Chapter 4: China (1)
When China regained consciousness, he felt his body tight, and his internal organs burned like fire. Suddenly opened his wolf eyes and shivered. Its consciousness was still in the middle of the battle, and its ears were still roaring, and when it saw the environment clearly, it calmed down and secretly closed its eyes.
It was in a humble room with a large hole in the roof. By this time it was getting late, and the moonlight would come in. There was a bonfire burning in the middle of the room. China lay sideways by the campfire, and in front of the wall was an old table with a dead sheep that had been bitten by a dog and had its artery cut and drooled.
Beiguang sat on the other side of the bonfire and said, "Don't pretend when you wake up, you are so smart, how can you make yourself look like this?" If you take the medicine, the external injury can be slowly recovered, and the internal injury can not be delayed. As he spoke, Beiguang shoved a pill into China's mouth.
China was suspicious and didn't want to eat it, but after thinking about it: if he wanted to harm me, he would have done it just now, and he didn't have to wait until now. He swallowed the pill into his stomach, and after only three breaths, a coolness spread from his abdomen to his whole body, and the burning sensation in his internal organs slowly receded.
Feeling some strength, China was about to stand up, but her body was so tight that she barely lifted her body and fell down again. It looked at its own body, and the bandages were tied quite tightly, on the chest and abdomen, on the legs and feet, on the neck, except for the mouth to eat, the nostrils to breathe, and the eyes to see, even the buttocks were tied.
It's just that I can't get in but can't get out. China smiled wryly. As soon as it sat up with all its might, it snapped, and the bandages were broken.
"Don't move, you'll be dishonest when you wake up, you're such a big guy, I'll be tied up for a while to finish!" North Light Road.
As he spoke, a leg of mutton was thrown to China's mouth, who sniffed, tilted his head, and slapped it aside. Beiguang continued: "You are considered to have bad luck this time, and you actually encountered that thing. Alas, I didn't expect him to show up either. It's been many years, and the world has rarely seen him. In the past, it was always a legend, but when it really appeared, it was really scary. Seeing that China ignored him, he continued, "After all, you have done a good deed. ”
China snorted, put down a little bit, and turned to face the North Light.
China didn't trust Beiguang, a ball of air erupted from his nose, and he said impatiently: "I'm not a good wolf, and I have killed thousands of people." You humans also often liken wolves to the embodiment of evil. What wolf ambition, embarrassment, ghost crying wolf, luring wolf into the house, and so on are innumerable. All in all, everything about wolves seems bad to you. Old man, don't pretend to be a good person in front of me. I'm a wolf, you're human, and we have different positions. We are inherently enemies. ”
Beiguang smiled and said, "I don't think so, have you ever heard the story of the wolf child?" ”
"That's just a legend, we don't raise human children. At most, the she-wolf swells her milk and lets humans suck it, just using him as a tool. China scoffed.
"It does." The Beiguang sage faced the fire, added a handful of firewood to the fire, and said, "The she-wolf picked up the child abandoned by humans, fed him her own milk, raised him, and taught him to hunt and survive. This is the story of the wolf and the man. Motherhood is always good, people have motherhood, wolves also have motherhood, and all creatures in the world have motherhood. Since motherhood is good and universal, how can you assert that wolves are bad? ”
Chi Na couldn't talk about him, so he had to divert the topic, squinted at him and said, "This king doesn't matter if it's good or bad, I only know that when I'm hungry, I want to eat people!" It said sadly, "The smell of human flesh is delicious, do you want to taste it?" He licked the corners of his mouth as he spoke.
"I'm a vegetarian and I didn't eat meat a hundred years ago," Beiguang said. If you want to eat a sheep, I'll find one. You're going to eat people, and there are hundreds of dead bodies out there, and that's enough for you to eat. But they've all been hit by blood magic, and I can't say what will happen if you eat them, so if you want to eat them, I'll burn them in a while. ”
"Give me the sheep." China couldn't help but say.
Beiguang threw the sheep to China, who saw that China broke open the sheep's belly, swallowed his heart and liver, and then slowly chewed the rest of the sheep.
Looking at the campfire, Beiguang sighed softly, closing his eyes and not knowing what he was thinking.
"Old man, you saved me?" China asked.
"Sort of, I saw that you were going to fight the flying wolf, so I learned a wolf howl." Beiguang said with a smile: "Flying wolf, don't look at him in the past few years, he has a lot of ambitions, and he will do something in time." He once said: People live for a lifetime to leave a name in history, and now the princes are fighting for hegemony, and the husband should raise his sword at this time to level the world. When I saw that if you fought, either you would die or he would die, I felt that it was a pity, so I learned to howl and scared him away. ”
"You've been following me?"
"I'm dead when I get here."
"Getting hard? What is it that gets harder? China asked.
"It's the guy you bit his head off, he's a bad guy, and he's a saboteur." Beiguang laughed.
