smiled coldly: "But I didn't touch you at all just now." ”

"What?" Ming Nanyan raised his head sharply.

"To be precise, I just kissed you on the lips as I said at the beginning, and I didn't carry out a single step of the subsequent punishment, but your body still produces a feeling of happiness, a false happiness that you subconsciously simulate. Nanyan,"

Xia Ming looked at her, looking at the ethereal and transparent face next to her.

"You say that the sensations you experience are subconscious reproductions of your own subconscious situations, which your body automatically simulates in response to stress. But I didn't touch you just now, why do you still have these false illusions? ”

"Nanyan, your false happiness, really...... Was it born of your own will? ”

He stepped forward and hugged Ming Nanyan's body tightly and kissed her lips hard.

This fierce emotion is so real that if it is just the touch of two pieces of cold flesh and blood, it will not produce any energy and emotional changes other than mechanics.

It is precisely because of feelings, with the desire to communicate and contact with them, that the kiss has warmth and the heart can burst out with strength.

"Nanyan, have you ever wondered if this happiness born from body and mind is really fake, or is it something that others make you think is false?"

Xia Ming gently stroked her warm and delicate collagen-filled cheeks, and at the same time grabbed the ethereal and illusory face hard, and sneered:

"Do you say yes, this unknown spiritual being? Deliberately creating a false illusion of real feelings, wanting to accelerate the collapse of Nanyan's personality so that he can completely wake up and be reborn from this body? ”

The face didn't answer.

"Mr. Xia Ming, what do you mean ......?"

Ming Nanyan showed an extremely shocked look.

The face also showed a look of extreme shock.

"Nanyan, if you still don't understand, then I'll tell you clearly."

Xia Ming retold the guess in his mind to Ming Nanyan.

And the most coincidental thing is that he just had such a guess, so that Ming Nanyan cooperated to do an experiment, and the results of the experiment strongly proved his conjecture.

Yes, it is true that a change in the body can cause a change in the soul and even a disintegration of the personality.

This would be perfectly true if there was no supernatural world that was entirely science-oriented, because whether there was a soul or not in that world is an unsolved mystery.

And in this world, in this idealistic world, this rule is not completely impossible to violate.

The body can change the soul, and who says the soul can't affect the body?

The collapse of personality cannot be stopped?

But who is to say that after the rolling stones falling from the mountains are broken to pieces, the core of that glimmer of will cannot be preserved?

Ming Nanyan's true body, those two faces, one flesh and blood, and one spirit illusory, who can say that these are not the two ways she observes the cognitive world, and the feelings and cognitions that belong to human and spiritual life are embodied in her at the same time, parallel to her?

It's not that she can't see Xia Ming's appearance, it's not that she can't experience the real happiness and emotions brought from him, but the eyes that observe the world and recognize the world on behalf of her human side are blindfolded by other existences.

Xia Ming...... Mr! ”

Ming Nanyan looked at Xia Ming with hazy tears in his eyes, and in his blurry vision, the pile of objects stacked with color blocks and blood clots turned into familiar figures again.

When she realized this, when she was awakened by Xia Ming, the sense of confusion that had shrouded her perception disappeared.

At the same time, she also clearly felt a strange and cold chaotic will lurking in the depths of her heart.

It turned out that he had been at fault all along.

"Mr. Xia Ming, thank you, thank you for saving me again......"

Ming Nanyan was extremely moved to offer a kiss.

Xia Ming responded enthusiastically, but his heart slowly sank.

Save......?

He just pointed out the fact that there was another consciousness in Ming Nanyan's body, but this war between Ming Nanyan himself and the consciousness of the spiritual life body ......

He didn't know what to do to help her win.

Ming Nanyan is just a weak spiritual life that evolved from a little of his blood, and now awakening in Ming Nanyan's body is probably only a little bit of his insignificant split consciousness, like a tiny tentacle the thickness of a chopstick on a million tentacles.

Once His ontological will cast his gaze on this tiny tentacle, it was like a thousand scorching heavenly rays gathering on a tiny speck of dust...... Can you really resist it?

Sudden darkness suddenly enveloped the two of them.

"It turns out that I really got mixed up with a wild man, and I lost the face of my Ming family! Miss, the runaway game is over, come back with me to the master of the house to receive the punishment! ”

Mingqian's cold voice sounded in this dark space.

An infinite bright light suddenly appeared on Xia Ming's body, dispelling the darkness around him and illuminating the area within ten meters around him.

His psionic powers had been greatly enhanced compared to before, but it wasn't enough to defeat Ming Qian head-on.

A vague black shadow struck from behind, and the dull blade drew a pitch-black trajectory in the blazing light, easily slicing off one of Xia Ming's arms.

Mingqian's figure melted into the darkness, and familiar words came out of his mouth.

"Boy, the next time I cut it off, it will be your right arm!"

Laugh at.

Blood gushed from the wound, and the severed arm fell into the pitch-black space with a dull thud.

Ming Nanyan's own will crisis has not been resolved, and the trouble of the Ming family has come to the door again.

Xia Ming held the girl's soft body with one hand, and his heart was full of unprecedented anger.

Swish!

Ming Qian once again launched a surprise attack from an incredibly strange angle, cutting off Xia Ming's right arm.

He could no longer hold the girl's body with both hands, the girl hugged his body in heartache, and the light he released was so weak that it could not resist the invasion of darkness.

But suddenly, the faint light became blazing, and it expanded again, pushing the darkness twenty meters away.

Xia Ming's heart was full of anger, but this anger was not enough to turn into his strength.

What really made him suddenly surge at this moment was the resentment in his heart against Ming Qian who disturbed him and comforted Ming Nanyan.

In his heart, such an inopportune interruption of his Ming Qian at a critical moment is simply a criminal who deserves to be punished by heaven for his heinous crimes!

In the face of such a vicious man, justice will strike hard!