Chapter 4: China (2)

Beiguang didn't interrupt China, he listened intently to China's story.

Since coming into this world, China has not had reciprocal communication with other creatures, it is lonely and lonely. And these loneliness, the north light can fill it. Let China feel unhappy not to vomit.

A man and a wolf started their first long conversation in the middle of the night, by the fire.

"One day I was hungry again, but there was nothing left to eat, and my four brothers were eaten by me, and there were no bones left, so I had to eat dirt. I kind of regret eating my brother, and I'm also very sad, without my brother's company, without the daily bite, I feel so lonely and scared. Whether a monster will appear in the darkness and eat me, whether my brother will turn into a demon and haunt me, but I have no choice. I didn't know what to do, I just wandered around in the dark. ”

"Then I was so hungry that I was bumping and screaming and hitting my head and bleeding. Eat some dirt and your stomach will feel better. I don't know how to get out of that hellish place, it's full of rocks on all sides. So I climbed up and fell down many times, but I didn't give up, it was my only way to survive. The more I fell, the angrier I became, and the more I wanted to conquer those stones. Later, I climbed on top of the stone and felt the wind above, and I was so happy that I screamed a few times in excitement. I quickly shut up, afraid of being discovered. ”

"I peeked around and saw some red glow, and I made a closer look, and saw that I was in a cave, and the red was the moonlight shining in from outside. All around me was the familiar smell of wolf urine. I have good eyesight and can see my surroundings clearly with a little light. ”

"I saw a couple of rats passing by, and I was hungry and wanted to pounce and eat it. But I didn't dare, I was very timid at that time. I'm afraid it's going to eat me. The rats seemed to be happy, and they gathered together and frolicked uncontrollably. I envy them, and I want to frolic with them. While I was envious of them, a gust of wind blew, and I was so hungry that my feet went soft, and I rolled down. ”

"At the time, I wanted to be with the rats, but when they saw me, they were startled, stopped and ran back to their rat holes to hide. I saw the fear in their eyes. ”

"At that time, I hated myself for eating my brother, and even the rats avoided me after I ate my brother. I can understand what they say, they say, "Don't go out, we're going to be eaten." ”

"I went to the rat hole and said to them: Don't be afraid, I won't eat you, how about we be brothers?"

"They still don't come out, cursing at me, cursing me, provoking me in the rat hole. Wolves are all bad, and wolves are the least credible. It's ridiculous that I wished I was a mouse. If I were a mouse, I could play with them and not eat my brother. ”

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"I grinded them for a while, promising not to hurt them, and it didn't take long for them to come out in doubt, and I thought to myself: rats are also very simple."

"I was weak at the time, but I was happy to be able to play with them. But I was so big for them that they crawled on my back and gnawed on my fur and flesh. It would crawl around on me, making me hurt and itch. I rolled on the spot and accidentally crushed them. They fled back into the cave. Despite my pleas and deaf demeanors, they ignored me. ”

"They said, 'It's a wolf that doesn't keep its word, and when it gets hungry, it will surely eat us, so don't pay attention to it.' When it's dead, we'll have a full meal. ”

"I felt sad and vowed never to be inferior again, but I still wanted to be with them. I don't know what to do, I can't find the answer......"

"Then I starved to death, and I was so thin that I was only skinned and bone, and I lay motionless on the ground, breathing intermittently. I think it's better to die, and if I die, I won't be in pain. ”

"When the rats saw that I was not moving, they came to me and circled me excitedly, and they squeaked and shouted that I was dying. And gnawed at me, like they were going to eat me. My heart hurts, I feel betrayed by my friends. ”

"Perhaps, they never considered me a friend. Or maybe we're not of the same kind and can never be friends. ”

"At this time, a voice in my heart told me: You can't die, eat them. You live for your brothers. ”

"That's right! I can't die, I don't want to die, I want to live. I shouted in my heart. ”

At this point, China gave a grim look and continued, "With the last of my strength, I pressed down a rat and bit off its head in one bite. ”

"The remaining two just want to run. Somehow, I just felt cold in my stomach. I couldn't help but open my mouth, and felt something fly out of my mouth, and the two escaped mice were immediately cut in two. I ate them all, and there was not a single bone left, and even the blood that flowed on the ground was licked into a pit by me mixed with the dirt. It was the most delicious meal I remember, more fragrant than my brother's meat. ”

"I thought viciously: You are right, you are prescient, when I am hungry, I will eat you, just like my brother."