"You mean the man in black?" Seeing Beiguang nodding, Chi Na said viciously: "He killed my wolf, he deserves to die, he deserves it." ”
Beiguang said: "You should give up the hatred of becoming difficult. ”
China said disdainfully: "You are a saint, I can understand such words." However, I think you're hypocritical. ”
Beiguang did not sneer at each other, and said slowly: "Becoming difficult is the embodiment of disaster, and he is immortal. Or that they are a group, and it is a general term to become difficult. I can't describe what it is, but his identity is very special. ”
"Crowds? Organized? ”
"No, it's not an organization to be difficult," Beiguang said. It is a person, it can also be said to be a group of people, he is the disaster itself, the disaster is varied, and the difficulty is also varied. If the disaster is not eliminated, it will become difficult and will not die. What you have killed is only an abstraction of the disaster. What you have destroyed is just an ordinary body, no matter what it looks like, whether it is tall or short, fat or thin, beautiful or ugly, it is just a shell. If you kill one harder, there will be another harder, unless you can relieve all the suffering in the world. In short, he is the disaster, the disaster is him, the disaster does not get rid of it for a day, and it becomes difficult for a day and does not die. Living beings in the world are inevitably exposed to all kinds of disasters, whether floods, earthquakes, fires, pestilences, famines, wars, storms, ...... There are man-made and natural disasters. And the emergence of hardship is to make disasters come earlier and last longer. It's always a good thing to get rid of him, but ...... It's easier said than done. In ancient times, people were equal, and later people were divided into strong and weak, and the strong were higher than the weak, and they became unequal. This situation began between people, between families, and then between tribes, and between nations, and finally this inequality evolved into oppression, and thus suffering. God, high up, man is like grass and ashes before God, which is also a kind of inequality. When you have power and have more authority, are you willing to give up your power and your authority to be equal to those who are weak? Then are you not willing to be weak? People who are stronger than you will come and oppress you again. What you don't want to do, no one else wants to do. Therefore, there is no suffering, and all beings are equal in the first place. The premise of equality is inequality, just imagine, the strong and the weak are equal, that is unfair to the strong. Is such equality possible? Perhaps, after such equality, new inequalities will emerge. People are not all saints. If humanity does not change, suffering does not change. I'm talking about just a small amount of suffering, and there are many more sufferings in this world, as well as natural disasters. If I don't deal with the dead bodies outside, it won't be long before there will be a plague and more people will die. Do you kill one that becomes difficult, but can you lift the disaster? The disaster cannot be lifted. If you want to get rid of the calamity, and really get rid of the difficulty, you must first let go of the hatred in your heart and first free yourself. ”
China said: "If you can't kill one, you can kill two, kill three, until you kill all of them." ”
Beiguang said: "You can't kill it, on the contrary, you think like this, it's hard to become difficult, and it has led you to disaster." You've lost to him. If you want to get rid of the difficulty, you must first get rid of the suffering in your heart. ”
"Humph! You will never understand the suffering in my heart, and I am sure that I am not of this world in the first place! ”
Beiguang's eyes lit up and asked, "Are you a creature from another world?" How did you get here? Is there a channel? Can you tell me about the other world? ”
Rinse the blood from the corner of her mouth and look at the bonfire, as she falls into a memory. After a long time, there was a snap, and a spark erupted from the bonfire, which startled China back.
China said abruptly, "I don't remember exactly. I just remember that I didn't belong to this world, and I had the impression that this place was very different from my previous world, and I don't know how I got here. ”
"Could it be reincarnation? The soul comes here after death. Beiguang asked.
"It was possible," China recalled. I used to dream about a lot of figures, but I haven't dreamed of them since. For a long time, I couldn't tell if I was a wolf or a human. ”
It finally let down its guard and focused on its past: "When I came to this world, I still had a deep impression of the past. But now, I just remember that I was supposed to be a person. I can't remember who it was. When I first came into this world, it was pitch black in front of me, and all I could feel was the four brothers beside me, and they smelled exactly the same as the smell of my body. At first we had milk to drink, but then it gradually decreased, and finally there was nothing left. I'm hungry, and so are they. One day they started biting me, and I was in pain, aggrieved, and wanted to cry. Bite me hard, and I bite them too. Later, I tasted the taste of meat and blood, and I don't know whose ear I bit off, hehe, it was delicious. I tasted blood, so I became even more ferocious. Only then will there be meat to eat every day in the future, either ears or paws. Once in a while, I can eat a heart, and the taste is sweeter than anything else. Soon after, there were no more wolves biting me. I ate them all. I can't help it, if I don't eat them, they will eat me. I was biting all the time, and I didn't have time to remember the events of my previous life. Later, my memories of my past life gradually blurred, and I forgot many things. After that, I forgot more and more. Until now, all I know is that I'm not a pure wolf, I'm supposed to be a person. Didn't you say that I was highly intelligent, not like an ordinary snow wolf? Probably for this reason, I'm not a wolf through and through, I have human intelligence. ”