Chapter 90: Nun, You're Crazy!
Guilty.
No one could have imagined that when he saw Xia Ming set his eyes on others, when he realized that his time and love might be shared by others.
Not resentment, not jealousy.
The panic and anxiety that was born in Shena's heart for the first time, drowning her like a tide, turned into guilt.
She felt guilty that she couldn't do such a thing.
She felt guilty that she could no longer be Xia Ming's peace of mind.
The night outside the window became thicker, but the clear glow of the moonlight still shone brightly, illuminating Hina's tearful cheeks.
What a good woman this is!
Xia Ming silently looked at Shena's red eyes and trembling lips, and raised his hand to gently wipe the tears overflowing from the corners of her eyes for her.
Even the witch was silent at this moment, and did not say any more contemptuous and mocking words.
Not because she had learned to read the atmosphere, but because she suddenly felt a sense of unease.
At first, when Hina opened her mouth in front of Xia Ming and frankly admitted that she felt jealous, the witch laughed loudly in Hina's heart.
Thinking that all these days of hard work, the shadows that Sheena refused to admit but still grew in her heart, would soon dye her seemingly pure and immaculate heart into a shattered pitch black.
At that time, she will be able to take advantage of the void to break Shena's fragile will in one fell swoop, take control of this body, and complete revenge!
She thought that the opportunity she had been waiting for had finally come, that the imposter nun could no longer bear the pain and depression in her heart, and was on the verge of collapse.
However, as Sheena became more and more emotional, she confided all the damp negative emotions and thoughts in her heart in front of Xia Ming without reservation.
She was surprised to find that the huge dark cloud that hung over Sheena was dissipating at an incredible speed.
How so?
How so?
Sometimes, the little darkness that grows in the heart is magnified little by little in the long silence.
Suspicion and resentment are accumulated in a little misunderstanding and contradiction, until two people who originally understood and trusted each other became enemies who wanted to kill each other.
In fact, at this time, as long as one party dares to take a step forward, summon a little courage.
A frank confession, let the other party know his thoughts, vent all the dark negative emotions in his heart, and the so-called dislike and resentment are often resolved in the sunshine like this.
It's just that many times most people can't step out of that spiritual barrier, and they can't take the courage to take this step forward.
Sheena took a small step forward, a step full of courage.
Just as she had decided.
Now that the heart is covered with dust, since the mind is no longer pure and immaculate.
Then just tell me everything.
Let this filthy, dusty soul be re-presented to him as it is.
So, she was rewarded by the brave.
Xia Ming gently hugged her with pity and pity, and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes distressedly.
He thought, in the dream world anyway, in a fictional history of the past.
For the sake of the girl in front of her, even if you have to sacrifice your body to meet all her requirements and desires, why not?
The saint who always puts on a holy and dignified appearance and spreads tenderness and love, in fact, her heart is also extremely eager to receive distress and pity from others.
He shouldn't have ignored all of this.
She deserves his reward and sacrifice.
"Sheena, I'm sorry, it's me who is not good."
He sincerely apologized and gently laid Sheena's body flat on the bed.
"It's me who has neglected your mood and neglected your mind these days."
He leaned down and lovingly pecked away the crystal tears on her cheeks, and his dark eyes, which contained infinite tenderness, looked at her eyes affectionately.
"Next, no matter what punishment you want to inflict on me, what reward you want to demand from me......"
"I'll give it all, okay?"
Staring at Xia Ming's affectionate handsome cheeks, the painful struggle and guilt on Shena's face suddenly disappeared.
She laughed calmly, not much joy on her face, only more tears overflowing from her eyes.
"That's good."
She stretched out her hand and gently stroked the corners of Xia Ming's lips, her eyes flashing with bright light, and she murmured as beautiful and intoxicated as a dream.
"Xia Ming, that's good."
"Even if I am like this, so jealous and selfish, and I have not become what you expect, you are still willing to look at me so tenderly, pity me, and tolerate all my ugliness and unhappiness."
"Original...... My panic and uneasiness are just the illusion of the reflection of the moon in the mirror, it turns out ...... It's always been me who is making a fool of myself, it's me who is cranky. You are my peace of mind, which has never been ...... It has never changed. ”
"Sheena ......"
"Xia Ming."
Sheena's eyes stared at his face with burning eyes, and her heart was once again illuminated by his gaze, and all the filth and darkness were swept away like a whirlwind cloud.
That light reflected from her heart to her eyes, and projected onto Xia Ming's face, although it was bright and hot, it was also extremely gentle and warm.
"As long as you are watching like this, in fact...... Even if I don't get your reward, I'm happy and satisfied. ”
A shallow happy smile appeared on her face.
"I'll ...... Strive to be your peace of mind, no matter whether you radiate light or fall into evil in the future, no matter what dark thoughts you have in your heart in the future, no matter what heinous crimes you commit, even if you want to abandon me, if you want to abandon me, I will always accept me, tolerate you, forgive you, and accept all your crimes. ”
"I will definitely ...... Be your peace of mind. ”
Broken!
The witch cried out in horror in her heart.
Why didn't things go according to her script?
Her cynicism about the fake nun these days, and the amplification of her damp and dark emotions in her heart, seem to have become a solid bridge for these two people to connect their hearts and minds, and trust and understand each other more?
What's going on?
She let out an unwilling roar in Sheena's heart:
"Impostor, have you figured it out! After he heard your words, he may really want to indulge and deprave unscrupulously in the future, see a woman love one, and share the love and time that originally belonged to you to others, can you really accept that situation, can you watch that kind of picture scene play out in front of you! ”
"Even ...... Even if you are not afraid that I will go on the field in person to charm and seduce her, take away the love that originally belonged to you from you, and let the eyes that originally belonged to you only fall on me from now on, you will not get anything, you can only watch lonely and hopeless from the side, is this okay! ”
"As long as ......"
Sheena was silent for a moment, and said with a firm expression, "As long as he can get happiness and joy from it, as long as he is willing to ......"
"Crazy, you're crazy!"
Seeing that the corners of Sheena's mouth were still showing a sweet and happy smile at this moment, the witch let out an unreasonable roar.
"Do you really think of that masked doll who can love and tolerate everything as yourself! You...... You're already insane! ”
"Crazy, insane?"
"No, it's not. I am me wearing a mask, I am also me who has dark thoughts such as jealousy and selfishness in my heart, I want to get Xia Ming's attention, I want to tolerate everything he has and become his peace of mind......"
"These are 'me', they are the parts that make me who I am, I accept them, I tolerate them, I become them. I am them, I am me. ”
In the mental space, Hina turned around and looked at the witch with a hideous face calmly and inclusively, with a faint pity in her eyes.
"Witch, I'm not crazy, I'm not insane, it's you who don't understand."
It's that you don't understand.
Is it that I don't understand?!
The witch was about to argue loudly, but when she saw Sheena's eyes, she suddenly shook her heart, and she couldn't speak.
At this moment, Hina is so holy and great in the spiritual space.
It's me...... I don't understand.
At this moment, an unprecedentedly ridiculous idea suddenly occurred in her heart.
A kind of idea that I'm not as good as hers.
This is the first time that a high-minded and arrogant witch who will never give in and never admit defeat has given birth to such an idea of admitting defeat.
(End of chapter)