"That's right! I am cunning, volatile, selfish, and treacherous. I'm full of evil. I'm a wolf! ”

"But I'm happy because I'm not hungry anymore, I'm still alive. And they died, and became my food. ”

"I left the cave, and the moon that day was the most beautiful in the world, it was like a ruby, and it was round and bright. It was several times larger than the moon in my memory, and I could even see its lines, its mountains, and its valleys. Its beautiful face fascinated me, I was stunned, it seemed to suck me in. I stretched out my paw to touch it, but it was too high and far away. I felt too small, humble to the dust. I lowered my head and didn't dare look at it. ”

"After a while, a strong wind blew, and I shivered, only to realize that before I knew it, I had reached the top of the mountain."

"It was a snow-capped mountain, and it was very windy, and the stones could be blown away, and it was cold, but I felt very comfortable. I took a deep breath of air, and the feeling was both cold and warm. ”

"At that time, I didn't stand firm, and I fell headlong into the snowy mountains. I thought I was going to be thrown to death, but I didn't expect that suddenly my body was light, and a strong wind swept me into the sky. Later, I gradually mastered my balance and flew like a glider. I can say hello to the eagles in the sky and fly faster than them. I looked through the clouds and saw that the ground was covered with snow, and it was as clean as the eye could see. I froze, as if in a dream. I didn't expect the outside world to be so beautiful. ”

"Flying, flying, I heard a wolf howl. I flew in that direction, curious to see if there was one of my kind. I couldn't help but get excited. It was the first time I had heard the cries of my own kind so clearly. One, two, three, four, gradually, patches of wolf howls came and went. ”

"It's not a conversation, it's an emotional catharsis. They need to express their feelings with their own cries, and I understand the meaning, they want to gather and carry out a slaughter. ”

"Their voices make my blood boil. I couldn't help it, and I screamed. At first, it was a discontinuous whining sound. Then I was able to connect together, and I continued to exhale hard, and finally, I screamed like them! I kept screaming, and I was still screaming when I fell to the ground. I ran excitedly towards the wolves, and that was when I felt happiest since I was born. I never knew that the simple sound would be so comfortable, and the depression in my heart was swept away at that moment, and I felt that I was the freest and happiest creature in the world. ”

"Leaving traces of my walk in the snow, I looked back, the footprints stretched far away, I couldn't see my head, it's great, I actually ran so far. I ran and screamed triumphantly until my throat cracked and my mouth and nose bleed. ”

"My voice also attracted the wolves, and they ran towards me. I was so happy to see them. ”

"I thought the wolves would accept me, but the cruel truth was in front of me, they saw me and came up and bitten."

"At the time, I didn't know the rules of the wolves, and I thought they thought I was an intruder. I was bitten by the neck by a very fierce wolf. I didn't dare to resist, and let it hold my neck like that. When it saw that I was motionless and bored, it threw me out. ”

"I escaped death and did not dare to approach them again. But they didn't let me go. When they saw that I was not dead, they pounced on some wolves and tried to bite me again. I don't dare to stop and run, they chase me. I tried my best to escape, but they couldn't catch up for a while, but they followed me not far away. I think I have the strength to run like this, and when they get tired, they will stop and rest. ”

"But I was wrong. The wolves behind me were just following me, and I was already surrounded by wolves to the left and right, and they took advantage of my attention to the wolves behind me, outflanking me from the left and right, and surrounded me from three directions. ”

"I had no choice but to run forward, and they came rushing towards me. Crossing a high slope, my heart cooled, and the reason why they were closed was because they knew that there was a cliff ahead. The cliff was so smooth and steep that I couldn't climb it. ”

"I had no choice but to stop and turn around, lie on the ground and wag my tail, please them, beg them not to kill me!"

"It's useless to please, I forgot about it so quickly. I swore I would never be inferior again. But I was terrified, and if I were caught by them, I would be killed. I don't want to die, I came back to life after eating my brother, and my life is five, not one. ”

"Let's fight!" A voice in my heart told me that you can only live if you fight. I even saw my own gaze become eerie, and although I couldn't see my eyes, I was really scared of my eyes. At this time, I am no longer afraid, the left is just a death, finally let it go!